Chapter IV
If it weren't for the cold washstand behind him, which had been stimulating him, Qin Xuyang's groggy brain could barely react to the meaning of these words, and Lu Yu's angry tone almost made him think that it was normal for him to strip naked and get kiss marks all over his body.
However, even if he maintained a little sanity, his reaction was still much slower than normal, and what Lu Yu said kept circling in his mind, but he couldn't get that answer, what did Lu Yu mean by doing this?
In the end, he could only look at Lu Yu blankly, patting Chaos's head to make himself sober, but Lu Yu showed a smile at him, "Don't you understand?" β
He asked lightly, and then slowly approached Qin Xuyang, Qin Xuyang instinctively retreated, almost sticking to the sink, a terrible thought crossed his mind, he used his nails to dig hard into his flesh, hoping that this slight pain could be exchanged for his sobriety.
However, this kind of effort has not yet worked, Lu Yu's whole person has already leaned over, he clasped one hand to the back of his head, and then blocked his lips with an almost offensive momentum, the force on his lips was so great that Qin Xuyang felt that the other party simply hated him, but this was indeed a kiss, Qin Xuyang was kissed until he was hypoxic, and finally realized that Lu Yu was kissing him!
This incident made him explode with great strength, he pushed Lu Yu away again, this time it was no longer the strength of a drunkard, but the strength of a real man, Lu Yu hit the wall behind him in one fell swoop, he pursed his lips and snorted, but he raised his head and showed a smile towards Qin Xuyang, "Are you awake?" Figured it out? β
If Qin Xuyang didn't sober up again, he might really rather take a knife to himself than come to his senses, in fact, Lu Yu was kissing him, which shocked him with goosebumps all over his body, and also shocked his heart, his unbelievable eyes were enough to show that he understood.
Lu Yu wanted to say it more clearly, he walked towards him again, and said word by word in that calm and mellow voice: "Qin Xuyang, I-Xi-Huan-you, do you understand?" β
The determination and firmness on Lu Yu's face made Qin Xuyang almost unable to stand, he couldn't help but hold the sink behind him with his hand, looking at Lu Yu's whole face with chaos! He rolled his Adam's apple with difficulty, and then he understood why Lu Yu was so abnormal!
The disbelief in Qin Xuyang's eyes gradually turned into coldness, and his voice carried a kind of drunken hoarseness,
"Why are you getting drunk today just for this?"
As he spoke, the whole person rushed towards Lu Yu as fast as he could, grabbing the collar of his shirt, his voice full of anger.
Lu Yu still had a smile on his face, that kind of smile made Qin Xuyang creepy, the next second, he turned around and swapped the positions of the two, Qin Xuyang didn't have a shirt to let him hold, so he held his hands and pressed them to the cold wall, Qin Xuyang's entire back was attached to the white tile behind him, the sudden cold made his body tremble, he gritted his teeth and almost stared out his eyes, looked at Lu Yu viciously, and roared: "What do you want to do?" β
Lu Yu's dark eyes looked at Qin Xuyang deeply, his tone was calm and cold,
"Tell me, do you really like that woman, since you wake up, then you tell me, what the hell are you, are you, really like, like that woman?"
Being confessed like this by a little rabbit cub was completely beyond the scope of Qin Xuyang's acceptance, and his angry emotions made him completely unable to think, and he immediately gave the answer,
"Yes!"
The moment he heard that word, the last bit of hope in Lu Yu's heart was extinguished, and his eyes instantly turned gray. The hand that was pressing Qin Xuyang also seemed to have lost its strength.
Qin Xuyang didn't push him away immediately, he stared at Lu Yu's eyes, that kind of decadent look made him almost can't believe it, this was the first time he had seen this kind of emotion in Lu Yu's eyesγγγγγ
He never thought that Lu Yu would like him, he couldn't understand his mood, the cold tiles behind him kept reminding him of what kind of situation he was facing now, he took a deep breath, let his tone be as soothing as possible, and asked, "If I don't wake up, what are you going to do?" β
This question made Lu Yu stunned, what was he going to do? When he just saw him sleeping in front of him like that, he thought about possessing him like this, but he couldn't help it, he just kissed him almost reverently, and it was only then that he understood that the liking for Qin Xuyang in his heart had surpassed everything, and he couldn't do that kind of thing that hurt him, it had become an instinct that belonged to Lu Yu.
Later, listening to Qin Xuyang calling his name one after another, he actually regretted it, as long as reason occupied his brain for a second, he would desperately tell him that if he did this, Qin Xuyang would never forgive him. If he could, he really just wanted to keep this warmth for a little longer, and when he woke up, he could treat everything as if everything was just a dream of his own, but now it was too late, and besides, he really liked that woman, and everything was meaningless......
"Why are you waking up at this time? If you don't wake up, I'll do everything I can to you, what I used to think about day and night, you never knew, I've endured it for almost ten years, and in this room, I'm going to lock you up and never let you out......" He said word by word, his eyes were full of aggression.
This answer undoubtedly ignited Qin Xuyang's anger in an instant, he immediately broke free from Lu Yu's clamps, raised his leg and kicked Lu Yu hard, and then he couldn't stand on his feet and fell to the ground, and he gasped in pain, but at the moment when he was relieved, he pointed at Lu Yu and scolded: "Lu Yu, you are special, I have been holding you for so many years, and you are treating me like this!" Do you want to ......"
He didn't say those words in the end, all his anger turned into the strength to beat people, he got up and rushed to Lu Yu again, and waved his fist at his face, Lu Yu's fair and handsome face suddenly oozed a trace of bright red blood, his fist smashed on his face, I don't know how many hits, until he finally lost his strength, half of Lu Yu's face has turned purple.
But he was still smiling, and Qin Xuyang felt that his smile had a hint of despair. "Don't you like that woman? That's what I just want to do to you, see how much you still like women! β
Lu Yu's words were vicious and sharp, he was like a vicious wolf with fangs, threatening Qin Xuyang again and again, from the moment he suddenly came to his senses, Lu Yu knew that he had messed up! So he asked him if he really liked that woman, even if Qin Xuyang hesitated, he would immediately apologize to him, and he would do his best to save everything now, but Qin Xuyang's quick answer made him feel like ashes. It's all like this, how bad can it be?
He just stared at Qin Xuyang like that, his eyes were extremely complicated, so complicated that Qin Xuyang couldn't see the attachment in his eyes, he felt that he was smoking, and he couldn't wait to smash Lu Yu's mouth with his fist! See what else he can say!
Seeing that Lu Yu was still looking at him with that kind of look, Qin Xuyang couldn't help but want to deform that beautiful face! His fist quickly swung over again, but this time, Lu Yu grabbed his hand, he quickly got up and swapped the positions of the two again, he was almost riding on Qin Xuyang's waist, his hands were like iron tongs to suppress him, his eyes were red, he was still smiling, revealing bloody teeth, and his voice was low with a calm,
"Qin Xuyang, why do you like that woman, why, what's so good about that woman? It's been ten years, I've been with you for ten years, isn't it good that you don't have a girlfriend for ten years? Why do you force me like this, I just wanted to confess to you, if you don't like me, I'll accompany you silently, I don't want anything, I just want to be able to look at you like this decade, why? Why do you have to find a woman? β
He asked why one by one, Qin Xuyang had no way to answer at all, he didn't know why, at that moment, the firmness in Lu Yu's eyes made him completely unable to think that it was normal for him to be with a woman.
Qin Xuyang opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say anything, he looked at Lu Yu's eyes and became dazed again, but Lu Yu didn't seem to need his answer at all, he didn't seem to know what he was doing at all, he lowered his head and kissed Qin Xuyang fiercely, pressing him like iron tongs with both hands, Qin Xuyang's desperate struggle couldn't break free at all, this forced state inspired all the violence in his body, at that moment, the kiss was no longer a kiss, it was an insult to his dignity, it was plunder, and it was a conquest that belonged to a man......
"Get out of here!" He roared angrily and pushed Lu Yu away who was pressing on him, he watched Lu Yu hit the sharp corner on the sink, bright red blood flowed down his forehead and into his eyes, all the way down, he subconsciously blinked his eyes, trying to recover a trace of clarity in the blood, and stubbornly wanted to see him again. Qin Xuyang couldn't understand the feeling in his heart at all, that feeling was too complicated, he glanced at Lu Yu for the last time, and finally slowly stood up and staggered out of the bathroom step by step. He found a random piece of his own clothes and left his house almost as if he had escaped.
Lu Yu didn't move anymore, letting the blood flow, he looked sideways at the back of him leaving, his eyes blank. Lu Yu felt that all the heat in his body had dissipated, and a kind of cold from the inside out completely froze his body, knowing that this would be the result, but looking at the back of him leaving, it was as painful as stabbing him with a knife, his eyes became red, and the expected despair was like quicksand drowning his whole body.
"Let's go, Qin Xuyang, you're awake, you're awake, what can I do? I can only admit that I am perverted and like you, and I have become crazy because you have a girlfriend, and I can only take the opportunity to be close to you, I feel like I will never have a chance to be close to you again, never again......"