She had no way to think about it, she was emotionally sympathetic to Mu Zicheng, he was not moved, she understood and reasoned with him, he didn't react, she couldn't run away, and in the end she had no choice but to commit suicide and commit suicide by hunger strike. She wants to gamble, bet that Mu Zicheng can't bear her to die, bet that Mu Zicheng still loves her deeply!

The next day, Ling Dongwu was so hungry that he couldn't get out of bed, he just lay lazily on the bed, but he was so hungry that he couldn't sleep, so he began to think about the past, thinking about Xiao Haotian, thinking about Yushu, and the water was long......

I don't know how the furious Xiao Haotian will treat Yushu and Shui Youyou when he walks away so irresponsibly, I hope he won't be angry with others!

Noon.

"Master, it's time to eat." The maid brought the meal again, and came to invite her again.

"Don't eat! Go away! "Ling Dongwu wanted to cry because of the fragrance of the food, it was really people who were iron and steel, and he was hungry if he didn't eat a meal! She now knows very well why people can bend their waists for three buckets of rice!

Unitary time.

The maid came again: "Master, you haven't eaten for two days, can you eat a little more?" ”

Ling Dongwu was in the midst of hunger at this time, and when she greeted herself like this, she was upset, "Go out, if you dare to come and ask me to eat again, I will beat you!" ”

Another night bowl is coming again, Ling Dongwu is already a little hungry, but he doesn't feel too hungry, he just can't sleep. She kept thinking about everything from here to now, everyone, all over the world, not boundary, and even thought of Yi Zhikuo, I don't know how he is now, whether he married a wife and had children according to the wishes of the Hanshui National Master......

Think about it, although he bullied others at the beginning and harmed himself so miserably, but in the following years, he pursued himself for thousands of miles, reached out to him many times in times of crisis, and in her most painful days, he was so careful and meticulous to take care of her. I didn't expect that there was still so much tenderness that could be tapped in that reckless man......

After careful calculation, after all, it is better to take advantage of him more, and to live up to his affection more......

I didn't expect to come into this world and owe so many emotional debts!

I always think that I lack love and no one pays attention to it, so I want to get the love of others more and more, but I am like a poor beggar, delusional to get a lot of treasures, and I really get them, but I don't know where to put these treasures!

I don't have a room to store my love! So I had to dry the feelings of Xiao Haotian and Yi Zhikuo in the wind and rain!

In the end, I am still the most selfish, and what I can really hurt is just someone who cares about myself!

Finally fell asleep in a daze, before going to bed, she was still thinking, let herself dream of Xiao Haotian again, she really missed him!

Mu Zicheng stood in front of Ling Dongwu's door in a daze, she was on a hunger strike and fighting to the death! It turned out that she was so reluctant to be with her, only he knew what a person Ling Dongwu loved to eat, but now, in order to leave him, she even gave up her favorite things!

He clenched his fists in pain, with a strange pale and desolate face, it was he who had lost his hope, a word of sorry, how many words of betrayal I love you!

In fact, when he married Anya, he didn't hesitate, which is more important, the sweetness of love or his own future?

He felt like a dumb monarch at the moment, and he made a rash decision in a moment's heat!

In order to achieve his goal, he plays the hardest role on the stage of life, whose success is not sandwiched with blood and sweat? Since then, he has exposed his best side to the sun, hiding his humblest self in loneliness, just hoping to be able to leap into the dragon gate and be bare-necked.

Sometimes, pretending to be confused, or simply stomping all the true thoughts under their feet, who has never compromised in their life? Whose life can really be proud forever, whatever I want?

He really always thought that Ling Dong's dance party would always belong to him, as long as he was willing to look back, she would always be there, as if something was placed in the corner, it was his own, and it would always be his own. I never knew that such a thing would run away on its feet.

For more than a year, he forcibly suppressed the urge to go to her, and told himself thousands of times that he would go to her again when he was strong enough to give her a world.

He believed that no matter where she was, it was as if he had never changed his mind.

Therefore, he has been fighting alone for so long.

But isn't she willing to give herself any more chances?

It's yourself, and you cut off the only happiness!

He only felt that his future was dark now, he had lost Ling Dongwu, and he had completely lost the ultimate goal he was pursuing.

Having many is not necessarily rich, and having one is not poor!

She went on a hunger strike, just to leave herself and go to find Xiao Haotian, when she thought of the two of them raising their eyebrows, the butterflies became a pair, and the concubine was in love... His chest was about to explode, Ling Dongwu, she belongs to herself, and she will always be her own!

Is a hunger strike? Ling Dongwu or continue to go on hunger strike? Mu Zicheng's heart became hideous, and he said to the maid who was kneeling on the ground to report Ling Dongwu's situation: "Regardless of her, whatever she eats or not!" "He thought to himself, you love to eat so much, I see how long you can endure it." From tomorrow onwards, change the meal once an hour, and withdraw as soon as it is cold! ”

Mu Zicheng opened his eyes and sat quietly in the dark, since he knew that Ling Dongwu had started a hunger strike, he was also hungry, although he had a vague idea in his heart, but it was not easy to make a decision at this moment. My heart has been tossed and turned thousands of times, and countless chaotic thoughts have almost stirred people's headaches, this night, where can I close my eyes?

On the third day, Ling Dongwu was already dizzy with hunger, lying motionless on the bed, and she didn't even have the strength to get up, and the maid didn't dare to summon her this time, but just walked around in front of her bed in a cramped manner.

Ling Dongwu glanced at her coldly, his eyes closed, maybe Mu Zicheng really didn't feel sorry for himself anymore, he wanted to watch himself starve to death, and he didn't let himself go.

God really had no mercy on her, and it watched her struggle desperately in the fury of fate, and whenever she felt that her fingertips were about to touch the rocks on the shore, whenever she felt that she was about to breathe a sigh of relief, it would strike her hard in the face, causing her to fall back into the sea of despair, swallowed up by the endless abyss.

Every other hour, the food on the table is replaced with a new one.

But Ling Dongwu was already in a kind of stupor, waking up and waking up. I just kept dreaming, and I actually dreamed that my parents seemed to have returned to modern times, and I came home from school and shouted, "Mom, I'm back!" Mom wiped her hands with an apron, and immediately served her a hot meal, and her mother improved her life today, with her favorite braised lion's head, sweet and sour pork ribs, stir-fried conch, fried mushrooms with cabbage, she sat in front of the table, salivating at the dishes on the table, but why didn't my mother give her chopsticks, she almost cried in a hurry, "Mom, get me chopsticks, I'm hungry, I'm so hungry......"

I woke up in a hurry, only to know that it was a good dream, she learned smart this time, held her eyelids, and no longer dared to fall asleep easily, for fear of dreaming of those meals, which would only increase her troubles, but unconsciously fell asleep again, she dreamed of Xiao Haotian, he took himself to the largest restaurant in Shangdu to eat, and asked for a large table of dishes, with a squeaky roast leg of lamb in the middle, Xiao Haotian's face suddenly became Xuan Ran Shouxu, he smiled fiercely, "As long as you eat this roast leg of lamb, you can eat other things!" ”

"Okay, I'll eat, I'll eat!" At this moment, Ling Dongwu only felt that the roast leg of lamb was also the most delicious thing in the world, but before the roast leg of lamb could be eaten, it suddenly turned into a puff of green smoke and floated away, "Return my roast leg of mutton, return my roast leg of lamb!" ……”

On the evening of the third day, the maid knelt in front of Mu Zicheng and reported: "Madame still hasn't eaten." ”

Mu Zicheng's heart hurt fiercely, and he gritted his teeth and asked, "She doesn't drink water?" ”

"Not a drop of water!"

Mu Zicheng knocked over the tea bowl in his hand with a wave, his hand trembled, he looked at the broken tea bowl in a daze, Ling Dongwu didn't eat or drink like this, her life would be like a broken tea bowl that would never heal again, she would rather die than stay by her side, she hated herself so much, the endless grief beat his heart like a tide, until the pain was numb.

It's better to let her go, as long as she can be happy, let all the pain be swallowed by herself.

Ling Dongwu's appearance made him feel distressed, and he thought all night in the past two days, to keep her so selfishly, why don't you let go and make her happy.

However, as soon as he thought that Ling Dongwu was going to marry Xiao Haotian and leave her from now on, it was unbearable, the feeling of missing every day in the Western Regions for more than a year was vivid, and he really didn't want to miss it anymore! I really don't want to let her go and taste that pain for the rest of her life. Let her go, jealousy and longing will become the most poisonous heart-eater in the world to burrow into his body, eat his heart and his liver in one bite, until the whole person is bitten into an empty hole, until the last moment of life.

But if you don't let go, you just watch her suffer so much, disgust herself like this, and watch her life pass little by little!

Mu Zicheng walked back and forth anxiously in the house like a trapped beast, and finally rushed towards the house where Ling Dongwu lived. The more I walked, the more anxious my heart became, I don't know what happened to her, and the surging sourness softened his limbs and made him unable to perform light skills.

When he entered the house, he saw Ling Dongwu curled up on the bed from a distance, watching her thin body lying on the wide big bed, like a baby, the pain was like a thousand arrows piercing the heart.

He strode over and sat down on the edge of the bed, holding his breath as he gazed at her sleeping face, his eyes showing unparalleled tenderness. He gently picked her up, hugged her thin waist, and shook it gently: "Wake up, Dong'er, wake up!" ”

Ling Dongwu opened her eyes, perhaps because of her lack of energy, her eyes were very loose when she looked at him, and Mu Zicheng saw her open her eyes: "Bring water!" ”

"No...... Drink! I don't drink! Ling Dongwu's voice was hoarse, but firm.

"It's been three days, so I'm going to eat something and drink some water." Mu Zicheng's tone was almost pleading, "Even if you want to scold me and beat me, you should have the strength, right?" ”

Ling Dongwu was silent.

"Dong'er, don't be like this, you're torturing me, you know!" Mu Zicheng looked at her painfully, and sadness spread in his heart again.

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