Even if what Lu Yu did really made Qin Xuyang hate it, he had to admit that in the past ten years, there was a relationship between him and Lu Yu, at least if this matter was changed to anyone else, Qin Xuyang would not hesitate to abolish the other party, but for Lu Yu, he couldn't do it. He watched Lu Yu keep drinking regardless of life or death, and his face became darker and darker. He raised his hand and wanted to knock the wine glass off Lu Yu's hand, but just a second before he moved, Lu Yu suddenly began to cough violently......

"Lu Yu, what's wrong with you? What, why are you still coughing up blood? ”

The first to scream was Yan Shiyu, when she screamed, the people around her immediately surrounded her, Lu Yu was surrounded in the middle, and the coughing sound kept knocking on Qin Xuyang's heart like a small hammer.

"Ah...... Qin Xuyang, come here, Xiao Luyu fainted......"

Qin Xuyang, who was almost standing outside the crowd, finally reacted to this scream, he instinctively rushed into the crowd, picked up Lu Yu who was lying on the ground, and got directly onto the nearest speedboat.

Before the speedboat departed, Li Yue, who had been standing on the side, also jumped up, and everyone only thought that Lu Yu had a close relationship with the fiancée, only Qin Xuyang, and an instant surprise flashed in his eyes.

Waiting for the speedboat to drive far away, Qin Xuyang spoke: "What are you doing here?" ”

Li Yue laboriously took off the high heels on her feet, rolled her eyes, and said: "You are gone, how embarrassing it is to leave me, besides, I will come with you, you and your parents, my parents are easy to explain!" ”

Li Yue has always been smart, which is why the two have kept in touch for so many years, Li Yue is free and proud enough, so when Li Yue proposed to try together, Qin Xuyang agreed. Later, because of Lu Yu, Qin Xuyang wanted to get engaged in advance, and Li Yue knew what was going on, and almost didn't say anything else except asking for the scene to be grand enough and pompous.

Qin Xuyang had no doubt that if Li Yue found out that they were not suitable one day, he would leave him without hesitation, so in his relationship with Li Yue, Qin Xuyang could be completely honest.

However, because of this, Qin Xuyang felt somewhat sorry for Li Yue, "Li Yue, I'm sorry." ”

This is one of the few apologies in his life, but Li Yue didn't appreciate it, pouted and said:

"If it weren't for the fact that you are handsome, my aunt and grandmother would not be willing! I'm tired of wearing high heels, and the ceremony is good, but, don't think that I'm dead set on you, it's still the same sentence, let's just try, if it's not suitable, you will divide it, you got engaged in advance just to make Lu Yu die, you owe me a personal favor for this matter, but! Don't take it too seriously, we both grew up abroad, and I'm very happy to get engaged, you're so popular in China, I'm quite face-saving in front of those girlfriends, and I'm not at a loss, put away your set of machismo, you don't have to be responsible for having a child this year, just such an engagement, and apologize, it's not like you! ”

Qin Xuyang glanced at Li Yue deeply, raised his hand and touched her soft hair, and didn't speak again.

Li Yue may have been really tired, leaning on his shoulder and falling asleep, Qin Xuyang drove for more than half an hour before returning to the shore, Li Yue followed him all the way to send Lu Yu into the room, and waited until the doctor came before saying to Qin Xuyang: "He's all because of you." ”

Qin Xuyang was silent for a moment, and finally said "En", Li Yue sighed lightly and said: "I didn't expect my idol to be still an infatuation seed, but it's a pity that it's bent, otherwise I would have to charm many girls." ”

Qin Xuyang was used to Li Yue joking like this, so he didn't answer again, and asked the doctor:

"How's he doing?"

The doctor shook his head helplessly, and said slowly: "I have already had symptoms of stomach bleeding before, and I don't know how to pay attention to my body, but I actually drink again, and now it must be worsening." He has a fever now, I will give him an intravenous drip first, and when the fever subsides, I will go to the hospital for a gastroscopy, and I can't judge what it will become. ”

When Qin Xuyang heard the doctor say this, his heart sank a little.

"Doctor, when will he wake up?" Qin Xuyang asked.

The doctor finished giving Lu Yu a drip, and replied while packing up his things: "Temporary shock, wake up soon, someone has to be with you all the time during this time, drop these bottles, before you can pull out the needle, and then go to the hospital as soon as possible, it shouldn't be a big problem, but you young people, one by one, don't take health seriously......

Hearing the doctor say that the problem was not big, Qin Xuyang was relieved, and the doctor babbled for a long time, but Qin Xuyang didn't listen to a word, but just paid attention to Lu Yu blankly. As soon as the doctor left, Li Yue spoke again,

"You really don't mean anything to him?"

Qin Xuyang was stunned, as if he didn't hear what she meant, and after seeing Li Yue for a long time, Li Yue suddenly stepped forward and hugged his waist, and said sullenly: "You so-called straight men, in fact, you may not be really upright and unbending, to be honest, I sincerely advise you to think clearly, while our relationship is not deep now, there is still room to turn back, I tell you, I will fall in love with you in the future, so I will say that I will not break up with anything!" ”

Li Yue's words made Qin Xuyang a little unsure of how to respond, and he was silent for a long time before he raised his hand and touched Li Yue's head, and said, "No, don't you think about it, aren't you tired?" Find a room to rest. Later, when his agent returns, I will go over to accompany you. ”

Li Yue didn't speak again, turned around and left.

Qin Xuyang looked down at Lu Yu, the not deep and shallow scar on his forehead fell into his eyes, and an inexplicable emotion surged over.

He just sat in front of Lu Yu's bed, thinking a lot for a while, perhaps, should he have a good chat with him. He was upset, but Lu Yu's eyelids moved slightly. A moment later, with some difficulty, he opened his eyes, and saw the man he had been thinking about sitting in front of his bed, a pair of dark eyes all over him.

"Qin Xuyang, don't go!"

He spoke, his voice was indescribably hoarse, but his tone was full of anxiety, Qin Xuyang looked at his haggard appearance, and only felt that he was afraid that he would kill this kid's whole family in his last life.

"Wake up first, I have something to tell you."

Qin Xuyang replied to him coldly, but there was not much coldness on his face, he looked up to see if he needed to change the hanging bottle, and looked down at Lu Yu for a long time, and found that there was nothing abnormal, before he put his eyes back on Lu Yu again.

Lu Yu was immersed in his rare tenderness, and his thoughts were very chaotic for a while, but he woke him up, and he already remembered that the person in front of him was already engaged.

"What do you want to tell me?" He asked, with some difficulty.

Qin Xuyang glanced at him gloomily, sighed lightly and said slowly: "What happened that night, I will treat it as if nothing happened, and you will ...... in the future."

"I won't embarrass you in the future, don't worry." Before he finished speaking, Lu Yu had already picked it up by himself, and Qin Xuyang didn't know what it was like to see him so resolute, but before he could come up with a reason, Lu Yu continued:

"Qin Xuyang, don't think it hasn't happened, I can't let it go if you can do it, I've been thinking about you for so many years, it's not something that can be seen overnight."

Qin Xuyang was so dumbfounded by his tepid counter-general, Lu Yu really didn't feel embarrassed, but Qin Xuyang was confessed again by him so bluntly, and he couldn't answer anything.

Then, I heard Lu Yu continue: "I remember that you taught me that you have to have a bottom line to be a man, otherwise you will be no different from a beast, so I apologize for what happened that night, I have begged for many years but I can't get it, and I am used to it if I can't get you, but I don't want you to disappoint you, and I won't do anything that destroys other people's marriages." ”

Qin Xuyang watched his dark pupils gradually lose focus, he didn't even look at him anymore, just looked at a certain place in such a daze, and said word by word, Qin Xuyang couldn't say what he felt in his heart, in short, he was not very happy. After a long silence, he only said, "You have never let me down." ”

Lu Yu finally turned his head to look at him, a forced smile tugged at the corner of his mouth, and he said in a dumb voice: "Although I don't want to, but I have no choice, I know that I am about to disappoint you." ”

Perhaps his tone was too calm, Qin Xuyang didn't react for a while, and only listened to him continue:

"I want to terminate the contract with your studio, and then set up my own door, I will pay all the liquidated damages, and I will not appear in front of you again."

Lu Yu said the most decisive words in the most bland tone, and Rao is Qin Xuyang didn't expect him to do this. Lu Yu's gentle and jade-like skin is actually a paranoid and stubborn heart, since he was so young, the decisions he made have never changed, Qin Xuyang would never have thought that he would one day worry about this kid to this extent.

He thought about it for a long time, but he still couldn't think of how to answer him, as if his emotions had been led by him since he confessed, thinking of this, he felt that if he didn't treat this kid again, he might really not know how many eyes Ma Wang Ye had.

"Your contract is signed for 20 years, and if you terminate the contract in advance, you will have to pay all the responsibilities, and you have not been in the circle for a year and a half, you should know that you can't solve this contract, the key is to look at me."

Lu Yu's blank eyes suddenly became bitter, "Then what do you want to do?" ”

It was obviously embarrassing, but Qin Xuyang was not ashamed, and said: "Just based on what happened that day, it is not too much for me to ban you, I have praised you for ten years, and finally became an actor, I want to fly when my wings are stiff, there is no such good thing, do it in the studio, nothing will change between me and you." ”

The meaning of his words Lu Yu naturally understood, and there was only a bitter smile left at the end, he couldn't refute his words, but he had to say something.

He suddenly took Qin Xuyang's hand, using his left hand with a needle. As soon as Qin Xuyang wanted to break away, he instantly retracted his strength, and when Lu Yu clenched him hard, the green tendons on the back of his hand supported the needles, and he didn't have the consciousness of being taken advantage of by the same sex from the bottom of his heart, so he just sighed and let him go.

"Qin Xuyang, when I was 12 years old, you signed me, and I became your only artist, and at that time, you were like a savior in my eyes. But later, you became more and more of a jerk, didn't give me the show, and threw me back to school. You are dictatorial, authoritarian, and domineering! I really hated you back then. ”

Qin Xuyang only raised his eyebrows and looked at him when he heard this, and his eyes slowly swept to the hand he was holding, as if to say, "Then you should let go!" ”

Lu Yu smiled helplessly, held his hand tighter, and continued: "But later, I realized that you let me go to school for my own good, you want me to live back to the life that my peers should live, only you remember that I was just a child, my dead parents only treated me as a cash cow, my grandmother waited for me to buy medicine, my brother waited for me to breastfeed, and no one remembered that I was only 12 years old!" Only you, Qin Xuyang, only you. ”

Lu Yu's eyes were slightly red, Qin Xuyang couldn't be indifferent anymore, this kid had never said such a thing in front of him, Qin Xuyang only felt that the meat buns had not been fed to the white-eyed wolf all these years. Although he also had a hundred tastes in his heart, his face was still calm, and he glanced at Lu Yu, signaling that he was listening.

Lu Yu was used to his appearance, and continued: "Before you signed me, I was already disgusted by this circle because of overexposure, I can't act, I only make money, it's because of you, I became a real artist, and my acting skills were taught by you." Now that I have won the actor, I know that everything I have is given by you, and I am grateful to you, but I know very well in my heart that my feelings for you are more than grateful. ”

Speaking of this, Qin Xuyang finally understood what Lu Yu wanted to say, Lu Yu has been good at observing people's hearts since he was a child, just like Qin Xuyang understands Lu Yu, Lu Yu also understands Qin Xuyang, he knows Qin Xuyang's attitude because he doesn't face his feelings, he thinks that he is just grateful to him.

Therefore, Lu Yu ignored Qin Xuyang's slightly frowning brows, and then said: "When I graduated from junior high school at the age of 15, you sat down to attend my graduation ceremony, at that time, I stood on the stage to give a speech, but what I wanted to say the most was about you, at that time, I only had one thought, I wanted to be with you, the kind of together that will never be separated."

Qin Xuyang, I'm not grateful to you, if I were grateful, my thoughts at the time would be that I want to repay you well, I will listen to you, I want to shoot a lot of scenes and win a lot of awards, but I know very well that I don't think so, I just want to hug you, I want to kiss you, I want to ......"

"Say no more!"

Lu Yu's affectionate confession ended again in vain, because Qin Xuyang really couldn't listen to it anymore, listening to a person of the same sex expressing his desire for him so nakedly, for a straight man, it was really an indescribable Kaying, his frowning brows seemed to have no sign of stretching, and he looked at Lu Yu expressionlessly and couldn't speak for a long time.

Lu Yu finally slowly let go of his hand and said lightly, "You can't stand it, right?" Do you feel disgusted? ”

Qin Xuyang's pupils shrank slightly, and he didn't answer, nor did he react otherwise. But Lu Yu already knew the answer, he slowly got up, with a miserable smile on his pale face, he said slowly: "I don't understand myself either, maybe I already liked you when I didn't even know what love was, but as long as I can have some way, I won't confess to you." Do you want me to play a role in front of you for the rest of my life? ”

Having said this, there is no need to go on, Qin Xuyang couldn't help but feel helpless, and said in his heart, this kid's heart is now fully played, he wants to make a big thing small, so he told him in a roundabout way, how big is this matter, in the final analysis, this matter can't be good.

Qin Xuyang is a person who values affection, but he is definitely not the kind of person whose mother-in-law is indecisive.

"A few days ago, Cheng Qian talked to me about a play, Hollywood, the second male, I think it's an opportunity, I will take Li Yue to the United States together, if I can......" If you can develop well, you may have been staying abroad, he didn't finish his words later, Lu Yu's face seemed to be a little whiter, Qin Xuyang knew, he understood.

But he continued: "You don't have to terminate the contract, I'll leave the studio to you." ”

"You don't have to be so nice to me." Lu Yu looked at him expressionlessly, but his words couldn't help but be a little depressed.

Qin Xuyang just replied lightly: "Do I owe you?" Lu Yu, don't forget, you can get to this point, you don't rely on you alone, don't come up with the broken can and broken set, who are you decadent to see? ”

Lu Yu: "......"

Qin Xuyang saw that he couldn't answer, and continued: "If you really have a heart, help me build the studio, and in the future, I will be on an equal footing with Dongrui, and I will be worthy of me." ”

Lu Yu was speechless by what he said, opened his mouth, and finally didn't say anything. Qin Xuyang knew that when it came to this, it would be over, so he moved slightly, ready to get up and leave.

As soon as he stood up, his hand was grabbed by Lu Yu again, "Qin Xuyang, can I hug you?" ”

As an actor, even if it is a hug that is acted, Qin Xuyang can't give it, but he knows that he shouldn't give it.

"I can't."

He said these two words bluntly and coldly, but his heart was troubled, no matter how many roles he played, Qin Xuyang felt that no emotion could affect him as deeply as now, making him just want to leave.

He didn't hesitate, turned around and left, but heard Lu Yu say in that hoarse voice: "If you can, don't say goodbye." ”

His footsteps paused, but he didn't look back after all, but Lu Yu's hoarse voice was like a thorn in Qin Xuyang's heart, very deep.