Chapter 172: Incurable Disease?
What the? She wants to get back together? How will Zhang Hao choose between his first love and himself? For some reason, Xia Jin's inferiority complex, which had disappeared for a long time, suddenly appeared in her heart, and her heart suddenly seemed to be slammed with a hammer, a dull pain, and she almost didn't catch her breath, she covered her heart with both hands, and slowly squatted down against the wall.
Yin Shiyu actually cried a little when she said the last sentence, and threw herself into Zhang Hao's arms, Xia Jin's heart seemed to be violently hammered by the sledgehammer, and she was a little out of breath for a while, Xia Zi couldn't stand it, and was about to rush forward, but was dragged by Xia Jin, the two squatted in the corner again, Xia Jin took out his mobile phone from his bag and handed it to Xia Zi, and motioned him to observe again with his eyes, and turned his head to look at Zhang Hao again.
Since I could only see Zhang Hao's back, I couldn't know his expression, so I only heard him say with a slight choked voice: "Don't be like this, it's already over." And broke the hand that Yin Shiyu pounced on and hugged his back.
Yin Shiyu was already crying pear blossoms with rain, Chu Chu pitifully fell on Zhang Hao's chest again, tears fell on his neat suit, and his hands were wrapped around Zhang Hao's neck, Zhang Hao wanted to hide, but he didn't.
"Hao, I know you're not a ruthless person, shall we start over? Good no good? ”
The begging voice made people feel very uncomfortable listening to it, and even Xia Jin could give birth to a trace of sympathy and pity when she heard it, her eyes were already full of tears, and she tried her best not to let it fall.
Yin Shiyu. Don't do this.. We've broken up. Zhang Hao used a lot of strength to take away the hand around her neck, and pushed her body forward, I don't know if it was too hard, Yin Shiyu almost fell, Zhang Hao hurriedly went to help, so that the two switched positions, Xia Jin could see the expressions of the two at the same time, and found that Zhang Hao's eyes were mixed with pity when he looked at Yin Shiyu.
Yin Shiyu, who was pushed away, had tears in her eyes, and the tears that she had just wiped with the back of her hand immediately flowed out again, a pair of eyes full of grief stared at Zhang Hao firmly, the volume suddenly became louder, but the words were very clear, and she said emotionally: "Hao, have you forgotten your original vow?" You said that I won't marry in this life, don't you remember? ”
Zhang Hao lowered his head, and walked out at the other end of the corridor, and when he heard Yin Shiyu's words, he stood in place and stopped moving forward, when Yin Shiyu suddenly said again: "You don't want me anymore, I have no meaning in this world!" ”
After Yin Shiyu finished speaking, she turned around and ran towards the elevator at the other end of the corridor, and the moment she turned around, her long hair was thrown on Zhang Hao's face, and the end of her hair was thrown into her eyes, Zhang Hao closed his eyes for a few seconds before he opened them, only to hear someone on the other end of the corridor shouting: "Haozi, why are you stunned, don't you hurry up?" ”
Zhang Hao hesitated for a few seconds and ran towards the elevator.
"Wait, take your coat." Chen Peng trotted a few steps and handed over Zhang Hao and Yin Shiyu's coats.
Just as the elevator door was about to close, he ran inside. Xia Jin felt weak all over her body, but she tightly grabbed Xia Zi who wanted to step forward several times with her hand, and collapsed on the ground.
Xia Zi smashed his fist on the wall in annoyance, "Sister, why don't you let me chase him?" ”
Xia Hibiscus is like a deflated ball, and those good wishes that I once thought could be realized seem to have become distant in an instant, losing their color, slowly deflating, and unable to bounce again. After a long time, she said weakly, "Let's go back, and now our brains are very messy." ”
Just now Chen Peng let hurry up to chase, Zhang Hao didn't have time to think about it, instinctively chased out, listening to Yin Shiyu when he left, he was indeed worried that Yin Shiyu would have an accident, and he regretted it when he got into the elevator, because Yin Shiyu in the elevator was like an eight-legged octopus, hugging Zhang Hao's neck, sticking to him and couldn't shake it off, the elevator opened and closed on the first floor, closed and opened, this scene happened to make the sister and brother who went downstairs from the elevator on the other side really see it.
"Yin Shiyu, you're drunk, I'll send you back." Zhang Hao had to drag Yin Shiyu out of the elevator and walk towards the hotel gate.
"I'm not going back, I'm going to be with you, I can't go." Yin Shiyu didn't know whether she was really drunk or pretending to be drunk, anyway, at this time, she pressed the weight of her whole body on Zhang Hao like mud, and Zhang Hao still dragged her out of the hotel.
At the door of the hotel, Zhang Hao put Yin Shiyu's coat on her. Because Zhang Hao also drank, he stopped the car on the side of the road, helped Yin Shiyu into the car, and originally wanted to tell the driver the address directly and let him send her back, but he didn't feel at ease when he thought about it, so he had to sit in the car too, and this scene was also seen by the sisters and brothers in the hotel through the glass, Xia Jin's heart was as cold as this spring cold from the inside out.
Seeing Xia Jin staring at the departing taxi with a sad and lonely expression, a cool breeze hit, Xia Jin shivered, Xia Zi saw it in his eyes, he was very distressed, and stretched out his arm to hug Xia Jin's shoulder lovingly: "Sister, don't think about it, Zhang Hao is just out of kindness, you see that he has been rejecting her." ”
"I know, Xia Zi, let me tell you, don't underestimate their relationship, you know? They have been together since high school and have been in love for eight years, and I think my relationship with Zhang Hao needs to be carefully considered. ”
"Sister, I think it's because you're thinking too much, do you believe it or not? He might still be home before us in a moment, so let's go back!" Xia Zi felt guilty in her heart, if she hadn't come out, she wouldn't have let her sister see this scene, and naturally she wouldn't have misunderstood Zhang Hao.
After the sister and brother returned home, Zhao Yixuan did not go home as Xia Zi said. Xia Jin didn't say a word, went to take a shower, then closed the door, and lay on the bed sullenly alone.
Since the moment the sister and brother entered the door, Xia's mother found that Xia Jin's mood was wrong, and she didn't dare to ask more, and when she returned to the room, she dared to ask Xia Zi quietly, Xia Zi reported what she saw truthfully, Xia's mother walked around the house with a melancholy face, and finally couldn't help but walk into Xia Jin's room.
Xia Hibiscus, who was lying on the bed facing in, was full of pictures seen in the corridor of the Champs Hotel, she tried her best to enlighten herself, Zhang Hao was just out of kindness, to help her classmates who were already drunk, but just to send her home, not to mention that they had a relationship for so long before, how could they sit idly by?
But the tears still couldn't help but flow down, watching the time pass minute by minute, Zhang Hao didn't have any news, even if it was a phone call, Xia Jin was worried about whether his mobile phone had accidentally turned off the sound, so he quickly checked, the volume was adjusted to full, and Zhang Hao's mobile phone lying on the side had no news.
At this moment, hearing someone coming from the room, Xia Jin quickly closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, but the tears on her face and the tears stained on her long eyelashes still betrayed her. Her mother's gentle hand gently wiped away the tears on her face, "Jin'er, don't think about it, Zhang Hao loves you so much, you have to believe him, he will definitely not do anything sorry for you." ”
Xia Jin couldn't hold back any longer, sat up and threw herself into Xia Mu's arms and cried: "Mom, I have a bad premonition again, the same as last time." ”
Mother Xia knew that she remembered Zhao Yixuan's farewell, so she hugged Xia Jin in her arms distressedly, stroked her hair, and comforted her softly: "Jin'er, it's going to be fine, let's wait quietly for him to come back, okay?" ”
This night, Xia Jin couldn't close his eyes all night, and even if he didn't touch the injured place, it would be a dull pain, and if he touched the wound again, it was easy for the old wound to recur, and it was not so easy to heal again.
The next morning, Xia's mother found that Xia Jin's eyes had heavy dark circles, and knew that she was insomnia again, so she said distressedly: "Jin'er, why don't you take a day off today!" ”
"No, Mom, don't worry, I'm fine." Xia Jin barely managed to squeeze out a smile.
Xia Jin thought that Zhang Hao might have gone back too late last night and didn't want to make a noise to rest for himself, so he went directly to the company today to explain to himself in person, thinking like this, he hastily ate a few bites of breakfast and then picked up his bag and went to work.
But Xia Jin, who was the first to arrive at the company, waited until all the employees sat in their posts, and it was too early to punch in, and she still didn't see Zhang Hao.
Xia Jin's mind was full of Zhang Hao's shadow, and she had no intention of working at all.
Could it be that he stayed with Yin Shiyu last night? Have they rekindled their old feelings? What am I going to do? Isn't it time to walk away quietly? These questions haunted Xia Hibiscus, dragging her into the abyss of pain and beginning to think wildly. Whether it is on appearance, education, or background, she is not as good as her, not to mention that there are still eight years of relationship between them as a foundation, and it is natural for Zhang Hao and her to regain their old friendship, thinking of this, Xia Jin's godless gaze fell on the jade bracelet on her left wrist that glowed with a moist green light, She gently took it off and held it in her palm and rubbed it gently, a drop of warm tears dropped on the bracelet, which was also so crystal clear.
Why weep? Just like the landscape, you can only enjoy it, not collect it; Some people, if they can meet in this life, it is already a rare fate, they can love each other, and they have used up all the luck in this life, how can they be greedy and hope to be with each other for a lifetime? Xia Jin smiled faintly, carefully wiped the tears on the jade bracelet, and wrapped the jade bracelet tightly with the party's favorite light lotus pink silk scarf and stuffed it under the pillow.
Although he figured it out, he still didn't want to accept the reality in his heart, Xia Jin comforted himself in his heart, Zhang Hao must have just happened temporarily, he loves himself so much, he won't be so ruthless, even if he wants to renew his old friendship with his ex-girlfriend, at least he will tell himself, won't he? His character is still understood.
I couldn't eat for a few days in a row, I couldn't sleep at night, I finally survived like this for two days, and on the third day, Xia Jin came to the company very early, she really hoped to see Zhang Hao sitting in the office, but there was no light in the empty office, she walked in and turned on the light, and sat down in his seat.
It seems that I have to go to his house today, and I finally managed to make it to ten o'clock in the morning, and there is still no news of Zhang Hao.
Suddenly, Xia Jin felt a pang of discomfort in her stomach, nausea and wanted to vomit, accompanied by a huge pain, plus she didn't eat or sleep much for two nights, and her body shook a few times and she fainted.
When she woke up, Xia Jin found herself lying on a hospital bed, surrounded by many colleagues, and a kind middle-aged woman.