0179 Hurts self-esteem too much
I just wanted to practice those four yoga movements to pass the time and numb myself, but I didn't expect that there was a problem with the practice, and there was an extra thing like a stream of water swimming around in the soul, and it didn't feel wrong, but every time I wandered, I felt comfortable all over.
However, there are too many things that I don't understand or can't understand, the so-called mosquitoes don't itch, and I don't worry about debts, so I just feel it, and I don't think about it if I confirm that the changes in my soul body are not harmful to me.
I stopped practicing yoga, and I didn't know what to do, but I couldn't just sit there stupidly, waiting for the next time I was "pampered" by the poisonous dragon lady, then I would be crazy, I had to find something to do.
I glanced at the huge crypt dungeon, and there was a ghost imprisoned in each cell, young and old, dressed in different costumes, obviously from different eras, and they all sat there numbly, their eyes blank, and they didn't move.
I'm starting to miss my roommate, although he doesn't think through his brain, it's very ugly, everyone who has spoken to him wants to beat him up, but at least he's a guy who likes to talk nonsense, and if he's here, he won't be lonely.
I can't let my brain stop, and once I stop, my mind is full of despair, and the pain of not being able to take revenge, and the confusion about the future, I want to talk to someone, keep talking!
"Ah Tian, let's chat, you tell me the story of your life, it must be very exciting, as a top killer, you must be living a very chic life, are there many girls chasing you?" I asked.
Ah Tian looked at me and answered all the questions I just asked: "Before I was alive, I didn't have anything to say, take the task, kill people, get commissions, take tasks again, continue to kill, and collect commissions...... Do you think that's exciting? I talked about a girlfriend who was later killed by my own hands, she was also a killer, she was sent to kill me by someone else, a dagger was stuck in my heart, and I died just three millimeters, and since then, I have only my weapon by my side, and no one else, until I die. ”
I looked at Ah Tian, thought about it and asked curiously, "Then are you and that female killer, should you still be there now?" ”
This time, Ah Tian looked at me and looked like a fool: "I didn't have another girlfriend, but it doesn't mean that there are no women around me, my commission for one shot can make those female stars you know take the initiative to jump off their clothes and lie on my bed." ”
I scratched my head, embarrassed by my idiotic question, and also felt that Ah Tian was not a person who was very good at communicating with people, and his speech was a little too hurtful, and it seemed that he really didn't lack women, and I was just the opposite, I had always been lacking in life, the gap.
I no longer talk to Ah Tian, I had to chat with Shang Shang, Shang Shang has a gentle personality, empathetic, and a good voice, and more importantly, life is not a dynasty, it can be listened to as a story.
"Shang Shang, tell me about your life before your death, pick the most interesting one." I said.
Shang Shang was obviously happy to chat with me, and his smile was so sweet, I wanted to take a bite of that cute and pretty face, if it wasn't for the drug prison, I would really do this, and I don't think Shang Shang would have pushed me away.
"I think about it, well, the most interesting thing is to go shopping, once from the farthest north wind realm came a group of merchants, brought a lot of novelties, a lot of beautiful fabrics I have never seen before, and rouge gouache, I took my thirty-two personal maids, and two hundred guards to go shopping......"
I was almost stunned, shopping with thirty-two personal maids and two hundred guards? What a spectacle it was, it wasn't like shopping, it was more like going to war.
"But when I was about to go out, my father was worried about my safety, and said that there were too few people with him, so he transferred his 200 personal guards to follow me, and then I went out shopping, buying my favorite cloth and rouge gouache, and I was really happy that day." Shang Shang smiled sweetly.
I'm already speechless, I still don't like to be safe with two hundred guards, and I brought two hundred guards, adding up to four hundred, the whole street is blocked, it's really hard to imagine that the merchants go shopping, and four hundred big men are guarding aside.
"Uh, what did you buy when you went shopping?" I continued.
"It's too much, I can't remember clearly, because I dislike bringing too many guards, so I bought something casually, I didn't buy more, I only remember that there are three hundred rolls of snowflake silkworm silk woven with various colored cloths, two hundred boxes of various rouge gouache, and fifteen phoenix eye beads, eight quintals of flower nectar from the Senling clan, the best for bathing, I think about it again......"
Looking at the shopping list that Shang Shang was still thinking about forgetting, I stretched out my hand to signal her not to think about it, and there was no need to continue chattering, which made me feel inferior compared to chatting with Ah Tian just now.
It's just shopping, with dozens of maids and four hundred guards, because I dislike a lot of people, I just bought a little at random, but the question is, is that a little? Three hundred rolls of cloth? 200 boxes of cosmetics, phoenix eye east pearl, is it a pearl......
Where is this shopping, this is sweeping.
As for me, there are only two times in my life that I have spent thousands of dollars, one is to pay college tuition, and the other is to buy a necklace for Xia Xiaoyu.
"One of the things you buy, like that roll of cloth, or cosmetics...... Oh, it's rouge gouache, how much is the unit price, the price of one piece? "I wondered, was it because the prices were very low in their time, or was it very productive?
"Do you say the cloth of snowflake silkworms, a roll is twenty purple gold coins, the price of rouge gouache is different, is it four or five purple gold coins cheap, and more than two hundred purple gold coins are expensive."
I asked again, "Then let me ask you, how much rice can an amethyst coin buy?" ”
Shang Shang looked at me innocently with his beautiful big eyes, and said guiltily: "I'm sorry, I haven't bought rice, I don't know." ”
I also suddenly realized that Shang Shang was the lord of the county, and it was normal to not know the price of rice.
At this time, the old man with rat whiskers gave me the answer: "One amethyst coin can buy five buckets of fine rice grain, and one bucket of rice is ten catties." ”
I quickly calculated in my mind, five buckets of rice is fifty catties, according to the price of modern society, a catty of ordinary rice is four yuan, fifty catties is two hundred yuan, and a roll of cloth is twenty amethyst coins, and the unit price is four thousand yuan?
Just now, Shang Shang said that he bought 300 rolls of cloth, which is equivalent to spending 1.2 million yuan? This is only the money to buy cloth, but I also bought rouge gouache, pearls, and flower nectar for bathing...... I'm afraid it adds up to 10 million.
I went shopping once, spent 10 million yuan, and said that my mood was disturbed, but I just bought a little casually? I think the son of the richest man in the country is not so capricious in spending money.
I looked at the clothes and said in an educational tone, "How many clothes do you have to make when you buy so much cloth?" Can you wear it, I'm afraid it's all worms piled up in the warehouse, don't you think it's a waste, and waste is shameful! ”
I felt the need to establish the right values and cultivate the virtue of frugality, and just like me, I have always been very frugal, although I was forced to do so by my own circumstances, but I am still very proud.
"But I really didn't buy much." Shang Sheng looked very aggrieved, "Also, of course I can't use those cloths myself, but I didn't waste raw insects, and most of them were rewarded to my subordinates." ”
"I must be very happy to be your subordinate." I said with envy, I also felt very hurt, just chatting with Ah Tian felt the life of two realms, and now I am chatting with Shang Xiang, that is the difference between the two classes, she is obviously the capitalist landlord class, and I, naturally, is the class of poor middle peasants who are exploited.
The old man with rat whiskers saw that I was too extravagant and wasteful in educating Shangshang, and looked at me as if he was looking at a poor man, and said: "What kind of identity is the lord of Shangshang, only tens of thousands of amethyst coins, what is it?" Several young ladies of the Qi family, which one of them spent this amount on buying some things casually? And the gap between the identity of the young lady of the Qi family and the lord of Shangshang is big, I think that the lord of Shangshang is a model of thrift and virtuousness. ”
Shang Shang nodded in agreement.
I banged my head on the ground, and at the same time swore in my heart that I would never chat with the inhuman tyrant again, and the damage to my soul was simply a fight with the humiliation of the poisonous dragon lady.
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