Walking in the cold wind of the winter night, the scattered trampling is a dream. In the past few days, I sent a text message to Xia Yan to report that he was safe, and said that he wanted to be quiet and go home again.

Then I turned off my phone. After going to the place where Kazusawa Kiyoshi had been, I had been walking aimlessly.

Later, he actually walked to Su Luo's storefront. I guess it's also a good place for me to get my keys out of my bag and open the roller shutter. Dust comes to your nose, and memories come to your face. I miss Su Luo, if she was there, she would have told me what to do now.

Thinking of Su Luo, that brave, wise, woman who treats me like a sister. I started crying again. It's a nostalgia for a past life.

When people are dissatisfied with real life, they like to miss the past, and always look for happiness in the past to escape from reality.

That's how I am now, thinking about the past over and over again. I cried and laughed for a while, drank countless wines, and shouted Xu Zeqing's name countless times. Then finally fell asleep.

The next day I woke up with a stomach ache. The whole person curled up in pain, and there was no way, turn on the phone. There are still a lot of unread text messages and missed calls. But none of them were the ones I was looking forward to.

I called back to Shrimp Shrimp and told her my current situation with difficulty. Not long after she hung up the phone, she appeared disheveled. Yes, she was still sleeping when I called, and she ran out of the dormitory without changing her clothes after answering my call.

Taken to the hospital and given an intravenous drip. I thought of the man who had been watching me at my bedside, counting the time for me to watch me eat. I cried again as I thought about it.

"You're enough. For the sake of a man? Shrimp yelled at me, but her hand wiped away tears for me. A friend is someone who sees you sad and scolds you, but has always been with you.

"That's the one I love the most! Shrimp shrimp, me and him are actually still possible? He said that as long as I earn money in the future, I can support him and me. I'll be able to take care of myself and he'll be back. I asked.

"You're not taking care of yourself." After a long day of silence, Shrimp Shrimp said this.

"Then you mean that Zeqing won't lie to me, as long as I live my life well, he will come back, right?"

"Then when I was discharged from the hospital, I started looking for a job. I'm going to work to earn money, I'm going to enrich myself, I'm going to make a plan, I'm going to amaze him when we meet again. "The more I talked, the more excited I became, as if this was the case, and Zeqing would be back. So even the stomach doesn't hurt so much.

"You really won't go back to school, Zhong Hao will leave the day after tomorrow. Like Fang Jun, there are international students, and Zijin.." Shrimp looked at me and paused suddenly, as if she didn't know how to speak.

"Uh-huh." I tilted my head and gestured to continue.

"Well, that. I went with them. I don't think I can miss Fang Jun, although he still avoids me now. But I"

"Go ahead, try for happiness, that's right." I took the words, in fact, I was sad to death, because I always felt that shrimp and shrimp were my dependence, and now I love and love me and choose to leave. What about me, do I still have to stand still?

"Don't be angry, you can go back to school. Why don't we go together. Get out of here. "Shrimp looked at me, and I knew she was afraid that I would be upset.

"Don't want it, I want to make good money and wait for my family Zeqing to come back. You you, you'd better get Fang Jun to get it for me, and I have a baby here, I'll look for her if it's okay! "We all know these things half-truths and half-truths, but we don't say them.

Sometimes excuses can really make two people less embarrassed and sad.