164. He still flinched
Ye Zhan wanted to go back to the past, to nineteen years ago, to a time when nothing happened, but it was so long, so long that I didn't know what happened.
All I know is that I liked him to hug me, and I liked to hug his long legs, whatever...... It's really too long, and Ye Zhan misses himself at that time.
At that time, he was as clean as a house, and he could proudly tell me that when I grew up, let me marry him.
At that time, he had the same mentality as me.
I cried at a loss, I hugged him tightly, I didn't know how to comfort him, no matter how much I said it seemed to be superfluous, my palms rubbed his face, rubbed repeatedly, trying to give him the warmth I could, but seeing his moist eyes, my heart hurt and couldn't breathe.
I love the man in front of me very much, I love him, even if I lose my nine-year memory and recover it again, I understand that I will only choose him between Gu Tingsheng and him.
Ye Zhanna, it's my life.
I kissed his cold lips, and he pursed his lips and looked at me with a dull heart, which contained endless sorrow and pain.
I reached out and hugged his neck, stretched out the tip of my tongue and licked his lips, he was indifferent, I broke down and cried: "Brother Rong, it's me, I'm your favorite Wei'er, I'm here with you, you don't have to think about anything, I love you." By the way, promise that those two children are yours, and I knew from the beginning that those two children were yours. Not only do you know, but Gu Tingsheng also knows that the reason why I divorced him is also here. ”
Ye Zhan's pupils constricted violently, my palms rubbed the back of his neck, and said sadly: "I always knew that the children were yours, but I just wanted to give birth to them, I wanted to give birth to those two children for my brother Rong, even if I didn't remember it at that time, but a voice told me that I must give birth to them, because it is very important to me, so important...... I don't know what to say, but Brother Rong, you have me now, you have children connected to your blood, you have everything, don't you think about how good you once were? Wei'er loves you so much, she won't care about your past, you see, my brother Rong is still so handsome and elegant. In fact, I like the current Brother Rong so much, he can protect me unscrupulously, he can do everything he wants, he can give his children all the power, and he can give me love. ”
I love Ye Zhan, that's in the bone marrow.
Ye Zhan was stunned, he pressed his forehead against my forehead and was silent for a long time, I hugged him sadly and didn't know what to do.
How can I comfort Ye Zhan like this?!
At this moment, his heart is uncomfortable, his heart is humble, and his heart is also ...... Fear is terrible.
I hugged him tightly and said, "Brother Rong, you can't do this, me and the child...... You have to pass that level in your heart, and I and the child still need you to take care of it. ”
He suddenly pushed me away and lay on the ground, his handsome face was buried on the floor, his body twitched violently, I was very distressed to see him like this, and hurriedly crawled over and said anxiously: "What's wrong with Brother Rong?"
Ye Zhan let out a low roar in his throat, I reached out and grabbed his white robe, I felt so sad that I gritted my teeth and reached out to take off his Hanfu and spread it on the ground.
I hugged him with my own body, I kissed every part of his body with my lips, and I muttered to myself, "Brother Rong, I'll help you wash your body."
He was extremely humble in his heart, and his body twitched, I kissed his waist and abdomen and bit it gently, saying: "Brother Rong, what Wei'er likes is you, I don't care about what you have experienced, no matter how serious your condition is, I don't care."
Ye Zhan's body froze, he looked at me in a daze, raised his hand and rubbed my head, and said for a long time: "Is it okay?"
Ye Zhan's tone of inquiry was very cautious, and I looked at him in surprise, taking his hand and touching my waist.
Ye Zhan was stunned for a long time, and only after a long time did he pick me up and put me on the bed, looking at me condescendingly.
His eyes trembled, as if he was looking at my body, looking carefully, I held my breath and looked at him expectantly, Ye Zhan stretched out his finger and gently tapped my forehead.
I raised my hand to hold his fingers, Ye Zhan slowly bent down and gently kissed my forehead, the moment the cold lips touched me, my body couldn't stop trembling.
Ye Zhan raised his hand to hold my shoulder, rubbing my tattoo there, I blinked, Ye Zhan kissed my eyebrows, and began to reach out and touch my body.
My body trembled, and Ye Zhan said in a clear voice: "Don't be afraid, Wei'er, I will be gentle, I will try to ......"
Ye Zhan paused, he kissed my lips and rubbed them thinly, and then murmured softly: "Wei'er, don't dislike me."
……
Ye Zhan gave up at the last critical moment that night, he was silent on me, I was silently at a loss for what to do with tears, and I couldn't sleep all night holding him.
Watching him get up, watching him leave, watching him go from day to night.
Ye Zhan didn't come back for a whole day.
I got up tiredly, got dressed, went downstairs and called Ruan Chen, but Ruan Chen didn't answer the phone, I hesitated for a while to call Ye Zhan, Ye Zhan still didn't answer my phone.
Ye Zhan disappeared.
It's literally gone.
I closed my eyes and called Professor Xu to ask about Ye Zhan, and Professor Xu hesitated for a while and said, "Mr. Ye came to see the child in the morning."
But now it's night, and it's been twelve hours since Ye Zhan went to see the child, and I'm very scared, I'm afraid that Ye Zhan will leave me again, and I'm afraid that Ye Zhan won't be able to think about it.
I'm afraid that he won't be able to think about it, and he won't be able to think about it, not only himself, but also me, and he will avoid me.
I sat on the ground scared and helpless, I didn't know what to do at the moment, I didn't know how to find him.
It wasn't until ten o'clock in the evening that Ye Zhan opened the door from the outside and came in, and the moment he appeared, my face was full of tears, and he looked at me in a little surprise and asked, "What's wrong?"
I stretched out my hands like a child, Ye Zhan came over and hugged me in my arms, and I said sadly: "I thought you didn't want me anymore, Brother Rong, I really thought you didn't want me anymore."
Ye Zhan was stunned, "Silly boy." ”
He put me on the sofa and went to the kitchen to make me dinner, I hadn't eaten for nearly two days, so I devoured a lot, Ye Zhan saw that his eyes flashed slightly and said, "I'm sorry, I made you suffer."
I shook my head, as long as he would come back.
As long as he's willing to come back, I don't care.
I love him too much, and he loves me too much, and it's our mindset that stalks between the two of us.
Our mindset is not equal.
Ye Zhan always felt inferior to me.
He was wrong, he will always be Ye Zhan, who is so high, and he will always be my second brother, he will only be more sacred than people.
But he is so ordinary, he is just a man, a man who is sick and longs for love and affection.
Ye Zhan went to the bathroom to take a bath as always, and after he came out, my eyes were fixed on him, and between me and him...... Just a little bit, he still can't tie the knot.
My greatest wish is to sleep with Ye Zhan, and my greatest wish is to break his psychological barrier at the moment.
But he was determined not to touch me, I was tired from lying on the bed, and I felt empty when he put his arms around me.
This emptiness drives me crazy.
Not for anything else, but for him.
Ye Zhan's fingers pinched my cheek and didn't go any further, and I kept sighing in his arms.
He seemed to notice it, and hugged me tighter.
You see, he just doesn't want to touch me.
What the hell is he suppressing?!
Is Ye Zhan's condition serious?!
Professor Song said that his current state is very unstable, how unstable it is, I ...... I'm worried about Ye Zhan now.
As soon as the morning dawned, Ye Zhan left again, and before leaving, he assured me, "Wei'er, I will go home in the evening."
After Ye Zhan left, I found myself a canary in a cage, staying here every day just to see him.
Thinking about this makes me feel uneasy.
I called Ruan Chen again, but he still didn't get through, and it wasn't until a long time later that I received a text message from Ruan Chen, who said, "Miss Tao, I will be punished at the headquarters recently."
Ruan Chen was still here the day before yesterday, what made Ruan Chen touch Ye Zhan's bottom line again? Or is Ye Zhan afraid that Ruan Chen will tell me something again? Why do I feel flustered?
Just when I was panicking, I received a call from General Chen himself, and he asked me to go to his villa to find him.
He said, "Something to talk about." ”
I hesitated for a long time, but I still bought a plane ticket to return to China, and as soon as I got off the plane, I went to General Chen's villa.
I told him my purpose, and he hesitated for a moment before he said embarrassedly: "Ye Zhan is a dangerous leader, his existence will endanger our safety, having said that, I once promised Lao Tao that as long as it is your business, I will agree unconditionally to anything." He saved my life before, so this time I will pay him back on this condition. ”
I thanked and said, "Thank you, Grandpa Chen."
Old General Chen smiled, like a grandfather and said kindly: "Wei'er, you have to believe that I will always be on your side, even if it is not for your grandfather, it should be for myself."
"Yourself?" I was skeptical.
"You made me see what we looked like when we were young, desperate for the people we loved, even if we knew that the other party was so dangerous...... All bravely loved. ”
I wondered, how did he know about me and Ye Zhan?!
As if sensing my doubts, General Chen smiled and said, "I have a distant relative, and he told you a story."
"Grandpa Chen, who is it?" I asked.
General Chen smiled and said, "Midsummer."
Suddenly, I remembered those blue eyes, so gentle, so warm, but I couldn't see or hear, and it was so laborious to speak.
"Midsummer is a good boy."
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