Coming to the school gate, I didn't want to go in. Afraid to see an acquaintance, my sudden departure did not tell anyone.

I know there are people here who care about me and people who love me. Tian Gela I walked into the school, and the doorman uncle saw me and asked kindly:

"Zijin, are you here?"

I nodded, pulling out a smile in reply. Forgive me for being really hard to laugh at this time when the sun is shining. We walked slowly, and we didn't speak.

"Keep going with the lessons, this is the place for you." Tian Jie and I were sitting on the playground, and I think he wanted me to think quietly here.

"Xia Zijin." Three words, a somewhat hoarse voice.

When he turned around, he found Zhong Hao standing not far away. At this point, he was very messy. The hair is long and the beard is unkempt. He just looked at me, and then suddenly ran over and hugged me.

"Where have you been! Where have you been! "This hug, I was about to suffocate, but also gave me a trace of warmth.

Looking at the haggard boy in front of him. My heart ached.

"You actually dropped out of school for him. Have you ever thought that if I don't, can't you stay for me? Zhong Hao looked at me and was very emotional.

If you love someone, you will put yourself very low and very low.

I didn't speak, and I didn't know what to say. It was only after a few minutes that Zhong Hao let go.

Tian Jie sat on the side and smoked a cigarette in a rare way. I looked at Zhong Hao and felt that I should explain something clearly.

"I loved you, but not now. We're just friends, and I don't want you to be too nice to me. I won't come back because of you. I only love Xu Zeqing alone. ”

Zhong Hao's expression changed and changed, and then he laughed. Then he left without saying a word, and I think he and I don't even have to be friends now.

Maybe it's okay to free the two of them. At least let him chase his own happiness.

Tian Jie got up and hugged me:

"If it's your sister who cries, I'll kiss the ****'s tears."

"Silly girl, live by yourself. Don't be sad, it's not worth it. ”

"Even if everyone leaves you, I will still support you."

A few simple words, I have to say, for me at this moment is a great comfort. I thought that Zeqing's departure took my whole world with me, but the fact is that his departure opened up my world.

After Tian Jie left, I went to all the places that He Zeqing had been to before. Including our secluded valley. I stayed there for two days, reminiscing about our past.

I dreamed at night, and I dreamed of Zeqing's mother, Ze Hao, and Deng Shenglin. Every time I wake up, I have tears in my eyes, but I just don't dream of the person I miss the most.

Some people say that you dream of someone because you are far away from him in his heart. So is my heart very close to him now?

People always like to deceive themselves. Many things are actually foreshadowed, but we always deceive ourselves and make excuses for the person in our hearts.

Zeqing answered An Ziqian's calls again and again; Zeqing told An Ziqian what was on her mind; Zeqing texted her; Zeqing looked at me, but called "Ziqian". These are the signs that he cares about her, and they are my sore spots.