221.Hysteria (6)
But he saw that his eyebrows were sparse, as if he was saying something that had nothing to do with him: "Green Lotus didn't lie to you, the poison is called Soul Forgetting Incense, but Mu Bing told me about the poison after poisoning me, and during the time when I fell from the cliff into the water and fainted, I silently recited your name in my heart over and over again, forcing myself not to forget." Maybe it's this obsession that made me open my eyes and didn't forget you, but I didn't have a good impression of the rest of the things, followed the vague trajectory in my mind, found the waterfall and went up the mountain again, vaguely distinguishing that the people in the brocade clothes were familiar, and put them together. ”
"Since you haven't forgotten me, and you don't remember exactly what happened before, why didn't you come to me?"
He pointed to his head, "The subconscious told me I couldn't look for you. ”
"And when did you remember everything?"
Ah Ping's eyes darkened, and he looked at me seriously and said, "Lan, I can't lie to you anymore." Actually, I don't remember a lot of things before, but when I see you, my heart hurts, and that headache attack is just my attempt to remember about you, but then I only remember the image on the cliff. ”
"But with your sagacity, you must have guessed part of the truth later, right?"
He nodded slightly when I asked, only to see him hesitate and say, "I'm not sure how many times I've had a poison attack, and if the last headache attack was the first time, then I have one chance left; And if passing out in the mountain village before was counted as one time, then the headache attack would be the second time, and I would not have a chance. Lan, do you understand? Maybe the next time I fall, I won't wake up. ”
"So you're trying to push me away again and again?"
He paused for a moment and said something that made my heart ache: "I can't let you be widowed for me." ”
I grabbed him by the placket of his shirt and stared at him fiercely word by word, saying, "So you must not be fine." But there was no anger in his eyes, it was dim and distressing, and he said, "If I can control this, I can swear to you, but I can't control it, I don't know when it will happen again." Lan, you must not know that when I sat in the carriage and looked at your lonely figure on horseback from behind, my mind was blank, and at night I couldn't control my pace to come outside your tent. ”
He was very negative, like the kind of terminally ill patient who had no fighting spirit, and even the light in his eyes was gloomy.
He hugged me a little tighter, put his chin on my forehead and whispered, "Lan, my uncle Wang is too deep and difficult to get along with; Although my cousin is young, he is very good to you, and he is willing to listen to you, so you can get along with him more in the future. ”
I was inexplicable when I heard him say this, how could I suddenly take the initiative to mention Zhu Di, and when I heard it, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, and I broke away angrily in my mind, "What are you talking about?" "Is he planning for me?
Seeing that the eyes gradually overflowed with sadness, "You know what I'm talking about, if I ......"
"No ifs!" I broke him with a shout, got up from his bones, staggered down from the pain in his ankle, he was in a hurry to come up and help but I took a step back to dodge, watching his outstretched hand pause in the air and slowly fall, and his eyes lowered. I stepped back step by step, and only when I was a few feet away from him did I slowly and softly speak: "Zhu Yunwen, listen, you don't want to arrange my future life for me, I am in charge of my life, even if I am with someone else one day in the future, it is because I like and fall in love with that person, not because you are suitable now." ”
He put Zhu Di and Zhu Gaoxu on the scale to measure, who is good for me and who is not comfortable with me, and he knows that one of those two people is his uncle Wang and the other is his cousin, if I am with either of them after him, how can I be embarrassed?
Suddenly, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, and his eyes suddenly widened and he realized that this was the case!
"Are you putting an end to the possibility of me being with them? At this time today, do you still need to use such scheming on me? "There was already crying in my voice, but my eyes were so dry that they no longer had tears. I clearly saw panic in my eyes, but it quickly sank away, and after a moment I simply admitted: "Yes, even if I die, I will not allow you to be with any of them." ”
I looked at him in astonishment, and anger gradually appeared on that face: "I am jealous of Uncle Wang, jealous that he has taken away your attention, jealous of the gentle expression you showed to him when I was drowsy, and took care of him with medicine; I am also jealous of Axu, jealous that he can ride side by side with you in the open, while I can only hide in a dark corner and secretly watch you; He even pushes you away again and again, because he is afraid that once he gets sick again, he won't even have the opportunity to secretly think about you. ”
This is his true nature, and he can be gentle and humble in everything, but not me. There is a brutality and ruthlessness hidden in his bones, and it is only when it comes to me.
The anger that had just risen gradually extinguished, and I was about to walk back, when I suddenly saw his eyebrows furrow, and the next moment he fell straight to the ground in front of my eyes. There was a bang, the eardrums were agitated, the brain was blank, and the voice coming out of the throat was hoarse and panicked: "Ah Ping......"
rushed over and picked him up, trembling, "What's wrong with you?" Wake up, what's wrong with you? But the person in my arms closed his eyes and did not react, and even his snort was shallow as if it was disappearing.
All kinds of fears are coming, it's impossible, obviously just talking to me, how can it be that there is a change in an instant? "Ah Ping, don't be afraid, I'll take you to Imperial Doctor Jiang immediately." Turning over and pulling the man to his back, he struggled to get up, and there was a sharp pain in his sprained ankle, but the pain was no match for the pain in my heart at the moment.
Carrying Ah Ping back to the camp from the depths of the woods did not alarm anyone, only opened the tent of Imperial Physician Jiang, regardless of whether it disturbed him or not, as soon as he got in, he shouted urgently: "Imperial Physician Jiang, wake up quickly, help me see what is wrong with Ah Ping." ”
Imperial Physician Jiang was old and had a very light sleep, so he woke up dimly when I opened the tent, and when he lit the lamp and saw the person I was carrying, his face changed greatly, "Quickly put the person down and tell the old man what happened?" ”
I put down Ah Ping to the ground according to my words, picked the key points and said briefly: "He was talking to me in the forest just now, and suddenly he fell to the ground and couldn't wake up, no matter how I shouted." ”
"Do you have a headache like last time?"
"No, without warning, I just saw him frown, and then he fell to the ground."
As soon as Imperial Physician Jiang took the pulse, his brows furrowed into Sichuan characters, his face became even heavier, and when he let go of his fingers, he asked me very grimly: "What is the stimulation of His Highness?" The qi and blood in his whole body are surging, and the meridians are disordered. ”
Irritated? Was it because I pierced his motives that caused him to say that jealous remark?
Seeing that I looked at a loss, Imperial Doctor Jiang stomped my feet so anxious that he couldn't do it, "Why don't you come and help the old man, go, find the old man's medicine box." I asked bluntly, "Where's the medicine box?" ”
"On the carriage outside, the old man wants to give another needle to His Highness."
I immediately ran out, and the carriage stopped beside the tent, and when I lifted the curtain, I saw the old lady's medicine box with a black wooden box, picked it up, and ran back. The old lady doctor ordered me to find someone to suppress Ah Ping's hands and feet, and as soon as I gritted my teeth, I stepped forward and pounced on him, my limbs tightly suppressed his hands and feet, and shouted: "Needle!" ”
"You can't hold it down, he's going to struggle so hard when he's in pain."
"Needle it, please." I begged, I can't delay it any longer, Yan Qi and Uncle Mu are both some distance away from the Taiyi camp, and when I came back just now, I was already delayed for a lot of time, I was afraid that calling someone again would delay Ah Ping's diagnosis and treatment.
The old lady sighed heavily, picked up the silver needle without further words, and ordered me with a serious face: "Hold your head." "I immediately had to go and hold Ah Ping's head, and watch as the silver needles slowly pierced under the skin, one on each side of the temple. When the last silver needle was reached, the old lady doctor said in a deep voice: "Attention, this needle Baihui acupoint is very important, and it is also the most nerve-wracking pain, the last time it was a violent struggle when stabbing this needle, you must not remember to suppress his hands and not let him grasp it, and to control his head not to break the silver needle." ”
"Okay." I only replied with one word, pressing Ah Ping's hands under my body, and holding his head with all my might.
Seeing the silver needle piercing into the Baihui acupoint little by little, he was always waiting for him to resist, but he didn't react until the silver needle pierced half of the skin. raised his eyes in astonishment, only to see that the old lady was also stunned, staring at Ah Ping in disbelief.
He pierced the silver needle into half a minute, but Ah Ping still didn't see any reaction.
"What's going on?" I asked questions, only to find that the old lady was sweating profusely on her forehead, and muttered in her mouth: "Impossible, impossible." ”
Looking at the situation of the old lady, it seems that I can't figure out the current situation, and I can't help but add a layer of gloom to my heart, it stands to reason that Ah Ping should struggle and die in pain after being stabbed in Baihui acupoint, instead of being quiet and unresponsive now. So that I was holding my breath and ready to hold him hard, there was nowhere to do it, and there was nowhere to put my heart.
The old lady asked me to get up, and he opened Ah Ping's eyelids and went to take the pulse again, and more beads of sweat came out of his forehead.