Chapter 176: The Day of Reincarnation (22) 589 Heaven
"Hello, Mo Li, I'm Lu Haisheng."
Wolf Fang read the self-introduction he had said I don't know how many times, and felt that he really felt numb. He had always thought that after spending such a long time alone in the Endless Room, which could not be counted in exactly, he would not feel numb to anything. However, he did not think that one day he would do the same thing over and over again, over and over again.
How many days is it that time resets? He thought back to it in his heart, yesterday was the 588th day, so today is the 589th day.
"Lu Haisheng, don't you have something to tell me? Or a question? ”
Wolf Fang looked at Mo Li and pursed his lips, and suddenly felt a little stuffy in his chest, he couldn't tell what it was like, but he knew very well that he didn't like this feeling at all. After a few seconds of silence, he nodded, "We are stuck in a time reset, July 21, 2005, this day has been looping, if you don't believe me, please think about it, about the book you plan to read in the book city today, do you know who is the real murderer in that book." ”
Wolf Fang looked at the expression on Mo Li's face, she seemed to be thinking about something very complicated, and did not immediately answer his words. Now the wolf fang can be sure that the impact of the time reset on Mo Li has finally changed Mo Li's body again
When was the last time Moli changed? Three hundred and ten days? Or three hundred and seventy days? He couldn't remember.
It's the same thing every day, and even if the wolffangs have an amazing memory and want to remember a special day, they can't resist this mechanical immutability.
The same day does not need much memory, after all, there is no difference between yesterday, the day before yesterday, and the day before yesterday. However, he still remembered the day Mo Li changed last time, and it was the first time Mo Li realized that they had been trapped in the time reset for a long time.
After that day, according to Mo Li's proposal, they began to reconstruct Mo Li's original day's itinerary, hoping to find some new clues. Because Mo Li guessed, maybe the reason for the time reset was not her, but something that happened to her today. Because of this, they didn't repeat Mo Li's conversation at the table at home, and without that conversation, Mo Li didn't realize that they had been trapped for a long time.
Wolf Fang also thought about what the impact of the time reset would be on Mo Li. Based on Mo Li's repeated changes, it is speculated that the time reset should have had an impact on Mo Li's consciousness, rather than causing any changes in her body. According to his guess, the more times time reset, the more impressive Mo Li became of what had happened in a day.
At the beginning, Mo Li was completely unaware of the time reset, that is, when Mo Li refused to believe him. Later, Mo Li probably began to have a vague feeling, and with this feeling, under his own guidance, the wolf fang made Mo Li believe in the existence of time reset. After that, Wolf Fang believed that Mo Li's impression deepened every day, but the speed of this deepening was too slow, and it would take many, many days before this quantitative change would cause a qualitative change, and eventually Mo Li would react differently to the same situation—just like now.
Seeing that Mo Li was still pensive, Wolf Fang thought for a while, and added again, "This question was asked by you before, and you told me before, as long as you ask you this question, you will understand that the time reset I am talking about really exists." ”
Hearing the wolf's words, Mo Li raised his eyes to look at him, pursed his lips slightly, and said after a few seconds, "Yes, I believe you." In fact, I have a very strange feeling, you know the sense of déjà vu? ”
"Déjà vu?" Wolf Fang looked at Mo Li calmly, did he feel that a new qualitative change had occurred, "What is that?" ”
"I just feel like the same thing has happened." Mo Li frowned slightly, and explained in an organized language, "For example, when I first saw you, although I hadn't seen you before in my memory, I had a very vague feeling, I felt that we had known each other here, what did you do with me, and what questions did you ask me, I think it should be the time reset you said, right?" ”
Wolf Fang nodded slightly, he knew that this was Mo Li's stronger and stronger impression of what happened today.
"It's true that it's because of the time reset, we've discussed it before, and the time reset will have a stronger and stronger impact on you." Wolf Fang looked at the time on his watch, "I'll take your breakfast back to your parents first, and I'll wait for you here." Wait until your parents are gone, and then you come down to me. ”
Mo Li frowned slightly, hesitated slightly, and nodded after hesitating slightly, "Okay." ”
Watching Mo Li walk into the door, the wolf tooth stayed for a while before turning around and walking to the side, sitting down by the flower bed in the community, thinking about Mo Li's changes today.
It can already be determined that the impact of time reset on Mo Li has indeed made her impression of today stronger and stronger. It's just that Mo Li can only feel that this impression is getting stronger, but he doesn't feel the process of strengthening the impression. Wolf Fang's elbows rested on his knees, his palms resting on his foreheads, and he looked down at his own shadow on the ground. This can be regarded as good news, as long as this is repeated day by day, deepening Mo Li's impression day by day, one day she will be able to fully remember what happened, the only deficiency is that how many times it will be repeated to make Mo Li remember everything completely.
Wolf Fang's other hand reached for the ground, fingers sliding unconsciously across the ground. The potholes in the ground rubbed against the calluses on his fingertips, rough to the touch, but no pain.
But what if they didn't get that day, and they hadn't figured out how to untie the time reset?
If Mo Li can completely remember what happened after resetting it a few hundred more times, then the time reset after that can't change Mo Li. If they still can't find a way out of this room then, will they be trapped here forever?
Wolf Fang pursed his lips slightly, he suddenly had some anticipation and some luck, if they really couldn't escape this room in the end, then wouldn't it be just to fulfill his wish? Endless time is not terrible for him, he has long been accustomed to endless reincarnation, and this time he can no longer face the long time alone, and the person he likes will be by his side. He can have a person in its entirety, a person who belongs only to him, a bond that belongs only to him.
But Wolf Fang knew very well that Mo Li was not the same as him.
He was able to endure such a long and endless time, and it was precisely because he lost his memory, he did not remember what he had, so having nothing became less terrible. And Mo Li is different from him, Mo Li has a past, a self and a memory, so she will look forward to the future. And this repetition day after day is like a pool of stagnant water with no waves, no future, no hope, and no way to have any expectations for Mo Li.
And this kind of Mo Li can really endure the endless reincarnation, and the wolf tooth doesn't want to think about the answer anymore, because he knows very well that the most likely result is that Mo Li goes crazy in such a reincarnation, or feels that life is better than death, and seeks death wholeheartedly.
Wolf Fang's fingers scratched the ground slightly, and he sighed and clenched into a fist.
He suddenly regretted a little, regretted staying by Mo Li's side, regretted giving that decision to her, regretted letting her enter the room where he decided to stay by himself.
Wolf Fang really wants someone in this world to belong to him, and he also hopes that someone will always remember him and prove that he once existed. He hoped that this person could be Mo Li, because he liked Mo Li, and from Mo Li he felt what he had always wanted, warmth, kindness, brightness, and more things he couldn't tell.
It's just that he hopes that this person he likes can be safe.
He hopes that Mo Li can live well, be able to escape from the endless room and return to the original world, and be able to have a normal life, tomorrow and future.
He didn't want to trap her like this and let her be destroyed in despair.
Wolf Fang looked at the ground, suddenly realizing what his finger had just scratched. That's a number – 589.
It's been five hundred and eighty-nine days, and if you count it according to the normal time, it's been a year and a half
Wolf Fang let out a chuckle, although Mo Li didn't remember every day, but he remembered everything. If you count it like this, he has known Mo Li for a year and a half. A year and a half may not be a long time, but for him, it may be the whole of his life.
A footstep slowly approached from a distance, and the wolf fang didn't need to look up to make out that it came from Mo Li. He waited quietly for Mo Li to come to him, and without warning, for a moment, he suddenly realized something, as if something in his heart had changed.
The change took place quietly, faintly and slowly, and seemed to permeate his heart bit by bit, and then spread to his entire body and soul, every minute and every second, without him noticing.
In fact, this kind of change is very common, it happens to everyone, but it is never controlled by people. Once the change has begun, it cannot be stopped, and many times, the person who produces this change is like him, until it is long after the change is completed, until a special or ordinary moment, until his whole heart and soul are occupied, he will suddenly notice it.
What has changed is something in my heart, which is called like before the change, and ** after the change.
"Lu Haisheng?"
Wolf Fang turned his head to look at Mo Li, and he felt that this was the first time—the first time he could see his heart so clearly. It's no longer complicated or cluttered, and the holes and holes that used to be are gone. There was only one thing left in it, but this one thing filled every space in his heart.
It was a man, and this man was standing in front of him.
"Let's go, let's go to the Book City, I'll tell you on the way about the time reset that the road is still far away, and there is still enough time."
Wolf Fang saw Mo Li's puzzled expression, but he didn't intend to explain anything, just showed a shallow smile.
I love you, don't leave me to want you to love me.
There is still a long way to go, and I still have enough time.
There is still a long way to go, and we still have enough time.