220.Hysteria (5)
Suddenly, the sound of footsteps started, and when I turned around, I saw Ah Ping's back turned and walked away, and subconsciously chased after him. blurted out when he got closer: "Ah Ping." He paused, didn't look back, and said, "I'm not him." ”
"You are!" I walked a few steps around him and walked to him, staring at his eyes word by word: "Your name is Zhu Yunwen, and your name is Ah Ping when you know me, in fact, you already remember me, right?" "I wasn't sure before this, but I vaguely flickered at this thought but felt impossible, if he remembered how I could still be so indifferent to me. It wasn't until I woke up from a dream that I had just woken up from a dream, and he not only remembered but also knew that he was poisoned.
He didn't speak, his eyes still staring at me coldly.
His emotions were uncontrollable for a moment, and he stepped forward and grabbed his sleeve, "Is it because you know that you have been poisoned so you deliberately deny me?" He slowly lowered his eyes as I tugged at the fingers of his sleeve, "I've said many times, I'm not him, every one of you thinks I'm him, but it's not just not." ”
"And who are you? What is the last name? ”
"My name is Zhang Yue, Gong Chang Zhang, Wang Yue's Yue."
I was stunned and muttered, "What did you say your name was?" "The brain is buzzing with three words - impossible! How could there be such a coincidence, my name in my previous life was Zhang Yue.
Ah Pingmo looked at me and didn't repeat it, he was telling me that the name had been said, so don't dwell on it? The fingers that tugged at the hem of his sleeve were ripped apart, and they briefly touched and staggered with his cool fingertips, which was more heart-wrenching than the sand between his fingers.
He turned his back on me again, and if I had done it before, I would have rushed up and slapped him, telling him what would happen if I continued like this, but now I stood there and watched him slowly leave, with a lonely back.
Whether it's true or not, what if you force him to admit it? He had already had a splitting headache before, and if he forcibly remembered it, it would only cause a second or third time, and Lu He said that after three times, he would have no way back.
Shen closed his eyes and swallowed the bitterness into his stomach, I have to find someone to ask about the Soul Forgetting Incense, I don't believe that there is really no cure.
The first thing I found was Uncle Mu, who had the deepest experience in the rivers and lakes, but when it came to Soul Forgetting Incense, he was also at a loss. Because he didn't say that Ah Ping was poisoned, he only thought that I was asking where I heard it, and only said that there are many evil poisons on the rivers and lakes that are untold and unheard of. He asked Imperial Doctor Jiang again, but he had never heard of it, but as a doctor, he had his keen intuition, and immediately guessed and asked: "Could it be that this poison is related to His Highness?" ”
I can say it to others, but I can't say it to him, thinking that I was poisoned by the toad under the green lotus before, thanks to his timely arrival, otherwise I am afraid that I will fall into a drowsiness and I don't know when I will wake up. So as soon as he groaned, he told the details, and Imperial Physician Jiang was shocked after hearing it: "You said that Your Highness was actually poisoned by the soul forgetting incense?" And that poison is colorless and tasteless? ”
I nodded, "That's what Green Lotus said. ”
"Don't pretend to be a spy in vain, wait for the old man to check and verify, but please rest assured, there is no insoluble poison in this world, all things are mutually reinforcing, as long as you know what this poison is made of, you will definitely be able to find the formula."
Hearing what Imperial Physician Jiang said, I was a little more settled, and when I returned to my camp, I couldn't sleep. There were so many things that happened throughout the day, and I went back and forth in my head, and at one point I sat up and couldn't lie down anymore.
And the moment I lifted the tent, I felt a figure flash in front of me, and I chased after it almost without thinking. Chasing to the clearing of the woods, I lost the other party's trace, looked around blankly, and suddenly a sad cry rose in my heart, and then I couldn't help shouting: "Ah Ping, you come out, I know it's you." ”
The echo of the silence seemed to announce that I was wrong, and I fell to the ground with my legs limp, and a piercing pain in my ankles hit me. Finally, there were light footsteps behind me, and I turned slowly, but I saw that it was Ah Lan who came out, and I lowered my eyes and smiled.
"Isn't it strange for you to see me?" Ah Lan took the initiative to ask.
"What's so strange that you haven't been following him all the time?"
Ah Lan squatted down in front of me, looked at me with a blank gaze, but said, "You can let him go." ”
I wanted to laugh when I heard this, but the smile on the corner of my mouth was more ugly than crying, and I raised my eyes to stare at her, "I let him go, so who will let me go?" Ah Lan shook his head: "You don't know what I looked like when I first saw him, covered in loess and covering his face, fainting in front of my eyes like a wooden man, but he kept muttering the word 'Lan' in his mouth." ”
"And then?" The heartache seemed to have become a numbing sensation, and I just wanted to know everything about him.
Then he woke up in a coma all night like an unconscious man, and said nothing but his eyes, his food, or his sleep. It wasn't until I told him that my name was Ah Lan that he had emotions, and before you came, I thought it might be my fate with him, but when I saw you and learned your name, I knew that those days were just my dreams. I don't know what happened between you, but he had been silent in the carriage these days, and had quietly left the tent in the middle of the night. If only that were it, but I heard your conversation tonight......"
"Xiaolan, you go back." Suddenly, there was a low order behind me, and my body shook, and I didn't look back, but my hand on the ground was clenched into a fist. He didn't go, he was there all the time, was he? But is this call calling her or me?
Ah Lan in front of him raised his head and said in a sad voice: "Brother, you shouldn't come out." ”
But when he heard his footsteps, when he got closer, his voice sounded above his head: "You go back to the tent first." Ah Lan stubbornly: "I won't go back, brother, let me say what you can't say." ”
However, the next moment the familiar breath approached, and when I Zhang Huang looked back, his body was light, and he was picked up by Ah Ping from the ground. I subconsciously tugged at the placket of his chest to control his balance, and my eyes were glued to his expressionless face, and I couldn't take it away.
He carried me into the woods, and Alan shouted in panic, "Brother, you will die because of her poisoning." ”
Tears fell into his eyes, crossed his temples and flowed into his hair, and the once soft lines in his blurred vision became hard at some point, and suddenly his emotions surged, and he couldn't help but bury his face in his chest and wept bitterly. I was far less tough than I appeared, in fact, vulnerability had always been buried in my heart, and a lot of psychological construction was nothing more than to prevent myself from breaking down because of him.
Finally, the movement stopped, and the wind in my ears stopped, leaving only the quiet breath above. I looked up from his chest and saw that he was already sitting on the edge of a tree stump, and I was being held in his arms.
"Why did you run away and come back?" I asked, stunned. The figure I saw outside the tent just now must have been him, and I couldn't be mistaken, but I couldn't catch up with his speed and lost a trace in the forest.
With a half-groan, he gently brushed the hair that was stuck to my face with tears, and then reached out with his palm to my ankle and gently rubbed it. I shuddered slightly, "How do you know?" He sighed softly and whispered, "I'm right next to me." ”
"So you come out of my tent every night?"
He turned his head, his gaze fixed lightly on my feet, and his slender fingers pressed slightly, so that I couldn't help but exhale softly.
"It hurts?" He paused and asked softly.
I shook my head, "It's fine." Seeing that he was still going to rub it, I reached out and pressed him, and one thing I had to make sure was: "Have you never had amnesia?" And the poison in you is not called a soul-forgetting incense? ”
He didn't look at me, his gaze fixed on somewhere, "How can you see that?" ”
"I was deceived by your preconceived ideas, and it wasn't until I was lying in my tent and thinking about what happened today and how you reacted that I came to my senses. How can a person who has lost his memory go back to the place he came from, or even bury his body? ”
"It may be that I went back by mistake, and then saw the many corpses buried out of kindness."
Listening to his interpretation, I told the absolute truth: "It may be out of benevolence to bury the exposed corpses under the soil, so why are the corpses of the Jinyi guards stacked neatly and placed separately from the Northern Yuan soldiers?" "This is a point that I have overlooked, the fact that I was once in front of my eyes, and I was so distracted by the fact that I had not heard from him for so many days that when I found him in the mountain village, I immediately believed in the amnesia. In addition, Dr. Jiang later diagnosed that he had a brain injury, which may have been caused by the impact, and I was even more convinced, until I had just circled everything in my mind, and I suddenly woke up.
Finally, I saw the corners of Ah Ping's mouth curled slightly and smiled bitterly: "I always knew that you were very smart, and I thought I could be deceived this time, but I still didn't." I didn't think you would dig up the pit where the corpse was buried, and it was true that I was negligent at the time and didn't expect this layer. ”
I snapped his face so that his gaze met mine, "Is Mu Bing dead?" ”
"Yes." He replied.
"Who killed you?" I followed and asked, the answer was expected, but when he spat out the word "it's me", it felt a dull pain in his heart. He took out his hand and spread his five fingers, and recounted the incident in a cruel tone to himself: "It was this hand that stabbed him in the heart with a dagger, and I was also knocked down by him with a palm, and at that moment it was you that flashed in my mind, thinking that I would say goodbye to you in this life, but I didn't expect to see you lying on top of me when I woke up from my stupor." ”
As I expected, he had woken up the night after drinking the herbs, but he pretended not to wake up after dawn, and my original inference was that he minded my conversation with Zhu Di, but it was not at all that he realized at this moment.
"He poisoned you before you killed Mu Bing, didn't he? What exactly did you get poisoned? "I still asked this crucial question.