He tried desperately to cover it, but I saw it anyway. This is...... Have your hands started to melt?

My eyes turned red all of a sudden, and I stared at the pool of blood in a daze. After looking at it for a long, long time, I realized that I could roll my eyes. But my eyes were so astringent, I couldn't help but have tears falling when I turned around. I forced a smile and looked at him, "Does it hurt?" ”

He smiled and shook his head at me, sweet like an angel. "It's not painful to have a mother hugging me, ...... at all"

"You're just a kid, you don't have to be so strong...... It's uncomfortable...... There should be a cry. I touched his bare head.

"But Shan'er is also a man! said that he wanted to protect his mother, but he didn't do it......" When he spoke, his voice was very low, and he had to pant for a long time, as if he was enduring the pain. I felt uncomfortable, but I didn't know how to help him!

I can't wait to be able to bear this pain for him!

When I was holding him, the old doctor came in and said, "Madam, your hand injury has not healed yet, so don't hold him for too long." ”

I looked up at him, my eyes red and swollen. "Let me hold it a little longer, maybe...... In two days, I won't have to hug it. ”

The old doctor was stunned for a moment, looked at the pool of blood on the bed, and was suddenly dumbfounded. After a long time, he sighed softly, "Hey...... It's no wonder that the old man is not good at learning......"

Shan'er pursed her lips and smiled, "Daddy is right, my mother is a coward." ”

"Huh?"

"Because my mother is afraid of a lot of things...... On the surface, she looks strong, but in fact, there are many things that my mother is afraid of. I'm afraid that something will happen to us, I'm afraid I'll hurt ......."

I bit my lip tightly and looked at his hand, which was still bleeding continuously, and I couldn't even say a word, only a choked "um".

"Daddy said, even if one day, everyone in the world turns their backs on my mother, I can't turn my back on you...... Because when my mother was pregnant with me, it hurt so much......"

"Hmm."

"Daddy also said that in order to give birth to me, you almost died...... So Shan'er really doesn't hurt now, it doesn't hurt at all. ”

"Hmm."

"Actually...... I'm just a little bit hot...... It's not a pain......"

I nodded, still with a choked "hmm", and lowered my head to wipe the sweat from his forehead.

His body trembled slightly, hot and cold. The pustules on his body seem to have begun to be squeezed out in a few places. There was warm blood from his left arm, slowly falling down on my arm, burning pain. He trembled. Shaking more and more, "Actually...... It still hurts a little bit. ”

I nodded and hugged him tightly.

He began to tremble so hard that his left hand no longer had the strength to grasp my hand, and his head was buried in my arms, holding on desperately, before he let out a little beast-like whimper. When he was shaking, I kept holding him tightly, and I felt his left hand gradually become boneless, hard, and so soft that I didn't dare to touch it......

He trembled for a long time, and then paused slightly and looked up at me. The smile on his face, reflected on the pale and pus-filled face, was particularly shocking.

He looked at me, his voice as soft as a mosquito. "Mother...... I'm sorry...... Scares you again. ”

I didn't speak, I loosened my embrace, I really didn't dare to hug him anymore. Although he forced himself not to look, out of the corner of his eye, he still saw the blood flowing from his left arm and his two sleeves hanging weakly......

He looked at me and smiled. "Cowardly mother, don't cry, you cry kind...... My heart hurts......"

Then I realized that I had long since stopped crying. Tears had long blurred his eyes, slid down his cheeks and fell on him. I hugged him tightly and tried to stop, but the tears didn't obey. I looked at him and kept nodding. "Well, don't cry...... Don't feel sorry for ......."

But I kept crying like a fool......

"Mother, I'm fine...... Isn't that okay with me? ”

"I can't leave my mother behind...... Otherwise, the cowardly mother will definitely cry and swell your eyes......"

"Mother's ......" He started chattering again, but in the chatter, his body trembled more and more, I panicked and didn't know what to do, I could only hold him, every minute and every second was torment.

"Mother, actually...... I'm just a little bit in pain...... It's really just a little bit......"

"Mother...... I really can't bear you......"

"Without me keeping you warm, your feet will definitely be cold at night...... Without me by your side, you're sure to become a coward and think you're an abandon......"

"Actually...... Shan'er is also so timid...... If I were given another chance, that time...... Shan'er will definitely stand up and stand in front of her mother...... Mother, don't cry, you want to cry too......"

"Mother...... Shan'er will protect you for the rest of your life......"

His whole body twitched so badly that he picked it up like a doll, and his weight was constantly decreasing. His voice gradually faded away......

At the moment when there was no sound at all, I hugged him like a madman and shouted incoherently, "Shan'er? Shan'er ...... My mother is still ...... My mother stopped crying...... Shan'er ......"

The faceless ghost barged in, "Great Ancestor, he'...... He's coming...... said that he promised to save Shan'er. But his smile, after resting on my face, was stunned for a moment, and his face turned pale instantly. And I lowered my head and looked at the good child in my arms.

This child was quietly curled up in my arms, with a smile on his face all the time, as if he was still maintaining the softness of calling his mother, so well-behaved......

However, he lost both arms......

However, his limbs were cold......

However, he had no breath at all......

However, didn't he just say that he couldn't bear me?

I was dazed and looked at him blankly. More and more people came in at the door, the old doctor, the green devil, the old child, the faceless ghost, and the god king...... They all stood at the door in a daze, I didn't even look at them, I reached out and touched Shan'er's little cheek, "Shan'er, don't sleep......"

He didn't move.

I pinched his little nose again, "Shan'er, if you don't wake up again, I'm going to throw your little friend away......"

He still didn't move.

"Shan'er, I really threw it away!"

He still didn't move......

"Great Ancestor, Little Adult has ...... ......The sound of his crying, like a heavenly voice, shattered my pretend strength. I looked at his quiet face and lowered my head and kissed him on the forehead, a little lighter, a little lighter. Bowing his head and muttering, "Silly boy...... You're obviously a child, you can be coquettish and say that you hurt...... I'm going to hurt you a little more...... Silly ......"

As I spoke, the tears finally broke down.

With his mouth open, he couldn't even make a single sound.

At this moment, I finally understood what Granny Golden Silkworm said at the beginning.

Soul eater, it's just the body that hurts. And what she will experience later will be the heart, and the pain of the two cannot be the same......

The so-called heartache of great pain and speechlessness can't be shouted out when it's really painful. There is a kind of sadness that will make you unable to even cry...... Now, I finally get it!

At the door, the God-King looked at me, and there seemed to be grief in his starry eyes. He looked at me, still condescending. "Do you regret what you did?"

I cried silently, do you regret it?

Really regret it!

It's just that I regret it, not rejecting him that day!

But I regret that from the beginning, I didn't kill the pigtails desperately! I just regret why I didn't strangle the pigtails in that crystal coffin in the first place!

I regret why I didn't see through her face earlier, and didn't notice her scheming and calculations earlier!

The faceless ghost seemed to remember something, and with a tear, rushed towards me. "Great Ancestor, isn't there still that Lock Heart Pill? If you have a lock heart pill, it can be guaranteed for ten years! ”

I hurriedly took out the Locking Heart Pill in a panic, and when I was about to stuff it into his mouth, the little squirrel's tail swept it aside. The faceless ghost was stunned for a moment, and when he hurriedly buried his head in searching, the voice of the old man came from the door. "Little brother, this is a private house, are you looking for the wrong door?"

Then a crisp voice sounded, "No, I'm going to find my brother and godmother, they're inside......"

"Who is your godmother?"

"Old woman, my name is Gensheng, you tell my godmother, she will know."