Chapter 173: This life and this world are out of reach

"Xia Jin, are you awake? I am Sister Liu, the chairman of the company's labor union, how do you feel at this time, and has the pain been relieved somewhat? Seeing Xia Hibiscus wake up, the middle-aged woman hurriedly stepped forward to hold Xia Hibiscus's hand and whispered softly.

"What's wrong with me? It's just a stomach ache, this stomach problem is an old problem, it's not in the way, why bother the chairman to come and see me. Xia Jin was about to get out of bed with an apology.

Xia Jin realized that she was on a drip, and the chairman of the union hurriedly pressed Xia Jin on the bed. "Don't move, where are you going? Xia Jin, don't worry, it's okay, you're just too tired, you haven't rested well, and you haven't eaten on time, you can recuperate here with peace of mind these days, don't worry about work. ”

Xia Jin nodded, and accidentally found that there seemed to be tears overflowing from the corners of the eyes behind the trade union chairman's glasses, and was about to take a closer look, the union chairman quickly skimmed his face, and his thick short hair was thrown over, just blocking Xia Jin's sight, only to see her pick up the kettle and say, "I'll go get some water." So he hurried out.

Looking at those employees again, the expression was weird, Xia Jin's heart was beating wildly, although the chairman of the union spoke softly and his expression was natural, but why did his eyes shine with tears? also let himself recuperate with peace of mind, Xia Jin was suddenly convinced that he was suffering from some incurable disease?

Xia Jin saw that Chen Li's eyes seemed to be red, and her heart became even more uneasy, frowning nervously: "Chen Li, tell me quickly, what's wrong with me?" ”

"It's all right, aren't you just a stomach problem! Who told you not to eat for a few days, the doctor said, three points of treatment, seven points of nourishment, you are just too worried about work on weekdays, just rest for a few days. Chen Li pretended to be smiling and gently comforted Xia Jin.

But as a colleague who has worked together for several years, and has the best relationship with Zhen Li, Xia Jin can of course see whether Chen Li is telling the truth or a lie, she is a straightforward and straightforward girl, she speaks secretly today, the more she says it's okay, the more it means that something is wrong, and it's quite a big deal.

When Xia Jin was puzzled, a large group of doctors came in to make rounds, and the doctor led by a middle-aged man with a sign on his chest that read Xiong Mingsheng, the chief physician of internal medicine, smiled at Xia Jin.

"It shouldn't feel so uncomfortable now, right?" Xia Hibiscus nodded. The attending doctor looked at the data on the instrument and said, "You young people, you just have an irregular life, you are so young, that stomach, if you don't pay attention to it, it will be gone." ”

As he spoke, he looked at the room full of people in the ward, and said, "After the visiting time, go back with confidence!" The hospital has a nurse. ”

"Xia Jin, don't worry about things at work, just recuperate with peace of mind, the company has arranged a holiday for you, and when you are fully recovered, you will go back first, and come to see you another day." The chairman of the union stood up and pulled the hair from Xia Jin's ears behind her ears, and smiled at her, "Have a good rest!" ”

"Thank you, Chairman and all my colleagues, for coming to see me and walking slowly!"

The chairman of Gonggong asked the employees to go out first, and he finally made a cheering gesture to Xia Jin before going out and closing the door.

The more Xia Jin on the hospital bed thought about it, the more wrong it became, although his stomach often hurt, but he had never hurt like today, and he wanted to vomit and faint, this has never happened, is a simple stomach problem so serious?

Thinking about it, Xia Jin couldn't sit still, pulled out the needle in his hand, quietly walked to the door, looked at the corridor from the glass window, and saw that there was no one in the corridor, so he gently pushed the door open and walked out, and saw several nurses in the nurse station who were busy with their own things with their heads down.

Xia Jin walked past the nurse's station and found that the chief physician's office was in front, she wanted to ask herself what the situation was, but looking through the glass on the closed office door, there was no one inside, Xia Jin was an acute child, and she had to find out her condition as soon as possible, so she didn't care about 3721, she stepped forward and pushed the door of the office, and found that the door was not locked, so she opened it with a light push.

She walked in and closed the door, and saw a sign standing on the table, which said Chief Physician Xiong Mingsheng, her eyes quickly swept towards the thick pile of medical records on the table, opened the first patient file, and saw her name, the doctor's words were too difficult to recognize, and looked at the test sheet, only to see the words gastric CA written on it.

Xia Jin didn't dare to stay in the doctor's office for long, after all, she broke in without permission, she hurriedly put the file back in its place and quietly slipped out of the room.

As soon as Xia Jin's foot stepped out of the door of the doctor's office, the nurse who was still busy with her head down just now suddenly looked up and saw her, "Hey, that 21-bed guy, why are you entering Dr. Xiong's office?" Is the infusion finished? Why didn't you ask us to pull out the needle? ”

"Uh-huh! It's over. That one.. I will pull out the needle myself, and when I saw that you were busy, I pulled it out myself. Xia Jin told a little lie and quickly slipped into the room.

Fortunately, there was not much potion left in the infusion bottle, Xia Jin hurriedly adjusted the speed to the fastest to drain the potion, and the aunt on the bed next to her looked at her with wide eyes in surprise, she raised her finger and made a gesture in front of her mouth, and the aunt nodded blankly.

Xia Jin had just finished getting the potion when the nurse pushed the door in.

"It's okay, I'll get it, and when the liquid is almost finished, press the bell at the head of the bed, and we'll pull out the needle." The nurse said kindly, walked over and took Xia Jin's hand: "Let me see the bag?" Well, it's okay! You are very weak, lie down and rest, and call me by the bedside bell if you have something! ”

Xia Jin nodded and lay down obediently, and the nurse walked out of the ward with the medicine bottle.

After the nurse closed the door, Xia Jin took out her mobile phone, searched for stomach CA in Baidu, it was okay not to look at it, but she was almost stunned when she saw it, but fortunately she was lying in bed, stomach cancer?

Xia Jin thought that she always felt stomach pain and discomfort recently, it turned out that she was suffering from cancer, Xia Jin lay sideways facing the window, and smiled bitterly, Zhang Hao, in this life and this life, we are out of reach! Tears silently slid down his face and fell on the pillow.

There is a voice shouting in Xia Jin's heart: Zhang Hao, it's not that I don't fight for it, it's not that I give up lightly, before, it was just a material gap, you don't care about me, it's okay, but now it's the distance between life and death, it seems that I don't deserve the love of such a good person, God is jealous of me, and we are destined to be together.

Although I don't know your situation, I believe that you must have your troubles, and in this situation, I would rather you not be by my side, and I don't want to see your painful appearance, so I don't know what to do. Zhang Hao, thank you for loving me so much! Now, you can be bold and find your old love.

Xia Jin, who has always been very assertive, has already made a decision in her heart at this time, Zhang Hao, I won't let people say that you just treat me as a substitute, but the most important thing at the moment is to take a break quickly.

She was really too tired after not resting for several nights, and she should have a good rest, so she decided not to think about anything, but to sleep beautifully first, and replenish her strength before she could make the next plan.

Temporarily sealing all the moods, Xia Jin quickly fell asleep, and a nurse came in in the haze to give a drip, and when she saw Xia Jin falling asleep, she said to herself: "You really should have a good rest, sleep, I'll come back later." ”

I heard the aunt on the hospital bed next door say, "It's okay, you give her a shot, I'll watch, I'll call you when the potion is almost finished." ”

"Thank you then!" The nurse helped Xia Jin inject a drip, and Xia Jin's eyelids didn't bother to open, and after a while, she fell asleep again.

The aunt in the next bed kept watching, until the potion was almost finished and rang the bedside bell, when the nurse pulled out the needle, she saw Xia Jin wake up, so she smiled and said: "Look, you slept all afternoon, your face is much better than before, the work is not finished, don't work too hard, go to bed early at night in the future, we girls must not stay up late, it hurts the skin." ”

Xia Jin also smiled slightly: "Mmmm, what you said is that you won't stay up late in the future." I thought to myself, who knows how many days I have left, I have to forget all my troubles, and happily walk the last road of life in this world.

After the nurse left, Xia Hibiscus got up and washed up, moved all the flowers and fruits sent by her colleagues on the bedside table to the bedside table of the aunt in the next bed, and said to her kindly: "Auntie, thank you for taking care of me!" Wishing you a speedy recovery! ”

"Girl, it's okay, don't we take care of each other! Why are you putting fruit here for me? ”

Xia Jin said kindly: "Auntie, you eat, I can't eat raw and cold food if I have a bad stomach." ”

"How embarrassing this is!" The aunt also got out of bed and prepared to go to the bathroom, and said while sorting out her clothes: "If you are young, your stomach is not good, you can't eat this, you can't eat that, you will suffer more!" Don't be afraid, girl, stomach disease is treated in three parts, and nourished in seven, and you can eat it when you are ready. ”

"Uh-huh, you said." Xia Jin took advantage of her aunt's bathroom to go to the bathroom, quickly changed her clothes, and quietly left the hospital.

The time happened to be about the same as the usual time to get off work, Xia Jin returned home, her parents didn't know that she had been to the hospital, Xia's mother saw that her daughter's face was better than when she went out in the morning, and she was still secretly happy in her heart, could it be Zhang Hao's news, but she didn't dare to ask.

Xia Jin reminded herself that she must behave freely, and she can't let her parents worry about her anymore, just treat it as if nothing happened, and stick to it until tomorrow.

At dinner, Xia Mu found that Xia Hibiscus, who had lost her appetite for several days, seemed to have an appetite, and felt that she was eating very deliciously, and Xia Mu felt much more relaxed, and suddenly worried about her a little less.

After dinner, Xia Jin took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, but Xia's mother didn't let her do it, but she insisted again and again, Xia's mother couldn't resist her, so she had to go.

Looking at her daughter's emaciated back, I felt very uncomfortable, why was her life so bitter, her feelings were repeatedly frustrated, and she seemed to be a little abnormal today, there would be nothing wrong, thinking about it, she was in tears, and quickly turned her face to wipe away her tears.

At the same time, Xia Jin thought in her heart: In the future, I am afraid that I will not have much chance to come to this kitchen, Mom, I'm sorry! couldn't help but have a sour nose and wet eyes, she quickly took advantage of her back to her mother to raise her arm to wipe away her tears, then took a deep breath, raised her head, and wiped the cupboard fresh, it seems that only by doing so will she feel a little more comfortable.

After doing all this, Xia Jin wiped the water on her hands, sat on the sofa with her mother in her arms very gently, looked at her father who was reading the newspaper with reading glasses and said, "Dad, come and sit for a while!" I'll say to you and mom again. ”

Xia Mu's heart tightened inexplicably, Xia Jin's performance today was a little abnormal, shouldn't there be anything bad?