Lu Zhe smiled weakly, and said more excitedly: "I am with him every day, and it is difficult not to happen something." ”

Perhaps, he was also tired.

I always think about this man every day, he really appears in front of his eyes, but he is afraid to come into contact with him.

Maybe it's really only when he dies that he can be truly liberated!

Therefore, the words spoken in front of Ji Shen are not light or heavy, and it doesn't matter what they do.

"Lu Zhe, how can you do this to me? Do you know how much I love you? Do you know how much I can't live without you? You're good, after leaving me, you're looking for a new love, and you're the one I hate the most, are you looking for death? ”

Ji Shen was really stimulated by Lu Zhe's words.

He's just not very good-tempered.

Initiating a temper, even he himself is afraid.

completely out of control, choked Lu Zhe's neck, as if he wanted to strangle him.

Lu Zhe lay there, motionless and not resisting.

Even, the corners of his eyes and lips raised a smile.

It seems that I want to leave my last good-looking face in this world.

So, as if he had nothing to love, he slowly closed his eyes and waited for death to come.

Living in this world, it doesn't matter if you can't be with the person you like, you have to be pointed at, disgusted and scolded by people outside.

He felt too tired.

It's really exhausting.

If he dies at the hands of Ji Shen like this, if Ji Shen ends his suffering like this, it will not be bad.

So, he doesn't hate him, and he doesn't resent him.

Because he died for him willingly.

Goodbye, Shen, goodbye, my love......

Feeling that he couldn't breathe anymore, Lu Zhe felt that he must be dead.

But he didn't expect that at the last moment, Ji Shen actually let go of him.

Human beings are born with an instinct to survive, so the moment he relaxes, he gasps desperately and breathes desperately.

After a few coughs, he turned out to be fine.

At the same time, Ji Shen sat next to him, and his voice choked up.

"Would you really rather die than change your mind and be with me?"

The first time he saw Lu Zhe who was so resigned to his fate, it was so terrible that he wanted to die, and he was unwilling to let go and ease relations with him.

The moment he closed his eyes, Ji Shen's heart was broken.

He knew that there was no going back between them.

Even if it's coercion and temptation, it's useless.

Can't go back, can't go back!

He sat weakly beside him, feeling hopeless.

"You could have changed, you can have a very happy family, so, don't do anything harmful to your interests for me, after you go back, take good care of the child, and give him a perfect and healthy growth environment! Both of us, it's impossible anymore. ”

Anyway, he'd given up completely.

From the moment he broke up with Ji Shen, he had already made up his mind.

Even if he is reluctant, even if he loves him.

But society does not allow the two of them to be together, Ji Shen's children do not allow the two of them to be together, and for the sake of Ji Shen, he is willing to choose to quit again.

Only by withdrawing will others not suspect Ji Shen and cause him any harm.

"You're so ruthless, you'd rather die than be with me again."

Ji Shen was disheartened, looking at Lu Zhe's face as if he was at home, his heart was like a knife, "Okay, I will fulfill you, from now on, I, Ji Shen, will not come to you again, do whatever you want, I will not interfere with you anymore." ”

He got out of bed, straightened his clothes, turned around and said coldly, "Goodbye! ”

Perhaps, never again.

He strode forward, opened the door, and walked out.

Bai Yan and Nangong Ming saw that Ji Shen opened the door and came out, and the two of them hurriedly got up and looked over.

Bai Yan saw that Ji Shen's face was not good, and he was about to ask something, only to see Nangong Ming rush into the room directly, as if he cared more about Lu Zhe.

Ji Shen lingered and walked straight towards the door.

Bai Yan hurriedly followed him and asked him, "What's wrong with you two?" How's the talk? ”

Ji Shen didn't speak, he went out all the time, and when he returned home, he didn't say a word.

This can make Bai Yan worried.

The two of them left, Nangong Ming was in the room, and when he saw Lu Zhe's somewhat red neck, he hurriedly grabbed him worriedly and asked, "What did Ji Shen do to you?" He hit you again, right? ”

Lu Zhe leaned on the head of the bed and did not speak.

In his ears, the words that Ji Shen said when he left echoed.

He said that he would not come to him again, and he would not interfere with what he did.

This is, completely abandon him, right?

This is obviously the result he wants, but why is there still such a heart-rending pain in his heart when he really faces it?

The pain was almost out of breath.

"Ji Shen, bastard, can't he see that you are sick? It's so inhuman to even use violence against you. ”

Seeing that Lu Zhe was angry, Nangong Ming was very distressed, and hurriedly helped him lie down and covered him with a quilt.

Afraid that he would be cranky, he sat next to him and comforted him, "Lu Zhe, don't think cranky, Ji Shen is not a human being, don't worry about him, don't think so much, okay?" ”

Lu Zhe lay there weakly, nodded, and said in a weak voice: "Nangong, thank you, if it weren't for you by my side, I'm afraid I'm ......"

I'm afraid it's dead.

Now that Ji Shen doesn't care about him, he doesn't have to worry so much, after a few days of rest, he will still go to filming.

"What you say, I do for you willingly."

Nangong Ming's slender fingers gently touched Lu Zhe's forehead, playing with his bangs covering his eyes, and his heart trembled, "I've never seen such a stupid person as you, he treats you so badly, you still remember him in your heart, think about him, miss him, can't you live without him?" ”

Before, he felt that he was infatuated enough with Ji Shen.

If it weren't for Ji Shen's ruthlessness towards him, he wouldn't have given up on him.

But the Lu Zhe he met now made him deeply understand what infatuation is.

What is his affection for Ji Shen?

In Lu Zhe's place, it is not worth mentioning at all.

"You don't understand."

Lu Zhe closed his eyes weakly and said lightly: "When you really fall in love with someone, no matter what he does, you will tolerate him." ”

"I understand, how could I not understand? If I didn't understand, I wouldn't be stupid enough to stay and take care of you! After receiving Lu Zhe's words, Nangong Ming's voice was sad and sad.

In the eyes of outsiders, he may be a flower.

For a while, he was infatuated with Ji Shen, and for a while, he was tempted by Lu Zhe.

Only he knows best that he is now, completely, deeply in love with one.

Someone who will never be able to fall in love with him.