Chapter 74: The Taste of Being Left Behind
The wrist was grabbed suddenly, and Yan You raised his eyes to look at the man who opened his eyes and his eyes gradually became clearer.
Yan You bowed his head, avoiding the enthusiasm and complexity in his eyes, withdrew his hand, and said lightly: "You woke up, there is nothing in the refrigerator, I cooked some porridge, you eat some before sleeping." ”
Pick him up and take the cushion and place it on his back.
Yi Jin pursed her lips, staring at her action of blowing hot air on the spoon, feeling a little warm in her heart, but faintly astringent in her throat, just because of her overly flat expression and emotions.
She was calm, calm and uneasy to him.
There was silence in the room, save for the crisp sound of a spoon touching a porcelain bowl.
After a long time, the porridge has reached the bottom of the bowl.
"I'll serve another bowl." With that, he walked out.
Looking at her departing back, a sense of loneliness poured into her chest.
After feeding him porridge, Yan You reached out to probe his forehead, there was still some heat, but it dropped significantly.
Yan You got up, held him, and pulled out the cushion on his back: "You have a good rest, I... ”
"Don't you have a question for me?" Grabbing her hand, Yi Jin spoke in a hoarse voice.
The movement of Yan You's hand paused, pursed his lips, and stopped there, not knowing how to continue.
"I have a message for you." The Adam's apple rolled up and down and continued, "Look at me." ”
Feeling the strength on his wrist slightly increased, Yan Youcai had no choice but to look at him.
"Tell me, you're not going to leave me, are you?"
The pleading pleading in his eyes made Yan You's heart like a knife.
Pursed his lips, Yan You lowered his eyes, his throat was astringent, he sighed shallowly, and looked up at him: "You make me feel like a fool. . . ”
Her voice was soft, with a palpable sense of exhaustion.
"I..." Yi Jin listened, the sour pain hit all over her limbs, and the hand holding her wrist gradually became cold.
Yi Jin looked at her still delicate and perfect face, and choked up, "So what? I eventually. Or is it going to lose you? ”
Yan You didn't open his eyes: "The first time, I waited for you for a long time that night, and you didn't show up, I thought that you would always come if I waited a little longer, until I received a photo of you kissing her, I didn't know that you wouldn't come, but I still lit all the candles and wished you a happy birthday!" I don't know how I got home that day, but I don't want to feel that for the rest of my life, it's really sad to be left behind by someone I love. Swallowing the bitterness in his throat, Yan You's eyes were red, and even his breathing became trembling: "I really don't want to believe that you love me so much that you left me alone on the beach without even breaking up. It wasn't until later that I accepted that you really didn't want me anymore, and after I left decisively, I was still stupidly expecting that you might suddenly appear in front of my eyes and tell me that you didn't leave me and still loved me. ”
"Not long after I went abroad, the news of your engagement came, and for the next two years, you ignored me, but I was still stupid, but after returning to China, I easily disarmed in your sweet words that you still love me, do you think so about me?" Yan You looked at him, and crystal tears rolled across his cheeks wantonly.
Yi Jin sighed in pain, and she didn't dare to look at her again with guilt.
"The second time, there was no contact for several days, I thought you were too busy, and finally I couldn't help but call you, turn off the phone, I called your office again, she picked it up, although I doubt how she will be in your office, I still naively think that your marriage contract with her has not been dissolved, and it is not surprising that there is contact, I am so comforting myself, but the next day is the news of your marriage contract in advance."