The shock was so sudden that it was like an electric shock, and the mind was in a state of half-dementia.

Looking at the 'me' in the ward, my brain had lost the ability to direct its own actions, and I stood there like a log, staring and staring with two eyes in a daze, looking at ......

Why......

Why did I see myself?

I rubbed my eyes in disbelief.

Could it be that we are all dreaming now?

I opened my eyes again and saw that everything was so real, so real that I trembled, and my soul seemed to have been hammered with a golden sledgehammer, and my soul was about to be beaten out of my body.

Why is there a person who looks exactly like me in the hospital room?

And talking to Sun Yi and Chen Jialuo is happy.

Could it be ......

A terrible thought suddenly arose in my heart, if this person was the real me, then wouldn't I...... Is it illusory?

The thought of this terrible possibility made my heart twitch violently, and I couldn't get any more pain.

If the man in the ward is real, then am I dead?

Actually, I've always been a dead man?

But......

But didn't the middle-aged man and the two nurses in the ward just now see me?

Can they see ghosts too?

Doesn't it mean that if a ghost doesn't want to be seen, people can't see it?

I believed that I walked into the luxurious room again, and the three of them turned their heads to look at the door at the same time.

They seem to be able to see me, so doesn't that mean I'm not a dead man?

But before I could breathe a sigh of relief, I noticed that all three of them had turned their heads back at the same time, as if they hadn't seen me at all.

What's going on?

Something is wrong, I told them just now that I was a criminal police officer who came to handle the case, and they didn't feel curious when they saw me suddenly walk in? Why do you treat me like air?

I walked towards them, but I didn't notice me.

The three of them were still chatting non-stop, as if they hadn't noticed that I was such a superfluous person.

"Are there really bad people in our hospital? It's scary! One of the nurses said.

"I'm going to go to that ward for rounds, and I'm a little afraid to go there now."

"yes, I didn't expect such a beautiful little girl to be a bad person, by the way, do you say she's a drug dealer or?"

"It's supposed to be drug trafficking, it's impossible to kill people, right?"

The three of them were talking about what I had just told them, that is, they had been able to see me before.

But now that I'm standing next to the three of them, none of them can see me?

The middle-aged man was lying on the bed and the two little nurses were constantly analyzing, one of the little nurses was taking his blood pressure, the other was wiping the dust in the room, and the three of them were busy with each other, but they were talking about a topic.

The only thing is that you can't even see me, a big living person.

At this moment, I don't know how to describe my mood at this moment, they can't see me, they really can't see me.

I walked further in disbelief, and poked the middle-aged man's face twice.

As if sensing something, he glanced at me, his eyes locked on me, but his eyes were confused.

He touched his face with his hand and said to the little nurse who helped her take her blood pressure, "You seem to have mosquitoes here."

The little nurse looked at the ward suspiciously, and said no, this is a luxurious ward, there can be no mosquitoes.

Then they didn't talk about this topic, but returned to the topic of whether Sun Yi was a drug dealer or a murderer.

This time I was sure that no one really could see me.

But before......

How did they see me before?

Could it be ......

Could it be that I just died? Was it when I walked out of this room that I suddenly died?

If that's the case, then what happened in the just over ten seconds I walked out of the ward that caused everyone to not see me?

I don't know how long I pondered, but when I came back to my senses again, only the middle-aged man was left in the ward, and the two little nurses had already left.

I also walked out of the ward and looked at Sun Yi's ward, Chen Jialuo and the 'me' were gone, leaving Sun Yi lying on the bed staring at the ceiling in a daze, and I didn't know what I was thinking.

I tried to walk in to see if Sun Yi could see me.

But to my regret, Sun Yi didn't notice me, but saw the door suddenly opened, looked at the door, and after not seeing the 'person', he looked at the ceiling again and thought about it.

Looking at Sun Yi, I suddenly had a feeling of unreality.

I was standing next to her, but she couldn't see me.

Is this what is often said to be the farthest distance in the world? I stand beside you, but you don't see me.

This may be the so-called yin and yang separation.

I didn't speak, I just stood in front of her bed, silently watching her, full of words but not knowing how to speak.

Maybe even if I spoke, she wouldn't be able to hear me.

……

The lights are on.

At eight o'clock in the evening, walking down the busy street, looking at the bustling crowd and listening to the chuckle in my ears from time to time, I felt like a walking corpse.

Their laughter, their crying, their frustration and excitement have nothing to do with me anymore.

No one can see me, and no one can feel how I'm feeling at this moment.

I don't know how it all happened, and I don't know if I'm dead or alive right now.

For my situation, there is a part of the introduction in "The Twelve Brocades of the Heavenly Destiny Division".

In the book, it is said that there are only two possibilities for being able to see another self, one is instant death.

Because the person who dies in an instant does not know that he is dead, so he thinks that he is still alive, and even if he sees another self, he only thinks that all this is illusory, unless he looks in the mirror, but if the newly born spirit looks in the mirror, the soul will be shattered.

So I didn't dare to look in the mirror, and I didn't know if I was dead.

Of course, there is another situation where you will see the same self and others will not see it.

In this case, the soul and the body are separated, and to put it bluntly, the soul is out of body.

A normal out-of-body body is at the moment of near death, and as long as the soul leaves the body, then the body will no longer move.

But I saw another self talking to Chen Jialuo in Sun Yi's hospital room.

This means that I am not a normal out-of-body being, but an abnormal being.

This kind of existence was in a special environment, and he met a Dao master, and this Dao master pulled half of this person's soul out of his body in an instant.

That is to say, this person's soul was divided into two halves by a Dao master.

Half of it remains in the body, and the other half appears as a spirit. It's like a doppelganger.

But according to the records in "The Twelve Brocades of the Heavenly Destiny Master", this possibility is very small, almost impossible, and it can be said to be a legend.

Because the Taoist masters who can divide people's souls into two halves are no longer ordinary cultivators, and it is not an exaggeration to say that they are immortals.

So, I don't know I'm in that situation right now.

At this time, I finally experienced what it was like to be a ghost.

Maybe this spirit is always with you, and you don't know it. Just like I am now.

I was standing in the middle of the crowd watching people pass over my body, watching a guy take his girlfriend to the cinema to watch a ghost movie.

The boy kept boasting that there were no ghosts in the world, but he didn't know that I was standing next to him.

"Meow!" Just then, I suddenly heard a slight cat meow.

I lowered my head and met the two green eyes.

It's the black cat, the black cat in Ji Banxian's house.

Can it see me?

As if in response to my suspicions, it barked at me twice, and kept turning its head back, motioning for me to follow it.

Does it know what's going on with me?

I followed it all the way, and the more I went, the fewer people around me, the more desolate it became.

But at this time, I have nothing to fear, I don't know if it's a human or a ghost, what's there to be afraid of?

A familiar house, a familiar blind old man sitting under a vine.

Ji Banxian sat in the rocking chair, and when he saw me walk in, he waved at me and motioned for me to come over.

Can he see me?

Everyone can't see me, but Ji Banxian, a blind old man, sees me?

Seeing that I was stunned, the black cat that led the way barked, rubbed my feet with its head, and motioned for me to pass.

I walked up to Ji Banxian's side and just looked at him, and he was also looking at me.

Even though he didn't have two eyes, I was sure he was looking at me.

"Ji Banxian!" It took me a long time before I spoke.

I spoke, but I couldn't hear myself.

But as if Ji Banxian heard it, he nodded, sighed heavily, and then turned around and walked into the house.

When he came out again, he had a piece of meat in his hand, put it in front of me, and let me eat it as he had done the first two times.

Looking at this piece of meat, I don't know how to feel.

At the same time, a strange idea arose, could it be ...... Could it be that I'm eating my own meat?

I've been eating the meat given by Ji Banxian all the time, but I'm actually eating my own body?

So I don't have a body now, just a spirit body?

But the idea was just a fleeting one, and it quickly disappeared, after all, it was so ridiculous, even though I had been through so many strange things, I couldn't believe that I had been eating my own body all along.

But this time, I didn't eat, I just stood in a daze, looking at Ji Banxian, wanting him to give me an explanation.

Ji Banxian didn't gesticulate, didn't even say anything, but took my hand and led me into the house.

This time I walked into the house, not secretly as I did twice, but openly and openly led me by Ji Banxian to stand in front of the offering table.

On the altar, there was still the little white coffin.

What's going on? What are Ji Banxian bringing me here for?

In my doubts, Ji Banxian opened the small white coffin, and the little heart was still in the coffin.

It's just that this little heart has become smaller and smaller, its color is getting darker and darker, and the rate of beating is also very small.

If this little heart beat thirty times a minute before, now this little heart only beats a dozen times a minute.

Anyone can tell that this heart is about to stop.

Maybe it only takes five days, or three days, for the heart to stop beating.

"This heart is...... Who is it for? I stammered.

Ji Banxian looked at me directly, and then pointed to my heart.