Chapter 308: I can't bear my mother
My hands trembled when I took them. I just feel that holding this bag is like holding a hope......
When I got it, I suddenly didn't dare to open it!
I'm afraid that the methods inside won't work for Shan'er, and I'm afraid that the little hope that has been raised with great difficulty will be shattered again when the time comes! It's like a life-saving straw, but I don't know if it's a good child! Our hearts were pounding, and the Faceless Ghost was watching, neither of us spoke.
After a long time, the faceless ghost still spoke. "Or else...... Great Ancestor, let me come, right? ”
I gave it to him, but when I was about to open it, my heart rose to my throat again, and I took it back. "I'll do it anyway."
"En......"
This time, I mustered up the courage and took a few deep breaths before I finally opened the bag! Before I could see what was inside, a phantom image of the golden silkworm came out of it and burrowed into my head.
She floated quietly in my mind, like a child, looking at me. She stared at me for a long time before she finally sighed softly, "Child......"
With just these two words, my heart felt as if it had been touched by something, and I couldn't help but burst into tears. Choked up, "Mother-in-law." ”
"My mother-in-law said before that love is the strongest poison in the world, not only love, but also family affection. If the seven emotions and six desires continue, the pain will continue. Do you remember what your mother-in-law said to you on the day he was born? He has a difficult future ahead and a difficult road, and if I were to take him away, I would have avoided the pain of the future, and I would not have to suffer from the pain of today's sickness. To this day, you believe your mother-in-law's words? ”
I was so uncomfortable that I didn't speak, as if I saw a relative, I only knew how to cry.
"Then do you regret not handing him over to me that day?"
I was scratching my heart and lungs, and I didn't know how to answer. Regret it? Don't regret it? Seeing Shan'er's painful appearance now, I don't know if it was right or wrong that day......
"That's it! This wisp of geism can't last long, and now that you've opened it, it's a sign that he's terminally ill, and there's no way out for you...... In the bag, there is a lock heart pill. This Locking Heart Pill can't save his life, but it can keep his body and body locked and immortal for ten years. If you can find a way during this period, then there is a possibility of resurrection. If you fail to find a way during this period, after ten years, your fate will not change, and it will be even more uncomfortable, and your soul will be destroyed......"
She said to the end, emphasizing. "Remember, once you use this Locking Heart Pill, you can't regret it. Use it with caution......"
Ten years later, it will be even more uncomfortable and soul-destroying......
This sentence was like a magic spell, and when I opened my eyes and looked at this Lock Heart Pill again, I couldn't help but shake my hands. I couldn't hear the conversation with my mother-in-law, and the faceless ghost couldn't hear it, so I kept asking anxiously next to me, "Great Ancestor, how do you use this elixir?" Can it cure little adults? ”
I shook my head bitterly, "No...... can only protect him for ten years, living like a vegetative person. ”
"Ahh The faceless ghost was shocked, and for a long time, he lowered his head again. The disappointment he didn't say, I understood and deeply understood. Put away this Lock Heart Pill, maybe this thing seems to be chicken, but it can actually help?
After putting it away, I continued to boil medicine for Shan'er.
Boil the medicine, put it aside and warm it, and when I passed by Shan'er's room, I suddenly heard a little movement. It seems that Shan'er is talking to someone......
I pushed the door open a little bit in confusion, and saw Shan'er lying on the bed, unable to get up at all, only able to look sideways. And next to his head, there was a little squirrel, who somehow got into the house, and it seemed that the two seemed to know each other quite well. Shan'er was talking to it, looking weak.
And it will lean next to Shan'er's shoulder, nibbling on the pine nuts in his hand while listening to Shan'er's words.
Shan'er said a word now, and it took several breaths to breathe, and it was very difficult to finish.
But this is so, and the little squirrel is still very patient to listen.
I was curious for a moment, so I listened slightly. I heard Shan'er chattering there, "Xiao Huang, after I leave, you must accompany my mother well." ”
"My mother is hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, and she is very good to people and things. You can rest assured, she will never bully you. You have to remember to help me take care of her, don't look at her as if she is very strong, as if she is very powerful, in fact, my mother is very fragile...... Although she rarely cried in front of me, she ...... Who am I...... She cried, I could find out. ”
"Because of me, she was sad for a long, long time...... Xiao Huang, you must accompany her well, you have to remember to make her laugh every day, just like you tease me...... You don't know, my mother is so beautiful when she laughs. She is still the best mother in the world, I have no blessing, I didn't have to cherish it in the last life, and I still have fate in this life. ”
"You have to remember my words, you know? I do not know...... Will you be able to open your eyes tomorrow...... Lately, I've been feeling like I've been sleeping longer and longer, and I'm stuck in a dream, and it's so hard to wake up...... If I can't wake up tomorrow, you must remember our agreement......"
As he spoke, he seemed to want to raise his hand to touch the little squirrel, but he had no strength at all. The arm was just raised a little, and there was no way to put it down. The little squirrel seemed to be extremely psychic, putting aside the pine cone in his hand and rubbing his little head.
Shan'er suddenly giggled and sighed softly, as if she couldn't help but feel sleepy again......
"Really...... I can't bear to kiss my mother...... I can't bear to have my father, my eldest father, my second father, Qingsha, and you, my godmother, and my mother-in-law......"
He muttered and fell asleep. The little squirrel glanced at him, pillowed on his shoulder, and continued to nibble on the pine cone.
And I was outside, and I couldn't hear it crying.
Squatting on the ground and crying like a child. I don't understand why there is so much injustice in this world!
The bad guys are still alive and well, and after more than 3,000 years, they still have their bodies preserved in coffins and can be resurrected. Why did my good son die after being abused in the previous life, and in this life, he will be killed by them......
In the previous life, even if he committed a heinous crime, even if he deserved to die...... In that life, he was taught by me to be reluctant to even start an animal now, why did he accept such a cruel death when he was so kind?
The body turned directly into a pool of blood!
How much it hurts, it's simply not something I can imagine! But he was in such pain...... That group of bad guys, but they are still at large, one of them is in control of this mustard seed, and they are living chicly. One is a saintess who is in the limelight, even if I am hurt, but the pain ...... Compared to Shan'er, it's not worth mentioning at all!
God really doesn't open his eyes!
When I do things, I rarely regret it, because I know that regret is useless. But because of Shan'er, I have two regrets. One is to wonder if he was right to promise Shan'er that day and not accept the help of the God King. One is doubting himself, if he really let his mother-in-law take him away, wouldn't he have to experience these pains?
These two seeds of regret were entwined in my heart and weighed me down.
I hid and cried until I couldn't help it, but I still had to force myself to stand up. For I know that if I fall, all the people in this house will fall. So...... I have to choose to be strong!
For some unknown reason, the little squirrel didn't leave.
When I pushed the door open the next day, it was still leaning on Shan'er. It is said that animals are psychic...... Could it be that he has ......?
My heart suddenly thumped, and I almost stumbled and fell to the ground, and hurriedly threw myself down beside Shan'er, trembling. Shaking his hand, he probed his snort......
But trembling. The shaking hand froze in mid-air for a long time before barely reaching out a little......
Breath...... And also!
It's okay, it's okay! God forbid!
At that moment, I almost cried. hugged him tightly and couldn't help but redden. Shan'er opened a gap slightly and smiled vigorously, "That's good...... I can see my mother again today......"
I nodded, my nose sour. But the hug was tight, and I noticed something unusual.
Shan'er's right arm seems to be a little wrong.
I was stunned, quickly let go of him, and took a closer look......
His arms were all covered in pus, and where he lay was there...... There is a pool of blood......