Qin Xuyang sat in the cab and only let out a heavy sigh after all. After that night, he thought about it several times, and couldn't figure out how Lu Yu could have such feelings for him.

Although he has been taking care of Lu Yu all these years, the way he takes care of people even feels like a bastard to his own mother, how can he like him?

When Lu Yu was signed, Lu Yu was only twelve years old, his parents were dead and he was in huge debt, and a child star faced the visual fatigue of the audience.

Later, Lu Yu graduated from high school and wanted to be admitted to the film academy, Qin Xuyang didn't actually know about the film academy at that time, but because of the several film schools he had worked with, his acting skills were not very good, so without Lu Yu's consent, he changed Lu Yu's wish and changed it to a business school. At that time, Lu Yu pounced on him angrily and bit him, Qin Xuyang had no choice, and he didn't reason with him, so he directly threw the person into the Shaolin Temple to take care of it, and shaved his head, Lu Yu didn't do anything with him at that time, Qin Xuyang was really surprised.

Later, when Lu Yu went to college, Qin Xuyang began to teach him acting, but he didn't have much patience, most of the time he just demonstrated it and didn't care, Lu Yu himself had a good understanding, but after all, the experience of child stars was still too little for a real actor, so Qin Xuyang unceremoniously gave Lu Yu a lot of supporting roles, and even tricks, and also asked him to get a scholarship in college.

At that time, Lu Yu was so busy that his feet didn't touch the ground, in fact, there were many leading actors looking for him, but Qin Xuyang instructed Xu Qingqing to push it off, because he had a set of casting theories, which was definitely helpful to Lu Yu's acting skills, but he didn't explain it to anyone, so it would be very annoying. In the end, Lu Yu became the youngest actor under this kind of barbaric training, Qin Xuyang actually always felt in his heart that Lu Yu had really paid a lot.

On the podium, Lu Yu thanked him for his words, and he was naturally happy in his heart. can say that the two have gotten along over the years, in fact, Lu Yu has taken care of him more. Lu Yu is meticulous and thoughtful, especially in matters to him, his food, clothing, housing and transportation are taken care of by Lu Yu most of the time. Lu Yu's dishes are the most suitable for his appetite, he is always satisfied with the clothes Lu Yu picks, Lu Yu can always tidy up the room, the things he likes to put in place will be put away, Lu Yu has a good memory, and he always remembers his itinerary very clearly......

The more Qin Xuyang thought about it, the more he felt that in fact, Lu Yu liked him, he should have noticed it a long time ago, he grew up abroad, and he didn't see homosexuality, and Lu Yu was not the first homosexual to confess to him, but Qin Xuyang really didn't expect that Lu Yu could like him......

Lu Yu is always special in his heart, the more Qin Xuyang thinks about it, the more irritated he feels, Lu Yu's approach that night is clearly that he didn't leave any way back for himself, if he didn't wake up, would Lu Yu's little bastard really treat him like that?

Thinking of this, Qin Xuyang's brows tightened more and more, and the speedboat drove all the way to the middle of the sea, but Qin Xuyang didn't notice it.

It wasn't until he got out of the wheelhouse, as soon as he got on deck, that he was surrounded by a group of people who were joking with him, that he came back to his senses and began to socialize. He didn't invite many people personally, but there were indeed a lot of uninvited people, as soon as he appeared, the scene became noisy, he didn't even see Lu Yu, and the ceremony began.

Lu Yu stood in a position that was not eye-catching, looking at the grand and happy scene, he felt that he had become numb with pain.

Qin Xuyang was wearing a black dress, standing under the arched bridge full of pink balloons, the high-necked shirt made his whole person extraordinarily tall, and when the theme music of the mermaid princess sounded, a pretty figure slowly walked from the deck in the distance. The person who came was Qin Xuyang's fiancée, Li Yue. Lu Yu's gaze kept on Qin Xuyang's body, and he couldn't help but want to gamble, whether Qin Xuyang would look at him at such a time.

The scorching gaze made Qin Xuyang seem to feel something, he instinctively glanced around at the people present, and at a glance, he bumped into a pair of dark eyes, it was Lu Yu, he was looking at him motionlessly. Qin Xuyang has never been a delicate person, but he saw a deep sadness in Lu Yu's eyes, which made Qin Xuyang's heart feel like he had been stabbed.

He immediately glanced over and led Li Yue to the designated position, where his parents, Li Yue's parents, were waiting, everyone who came today should have come to bless him, and Lu Yu should not be an exception.

Taking vows, exchanging engagement rings, kissing, they promise each other under everyone's gaze and receive everyone's blessings......

Li Yue's white skirt was studded with sparkling blue diamonds, and under the sun, she seemed to be a mermaid who came out of the sea. Behind them is the blue sea, the white skirts swaying in the wind under the sea breeze, they hold hands, standing on the deck covered with flower petals, I have to say, this engagement on the sea is really beautiful.

Lu Yu felt that on the day of Qin Xuyang's engagement, he might have used all his acting skills to perform. Sitting around a table with a group of people, laughing non-stop. He felt like a walking corpse, and he knew that Xu Qingqing had been watching him all along, but the memories of that day seemed to be blank.

"If you can, don't say goodbye."

The only thing that was clear was this sentence, which echoed repeatedly, like a wake-up call in his heart, heavy and cruel......

However, what he didn't know was that all the events of that day, in Qin Xuyang's heart, were as if they were deeply engraved in his mind, and no matter how long it had been, they were clearly terrifying.

That day, Qin Xuyang completed all the steps of the engagement, he thought that he had given Li Yue a perfect engagement, and the ritual sense of the ceremony even made him start to think about his and Li Yue's future marriage. Until, he saw Lu Yu......

He just sat there smiling, looking up at him with the same joy as everyone else, and if he hadn't noticed the coldness in his eyes, he almost felt that his out-of-control confession that night was just his hallucination.

Originally, Lu Yu was sitting here with the people he was closest to, but Qin Xuyang didn't want to stay longer for a while. Lu Yu's acting skills were taught by him, no one knew the truth on his face better than him, he quickly raised the wine in the glass, drank it all unequivocally, and then he took the wine glass in Li Yue's hand, drank the same, took Li Yue's hand, and just wanted to leave quickly.

"You are all acquaintances, play by yourself, I won't entertain you."

Qin Xuyang said as if unintentionally, and turned around and wanted to leave after speaking. He didn't know what he was for, but he felt uncomfortable when he saw Lu Yu trying to disguise himself, as if if if he stayed a little longer, Lu Yu would not be able to hold on. However, as soon as he raised his foot, he was stopped by Duan Dongrui.

"Qin Xuyang, how can you be like this, the gift is received for nothing, this table, I am your boss, that is your confidante, there is the artist you taught, this is Sister Xu who you personally dug up, this is Cheng Qian, who has been with you for more than ten years, are you embarrassed? is so perfunctory to us, don't pretend to be with us when you're cold, don't eat this set! ”

Qin Xuyang probably hadn't really bothered his long-time friend for a long time, and his temporary attempt to make a fiery expression failed, so he could only helplessly maintain his superficial patience and asked, "Then you say, what do you want?" ”

In fact, Duan Dongrui just wanted to pour a few more glasses of wine, but he really didn't expect that Qin Xuyang was so happy, and Boss Duan, who didn't know why his brother was worried, was so proud that he was robbed of Yan Shiyu's stubble.

Yan Shiyu stood up elegantly, looked at a pair of newcomers with smiling eyebrows, and said: "That's it, you didn't tell us about your girlfriend, you were engaged before you suddenly attacked, we didn't mention it, we didn't come to the void, we came here, it was all with a million sincere blessings, just one today, the people at this table, bless you, you have a drink, is it interesting enough?" ”

Yan Shiyu is an absolute goddess in front of the audience, but in private, she has no image of a child god at all, and ordinary men can't resist it. Qin Xuyang, as an unusual man, was finally pitted after parrying for so many years. It really didn't matter if he drank a few more glasses, but for a moment in his heart, he really didn't know what Lu Yu would wish him.

The same happy engagement, get married as soon as possible, and after a few cups, it will be Lu Yu's turn. Qin Xuyang's mood was extremely complicated.

"I wish you all eternal love...... Lu Yu stood up with his wine glass, in addition to his slightly hoarse voice, his tone was also full of sincerity.

"Good! You see that high education is different, look at you one by one, turn over and over that one meaning, Xiao Luyu, you are worthy of being the person who played my son, really give me a long face, you should say a few more words today, you say a few, your boss has a few drinks, okay? ”

Yan Hanzi came to make trouble again at the right time, Lu Yu could only deal with it with a dry smile, there was still a bit of bitterness in his smile, and the subtle changes Qin Xuyang saw it in his eyes, and his heart became more and more irritable, he reluctantly smiled at everyone, picked up the wine glass in front of him, and dried the glass of "Eternal Love" first!

Lu Yu's eyes were always nailed to him, and he knew that when he put down the wine glass, he saw Lu Yu smiling and continued: "I wish you all fish and water harmony. ”

Qin Xuyang listened to the slightly hoarse voice, he didn't even raise his eyelids, he drank two cups of himself, except for Xu Qingqing on the table who knew the inside story, the rest were troublemakers, Qin Xuyang could only look at Cheng Qian, hoping that with years of tacit understanding, he could come out to relieve him.

He really doesn't want to drink anymore, Lu Yu is like this, he really doesn't know what the point of this kind of self-torture is. Cheng Qian has been his agent for more than ten years, and he immediately understood, stood up and said, "Xiao Luyu, you can't say it anymore, if you say it again, Boss Qin will be drunk." ”

But Lu Yu didn't hear it, and continued: "I wish you mandarin ducks and wings, Qiankun and music, Qin Se and Ming, hand in hand for a hundred years, I wish you to enter the palace of marriage as soon as possible, and never separate until you are old, I wish you ......"

Lu Yu's words stopped suddenly, because Qin Xuyang's gaze finally fell on him, Qin Xuyang's displeasure was not obvious, but Lu Yu still saw it. Lu Yu did this, which undoubtedly made Cheng Qian a little embarrassed, but he still didn't forget to relieve Qin Xuyang, and said: "This little Lu Yu has no words, Xuyang, after you drink this last cup, let's do it together." ”

Qin Xuyang didn't answer, picked up the wine glass and was about to drink it, but Lu Yu grabbed his arm, snatched the wine from his hand, and said, "I'll drink this cup for you." ”

He raised his head and drank it all, Qin Xuyang's face was already faintly not good-looking, and everyone at the table also felt that these two people didn't seem to be right, but they didn't speak, Lu Yu finished drinking the cup, but he didn't stop, picked up his wine glass, and said, "There are a few more words, all in the wine." ”

Qin Xuyang's eyes slowly became cold, and he watched Lu Yu drink one glass after another, each glass of wine as if it was poured directly on his face.

Half a month ago, Lu Yu drank too much and had severe stomach bleeding, and they actually met in the hospital......

I don't know why, Lu Yu's decadent appearance easily ignited his anger, Xu Qingqing didn't know how many times he called him and begged him, and he finally went to the hospital. However, the moment he stood at the door and saw Lu Yu, he didn't even want to open the door.

On the hospital bed, Lu Yu's face was as pale as paper, he didn't have his usual complexion at all, his lips were always ruddy, his eyes were closed but his brows were tightly frowned, Xu Qingqing was already crying when he stood aside, he begged him to go in to see Lu Yu, but he never moved. He just slowly took off his mask to hide that he was not breathing smoothly enough.

Suddenly, the person on the hospital bed began to let out a few indistinct moans, Xu Qingqing was in a hurry, and reached out to open the door, Qin Xuyang reacted quickly and grabbed her, but the door had already opened a gap, and in the ward, the indistinct voice gradually became clear, "Qin ...... Xuyang, Qin Xuyang...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

Lu Yu's dark eyes were full of pleading, he had never seen anyone with this kind of look, except for acting, Qin Xuyang had almost never seen Lu Yu's weakness, he was known as the worst child star back then, his parents died, he was in huge debt, at that time, he was only 12 years old, but he never prayed to anyone, and now he ......

Qin Xuyang felt that this hoarse and weak voice was like a heavy stone smashing his heart, making him instinctively want to dodge, he subconsciously loosened the strength in his hand, Xu Qingqing immediately rushed into the door and shouted: "Xiaoyu, wake up, Qin Xuyang is here, you ......"

Almost the moment she entered the door, Lu Yu was about to wake up, his frowning brows were twisted together more and more, Qin Xuyang glanced at his painful expression, and felt that he couldn't take a second look, he immediately turned around and was about to leave, but he didn't expect that there was a crackling sound in the ward, and Xu Qingqing's ensuing scream made Qin Xuyang's whole heart twitch, he turned around, and there was a dazzling mess.

Lu Yu was half-kneeling on the ground, the blue and white wide patient gown on his body made him look thin and weak, his face was white without any blood, only the pair of black eyes looked at him with a heavy gaze, behind him was a steel frame crooked to the side, and several bottles of liquid that had fallen on it were scattered on the ground, and Xu Qingqing was pulling his hand high with a panicked face, in a vain attempt to fix the needle on his hand. But the bright red blood on the back of that white hand pierced Qin Xuyang's eyes like a sharp sword.

"Lu Yu, what do you want to do?" Qin Xuyang looked at all this, and the fire in his heart immediately couldn't be suppressed anymore, he rushed over with an arrow step, and grabbed Lu Yu, who was half-kneeling on the ground,

"Are you playing a bitter show for me now? Do you want me to sympathize with you? Lu Yu, when did you learn to pretend to be pitiful? Where did that energy go that night? Aren't you amazing? ”

Compared to his decadent appearance, Qin Xuyang was more willing to accept the Lu Yu that night, at least he could beat him happily, instead of just looking at it like this, Lu Yu's gray lips were covered with chapped lines, and then opened his mouth with difficulty, and said to him: "I'm sorry, Qin Xuyang, I'm sorry, I did something wrong that night, I regret it, don't you see me, okay?" I won't be doing this kind of thing, you forgive me, Qin Xuyang, you forgive me! ”

At that moment, Qin Xuyang really realized what it meant to be self-inflicted, he shouldn't come, he knew that he shouldn't come, Lu Yu's personality was like this, he didn't want to give up easily if he recognized it, even if the two of them got into a fight like that night, he wouldn't give up on him, he would rather beg him like this, Qin Xuyang felt heavy and powerless, he also really felt scared, in his complicated mood, he found that he was distressed.

He is thirty-two years old, ten years older than Lu Yu, in the past thirty-two years, Qin Xuyang has never thought of being with a man, his parents' orders, he thinks Li Yue is a suitable partner, maybe he has never loved anyone fanatically, but at least, his life plan is to marry a wife and have children, not to mention, all these years, he has always regarded Lu Yu as a relative.

Lu Yu's feelings caught him off guard, and it also touched too much of his bottom line, he closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, he was already indifferent, "I can forgive you, but I hope you can put it down, Li Yue and I are ready to get engaged, and when the time comes, you are welcome to participate." ”

He turned around, he left Lu Yu with a straight back, he didn't want to look at Lu Yu more, because he knew that Lu Yu's face was full of despair.