Chapter 110: Goodbye
"You mean this...... This heart is ...... It's mine? "I couldn't believe what my eyes were seeing.
Ji Banxian nodded.
This......
This heart is mine?
I touched my left side of my chest with my hand.
No heartbeat!!
I couldn't even feel my heart beating.
I think anyone who suddenly feels their heartbeat will be scared out of their minds.
A minute passed......
Five minutes passed......
Fifteen minutes passed, and I still didn't feel my heart beating.
What the hell is going on? Why can't I feel my heartbeat.
If it weren't for Ji Banxian signaling that the heart in the white coffin was mine, maybe I wouldn't know that I didn't have a heartbeat until I died.
I don't think even if it's someone else, I don't always touch my chest to feel the beating of my heart.
Can a person live without a heart?
A mythical story popped into my mind.
In "Romance of the Gods", there is a guy named Bigan.
Bigan found that the fairies in Lutai were all transformed from fox spirits at the banquet of the Lutai immortals, so he cooperated with Huang Feihu to find the fox spirit's lair, burned it, and finally took off a fox skin and offered it to King Xuan to make a robe, as a warning to Daji. When Daji saw his fox and grandson die, he gritted his teeth with hatred, and revenge followed.
One day, Daji, Pheasant Essence and King Su had dinner together.
Daji suddenly vomited blood from his mouth and fell to the ground unconscious, and the person who was distressed and wanted to vomit blood was him.
The pheasant essence told the king that this is Daji's old disease, once the attack is in danger, but as long as you take it with a piece of human decoction, you can cure the disease, but this heart must be the heart of the seven tricks, and the song is only available to Uncle Wang.
As soon as the king heard that his concubine's fate was on the verge of death, he hurriedly summoned Bigan and begged Bigan for a piece of heart lightly.
Bigan suddenly felt cold, I did my best for the Shang Dynasty, conscientious, hard work, and finally ended up like this, the king wanted the minister to die, and the minister had to die.
scolded the queen, and left in desperation. Jiang Ziya had already calculated that Bigan had such a big difficulty, and left a rune to let Bigan save his life.
After Bigan left the court, he suddenly heard a woman selling heartless vegetables on the way.
Bigan asked: "What if the food has no heart to live, how about the people who have no heart?" ”
The woman replied, "If you have no heart, you will die." ”
Than dry mouth spit blood, a whimper.
It turned out that Jiang Ziya had already left a simple note, if the woman returned to the person and had no intention of living, she could live better than work, and if she didn't do it, she would die.
But what the hell am I now?
My heart was gone a long time ago, but I ...... now
"What the hell have you done to me, why is my heart here!" I glared at Ji Banxian with red eyes, and led him by the collar and roared angrily.
If he doesn't give me a reasonable explanation, I'll beat him out of his brains, and I swear in the name of my future wife.
Ji Banxian didn't make any gestures, just looked at me very calmly.
But the black cat kept biting my trouser leg with its mouth, trying to drag me away, and meowed non-stop.
"Say, when the hell did you take my heart and put it in this coffin, is it your fault that I am becoming like this now, say!" I had completely lost my mind at this point, and my mind was in a mess.
Ever since I first met Ji Banxian in Tianma Temple, I have been unlucky, and I am simply the reincarnation of the god of mold.
Ji Banxian shook his head with a wry smile, but still didn't make a gesture.
"Are you the one behind the scenes, you always give me meat, is there something wrong with that meat, you fucking explain it to Lao Tzu!" I was really going crazy and raised my fist and punched him in the face.
Just as my fist was about to hit Ji Banxian's body, my hand was grabbed.
"Get out!" I roared, and the dream turned his head to scold, but when I saw the person holding my hand, I was instantly stunned, and my eyes couldn't help but become moist.
"Why haven't you seen me for a few days, and even I have to fight?" An icy voice rang out.
"Grandpai......" I shuddered for a long time before squeezing the word out of my throat.
Since the farewell of the ancient tombs of Longxing Mountain more than two months ago, I haven't seen Ye, but I didn't expect to see Ye again in Ji Banxian's house.
This made me suddenly feel like I was seeing a loved one, and I had all the flavors in my heart, as if I had knocked over the five-flavor bottle, and I had all the tastes.
"Don't let go yet!" Ye glared at me slightly.
"But he ......"
"What? I won't listen to me anymore? Ye squinted his eyes, and his whole body was full of majesty.
Okay, let it go, anyway, Ji Banxian is a blind and dumb old man, and he can't run out, saying that the master is here, I can't help but give him face.
Don't look at the rolling melons I memorize "The Twelve Brocades of the Heavenly Destiny Master" now, and I also know a lot of Taoism, but in front of the master, I am almost like a kindergarten child, he can kill me with one finger.
"I know what you're asking!" Ye sighed heavily, but he didn't tell me directly, but turned around and respectfully saluted Ji Banxian.
This is a very old etiquette, although it is not a kneeling ceremony, but the meaning is similar, it is the same level.
I have seen this great gift in the book, and it is only used by people who respect the elderly very much, and the hostages who understand this gift are Taoist priests.
I was instantly stunned, looking at Ji Banxian stunned for a long time and speechless.
How can this Ji Banxian be able to let the master give him such a big courtesy?
If others salute Ji Banxian, I can understand it, but the person who salutes him is a master, and he is an incomparable existence.
"You go out first!" The master helped Ji Banxian to the chair, and then waved his hand to me.
It seems that they have something to talk about, and it is inconvenient for me to hear it.
Although I was reluctant in my heart, I still reluctantly walked out of the house.
The black cat followed me out and lay quietly on the stone table beside me.
"Hey, you've been with Ji Banxian for so long, can you tell me who he is?" I looked at the black cat and asked softly.
The black cat just looked at me with those green eyes, and didn't say a word.
"Do you know how my heart was lost? Why in that little coffin? I asked again.
The cat was still silent.
I laughed at myself, I actually talked to a black cat? It's getting more and more neurotic.
Unexpectedly, the black cat glanced at the closed door of the room, turned its head to look at me, and nodded.
Nani?
Can this black cat understand me?
"You...... Can you understand me? I asked in amazement.
The black cat nodded again.
"That'...... Do you speak? I suppressed the excitement in my heart and asked it softly.
After all, in the ancient tombs of Longxing Mountain, I have seen a talking snake, and it is not strange that this black cat can talk, right?
But the black cat shook its head, meaning that it couldn't speak yet.
Well, I'm a little disappointed.
"Just now you said you know how my heart was lost, then I ask you, was it taken by someone? You nod if yes. ”
The black cat lowered its head and thought like a human for a moment, then nodded, then shook its head again.
What does this mean?
First nodding and then shaking your head?
"Big Brother Cat, can you not play with me, do you nod or shake your head?" I couldn't laugh or cry.
Unexpectedly, as soon as I finished speaking, the cat was instantly angry, staring at me with murderous eyes in his eyes, and raised his front paws in mid-air.
Anyone who has ever played with cats knows that before a cat is threatened or attacked, it will hide its cat paws in its fleshy palms, but once it wants to attack something, it will show its sharp claws.
This is the case with the black cat, its fleshy palm suddenly bursting out with five sharp claws, glittering in the dark night.
My heart pounded, what the hell is this? Am I saying something wrong?
"This, don't get excited, I didn't say anything wrong just now, right?" I swallowed, a little uneasy.
This black cat used to be quite well-behaved, but now when it is fried, I am in a cold sweat.
The black cat whimpered twice before withdrawing its paws, then twisted its head to the side like an angry girl, and no matter how much I asked, it didn't pay any attention to me.
I'm going, and I'm quite personal.
"What? You're not a mother, are you? I asked cautiously.
The reason why I asked this was that I looked at the black cat and behaved too much like an angry woman, especially when I looked at its feet, it clamped its legs vigorously, and its body turned slightly sideways, obviously shy.
Unexpectedly, as soon as my voice fell, the black cat suddenly meowed.
I went, and I guessed it.
No wonder it reacts so much when I call it Big Cat.
But who made it look so ugly? Skinny, the fur on his body is also a little messy, and he is not cute at all. And it's a black cat, so my first impression is that this black cat is male, who would have thought it was a female.
"This, beauty, I just said the wrong thing, don't you mind, in fact, you are quite beautiful, but I have eyes without beads, blame me for being blind?" I cautiously coaxed the black cat.
To be honest, I never thought I'd go and coax a black cat one day, but who would let it know how my heart was lost?
I didn't expect my coaxing to be really effective.
The black cat raised her head arrogantly and snorted, her head raised high, as if to say, Look, Miss Ben is so beautiful, she actually mistook me for a woman.
I'll go, it's really a tsundere cat.
"Since you're not angry, can you tell me who stole my heart? Uh...... "I stopped at that, because I sounded that the black cat didn't seem to be able to speak.
The black cat also looked at me with an idiot look.
"That's it, I'm asking simply, did Ji Banxian steal my heart?" I asked again.
The black cat shook its head without hesitation.
Isn't it Ji Banxian?
This is a strange thing, my heart is in Ji Banxian's house, it stands to reason that the loss of my heart should be related to Ji Banxian, but now the black cat shook his head.
"You didn't lie to me?" I asked, confused.
The black cat snorted, raised its paws and slapped me again, presumably angry that I was questioning its words.
"Is that Lai Pi Zhou?" I asked again.
Because in addition to Lai Pi Zhou, there is also Ji Banxian, I really can't think of anyone else.
I don't know what to say about this person, it seems that he appeared and disappeared inexplicably, but he is not completely gone, but appears around me from time to time in the form of a spirit.
The black cat shook its head again.
"That's Sun Yi?" This is my third suspicion.
The black cat shook its head.
"That's ...... Chen Jialuo? ”
Still shaking his head.
"Ma Liang?"
……
"Professor Qin?"
……
"Ren Sheng? Fang Gui? ”
……
I had to tell almost everything I could think of and the people I came into contact with.
But the black cat kept shaking its head.
"Don't ask!" Just as I was racking my brains to think, my voice suddenly sounded.
"Master? You're out. I glanced at Ye excitedly, and then looked behind Ye, but I didn't see Ji Banxian.
"Don't look at it!" Ye said lightly, a trace of sadness flashed in his eyes, but it soon flashed.
What did Ji Banxian and Ye say inside? Why did you feel sad after you came out?
"Didn't you want to ask who took your heart?" Ye said suddenly.
I nodded, looking at such a cold face, a bad premonition instantly rose.
Could it be ......
"You guessed it right, I took your heart!"