Jiang Ziming was taking a bath inside, and there was a sound of rushing water in the bathroom, only to hear him say inside, "You go and vote first, I'll wait an hour and vote for a good person." ”

Pei Xuan was happy, and said with a smile, "Okay, let you play on the beach with me, didn't you say that the go-kart was particularly exciting yesterday?" Let's go for a game today? ”

Jiang Ziming said, "Okay, I'll accompany you when I get dressed." ”

Pei Xuan covered her mouth at the other end of the door and smiled, "Brother-in-law, it's okay, I was so tired yesterday, I'm afraid you won't be able to step on the accelerator later." ”

Jiang Ziming ignored Pei Xuan, Pei Ran felt particularly embarrassed to sit in the bedroom, so he simply glanced at Pei Xuan, pushed open the window, and went to the balcony to watch the sea.

Ah K suddenly pulled Han Xiche and said, "Eh, why didn't Ziming take a bath with Sister Ran?" ”

Han Xiche had been looking at the beautiful scenery outside the floor-to-ceiling window, and didn't notice that there was something wrong with the two of them, he said, "There are so many people, are you embarrassed to take a mandarin duck bath?" Really, you're not ashamed, we're all ashamed. ”

Ah K reacted and patted his head, "Hey, why did I forget this stubble, we're still here." ”

Han Xiche said, "Ziming has received a foreign education and understands what privacy and respect are, which is different from many men who think with the lower half of their bodies, so he can be with Pei Ran, besides, it's okay, don't see each other through for so long, otherwise there are decades left, how boring it is, you have to leave something behind." ”

Han Xiche wiped his hair with a handkerchief, and just happened to hear the conversation between the two in the living room, he just laughed, but didn't say anything.

Pei Ran and Jiang Ziming changed into a blue and white navy-style couple suit today, plus the same sunglasses, which makes people have the illusion that they are talented and beautiful, and they are a natural pair.

During the day, Pei Ran and Jiang Ziming got along very well, and the intimacy between the two of them was like a conjoined baby, and Jiang Ziming was gentle with her everywhere.

But Pei Ran was so afraid of the coming of the night.

Last night's night was so difficult, what should she do tonight, the two of them are in the same room, is she going to refuse him for the rest of her life?

At dinner, everyone was barbecuing and drinking on the beach, Pei Xuan was making a fuss about letting Jiang Ziming drink, Pei Ran originally wanted not to allow it, but the two of them had already put it together, and when it was more than eleven o'clock, Pei Xuan was about to be knocked down, Pei Ran signaled Han Xiche to send Pei Xuan and them back to the room, and he helped Jiang Ziming upstairs.

Jiang Ziming kept staggering to read something halfway, Pei Ran didn't hear clearly, and as soon as he opened the door of the room, not long after the two of them entered, Jiang Ziming pushed Pei Ran against the wall, and a hot and familiar feeling almost drowned Pei Ran, and the smell of alcohol and drink on his lips were mixed.

If it was in the past, Pei Ran would be scared if she wanted to push it away, but after half a year, she knew his personality and simply let him kiss her, but she didn't have any response, she hated herself, why could she be so hot in front of Yan Zhuolang, but when it came to him, there was only indifference, or indifference.

When Jiang Ziming was tired and was panting all over, Pei Ran pushed him away slightly, and said very softly, "Ziming, you have drunk too much, go wash up first." ”

Jiang Ziming kissed Pei Ran's cheek and her earlobe as if he hadn't heard it, and finally said, "Ran, I want to ......"

He didn't say the next word, but it made Pei Ran feel a huge fear in his heart, but Jiang Ziming wanted her so much now, he didn't feel Pei Ran's strangeness at all.

Pei Ran took a deep breath, stabilized his mind, behave, go take a bath, I'll get you pajamas. ”

Jiang Ziming's whole weight was on Pei Ran's body, and he didn't intend to let go, his hand caressed her face, looking at her affectionately, this was the woman he dreamed of, how much he wanted to get her, at this moment, reason was about to crush the last emotional line in his heart, and he didn't know how many terrible things he could do for her.

In the dark, Pei Ran was stared at by him like this, only feeling that her chest was stuffy for a while, and there was a feeling that she was about to kick her breathlessly, she wanted to leave, but she was afraid of stabbing his heart.

Suddenly, she had a feeling of being so tired, she even missed the days of being single, she didn't love him, but it was really hard to cater to him, even if it was facing a man who loved her so much.

In the dark night, Jiang Ziming's voice wrapped Pei Ran in a small voice, "Ran, is it okay?" ”

The question he asked made Pei Ran really frightened, and even her legs were weak, she was barely leaning against her body against the wall, and there was only a little moonlight between the two of them, Pei Ran was so frightened that she didn't dare to move, she was afraid that if she moved, Jiang Ziming would ...... again

Neither of the two moved first, they were all thinking about what to do next, and on such a quiet night, Pei Ran could feel that his heartbeat was about to jump out.

Eighty-eight, eighty-nine...... Pei Ran counted with her heartbeat in her heart, her whole person was blind, and she didn't know how to calm her mood.

Just when Pei Ran was about to lose count of his heartbeat, Jiang Ziming suddenly took a step back and picked Pei Ran up into the master bedroom.

In the dark night, Pei Ran was so frightened that he hugged his neck tightly, and sweat was on his forehead.

When the two of them arrived at the beautiful big bed, Jiang Ziming gently put Pei Ran down, he also leaned over, his lips were attached to her lips, his hand was restless on her, the room was covered with heavy curtains, although he couldn't see others clearly, he could guess what he wanted to do next.

Maybe he's really waited too long, too long, and he can't wait anymore

Pei Ran dragged the sheets with her hands, the whole person was very tense because of fear, her brows had been frowning for a long time, and she said, "Ziming." ”

Jiang Ziming heard her voice, but only replied, "Ran, I miss you." ”

This sentence has been buried since the first day they were together, he can care about all her feelings for so long, and he can even wait for her, but now that the flame of desire has overshadowed his reason, he is afraid that if he doesn't say what he thinks in his heart, sooner or later he will suffocate himself.

After finishing speaking, he didn't wait for Pei Ran to say anything, he continued to kiss every part of her body, he was so affectionate, as if he wanted to move Pei Ran with his enthusiasm, he didn't want to be between them, he could only have no real name, he wanted to possess her, and he wanted her to be his own woman.

Pei Ran couldn't feel his enthusiasm now, she was only deeply afraid, she didn't know how to face what was going to happen for a while, and even several times, she wanted to push him away.

Jiang Ziming treats her well, but she is also very scared, and the past things come to her mind at the moment, and she doesn't know what to do.

Today she was wearing a blue and white striped skirt, and Jiang Ziming's hand had touched the bottom of her skirt. pants, his hand had touched her thighs.

As soon as he touched it, Pei Ran's whole person felt stiff, and at this moment, she finally couldn't stand her anymore, and said, "Ziming, don't." ”

Jiang Ziming was stunned, he stared at her as if he didn't hear clearly, but in the dark night, he couldn't see her expression clearly.

Pei Ran was lying on the bed, breathing heavily, Pei Ran's hands pushed him involuntarily, she always felt disgust in her heart, disgusted with the relationship between the two people.

After a minute, the two of them quieted down, Jiang Ziming didn't make any moves towards Pei Ran, he was just on her, he didn't know what to think, Pei Ran saw that he didn't move, and after breathing a sigh of relief, there was a huge sense of fear.

She knew that she had suppressed Jiang Ziming with a sentence just now, and suppressed all the possibilities between them.

But she just didn't know what to do, she just didn't want to go any further, maybe she was afraid, maybe she hadn't completely forgotten the past.

The room became very quiet, the surrounding sounds were very quiet, Pei Ran's heart was still fluttering, and he didn't know how long it took, and finally heard Jiang Ziming speak.

He asked, "How long are you going to keep me waiting?" ”

Pei Ran was stunned for a moment, how long will he wait?

She doesn't know, she may not be able to forget the past for the rest of her life, she can only turn her head to the side, she doesn't want to think about the future, she just wants to live the present now, she thinks it would be good to be able to live tonight.

Seeing that she didn't speak, Jiang Ziming continued, "Pei Ran, I've been waiting for you for more than a year, how long do you want me to wait, three years, five years, you give me a time." ”

Jiang Ziming's voice was very low, almost to the point of pleading, he loved her so much that when he didn't get him, he was terrified, he was afraid that she would leave, and he didn't know what to do.

What Pei Ran was afraid of was that Jiang Ziming would use this matter to force her, so she could only secretly adjust her breathing and said loudly, "Ziming, don't be like this, you drank too much." ”

Jiang Ziming got up from her body, "Ran, I am conscious, I know what I am doing to you now, I know very well what I want, you tell me an answer, I can wait." ”

Pei Ran's heart was mixed, and he really didn't know what to do.

Jiang Ziming forced her to ask for an answer in this situation today, but she didn't know how to answer, said next year, or did she not accept it in this life?

While Pei Ran was thinking about how to talk to Jiang Ziming, Jiang Ziming sat on the edge of the bed and took the initiative to say, "Ran, I don't mean to force you, it's just that we have been together for so long, you always have to give me a reason, otherwise I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself, otherwise I'm afraid I'm going crazy." ”

Reason?

Pei Ran's heart was very uncomfortable, and he always felt that he couldn't even breathe, what was the reason? She knew it in her heart, but she kept running away.

She didn't love Jiang Ziming, nor was she really unwilling, but as long as she wanted to have something happen to him, it was as if something had come out to stop Pei Ran, and she had already let herself try to get out all these messy ideas, but for so long, she had never succeeded once.

But how did she tell Jiang Ziming, she said that she had worked hard and tried many times, but there was an obstacle in her heart, she felt very strange as long as she thought about it, not to mention that she didn't know what to do, so as to make Jiang Ziming feel as sad as possible.

Pei Ran felt that she was really cruel to him, relying on her liking, she was unscrupulous, and she didn't know where Jiang Ziming's love would go one day after it ran out.

She didn't speak, a thousand words were like a fish in her throat, lying there, not daring to move.

Jiang Ziming sat there waiting for Pei Ran to speak, but Pei Ran didn't say a word, how he hoped he could give an explanation, even if it was her psychological disorder, even if it was ......