A certain string in the depths of my mind was plucked, and I had such a similar psychology in distant memories, the difference is that I have no hatred, but I have experienced the death of those around me. The helplessness and powerlessness of watching life slowly annihilate is very uncomfortable. When I lived again, I became extremely cherished and did not treat myself lightly, saying that death was terrible, but in fact, living was more difficult than death.

In the end, the child I wished was accepted under Ah Ping's command, and it was impossible to be a personal guard, so he could only be an entourage for the time being. Zhu Di did not deny it in this matter, as if he was doing a favor.

After returning to the residence, I left the boy to Yan Qi, and pulled Ah Ping into the room, closed the door before opening the skylight and said, "Are you angry with me?" Ah Ping shook his head and denied: "No." ”

But his words and deeds and even a look can't escape my eyes, and I can't see clearly if others can't see it, and when I was in the camp, I found that anger flashed in his eyes. I didn't have to bother talking to him, and said bluntly: "I can't see if you're angry?" Is it angry to see me in the barracks? Actually, I didn't want to make trouble for you, I heard that you were left out in the morning, so I wanted to follow you to the camp to take a secret look, but I was caught in by a small general. ”

"But do you know how I felt when I saw from the high platform that it was you who had been knocked down at the bottom?"

I was silent for a moment, "Worry about me." ”

Ah Ping glared at me vigorously, "Isn't it just worrying?" I could describe my trembling mood at the time, what if those soldiers accidentally stepped on you? Since you came to me, why didn't you just go up to the high platform, so how could what happened later? I believe he understands all my concerns, but this doesn't mean that he won't be afraid and worried at that time, so I didn't defend myself, but only explained another thing: "So you deliberately vented your anger on Zhu Gaoxu." ”

It was a statement rather than a question, and when I calmed down afterwards, I figured it out.

"So what?" Ah Ping didn't mean to hide it, but he saw the anger in his eyes rekindle, "Are you questioning me for him now?" Seeing him being beaten with ten military sticks, he felt distressed? ”

I suddenly realized that something was wrong, first of all, my attitude was wrong, and I was indeed suspected of questioning, and the meaning of Ah Ping's words made me even more shocked. Subconsciously vetoed: "No, where do you think of it, I just don't want anyone to be punished because of me." ”

Ah Ping raised his eyebrows: "He took you into the military camp without permission regardless of military discipline, and the lack of strict control caused you to mistakenly mix in the camp, and the punishment of King Yan is reasonable, but now you are here to hold what kind of grievances for him?" ”

"I'm not upset with him, I'm just going to tell you about it." I tried to defend myself again, but I found that the black eyes staring at me were full of anger and pain, and it seemed that I was getting darker and darker.

I saw him turn his back and speak in a clear voice: "Lan, I don't want to quarrel with you for others, I just know that when you are in danger, someone should be responsible, even if that person is me, I should be punished." With that, he walked out the door, leaving me with only a cold back. I know that he is really angry this time, he has been married to him for more than two years, and the number of quarrels is only a handful, and I dare not say that he knows his temper well, but he can also grasp it accurately.

I didn't chase it out, not because I didn't want to run in the relationship between the two, but because I had to think about the whole thing.

As the sky darkened, I stood alone in the inner room, sinking in the darkness, but my heart became more and more transparent. There are some things that you won't feel like if you don't think about them, but when you calm down and analyze them carefully, you can see the essence behind them.

I still remember the hosta incident that happened not long ago, when I decided again and again not to pick out with Ah Ping, so that those secret thoughts and calculations would dissipate with the wind. But I didn't expect to meet Zhu Di again in a few months, and those things buried in the shadows came out again. I think that Ah Ping has a demon in his heart and a demon in Zhu Di.

All his actions today seem to be aimed at Zhu Gaoxu, but they are actually angry with Zhu Di. I'm not sure if he knows that Zhu Di is Lu Feng, but the fact that the hosta has been edicted is that he became suspicious of Zhu Di. If I hadn't communicated with him in a questioning tone, he might have been able to hold back, but now he is like a firecracker that has been ignited, and anyone who touches it will be injured.

In fact, he is jealous, he eats Zhu Di's vinegar, Zhu Gaoxu's vinegar, and they care about me intentionally or unintentionally.

I patted my forehead and felt very sad, and there was nothing I could do for a while, so I had to give up and go out of the house.

But as soon as I stepped out of the door, I couldn't help but be stunned, Ah Ping was sitting in front of the stone table in the courtyard, there was a soup pot and a few bowls of vegetables on the table, and the rest of the people were sitting at the stone table, but no one was moving chopsticks.

Is this waiting for me? Curiously, he walked over and glanced at everyone, Yan Qi was the most direct, glaring at me with complaining eyes. His eyes fell on Ah Ping's face, and he asked softly, "Why don't you all eat it?" ”

Ah Ping was expressionless and silent, his eyes fixed on the table. Green Lotus was the most straightforward, and he didn't feel the tension of the atmosphere and whispered to me: "Your Highness said that if you don't come out to eat, everyone is not allowed to eat." ”

...... "Is this to make everyone starve with me?" After looking at it, there was still a vacant seat next to Ah Ping, so I walked over and sat down and turned my head and asked, "Can you start?" ”

Ah Ping still didn't squint, but his hand grabbed the chopsticks on the table and began to eat, which was equivalent to amnesty before the rest dared to move the chopsticks, but it was obvious that the atmosphere at the table was in a state of low pressure.

I only listened to the sound of chopsticks around me, knocking the rice bowl very loudly, I was really angry and funny, why is he always so naïve when he has a temper with me? But because he is willing to vent his anger in a childish way, I am more at ease, and if he is gone or silent, I really don't know how to deal with it.

Wandering at the dishes on the table, there was no braised pork to eat at night, just a few plates of green vegetable leaves. I took a chopstick spinach and sent it to his bowl, and when I saw him pause, I picked up the chopsticks and spinach with my backhand, but instead of sending it to my own mouth, I threw it back into my bowl and dropped one on the table.

At this time, everyone on the table looked at each other, and Yan Qi coughed lightly and said, "Changning, when you are full, follow me back to the room." ”

Only then did I notice that the child sitting next to him was the child I had brought back from the street before, and now it was cleaned up by Yan Qi, no longer sloppy, and his face was cleaned, and he was born with clear eyebrows. He listened to Yan Qi's words, stuffed the last bite of rice in the bowl into his mouth and got up, and then the rest of the people also put down the dishes and chopsticks one after another and left the place of right and wrong.

In the end, there were only me and Ah Ping left on the table, and after looking at the dishes and chopsticks that were all in place, I said that this is all reserved for me to wash? I didn't think that Ah Ping and I were in one place, so I raised my voice and drank: "You guys ran away one by one and left the dishes and chopsticks, are you waiting for His Royal Highness to wash you?" ”

As soon as the words fell, I saw someone running out, and it was the child who ran in front, he cleaned up his and Yan Qi's dishes and chopsticks and turned around and ran. In an instant, the messy dishes on the table were swept away, and only a lonely plate of spinach and the rice bowl in the hands of the two of us were left.

Only the two of us were left and didn't feel embarrassed, pointing to the spinach that fell on the table and asking the people around us: "Do you eat this or do I eat this?" He glanced at me and then scanned the table, ignoring it.

I smiled and raised my chopsticks to clip them, but they were separated by his chopsticks in mid-air, and then the spinach on the table reached his chopsticks, and then put it in his mouth and chewed slowly. "Is this because I'm afraid that I won't eat clean and my stomach hurts?" I asked him.

"No, I like to eat."

Hearing this, I put another chopstick into his bowl: "If you like to eat, you can eat more." ”

In fact, spinach is included in his picky menu on weekdays, and Yan Qi knows it, so he never grows spinach in the vegetable field. Whether he was angry with me or not, he ate all the spinach I was holding, and then he didn't move his chopsticks. After a while, he frowned and urged: "Also, why don't you clip me?" ”

I replied, "I don't have any hands? ”

But he said confidently: "If you make me angry, you should serve me vegetables." ”

"Then I gave it to you just now, didn't you throw it in my bowl again?"

Finally, he became angry: "Do you still give me vegetables?" If you don't clip it, you won't eat it. I pursed my lips and forced a smile to suppress a smile, and gave him a large chopstick of spinach, and poured the rest of the sticks and soup into my bowl.

I lived a poor life and often ate a vegetarian diet, so I didn't feel that the diet at this time was too difficult to swallow.

When I put down the bowl, Ah Ping had already stopped the chopsticks, and there was a plate, two rice bowls and two pairs of chopsticks on the table, and I asked, "Who washes the bowl?" He replied: "Xiao Qixi, he is the most idle." I said, "Shall I wash?" ”

He also seriously thought about it, and then nodded: "It's okay, as long as you don't let me wash it." ”

"Why can't you wash it? The hand is not broken. ”

He threw me a sentence coolly: "My heart is not happy, I am not in the mood." ”

I slapped him on the back of the head, grinding his teeth and shouting: "Whose master are you?" This big man's drag look is really a typical example of underbeating, and he also covered the back of his head and said: "Of course I am your master." ”

slapped the table and got up, "These bowls have to be washed by you Zhu Yunwen tonight." ”

At last...... The two argued and washed the dishes together.

After washing, Apinte complained to me aggrievedly: "Obviously I'm angry, but you won't let me at all." ”

"Angry what? Don't you just eat that vinegar for no reason, I don't know what you're thinking, I'm not a girl in a boudoir, and I just gave birth to a child, can I give you up to like someone else? ”

Ah Ping was silent, he must not have thought that I would tell the hidden things in such a slapstick way.