Chapter 177: The Day of Reincarnation (23) 589 days

"Is this all you know about me?"

"Well, those are all of them." Wolf Fang said and handed the notebook in his hand to Mo Li.

In the way they have always done, today it is still a restoration and recreation of the original itinerary. When he was in the Book City just now, Wolf Fang used the time Mo Li and her friends were reading books to record all the information about Mo Li that he knew but Mo Li had forgotten.

"The most annoying dish is scrambled eggs with tomatoes?" Mo Li frowned slightly as he looked at the information in the notebook, turned his head and looked at the wolf tooth suspiciously, "Why?" It's definitely one of my favorite dishes. ”

Wolffang shook his head, "I don't know. ”

In fact, he knew why Mo Li hated tomato scrambled eggs the most, although it was not Mo Li who told him personally, but his guess, but he thought that it was 99% possible that it was because during the days of being trapped in the endless room, Mo Li kept eating this kind of dish, from his favorite until he was completely bored and never wanted to move again. However, he would not tell Mo Li this reason now, after all, Mo Li did not know the existence of the Endless Room.

"Your impression of the time reset is getting deeper." Wolf Fang looked at Mo and said, "If it goes on like this, one day you should be able to completely remember what happened before the reset." ”

Mo Li blinked, turned to look at him and asked, "Do you remember exactly what was going to happen on this day—that is, what we've been doing all the time, or can I remember whatever I did before the reset?" ”

Wolf Fang was slightly stunned, he didn't expect Mo Li to put forward such a conjecture, he thought about it for a while and shook his head, "I don't know, this kind of influence only exists in you, I haven't felt it, and I can't guess which situation it will be in the end." ”

Or maybe he wished Mo Li could finally remember the events of the seven years since July 21, 2005, until they entered this room.

"Ah, so be it, wait until the day I can remember it completely." Mo Li shrugged his shoulders and handed the notebook back to Wolf Fang, "What's next?" We're going to the movies? ”

"Hmm," Wolf Fang nodded, "go buy a bottle of water first, and then go to the cinema." ”

"Okay, okay, fully restored." Mo Li pursed his lips and paused for two seconds before saying again, "Hey, Lu Haisheng, actually, I still want to remember every day of this period of reset." ”

Wolf Fang pursed his lips at the expectant look on Mo Li's face, smiled silently and quickly regained his composure, and then spoke.

"Remember what's good about each day, and do the same thing every day anyway, no matter how many times you reset it, it's just the same day."

Mo Li frowned, turned his head to look at the wolf fang, and retorted, "How can it be the same?" Do we say and do exactly the same thing every day? Even if most of them are the same, something must have changed! Besides, doing the same thing once can't be the same as doing the same thing a hundred times! Even though time keeps resetting and I do the same thing every day, I do it again and again, and I feel like I'm missing a part of my life because I don't remember it. ”

"It's repetitive, it's the same day, and there's nothing special about it, you just have to remember one of the days, wouldn't it?" Wolf Fang felt as if he couldn't understand Mo Li's train of thought, and turned his head to look at her strangely.

"It can't be exactly the same." Mo Li shook his head, paused for a few seconds, and then added, "Even if it's exactly the same, I hope I can remember every day." ”

"Why?" Wolf Fang squinted slightly, he was puzzled, after all, although he could endure such a repetition day after day, it did not mean that such a day would make him happy, "If we can't find a solution in the end, you will be stuck on the same day, you can only repeat the same thing every day, and the next day will never come, if this is the case, will you still want to remember every day?" I mean, if you're stuck in this inescapable cycle of samsara, not remembering each day at least makes you think you have a future and look forward to it. ”

"If I remember every day I repeated, I wouldn't have a future?"

Wolf Fang saw the way Mo Li looked at him, as if she was surprised by his point of view, and she continued, "As long as I live, I will always have a future." ”

Wolf Tooth didn't expect Mo Li to say such a thing, it seemed to be very reasonable, but it seemed to be illogical, he was thinking about how to question it, and Mo Li's voice came again.

"I'm not afraid that I can remember every day if I really have to be stuck forever, I'm just afraid that I know everything that is going to happen today, and I don't know how many times I've done it. As long as I can remember, then every repetition of mine is meaningful. Because I have a memory, I can try to do something different from what I used to be, try to make a change over and over again, and the expectation of this change is my future. ”

Wolf Fang looked at Mo Li's calm appearance, lowered his eyes and did not speak. He was now unsure that they would be able to escape from this day of infinite reincarnation. And if they really have to be trapped here indefinitely, Wolf Fang hopes that Mo Li can be as optimistic and calm as the answer she gave at this time, even if he doesn't think Mo Li really can do it.

After all, the biggest question before them is not how to live happily in this day of infinite reincarnation, but how to confirm whether there is still hope of escape.

If they confirm that there is no hope, they can naturally free themselves from this repetition, but that a new day will not come, they will not grow old, and they can do whatever they want in this world according to their own wishes, anyway, only they will remember what happened after the time reset.

But as long as they are not sure that they have lost all hope, and cannot make up their minds to give up this hope, they can only hope to escape from this room, and keep repeating the same day, and keep making each day the same as it was, doing the same things, reading the same books, eating the same things, watching the same movies, and not changing the appearance of anything.

Therefore, it is precisely this faint hope that will become the source of real torment for them.

Wolf Fang was thinking about it, but suddenly heard Mo Li say again.

"Lu Haisheng, speaking of time reset, don't you always have a memory? Every day before was the same, right? Is it hard for you to remember every day? ”

Mo Li's face was full of curiosity, but Wolf Fang didn't know how to answer her question, and finally just shook his head, "It's almost time, it's time for us to go to the cinema." ”

Mo Li muttered softly, seemingly dissatisfied with this answer, but he didn't continue to ask, which made Wolf Fang breathe a sigh of relief.

It's not that he doesn't want to answer Mo Li's question, it's that he doesn't know how to answer.

The wolf tooth will not find it unbearable, because he is a man without a future himself. Before meeting Mo Li, although his days were not the same, it was also an endless reincarnation. In that reincarnation, he faced all the dangers alone, alone in the struggle between life and death, without a past, without a future, without companions, and perhaps without a self. It was only after meeting Mo Li that he truly realized that he was still alive, that he had thoughts and emotions in addition to instinct, and that he was still a person.

This reincarnation is not terrible to him, and he doesn't care if it is repeated every day, because she is by his side.

But he couldn't tell her about this for the time being, and Wolf Fang secretly looked at Mo Li with his spare eyes, and made a silent decision in his heart - he would tell her when they successfully escaped from this room.

Although I don't know how long it will take, this day will definitely come, and he will not accept defeat. And before he finds a way to escape from here, before this day comes, all he has to do is help Mo Li endure the pain of reincarnation and not collapse in such a life.

After buying the movie ticket, the two of them entered the theater, although they already had a vague impression, but for Mo Li, this was still a movie that she hadn't seen after all, so she was not very bored, but looked at the movie screen intently.

Wolf Fang didn't dare to be interested in the movies he had watched hundreds of times, just leaned back in his chair and tilted his head slightly, staring at Mo Li's flickering face and the light reflected in his eyes under the light refracted by the screen.

He knew that he had indeed changed, and after five hundred and eighty-nine days with Mo Li—perhaps, five hundred and seventy-eight days to be exact—his feelings for Mo Li were no longer beyond his control.

Wolf Fang is willing to like someone because liking this feeling is within his control. He is confident that he can not be affected by this emotion and only make the most rational choices. But he is reluctant to fall in love with someone, because love is a disease, an emotion that is completely out of his control, which will affect his judgment and make him lose his calm and objectivity.

Whether it was before or now, his purpose has not changed - he wants Mo Li to remember him forever, he wants her to love him forever, no matter where he is, whether he lives or dies, as long as she is still or for a second, she can only belong to him alone.

It's just that originally, he thought that this was the reward that Mo Li should pay for his protection.

And now, what Mo Li should repay is his love for her.

He is willing to do anything for Mo Li, and is willing to give all his life for Mo Li to protect her, but he doesn't want to love her, but he already loves her.

For Mo Li's feelings, it was beyond the scope of what he was willing to pay, but he had already paid it again.

Therefore, Mo Li must fall in love with him and repay him.

He doesn't need Mo Li to give his life for himself, he wants Mo Li to live, he wants her to love him and live, live a long time, and live without forgetting.

Wolf Fang took her eyes off Mo Li's face and bent slightly to pick up the purse on the ground - a pink purse with a strawberry pattern that would fall out of Mo Li's pocket every time, and each time she would not notice until the end of the movie.

He held his wallet in his hand, leaned back on the chair and closed his eyes slightly, today he didn't want to discuss any conjectures or plans with Mo Li as before, he just wanted to rest quietly for a while, relax his nerves, and relieve his fatigue.

It's hard to see your true heart, and it's tiring to admit that you're emotionally tired, but at the same time, Wolf Fang is also glad that it's not too late for him to see clearly.

She still owes herself a kiss wolf tooth to lean back, relax her body Don't worry, it's not time yet

Soon, though.