After bidding farewell to Long Zitian, Tang Ruyan's mood became even heavier.

As a palace guard, Long Zitian didn't know the whereabouts of the child, could she really not find the child? Who exactly? Who's behind all this? What is the purpose?

Tang Ruyan frowned, she always felt that there was an invisible big hand behind her that was controlling her, forcing her to come step by step, at first she came here to find the whereabouts of the child, but after this time, she figured out something, she was able to come to this place, or someone secretly left clues to guide her.

Who is it?

When she was in the palace, she felt that Shen Mo's indifference was not simple, and when she came to Nandu to see Lan Xin, she found that there were people outside the world, and Fu Jinxin also made her feel unfathomable.

Stroking his forehead, Tang Ruyan's eyebrows were about to twist into a line. In that life, she thought she had the ability to understand human nature, but in the end it was ruined by a love word, and in this life, as an outsider, she really couldn't figure out what kind of role she played.

It was as if she had been in a quagmire, no matter how she struggled, she was in the quagmire. That feeling of powerlessness made her very depressed. She didn't care about the ancients, and gave her a serial set, and she was the protagonist.

While thinking about the problem while walking, Tang Ruyan didn't find out which direction she was going, and when she reacted, she saw the three big characters of Penglai, and she wanted to turn around and leave, but-

Looking at the closed door and the two big words closed on the door, Tang Ruyan felt as if his heart had been hollowed out.

A miserable smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and tears glistened in his eyes. pinched his arm fiercely, Tang Ruyan forced the tears in his eyes back, and at the same time laughed at himself in his heart: Tang Ruyan, you are hopeless, see? See! That's the guy you can't let go of, that's what the man you love does.

The summer afternoon sun shone on her body, and the golden halo shrouded the white blouse, giving a warm, holy feeling.

It is in stark contrast to Tang Ruyan's cold heart.

tried hard, but the tears still slipped down uncontrollably. The heart-rending pain made her body tremble slightly, and she felt the strength being drained from her body little by little.

Scars, you bastard! In the last life, you ruthlessly watched me die in the fire, why did you still disturb my peace in this life, what do you want? Tang Ruyan shouted silently, letting the tears flood her eyes, she really couldn't stand it, the feeling of her heart being hollowed out hit her in an instant, making her suddenly lose the courage to live.

The golden light was extremely dazzling, Tang Ruyan didn't even struggle, and his body leaned towards the ground.

At that moment, when she gave up the idea of life, when death was near, she did not feel afraid, only lightened, never felt light.

It turns out that death is the ultimate liberation. Thinking like this, Tang Ruyan slowly closed her eyes, let everything end with her death, she is not a weak person in life, but God is really mean to her, no relatives, no friends, the people she loves push her into the abyss of death again and again.

There is no love in life!

is a portrayal of her heart at the moment.

I hope that in the next life, she can become an ordinary person, even if she rises at sunrise every day, as long as it is dull, she will be satisfied. With good wishes, the corners of Tang Ruyan's mouth unconsciously appeared with a heartfelt smile.

Just when she gave up everything, just when she thought she was about to end it all, a pair of clear eyes broke into her sight, those clear eyes looked at her, the corners of her mouth crooked smile, that smile, touched the most fragile string in Tang Ruyan's heart. "Well-" She seemed to hear the cute child, shouting indistinct notes.

Tang Ruyan was stunned, it was the emperor.

The next moment, her body was caught, the wind was blowing in her ears, lying in a warm embrace, feeling the familiar breath, Tang Ruyan felt that she might really be dead, and she was hallucinating in broad daylight.

It's better to be dead! Lovely child, I'm sorry, it's not that I don't want to protect you, but I'm really tired, if you want to find your father, he has to pay at least half of the responsibility, and I have a quarter of the responsibility at most. Thinking of that clear gaze, Tang Ruyan muttered apologetically in his heart.

But—something wasn't right.

The wind stopped, and the sound of even breathing and warm breath sprayed on her face.

When she opened her eyes, she saw a face less than ten centimeters away from her, the face she once loved, for which she had given her life, appeared alive in front of her.

Sudden change, Tang Ruyan could only look at each other with his eyes open, and his brain couldn't think at all.

"Smoke." The gentle voice called back her thoughts.

The next moment, Tang Ruyan knew that she was not dead, looking at the face in front of her that made her love and hate, thinking of the harm he had done to her, the confusion in Tang Ruyan's eyes disappeared instantly, and was replaced by indifference, boundless indifference.

Even Zhan Zhan, whose mind was as deep as the sea, was shocked by such indifference. That kind of indifference made him scared, at that glance, he was really scared, he was afraid, his smoke would really leave him.

"Smoke." Zhan Scar whispered again, but the difference was that the warm voice sounded a little hoarse at the moment, even with obvious tremors.

But Tang Ruyan didn't notice this, pushed with both palms, and left the embrace that she had once been extremely nostalgic, and in her backhand, there was already an extra dagger in her hand, and against the throat of the scar, a bloodstain had already emerged, and only a little more strength could end his life.

The indifference in her eyes was still there, but her hands trembled, and her heart trembled.

"Zhan Zhen, you owe me, do you want to get it back now?" Tang Ruyan forced herself to look at Zhan Scar's face, thinking about his ruthlessness, thinking about the harm he had done to her, and thinking that she must not be soft-hearted.

But when this sentence came out, she had already lost. No matter how much she hated it, she still couldn't decide to end his life with her own hands.

Despite the tingling sensation in her throat, Zhan Zhen still didn't frown, a pair of deep eyes only stared at Tang Ruyan's face, the traces of her crying were still obvious, and the tired color in her eyes touched his heart even more.

"Yan'er, you can't do it, why bother yourself?"

With this sentence, Tang Ruyan completely collapsed, pretending to be strong for so long, but because of this sentence, tears poured out like a broken embankment, this is the second time she cried in front of him, the first time, when she was buried in the fire, looking at his indifferent eyes, she cried uncontrollably, today is the second time.

"Zhan Scar, you're a bastard. Why are you in front of me, why? Why? Tang Ruyan threw himself into Zhan Zhen's arms like crazy, his hands tightly tugging at his clothes, eager to settle all the grievances together today.

Zhan Scar wrapped his arms around her and hugged her tightly in his arms, how could he not know her pain? He understands all her injuries! That's his pain, too! A clear tear slipped from the corner of his eye, and the scars were quickly erased, how could he cry?

He swore that if he could meet Yan'er again in this life, even if he ruined the world, he would protect her.

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