220. Escape
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Tong Yu said this sentence strongly, and I was speechless.
At this time, my mind was all messed up. "Good! You win! I raised my hands in surrender, "In order to get rid of me, you can even use this way, you can." I'm leaving, can't I do it yet? "With that, I'm leaving.
"Tong Coco!" He shouted at me in a heart-rending voice, "What the hell did I do wrong, and you want to do this to me?!" It's just that I like someone, so sad that I like it, is it so unbearable? ”
I stood stunned, fidded and wiped the tears welling up in my panic.
"Why are you doing this?" I turned my head to look at him sadly.
"I don't want to live like this, I don't want to torture myself like this. You're gone, my grandmother is gone, and I don't know what else is good. He wept like a child and humbly begged, "Coco, don't leave me." I can do nothing, I just want you. ”
I don't know what to say, or what else to say. My tears were streaming and I felt like the world was collapsing.
"I shouldn't be angry with you, I shouldn't have driven you away, I shouldn't have drawn a line with you, and I shouldn't have said those cruel things that hurt people! At that time, all the stupid things I did were because I didn't want to lose you. I want to force you to stay with me, I want to force you to come back. ”
I looked at him, silent, and felt like the worst bad guy in the world.
But, I have to be clear. I know how cruel it is to say this at this time. But I hated more, gave hope, and disappointed.
"Tong Yu, I'm sorry, my feelings for you are just family affection."
I thought he was going to be miserable and that I wanted to destroy myself.
He wasn't too surprised, but whispered, "Are you surprised?" Because of my pain, it's been a long time, and sometimes it's so painful that it's numb. I don't need it at all, you come back to me because of family affection or friendship. ”
"All I can give is affection and friendship."
Tong Yu looked at my serious face, his emotions calmed down quickly and terrifyingly, he reached out to wipe his tears, and sighed: "It's still too late, isn't it?" ”
"It's not a matter of time or time, even if Hua Ming doesn't appear, and the others don't show up, I can't accept what you say to me."
He smiled wryly: "A woman I like but can't get, I can't accept words to cheer me up." Right now...... Do you understand? ”
"You did it on purpose!" I was furious, "You're just trying to ruin the last trace of affection between us and make me disappear in front of your eyes forever." ”
"Perhaps."
"Why are you like this, why?"
"I also wonder why I'm doing this? Why is a heart only on you! ”
"Don't talk about it."
"I like you, I chose it myself, and it was my Tong Yu's destined catastrophe." He said in a calm voice, "From now on, don't appear in front of me again." By now you should know that you can't help me at all. You are the greatest torture to me. I let you go, and please let me go. ”
“……”
I watched Tong Yu's back slowly disappear into the street, and my heart ached beyond measure. Why is this the case? Why?
……
When I got downstairs to the apartment, I didn't go in, and sat on the edge of the roadside flower bed, lost in my soul.
When my grandmother was still there, although I didn't have much money, our family of three was really warm. Tong Yu got into trouble for three days and two days, and we broke our hearts for him, but we still felt very warm.
For so many years, Tong Yu has been like my flesh and blood, my other soul in this world. Even if he drove me away, scolded me, and hurt me, I never thought it would be a separation. He has done so much good to me, and without him, I wouldn't be where I am now.
At some point, a familiar light cough came from the top of my head.
I looked up and saw that it was a flower.
He frowned unhappily: "How many times have I told you that you must report when you return late." ”
I looked at him, as if I saw Tong Yu, every time I came back late, he would wait in the living room, and he would also blame him like this, and only go back to the room to sleep after confirming that I was back safely. When I have something, he is always the first to help me out. Always leave the best things to me, always by my side, as a hand warmer, as a punching bag, as my most solid support.
I didn't know it myself, and the thought of it brought tears to my eyes.
"What's wrong with you?" Seeing me like this, Hua Ming was obviously panicked.
I quickly shook my head, wiped my tears and explained with a smile, "It's okay, it's okay." It's just Tong Yu, that guy is so annoying to me. When I saw you, I felt aggrieved. I'm also strange, tears are getting more and more, and I'm getting more and more hypocritical. ”
In the next second, Hua Ming sat next to me and hugged me, patting my back with her palm.
I feel like a spoiled child by him, and his tenderness always makes me more vulnerable.
"I'll teach him a lesson." Hua Ming said seriously.
I scoffed, "Okay." ”
Hua Ming took me home and carefully wiped my face and hands with a towel, as if I were just a child. And I sat obediently at the table, enjoying such treatment, and just wanted to look at him quietly like this.
He asked me if I was hungry and then cooked me noodles. God knows, I wish I had forgotten all my worries. No amount of affection or righteousness can compare to this man.
"Flower Shadow." I went over and hugged him from behind.
"Don't stick to me now, be careful of getting burned." He said as he fished the noodles out of the pot.
I smiled, "We'...... Get out of here. ”
"Where are you going so late?"
"You can go anywhere."
He turned off the fire, turned around me again, and frowned slightly, "Where do you want to go?" ”
"Let's run away." I blinked at him, "Take your money, take me again, and we'll escape to a whole new place to have a good time." ”
"Sounds good." He smiled and nodded, "We can buy a manor and live a life in paradise there." ”
"Pig and cattle. No, pigs are too difficult to raise, chickens and ducks. "I really want to see what Mr. Hua Ming will be like when he becomes a farmer." ”
"You're the one who raises chickens and ducks." He tapped his fingertips on my nose, "I'm only responsible...... Raise you. ”
I laughed, I give full marks for this love story.
The next second, I put my arms around his neck, stood on tiptoe, and kissed him. He responded to me enthusiastically, and then rolled out of control and rolled onto the bed.
……
Have you ever tried to hold hands with a person and say go?
I couldn't have thought of it before, but now I'm sitting next to Hua Ming. He was behind the wheel with his left hand and holding my hand with his right hand. Inside the trunk is the luggage we packed and brought out, and the destination is the airport.
It was already the dead of night, but we were like two crazy people who were about to flee, and decided to go to the airport and buy air tickets again, and go wherever we wanted.
At this moment, we only have each other in our eyes, and we only have this crazy thought now. Just because I said I wanted to escape, he took me without hesitation and put it into action.
I looked at the street scene passing by at a constant speed in front of me, and suddenly I felt that I had been free from all my worries.
Heaven may be fair. It gives you the best things in the world, and it will give you the most worrying troubles in the world. I met Hua Ming, and it was the best.
……
Arrived at the airport.
We sat in the sparsely populated lounge, and I leaned on his shoulder, and he was still contacting the airline. He wasn't trying to get me perfunctory, but he really wanted to get me out of here.
"Flower Shadow." I motioned for him to hang up the phone, put it away, and gave him a grateful smile, "Thank you." ”
"Thank me for what?" He asked.
"Thank you for taking me away." I replied, "I have never been like this, without any worries and worries, relying on one person and relying on one person with all my heart. ”
He looked at me tenderly, and touched my face with a warm palm: "You just rely on, just rely on, this is the meaning of my existence." ”
"Oh my God, you've been making a lot of progress lately." I cast a sneering look.
He smiled: "Just to you." ”
"Of course." My eyes widened, "In the future, if you say this kind of thing to others, you won't succeed." I've put a spell on you, I tell you. ”
He used laughter to represent helplessness.
"Hua Ming, can we really get out of here?"
"We can leave as long as we want."
"Do you want to come back?"
"If you want to come back, you can come back, and if you don't want to come back, you won't come back."
"You are so chic, but my heart is full of people and things."
I replied with some reluctance.
He touched my head: "I can only pretend to be you in my heart, but you pretend to be a lot of other people." ”
"Is this my sorrow?"
The next second, he kissed my forehead and whispered, "Since I was a child, I haven't received much love, so I care about relatively few things." You're different, you care more than I do. So you say, who is the sorrow? ”
I had a sore nose, held back the tears, looked up at him, and said, "Hua Ming, I love you." You have to remember that I really love you. No matter what happens in the future, I will love you. I feel like I've put all my good luck to use, and that's why I met you. ”
There was a sparkle in his eyes, and although he didn't say that he loved me too, I could feel his love.
"Coco, let me help you." He said.
"How can I help?" I was helpless and wanted to tell him everything about Tong Yu, but I couldn't say it at all, "I can't let go of my grandmother's dying entrustment, and I can't abandon my love for Tong Yu." I told myself that you are you and she is her. But the new hatred and the old hatred are no longer clear. ”
"So...... You're going to give up on me? Hua Ming asked directly.
I shook my head and felt so uncomfortable that I wanted to cry: "I don't want to give up, and I can't give up." ”
"Then leave it to me and let me figure it out."
"Flower Shadow." My heart ached terribly, "People can't be resurrected from death, it's a stalemate." These days, no matter how much we use our reason to clear our bad emotions, no matter how much we pretend that we are not affected...... But the truth is, we're in this game. ”