In fact, I am also worried in my heart, I don't know what the consequences will be if I provoke him, will it make his anger that has been calmed down again, or will it be able to open the knot?

After being silent for a long time, I heard Ah Ping speak softly: "Just because you don't like others doesn't mean that others won't like you." ”

With a wide heart, as long as he is willing to talk, then it will be fine. I said, "Whoever can control other people's minds can control themselves." Ah Ping turned his eyes to look at me and asked coldly, "Then have you controlled yourself?" ”

I looked him in the eye for a moment, and instead of being angry, I laughed: "Ah Ping, are you not confident in yourself or not in me?" Or am I acting like a red apricot out of the wall? A panicked look immediately appeared on that face, and he subconsciously denied: "No, daughter-in-law, I didn't mean that." ”

"So what do you mean? Ask me if I have controlled myself, am I mistaken that you mean not to doubt me? I asked him with a smile, not overly aggressive, soft and tactful.

To be honest, I was very unhappy when I heard his question, but I still prefer hot war to cold war, that is to say, I prefer unscrupulous initiative to the stalemate of looking ahead, and the passive state makes me at a loss, and suspicion of people's hearts is the most difficult lesson. Ah Ping and I are husband and wife, and too much suspicion of each other will only affect the relationship between the two.

If he will be jealous of me today because of the things that catch me after the wind, then we will surely be divided by other things in the future. Because not everything can be turned around, and not all mistakes have a chance to be remedied. So at this moment, I want to dig up this tumor planted in Ah Ping's heart, even if it hurts.

Ah Ping's eyes showed sadness, and he lowered his head and looked blankly, "I didn't." It's just that I was jealous when I saw that you were so good with him, and you came to question me and quarrel with me for him, and the more I thought about it, the more annoyed I became. ”

"Are you talking about Zhu Gaoxu?"

He turned his face awkwardly to the side, "Who else but him?" ”

"Without you, Uncle Wang?" I said calmly and bluntly.

I could clearly see him turn his eyes in shock, and a ghostly light flashed in his eyes, "What are you talking about?" ”

I knew that I was going to stab him with a double-edged knife and stab myself, but I still wanted to try. But just as I opened my mouth to speak, Ah Ping suddenly stood up and said in a loud voice: "This matter ends here, I was wrong to lose my temper with you before, I know that you can't do anything to Ah Xu, and I won't do it again in the future." ”

After that, he got up and walked into the house, and I looked at his back and suddenly a sour emotion surged up, and I stopped him when he walked to the door: "Ah Ping." He paused, but he wouldn't look back at me.

"I don't force you to talk about it, but there's one thing I have to say to you, and I'll just say it this time. Since I married you, I have been attracted to you day by day and my heart falls on you, I care about you, I care about you, and I used to eat apricot vinegar for you, including later your mother wanted to choose a side concubine for you, and I strongly objected, all of this is just because I can't rub a grain of sand into you after I have you in my heart. If you've thought about it all, can anyone else occupy my mind? ”

Ah Ping's body gradually trembled slightly, and he turned his head very slowly, his eyes vibrating.

I walked to him step by step, came to him, stretched out my hand, and wanted to caress his face, but I still rubbed his head, and said softly in a very gentle voice: "Ah Ping, you have grown so tall that I can't reach it, do you still want to be angry with me?" You see, who have I done this to, I don't love you, why do you need to stand on tiptoe so hard. ”

He looked at me with low eyes, "Once, the top of my head was my minefield, and even my grandfather and mother were not allowed to touch my head since I was a child, and you were the first person to touch my head." I never thought I'd be willing to let someone touch my head and then get used to being touched. As he spoke, he suddenly hugged me and pressed my face to his heart, listening to the sound of his heartbeat.

"Lan, I promise you that you will never eat flying vinegar like this again in the future, even I don't know when it started, my heart is full of you, and I can't leave it for a moment."

I laughed and scolded, "Fool." ”

There was a vibration in his chest, and he was chuckling, and he raised his head to meet his dark eyes, which were full of laughter. He said, "I'll just be your fool." Sweet words are always beautiful, and occasionally they don't feel tired of listening, but they were about to open their mouths when they heard the door of the house behind them being opened, and Yan Qi's voice sounded: "Changning, what did I just say, it won't be long before the rain will pass, right?" ”

"Brother Seven, it's night, there is only the moon in the sky and no sun, and it is not raining."

Changning's reply made me laugh, and when I turned around, I saw the two of them standing not far away, and Yan Qi's angry glaring at Changning made people laugh even more. Ah Ping laughed behind me: "Xiao Qi, you can't even eat a little baby, you are going back more and more." ”

"Who's the baby?" These words were said by me and Changning, Changning's eyes glared at Ah Ping, and I looked at Changning with a smile. Obviously, he was also stunned, glanced at me hurriedly, and then glared at Ah Ping and said, "I'm twelve, not a baby." ”

Yan Qi directly gave him a rattling knock, and then said disgustedly: "You dare to say that you are not a baby at a young age, as long as you are younger than me in this house, they are children." Changning disagreed: "How old are you?" Yan Qi didn't tell him, raised the corners of his mouth and smiled: "Anyway, if you are bigger than you, you can't run, that seventh brother didn't let you scream in vain." ”

I'm surrounded by a bunch of people, from top to bottom, all of them have a child's temper. The person next to him is, Yan Qi is too, and now there is a Changning again, plus the honest green lotus, am I opening a kindergarten?

In the end, I still didn't talk about Zhu Di clearly, but Ah Ping and I also reconciled because of each other's intentions, Ah Ping's demons are not difficult to get rid of, in the final analysis, I am insecure, and the problem lies with me.

After these words, Ah Ping, a person who is so transparent, should have known about the hosta, and the two of them chose not to say anything to each other to leave room for each other. Sometimes the husband and wife are too serious and will only hurt the feelings, so it is better to stop at the point.

calmed Ah Ping's emotions, he would digest it and didn't have to worry about it anymore. If you have spare time, you will worry about others, such as Changning. I can't help but pay attention to this child, I have seen the appearance of anger when I first saw him, and it is impossible to say that I am relieved to see his temperament change. The age of twelve years old is not big or small, and the family feud and blood hatred are engraved in his brain and bones, and there will be that crazy move, if he comes here, he still shouts and shouts to kill, which is more reassuring, it can be seen that he is the same as on the outside.

But when I asked him to come in the street, he was silent and said no more. When I returned to the mansion, I threw my heart on Ah Ping and threw him to Yan Qi, but when I saw him again, he looked completely different from before.

The personality before and after is like a different person, if it is not for the sudden amnesia of this child, then he has been matured and grown up by the war, and at the age of twelve, he has learned to forbear and restraint, as well as to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.

I feel sad when I think about it, I live in troubled times, and I am full of hatred but I can only endure it. I talked to Ah Ping about this, and he was silent for a moment but said to me that I shouldn't have had this child at that time, not because he didn't have compassion, but because there were too many people like Changning who had no home and no relatives, and I couldn't help them.

That's right, but it's just a thought at the moment. Even if I go back and choose again, I will still choose to stop Zhu Di's decision to integrate him into the army, I have already suffered the catastrophe of war, and I will not fall into that sea of suffering for the rest of my life.

Ah Ping thought for a while after hearing what I said: "Give Changning to me, and I will return you a child in a few days." ”

"Over to you?" I looked at him suspiciously, this man sometimes looks like a child, can he teach a child?

Ah Ping was unhappy: "Daughter-in-law, your expression is doubting my ability?" ”

"No, I just don't think you're that reliable."

Ah Ping stomped his feet, ran to the door and said to me: "You wait and see." Looking at his annoyed back, I couldn't help but curl the corners of my lips, I was deliberately teasing him, I was really annoyed.

In fact, I don't have anything to worry about handing over Changning to him. He has a gentle temperament, or he can really dissolve the hidden anger in Changning's heart. From this day on, when Ah Ping went out, in addition to taking Uncle Mu with him, he took Changning with him, and when he came back, he threw people to Yan Qi, and I deliberately didn't care about it, just to see if it would have any effect in a few days.

Although Ah Ping didn't talk much about the war, I still know a little about it. Since the Northern Yuan army was expelled from Mengcheng by the Yan army, they first retreated to camp fifty miles away, and it seems that they are still eyeing Mengcheng.

At first, I didn't understand what this Mengcheng had to attract the Northern Yuan army, so that it would come again and again. Later, Ah Ping told me that although Mengcheng was a small city, it was a fortress for the Northern Yuan Dynasty to enter the customs, and they would not be able to break into the hinterland of the Ming Dynasty without breaking this city.

That's why Zhu Di led his troops to garrison here and wait for the rabbit, but ten days later, there was a rumor that the Northern Yuan army had withdrawn. At that moment, Zhu Di and Ah Ping convened an emergency meeting of the generals to discuss the motives of the Northern Yuan army's move and how our army should deal with it, whether to let it retreat or lead the troops to pursue. When Ah Ping came back in the evening, he found that his face was solemn, and I couldn't help but worry about asking, he said that the new information was reported that the Northern Yuan army was afraid that it would detour to the North Gate Pass and kill it in Kaifeng Domain.