"I'm not safe with him? How do you say that? Yan, are you still suspicious of me? I have nothing now, do you still doubt that I will attack anyone around Ji Shen? ”

Such a white Yan made Nangong Ming feel a little hurt in his heart.

He used to be bad, but he also knew he was wrong, and apologized to them.

Why is he still doubting himself now?

"I don't doubt you, it's just that the two of them have feelings after all, and it's a bit bad for you to get involved like this."

Bai Yan looked at him and said lightly: "I don't know what you think?" ”

Just looking at Lu Zhe's eyes just now, he was very kind of to him, and he could see that he had that kind of meaning to Lu Zhe.

Bai Yan wondered, didn't he like Ji Shen? Why is it interesting to Lu Zhe again?

That's not how flower hearts are spent, right?

"You don't know anything, don't say it, the current Lu Zhe is enough to suffer, forget it, I don't care."

Looking at the closed door, he didn't know what Ji Shen was doing to him inside, and it was useless for him to worry.

Just don't care, Ji Shen likes him, he can't force him to a dead end!

Bai Yan poured a glass of water, handed it to Nangong Ming, and sat down next to him, wanting to tell him about Xiao Nian's pregnancy, but after thinking about it, he swallowed the words back.

At this time, in the room.

Looking at the person sitting at the head of the bed, Ji Shen walked over step by step, came straight to him, and then slowly squatted down.

Squatting in front of him, tilting his head, holding his hand tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "I figured it out, what you said that day, I don't count, we didn't break up, we can still be happy together like before, okay?" ”

Seeing him with Nangong Ming, he experienced an unprecedented sense of panic.

I am afraid that the two of them will have feelings for a long time together.

Afraid that he would empathize and don't fall in love, in order to forget himself, he would like Nangong Ming.

After all, Nangong Ming is also a talent.

"What are you doing again? I really don't want to see you, so you better go back! ”

Lu Zhe retracted his hand weakly, looked up in the direction of the window, didn't want to look at Ji Shen for a moment, his voice sounded hoarsely, "Let's go, I'm tired and want to rest." ”

"Why?"

Ji Shen was reluctant to leave, seeing him so indifferent, he stood up, blocked his sight, and asked, "Why are you so ruthless?" Are you taking revenge on me? Revenge that I used to be so cruel to you? ”

"You're thinking too much." He still didn't look at him, lowered his eyes, and always felt that his mind was pitch black.

Or, there are countless voices in his ears, constantly mocking him: You disgusting homosexuality, you don't deserve to live in this world.

You're so disgusting, how can you be worthy of your parents.

Gay, gay......

Lu Zhe closed his eyes, hugged his head, and asked himself not to think about it, not to think about it, and his heart would not be so uncomfortable.

Don't think about it, he'll be a little happier.

But the moment he saw Ji Shen, he remembered it again.

Thinking of his son, pointing at him and scolding homosexuality.

He was uncomfortable, he was struggling, he wanted to escape, so he didn't want to see Ji Shen at a glance.

"Lu Zhe, what are you afraid of? If it's interference from the outside world, then you don't act, quit the entertainment industry, I'll support you, okay? ”

Ji Shen grabbed his hand holding his head and said hoarsely.

But Lu Zhe subconsciously shook off his hand, hurriedly curled up to the head of the bed, and slowly raised his head.

He looked at him with empty eyes, looking at the tall and mighty man in front of him, whom he loved deeply, his eyes were red, and he said weakly: "I'm not afraid of anything, what I'm most afraid of now is that you come to me, as soon as I see you, I think of your child's disgust for me, Ah Shen, let me go!" ”

"I beg you to spare me!"

He stared at him blankly, pleading.

How dare he be with him?

The end of being with him is that sooner or later, he will still give up himself for the sake of his children.

Even if he doesn't do it for his children, can he face a child who hates himself and insults him for being gay every day?

He couldn't face it.

Therefore, I can only endure the pain and choose to leave this man.

Obviously, he didn't see him for a few days, and he was slowly getting used to it, but now, he actually came again.

As soon as he came, he began to be afraid.

I'm afraid that I won't be able to quit this man, I'm afraid that I'm still involved with him, and once those people outside know that his Lu Zhe's boyfriend is someone else, then Ji Shen will be finished.

"You beg me? So who do I ask for? ”

Seeing Lu Zhe like this, Ji Shen was heartbroken, staring at him looking very tired, he said with difficulty: "Is it really for the sake of the child's childlike words, do you have to separate from me?" If that's the case, then when I go back, tell the child that his father is gay, and that his father likes men, so do you have anything else to say? ”

He stepped forward and grabbed him, made him look up at him, and forced him, "In that case, do you still want to share it with me?" ”

Lu Zhe smiled and shook his head weakly, "Why should you!" ”

"I don't care, as long as I can go back to the past with you, I'm willing to do whatever I want."

During the time of separation, he was already tormented enough, and finally mustered up the courage to come to see him, and he had to make it clear what he had to say.

Otherwise, it will be too late to regret it later.

"It's useless, no matter what you tell the child, it's useless, because I've made up my mind."

How could he not know that Ji Shen was using the method of agitation to provoke him!

With this man for so long, he really knows him too well.

For the sake of the child, he will definitely not say it.

Even if he really wanted to say it, then he had already said it, why hide it until now, why bother to ask for his opinion!

"Lu Zhe, are you interested in Nangong Ming? So no matter what I beg you, no matter what I do, you won't change your mind? ”

Seeing that he was iron-hearted, Ji Shen gritted his teeth, and his chest was so angry that he was on fire.

Lu Zhe lowered his head and replied with an ambiguous sentence, "You can be whatever you want!" Just now, go back, I'm really tired and need to rest! ”

As he spoke, he lifted the quilt and was about to pull it over to cover himself.

Lu Zhe was so angry that he opened his hand all of a sudden, climbed directly onto the bed, rode on Lu Zhe, grabbed his neck with both hands, leaned over and approached him, and said in a low and fierce voice:

"Do you know what the consequences of betraying me are, if you really have anything to do with him, I will kill you first, and then kill him, do you believe it or not?"

Looking at Ji Shen's whole face distorted with anger, thinking about it, he didn't trust him, so he took it seriously, right?

Lu Zhe smiled weakly, and said even more excitedly: "I am with him every day, and it is difficult not to happen something." ”