Chapter 75: I Want to Let Myself Go

Yan You sniffed, easily withdrew his wrist from his palm, sighed, stabilized his emotions, and said softly: "It's naïve to fall twice, and if you fall again, you're really stupid and hopeless." ”

Yi Jin moved his lips, but he couldn't make a sound for a long time, he didn't say anything about her words, her pain was really caused by him.

Yan You closed his eyes, he didn't know, his silence made her even more chilled, but that was fine...

There was a suffocating silence in the bedroom, and for a long time, Yan You's ethereal voice sounded: "I want to let myself go." ”

Yi Jin was shocked, staring at her serious expression, and his heart was extremely panicked.

The body was suddenly pulled into his arms and tightly wrapped around him.

In his ears was his rapid and chaotic breathing, Yan You did not struggle, she clearly felt the trembling of his body.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry.. Don't go, okay if you don't break up? We don't break up.." His tone was humble to the dust.

Yan You bit her lip and felt a little bit of hot liquid fall on her neck, and finally couldn't control it, whimpering and crying bitterly.

"As long as you're by my side, I don't want anything, okay? Don't say break up.. No don't want you, really, never had the thought of it.." Yi Jin choked and cried softly.

Yan You's heartache was incomprehensible, he raised his head, and tears flowed wantonly down the corners of his eyes.

Between them, it is really a step forward to become greedy, and a step back to become resentful.

Maybe it's really fate, two people who have been together for more than ten years, and who once loved each other so much, are now hugging each other, and they can't stop sobbing like children.

It's not that she doesn't regret it, if she had cared more about his heart back then, maybe Jiang Wan would not have intervened, and there would have been no reason for him to be helpless and estranged the two.

Now, it's not that she doesn't love, it's just that she doesn't have the energy to love anymore, she is afraid of being hurt again, she is afraid of repeating the mistakes of the past, and when the time comes, she really doesn't know how to get up.

She wasn't always someone who could hold her head high, however, she didn't even have the courage to hide in her shell.

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The heavy rain gradually stopped, and at four o'clock in the morning, his body temperature began to rise significantly, and Yanyou was difficult and careful to break away from his embrace, and he slept very deeply, and his breathing was disordered.

It was not yet dawn, and I was really relieved, so Yanyou dialed the phone and called a doctor.

"Why didn't you call earlier? It's all 39. 8°C, it's almost 40°C when it burns. The doctor took his temperature, looked at the thermometer, frowned, and said in a stiff tone.

"Yes . . . I'm sorry. Yan You pursed his lips, his face pale.

"I'll hang salt water for him first, and when the fever goes away, he'll be fine."

"Thank you, doctor."

After sending the doctor away, Yan You tucked the corners of the quilt for him, had a headache, sat on the edge of the bed, and rubbed his temples.

The difficulty was so bad that Yan You didn't dare to sleep, and looked at the drip bottle with his eyes open, for fear that if he didn't pay attention, he would return to blood.

It didn't take long for the sky to get brighter, and wisps of light appeared on the horizon.

In the morning after the rain, the air is filled with the smell of clean and fresh grass and earth, and the dew drops slide from the tips of the leaves, seeping into the soil, and a few chirps resounding in the yard.

Pulled out the needle, pressed the back of his hand for a while, stopped the bleeding, Yan You lay on the edge of the bed, and fell into a deep sleep.

With a tap of his fingertips, Yi Jin slowly opened his eyes, and what caught his eyes was Yan You, who was lying on the edge of the bed and curled up.

Yi Jin was distressed and immediately lifted the corner of the quilt, gently picked her up, and stuffed her into the quilt.