"Daughter-in-law, what are you thinking?" Ah Ping's shout pulled back my wandering thoughts, and subconsciously denied: "I didn't think about anything." But he pointed out: "Your eyes will be fixed when you think about things, and I won't see you like this again." ”

I couldn't help but be shocked, he was so carefully observed?

He didn't really ask, he stroked my face and made me look at him before he said slowly: "Actually, I've been thinking a lot about it these days, and I'm thinking about what you and Yuan'er are going to do every day?" Will anyone come to Lanyuan to find trouble after I leave, and what will you do if the concubine is embarrassed again? Although the imperial grandfather will protect you, it is impossible for him to keep an eye on you all the time, I have thought about all this. ”

"Just thinking about it, it's not like leaving our mother and son behind."

His black eyes locked on me, he put his lips against my ear, and his very soft voice penetrated into his eardrums: "No, daughter-in-law, I just want to leave that stinky boy, I don't want to leave you." ”

I was stunned and looked at him suspiciously, not understanding the meaning of his words.

I heard him say again: "I'll tell you a secret, I have already agreed with the emperor's grandfather that I will take you with me on this expedition." ”

Bring me? Marching to fight? I couldn't believe my ears, and even my tongue was knotted when I was about to ask: "Are you sure you want to go to war and take me?" Can I take my wife and children with me? ”

"Although I am nominally the deputy marshal, I am also the grandson of the emperor, why can't I bring some personal guards to go forward together? But tomorrow you may have to disguise yourself as a man to serve as my personal guard for the time being, which I have asked for with great difficulty. ”

"Wait," I was still a little confused, "it's okay for me to pretend to be your personal guard, but what is Yuan'er going to do?" He will definitely cry when he is hungry, should he bring Yun Gu with him? And what about Green Lotus and Yan Qi, can they also go together? ”

Ah Ping smiled bitterly: "Daughter-in-law, you and I will travel, drag the family and bring it with you, just one you and I have begged the emperor's grandfather for a long time." Yan Qi may be able to act as a personal guard with him, but the rest of the female dependents may not be able to. ”

"But if Yuan'er doesn't have Aunt Yun to follow, it's impossible for him to be weaned at such a young age."

Ah Ping stopped talking and looked at me with a faint look in his eyes.

As soon as the air quieted down, I felt that something was wrong, my brain thought back to what he said just now, and after filtering it a little bit, my heart sank, my eyes slowly widened, and I asked incredulously: "You mean to leave Yuan'er behind?" ”

"Daughter-in-law, listen to me......"

"Zhu Yunwen!" I exclaimed, "Yuan'er has only been around for more than a month, and you want to leave him alone in the palace?" ”

"But what? Just like you said, Yuan'er has only been around for more than a month, can you bear to let him run along the way, exposed to the wind and sun? Not to mention that he can't even bear you and me, but what can I do? The emperor's grandfather scolded me for treating the war as a child's play, how could I drag my family forward together. I couldn't kneel down for a long time and promise him that I would never treat the march and battle as a child's play, and that I would take you with me for peace of mind, otherwise I would be in Han even if I was in Cao Ying, and my ambition would only be worn out by worry. ”

I lost my voice, and I looked at him in amazement, not knowing what to say, because he had done so much behind it. I thought that in the past few days at the beginning of the year, he would at most go to Zhu Yuanzhang's palace to report and would not discuss politics again, but he didn't think that he was thinking a lot, and he had already planned for me.

Compared with Yuan'er, he is more at ease with me. Because Yuan'er has the glorious aura of the eldest son of his imperial grandson, whether it is Zhu Yuanzhang or Concubine Lu, they will only take care of it wholeheartedly, but I don't. I have to admit that the reality is that once I lose his protection, it will be difficult for me to survive in this palace. Any palace concubine, a plot may cost me my life, and even if Zhu Yuanzhang looks at me differently, it is impossible to make a big deal for me.

These things are the essence of the matter, and they are what he worries and considers the most.

But Yuan'er ...... It's only been a little more than a month, and you're going to be without your father and mother? I was wrong, I was still blaming him just now for losing the experience of watching Yuan'er grow up, but I would too.

The words are still in my ears: "It's not that I didn't think about bringing Yuan'er with me, and I also know that you can't bear and give up on him." But the emperor's grandfather has been extraordinarily gracious when he allowed you, and as soon as Yuan'er brought up the matter, he was furious, saying that how could there be a child in the army? Even if I am the emperor's grandson, I can't act so recklessly. Later, after calming down, the emperor's grandfather wrote an edict and asked Yuan'er to be taken to his side to raise, and waited for us to return triumphantly in the Fengxian Palace. ”

With Zhu Yuanzhang raising Yuan'er, I should have nothing to worry about, but all of a sudden, from separating from Ah Ping to being separated from Yuan'er, this psychological change forgives me for not being able to switch immediately.

However, Ah Ping, the bastard, didn't give me time to get used to it, and I forgot how I fell asleep in a daze, but when I opened my eyes, I found that it was already in the moving carriage. In the blink of an eye, the familiar figure sat beside me thoughtfully, not noticing that I was awake.

A little bit of thought in my head, a little bit of mood changed and I was sad, and everything was clear when I looked at the outfit on my body.

There was a sour feeling between his noses, and the corners of his eyes became wet in an instant. My movement attracted the attention of the people around me, and when I lowered my head and saw that the pupils in my eyes shrank when I woke up, I immediately called softly: "Daughter-in-law." ”

I closed my eyes and gritted my teeth word by word: "Zhu Yunwen, you can really do it." ”

He is indeed capable, more and more decisive, and less and less the little fool I thought he was at the beginning. knew that I would make trouble about Yuan'er, so he directly cut off my reluctance, and he was taken on the journey without even taking a picture of Yuan'er's face.

Hate? Of course hate, hate itching, but helpless. I'm already on the road, and I'm afraid I'm even far away from the capital, what's the use of making trouble now? Can he get me back? Obviously impossible. Am I going to run back to the palace alone against all odds? It won't be the best option either. What's more, all the previous emotions of parting and hatred, which one is not because of him? I am reluctant to let Yuan'er be left in the palace by us at such a young age, is it willing that he will go to the battlefield alone and life and death are unpredictable?

The two ends of the scale are not important, but in the end, it is his side that worries me more. As he said, Yuan'er will only be better and safer in the palace than on the road, with Zhu Yuanzhang's great-grandfather in the palace to take care of, and Concubine Lu's grandmother to pamper him, nothing will happen.

This time, Ah Ping probably knew that he was at a loss, and he didn't dare to forcibly come to hug me again, so he sat beside him and said, "Daughter-in-law, I know you must be blaming me in your heart, but ...... But that's the best way I can think of. I said that I would never let go of your hand again, and that I would protect you for the rest of my life, and then I had to do it. I will not put you out of reach, looking at your safety from afar, the pain at the beginning, it is enough to taste it once, there can be no next time. ”

Hearing this, I opened my eyes and looked at his silhouette from a flat perspective, with a deep and tough look, but there was a ghostly light in my eyes. When I think about the experience of going from south to north and then from north to south, I am suddenly relieved.

I always think it's difficult, but in fact, it's not difficult for him to protect me in the cracks? When I calmed down, I could understand that he had actually made a decision on Chinese New Year's Eve, and he was reminding me that he had no intention of leaving me in the palace when he made the decision to go to the Northern Yuan from the beginning. If a man doesn't leave you when he thinks about everything, it shows that he cares about you in his heart, what else can you complain about?

I calmed my anger and said softly: "Ah Ping, let the war end earlier, Yuan'er is still waiting for us to go back in the palace, I don't want to miss his first birthday." ”

Ah Ping's eyes were shocked, and he suddenly leaned down and kissed down, overwhelming the world.

I was not indifferent, and kissed back when his tongue came in quickly, and as soon as I felt my response, he became more and more excited, and the force suddenly increased, and the kiss became deeper and deeper, and the lips and tongues danced and entangled, and the breath between each other became more and more rapid. But he still didn't feel enough, and reached out to firmly support the back of my head, allowing the two lips and tongues to communicate more deeply.

At this time, I couldn't see his eyebrows, my vision was completely blocked by him, and I only knew that I was held in his arms and tightened.

During the period between the late pregnancy and the birth of the first child, there was almost no intimate behavior between the two of them, and at this time, the sudden love caused a little uncontrollable, and it was obvious that I felt the hardness somewhere under him, and the palm that was originally wrapped around my waist began to move, trying to reach under the clothes and touch my skin. At first, my mind was also dizzy, but when I felt his cool fingertips touch the skin on my waist, I woke up in an instant, and hurriedly pushed him hard, and pulled his hair if I couldn't push.

Finally he withdrew his lips, and I gasped and said, "No." ”

Taihu came, and the man was almost going to do it in the carriage.

The black eyes full of desire finally came to reason, and he cursed in annoyance: "Damn, why are you still in the carriage?" ”

I calmed down and said, "Even if you don't get in the carriage, since I disguised myself as a man and became your personal guard, we can't behave like you, otherwise your reputation will be damaged." ”

At this time, I am nominally his personal guard, and it stands to reason that I can't ride in the same carriage with him, and countless pairs of eyes in the army are watching, and if he is unscrupulous along the way, there will inevitably be ugly rumors. Men vs. men, is it for broken sleeves? On the day he ascended the throne of God, it was rumored that he once had a habit of breaking his sleeves, wouldn't he be scolded by the people of the world.

I can't let him do it! I made a secret decision in my heart.