As if finding an outlet, Tang Ruyan lay in that warm embrace, letting the tears slip down, and letting himself vent all his grievances in a crying way.

She was really tired, and those things overwhelmed her. After seeing the scars, the psychological burden increased several times, making her almost overwhelmed, and she warned herself again and again, to be strong, not to trust any man, especially the man who approaches you in the name of love.

But at this moment, she really doesn't want to care about anything, she wants to vent all the grievances in her heart. Only then will she have the courage to continue living.

Zhan Zhenheng picked her up, found a place to sit down, and let Tang Ruyan sit on his lap, at this moment, he just wanted to accompany her quietly, let her cry out all the grievances in her heart, and make their hearts closer.

Tang Ruyan's cry was sharper than the sharp dagger in her hand, stinging Zhan Scar's heart one by one, making him almost lose his strength, but he knew that he couldn't fall, he couldn't, he was Yan'er's sky, and he wanted to hold up a happy sky for Yan'er.

Until he was tired, Tang Ruyan lay in his arms and fell asleep.

Looking at her tired sleeping face and the tears on her face, Zhan Scar was left with only self-blame. Yan'er, from now on, all your affairs will be handed over to me, even if you want this world, I will give it to you.

In the evening, Tang Ruyan woke up.

There was a gurgling sound in her stomach, and crying consumed too much energy, and when she opened her eyes, there was only one word in her mind, and that was 'hunger'.

"Smoke, wake up." Zhan Ke's handsome face appeared in her sight, and without waiting for Tang Ruyan's reaction, he gently helped her sit up, took a bowl of golden porridge in his hand, put it to his mouth and sent it to her mouth.

Looking at his cautious movements, Tang Ruyan's eyes moistened again, Zhan Zhen saw that she didn't react, looked up and saw the tears in her eyes, her eyes were full of pity, "Yan'er, don't think about anything, drink this porridge first." ”

Tang Ruyan nodded obediently, in fact, she was really hungry, and obediently let Zhan Zhen blow a bowl of porridge cold and send it into her mouth spoonful by spoonful.

That thoughtfulness made her feel at ease, but at the same time afraid. It was a beautiful scene, beautiful as a dream, and she was afraid that in the blink of an eye, she would return to the way she was.

After drinking a bowl of porridge, she had some strength in her body, but Tang Ruyan didn't dare to look at Zhan Zhen, looking at him, she had to think of reality, there were too many tribulations in reality.

"Smoke, are you full?" Zhan Scar asked thoughtfully, seeing her expression and guessing what she was thinking, after seeing her nod, he sat on the edge of the bed and reached out to hold her on his lap. "Yan'er, I know that you have suffered a lot of grievances, and it is all my fault, in this life, give me a chance and let me make up for you, okay?"

Tang Ruyan's heart trembled.

At this moment, she believed in Zhan Zhen's words, but in this life, she had to go through more tribulations than in the previous life, and she was not sure how long she could live, and she was not sure if she could get the freedom she wanted.

Tang Ruyan didn't speak, Zhan Zhen thought that she was still hating the ruthlessness of his life, hugged her arm and couldn't help but tighten, and said faintly in her ear: "Yan'er, that fire was designed by me." ”

In fact, he didn't want to mention that matter, he planned to let her relieve her anger on him, but now he didn't dare to wait, especially when he thought of the scene of saving her, but when he saw Tang Ruyan who fell down like that, he knew that at that moment she was all lost, and she didn't even have the courage to live.

He knows that feeling very well. When he saw her buried in the fire, tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and he lost the courage to live at that moment, and even gave up his original plan to avenge her, and resolutely jumped into the fire after her.

And after hearing those words, Tang Ruyan's whole body instantly became stiff, and she raised her head suddenly, the sadness in her eyes had nowhere to hide, she wanted to ask why? But she found that at this moment, those three words were too heavy for her to speak.

Zhan Zhen looked at her sadness, with deep self-reproach in his eyes, and took a deep breath and said, "Yan'er, things are not what you think, I did that completely to protect you." ”

To protect her? Tang Ruyan sneered, what a good reason, while laughing at herself, she told herself to listen, listening to this man who kept saying that he loved her, because of what, he planted a sea of fire with his own hands and killed her.

"Tell me about it." Tang Ruyan's voice was extremely hoarse, and this sentence seemed to have exhausted all her strength.

A gentle kiss landed on her forehead. "Yan'er, as your boss, I had no choice when I learned that your next mission was to assassinate Oz."

Ounce?!

Tang Ruyan's eyes were full of surprise, "The leader of the French underworld? ”

Zhan Zhen nodded, and the surprise in Tang Ruyan's eyes turned into fear. The French underworld boss Oz, in the industry, is a demonic existence, and no one is not afraid of his means. Tang Ruyan is very clear about this.

"When you first joined the Order, you were tasked with assassinating a young man named Rodin in France." Zhan Zhen looked at Tang Ruyan.

Tang Ruyan thought for a while and nodded, that was the first person she assassinated, so she was impressed, and when she saw Rodin, she saw his clear eyes, and hesitated to make a move, but she had no choice, and after a short hesitation, she resolutely pierced Rodin's throat with her slender fingers.

The organization has a rule that if the task that ** takes over for the first time can't be completed, then the transistors planted in the body will automatically explode, so she has no choice.

"Rodin has something to do with ounces?"

Zhan Scar nodded painfully, "Rodan is the son of Oz, for his safety, so Rodan's existence has been very hidden, but later Oz's mistress Disha knew about his existence, and when Oz wanted to kill her, he did not hesitate to spend a lot of money to find an organization in exchange for Rodin's life." The organization didn't know about it at the time, so they sent you to complete this seemingly simple task. ”

Tang Ruyan nodded, the secret service organization itself belongs to the underworld, and she naturally knew that if the organization knew that Rodin was the son of Oz, it would never take over this business, but - it can be regarded as a creation and a man, but she was encountered.

"Later, Oz sent someone to confirm that you were the murderer of Rodin, and asked the people of the organization to hand you over to him, and he no longer held the organization responsible." Scar closed his eyes in pain.

Tang Ruyan understood. In that case, the organization will definitely hand her over, and she falls into the hands of the ounce, can you imagine what will happen? Ounce means will definitely make her life worse than death.

"Yan'er, do you know how terrified I was when I heard about their plan? The organization has decided to let you assassinate the Ounce, but in fact, the trap has already been set, and there is only one end for you. Those days were the hardest days of my life, and I looked at your face and struggled inside, so—at last I decided, I couldn't let you fall into his hands anyway, and I'd rather let you die. ”

Although he has gone through a lifetime of reincarnation, when it comes to that incident, the pain in Zhan Scar's eyes is still difficult to hide.

Tang Ruyan gently hugged Zhan Zhen, "But why didn't you tell me?" ”

There is no such thing as love in the organization, so their love can only be carried out in the dark, and it is precisely because of this that Zhan Scar knew about it in advance.

"I just want to make you happy one more day."

Tears slipped silently. The difference is that these are tears of happiness.

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