Ye Zhan who knows me in the world in the world, he can always guess my mind at the first time, and he can know whether I am hiding or not, I am afraid that he will know what I am worried about, so I have to make an excuse and worry: "The child was born by Gu Ting, I am afraid that one day he will chase me back to his child."

Ye Zhan knew that the child was his, so I would only make him nervous when I said this, in fact, I understood what he thought, he wanted to tell me about the child but was afraid that I would feel even more guilty.

Because these two children were born during the continuation of my marriage with Gu Tingsheng, I betrayed him anyway.

And Ye Zhan did the so-called junior.

Ye Zhan should be a little ashamed of Gu Tingsheng in his heart, he put his chin on my head, gently hugged me and said, "Wei'er, wait until that day." Rest assured, I won't let the two children leave you no matter what. ”

His children will definitely not let them come to Gu Tingsheng's side, in fact, I really want him to tell me the truth.

Tell me that the child is his.

I was silent, the sun outside the window was in full bloom, falling on Ye Zhan's body, and his skin was exceptionally shiny.

I hugged his shoulders and snuggled my head into his arms, and Ye Zhan hugged me tightly and didn't speak again.

In fact...... I wanted to pounce on him.

I really want him to break through this level in my heart, I hugged his shoulders and hesitated, what if I pushed him down on the bed, he would still push me away later?

One crying, two troubles, three hangings?!

He was with Ster...... It became a knot in his heart.

But I can honestly say that no matter what Ye Zhan has experienced, he will always be my brother Rong.

It will always be my Ye Zhan, my second brother.

He's who he is, the man I love the most.

At this moment, my heart was trembling, I reached out to untie his bathrobe and straighten my waist, Ye Zhan's eyes flashed, I reached out and hugged his chest and said, "Ye Zhan, can you give it to me?"

His body froze, I lowered my head and rubbed his chin, and pretended to be sad and said: "Second brother, I feel very uncomfortable now, the fire is burning, I want you, I haven't touched you for a long time, I forgot that feeling, can you give it to me?"

I deliberately said this ambiguous word, deliberately causing an itch in his heart, deliberately letting him know the desire in my heart.

But I understand that there are some things that cannot be rushed.

For example, the current Ye Zhan, he has a lock in his heart, and that lock prohibits him from touching me unscrupulously.

I rubbed his chin, like a kitten to pluck his heart, his palm clasped my shoulder, and his voice was very hoarse: "Wei'er, you promised me."

Yes, I promised him that I would not touch him at will, which was one of the conditions on which he promised to be with me.

I buried my head in his arms, thinking that I must take him down today, or he will be like this for the rest of his life.

I tried hard, tears flowed in his arms, on his chest, he reached out and rubbed my cheek, and said in a slightly panicked tone: "Wei'er, don't cry?"

I was silent, Ye Zhan hugged me tightly and lay on the bed, he knew the desire in my heart, but he just hugged me and didn't speak, and he wouldn't give me his own from my wish.

I snuggled in his arms silently, tilted my head sideways and looked out of the window, until the sunlight gradually turned into a sunset, until the sunset gradually set into a dark night, until our whole body was paralyzed, Ye Zhan did not say a word again.

If he doesn't touch me, he doesn't touch me.

I turned over and looked at the ceiling tiredly, Ye Zhan sat up and reached out to hold my palm, my fingers moved and pulled away from his palm, I turned sideways and looked out the window.

Ye Zhan's faint voice came, "Angry? ”

Yes, I'm having a temper tantrum with him.

It's not that I don't understand him, but I have to force him once, I reached out and took off all my clothes, and then turned my back to him and looked out the window, nervous and apprehensive.

I just waited for him to see what he would do.

Ye Zhan didn't move again, and after a long time, he suddenly stood up and walked to the window, looking out with a tall posture.

I looked at him silently, and he suddenly turned around and looked at me coldly, at me who had nothing on me.

I looked at him without shyness, he closed his eyes, and said in a low voice, "Wei'er, I'm afraid of touching you."

"I know." I say.

He was silent for a long time, and suddenly opened the wardrobe on the side and took out a set of white Hanfu inside, I was stunned, how could Ye Zhan's wardrobe have this style of clothes?

Ye Zhan changed into the Hanfu with wide sleeves and long robes in front of me, and reached out to straighten the long rope hanging from his waist, he was very tall, and he looked good in this dress.

Pure as snow, the temperament is outstanding.

He came over and sat cross-legged by the window, reached out and brushed his sleeve, and asked me in an astringent tone, "Is it pretty?" ”

I was silent and said, "Is it pretty?"

He asked, "Is it clean?"

“……”

I was silent, and he insisted, "Is it clean?"

The Hanfu is as white as snow and very clean, but I was afraid that I would answer his question, I pursed my lips and was silent, and Ye Zhan asked me again, "Wei'er, is it good-looking?" ”

I gritted my teeth and said, "Looks good."

"Come here, take off this robe for me."

He actually took the initiative to order me to do this, and I was nervous and suddenly lost my courage, such a strange Ye Zhan.

He commanded, "Come here."

I silently went to squat down beside him naked, reached out and just touched his belt, his voice was cold: "Wei'er, I was wearing this robe when I first met Stur, I was only fourteen years old at that time, I was a very young boy, very clean and simple!" He said he liked classical Chinese boys, and I dressed him up like this every day to please him. ”

My fingers paused, and he opened his hands and said, "Untie it, Wei'er, don't you want to take off this dress?"

I knelt down in front of him and said with tears in my eyes, "I'm sorry."

Ye Zhan smiled lightly and said: "Actually, I used to like this robe, because this is my country and my native place, but since I was abandoned, I have realized that neither the family nor the country is worth relying on, and the only thing I can trust in this world is myself."

He paused and said: "Of course, I also believe in Wei'er, after all, Wei'er is my loyal belief in my heart, and it is my Ye Zhan's life, even if she betrays me, I will unswervingly believe in her."

I grabbed the corner of his clothes and cried with grief, Ye Zhan smiled softly and said: "When I met Sturt, I was still a teenager, and since then I have become his plaything."

Ye Zhan was going to confess to me.

I was silent, raised my head and looked at him humbly, he looked at me coldly and said: "Wei'er, I have already made a decision at that time, no matter what the future holds, I will hold on, I will live well, even if I am played with like a plaything, I feel that it doesn't matter, because I want to live, live to see you, live to protect you for a lifetime." At that time, my heart was not as humble as it is now, because I didn't plan to have you at that time, so I don't have to confess these things to you, I don't think it matters, because the real Rong Ying died in that lonely and cold orphanage in the winter of that year, and only Ye Zhan was alive, and there was only one Ye Zhan who wanted to stand at the highest apex. ”

I grabbed the corner of his clothes tightly, and he commanded in a cold voice, "Wei'er, take off this dress for me."

I didn't dare, I didn't dare to touch him again.

But I didn't dare to disobey his words, I trembled my fingers to untie his belt, and he smiled picturesquely and said, "Sturt took off my clothes, Wei'er...... You're an adult, you should understand what I mean, my body is dirty...... How dirty is it? Played by an older man...... Oh, by the way, I once thought about suicide, but when I think about the purpose of my life, I can't help but persevere, even if I live like a dog, I will see you again in this life, give you an impregnable wall, and give you a proud power. ”

I hugged his body violently and murmured, "Don't say it, Brother Rong, I'm afraid of you like this, please don't say it again." Wei'er loves you very much, loves your face, loves your body, loves everything about you, no matter what you have experienced, it is loved by Wei'er, Wei'er promised Brother Rong that she will never leave you again in this life. ”

"Wei'er, I'm not a soft-hearted person, on the contrary, I'm very cruel, I'm very cruel to the current Sturt, after I took his power, I scrapped his limbs and found someone to abuse him, I kept him in captivity in Switzerland and let him live better than death, he wants to die, I want him to live, yes, I'm taking revenge on him, revenge on this only person I hate in my life."

He reached out and grabbed my back violently, resting his chin on my shoulder, and I felt a hint of wetness.

Is Ye Zhan crying?!

Is this man as hard as iron and close to God crying?

I bit his shoulder and said, "Brother Rong, these are all things in the past, and Wei'er doesn't care about these at all."

This is his unbearable past, I don't care, this is the condition under which he once lived, and I am glad that he chose this way, at least he can live, and he can live to stand by my side.

"Wei'er, I care."

He hugged me and gasped violently, I hugged him nervously, and he suddenly suppressed: "You are a smart girl, in fact, you have already guessed it just now, in this case, I will personally tell you my past, that unbearable past."

Ye Zhan's face suddenly turned pale, I hugged him tightly, he twitched hard, and finally softened on my body.

I hugged him in horror, knowing better that he was sick, yes, the after-effects of mental illness.

He was in great pain right now.

But I didn't know how to comfort him.

Suddenly, he said, "Wei'er, I want to die."

I said sharply: "Brother Rong, don't talk nonsense."

"Wei'er, I'm so tired of living."

I know he's tired.

His whole life has been sour.

I reassured, "Brother Rong, I'm here."

"Wei'er, you were only five years old at the time."

"Yes, nineteen years ago I was five years old."

"I was twelve years old," he said.

"Yes, Brother Rong has always been cold and silent."

"Wei'er, I really want to go back to the past."

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