I thought that half a year was enough time to make my heart stop in front of him, but I didn't expect that when I saw the scene in front of me, my heart was still so obvious with a colic...... I stared blankly at the sea, watching him take a woman in his arms, laugh and go crazy with her, and indulge passionately, I always felt so unreal, it turned out that this is what it looks like for him to fall in love with someone else, and he has never been so happy with me...... Looking at his powerful and wanton appearance, he should not have recovered much, it seems that the serious illness that almost killed him did not affect him, let alone change He Yi's kidney...... Anyway, he's alive and well, and that's good. But why, my heart is still like pressing on a boulder, and I feel a little breathless? Why Gu Minyi? Anyone can do it, why does it have to be Gu Minyi?

Oh, God is really joking, I actually let me meet him here, why did I just run into him here?

Seeing their figures disappear before my eyes from far and near, rushing into the wider sky, drowning in the waves mixed with their laughter, I slowly and stiffly withdrew my gaze, and continued to fall into the low tide......

"What's wrong?" Chen Qi shook his hand in front of my eyes, "What are you thinking, you look like you're lost and depressed." ”

I smiled bitterly, "No, like you, I also remembered my ex." ”

"Haha, no, you broke up too?" Chen Qi laughed easily, "Then let's get together today, but it must be too sad, a woman of our age, it would be too hypocritical to say that she is still looking forward to any hellish true love, isn't it?" Man, it's a special kind of 'entertainment' in my place, and if you get tired of it, you can dump it, who the wants to die or live for them, joke! Anyway, the old lady has money, and she doesn't plan to get married in this life, so she can play casually. ”

......I didn't respond, and took a sullen sip of coffee.

"Or, I'll introduce you to a former ex of mine N years ago," Chen Qi said with a wicked smile and lowered his voice, "A second-tier star, handsome, with a standard male model figure, is still a rich second generation, his father is a giant in the catering industry, less than thirty, especially in that area, the kung fu is very powerful, really, practice it yourself...... If you don't dislike being used by me, you can really consider developing with him, you are so beautiful, he will definitely fall in love with you at first sight. ”

Although he was in his heart, he still snorted faintly, "You better keep it by yourself and continue to play, I'm not interested." ”

In the business field, there will always be all kinds of cows, ghosts, snakes and gods. Just like Chen Qi, four or five years older than me, is the vice president of a large fashion women's clothing website, has been in the shopping mall for many years, and has been cooperating with my Yuncan clothing for three or four years, she is also white and beautiful, but after all, she is nearly forty years old, and her addiction to smoking is big, and she can still see the old state in the corners of her eyes, often wearing heavy makeup, cheerful and particularly strong, meat jokes are flying all over the sky, a mouth can say that the dead are alive, and you have to change a few boyfriends every year, tall, short, fat, thin, young, old, Rich and poor...... Almost every time she saw her, the men around her were different. Because the personal relationship is usually good, she always does not shy away from talking about the XX things between her and those men in me, and often asks me if I have any handsome guys to introduce to her, even if I have 'used' it...... In short, I have long been accustomed to her heavy style, and I am not too relieved.

I had lunch with Chen Qi, and we went to visit a few luxury stores together, and I picked out a pair of shoes with her, and the cooperation that should be talked about was also negotiated in this eating and playing, and I said goodbye to her after three o'clock in the afternoon, and I drove back to Guangzhou.

At this time, there were relatively few cars on the highway, and my speed was not fast, but when I looked in the rearview mirror, I found a Mercedes-Benz that I was familiar with...... When I got my license plate number, I was shocked again. What does he mean? Have you been following me?

After a brief moment of distraction, I gradually increased my speed, but his car always kept pace with me and kept following me. I don't care so much anymore, I drive my own car, and he hasn't overtaken me...... It wasn't until a few minutes after getting off the highway that I was concentrating on driving, when I suddenly felt a sudden shock to the body, and my head leaned back violently under the action of inertia, and my cervical spine was almost broken in an instant! From experience, I know I'm being rear-ended!

I stopped the car, got out of the car, and after looking back, I hit the back of my car, and it was actually ...... That Mercedes. Soon, Gu Minyi got out of the driver's seat, and when she saw me, she quickly turned into a surprised look after a cold face for a second, "Mr. Lu, how could it be you?!" I'm very embarrassed, I just answered a phone call while driving, I was distracted for a while, I was going to brake suddenly, who knew that I mistakenly used the brake as the accelerator, and I blamed myself for my poor driving skills, are you okay? She asked with concern.

Seeing the smirk on her face, I didn't bother to say anything to her, and looked directly at Jiang Feng in the co-pilot.

Jiang Feng sat motionless in the co-pilot's seat, his eyes staring indifferently at the mobile phone screen, exuding a cold air all over his body, as if he didn't care about this rear-end accident at all, and even more disdainful to look at me, it seemed that he didn't know me at all.

I thought that this rear-end collision that almost paralyzed me was deliberately done by Gu Minyi, but now it seems that he should have instructed it, at least he acquiesced.

He's taking revenge on me, he wants me to die, he wants me to die......

It's been so long since I've broken up that I've never imagined what it would be like when he stopped loving me, and today I finally saw it...... Heh, I didn't expect him to be so naïve, naïve enough to take revenge on me in such a way. Didn't I see through it a long time ago, why am I still trembling with anger, in his indifference, in Gu Minyi's mockery, I can't help but tremble?

"I'm really sorry," Gu Minyi walked up to me, said apologies to me, looked at my stomach again, and asked deliberately suspiciously, "Shouldn't your belly be more than nine months, what, did you give birth a long time ago?" So why not confinement at home to nurse the child, and still run around? ”

"......" According to my temper in the past, I would have slapped her twice, but this time I held back.

Seeing that I didn't say anything with a calm face, Gu Minyi said again, "Well, the car didn't hit it badly, then we don't need to call the police to solve it, it's a waste of time and trouble, let's go private, how much do you think I pay you?" ”

I couldn't listen to Gu Minyi's nonsense, my eyes were stunned on him in the car, which lasted for almost 5 seconds, and when I saw that he was still silent, I slowly withdrew my gaze, and then turned around with difficulty......

Just as I was about to get back into the car, Gu Minyi threw out another sentence behind me, "Mr. Lu, let me tell you another news, I will hold an engagement ceremony with Ah Feng on the 15th of next month, welcome to attend then, of course, if you don't want to bless, I also understand, I just hope you can let go of the past and wish you happiness." ”

Hearing the word engagement, I felt a dull pain in my heart, a little dizzy, and when I was about to lose my nerves, I quickly got in the car and closed the door, started the car in a chaotic way, and accelerated forward again and again, without looking at the roadside signs, and casually found a fork in the road and drove in......

Driving aimlessly, the overwhelming sense of disillusionment overwhelmed me, and I couldn't calm my mind at all, and I couldn't help but think about what had just happened...... I can accept that he doesn't love me anymore, but I can't accept that he loves another woman and is ready to get married! Is this really his revenge?

It turned out that I didn't get better, and when I saw him, the scars I had worked so hard to heal became inflamed again......

When I returned home, I was at a low ebb for several days, and I could only continue to numb myself with things at work, participate in socializing every night, pretend to be bold at the wine table, and drink glass after glass of wine from others, and only when I got drunk could I go home to fall asleep, and only when I woke up the next day did I remember to remove makeup and skin care, and went to work with a haggard face. If you don't socialize or drink any day, you will always have insomnia all night at night, so you can only rely on sleeping pills to fall asleep.

In these busy, empty, and depressing days, Zhou Kaicheng would always come to my house or my office from time to time to sit down, either come back from a business trip to give me all kinds of novel gifts, or use the chores at work to discuss with me, or let me accompany him to a certain dinner. On this day, he came to me again, saying that he had found a friend to get two tickets for Milan Fashion Week and wanted to go to the show with me, and asked me if I had time?

Tickets for Milan Fashion Week are not easy to buy even if you have money, so after listening to Zhou Kaicheng's words, my heart that has been depressed for a long time finally warmed up...... It was also at this moment that I found that over the years, Zhou Kaicheng has always been the person who knows me best, the most reassuring and warm person, he never gives me pressure and embarrassment, when I have a need, he will automatically appear, when I don't need him to disturb, he will automatically disappear, always thinking about leaving the best for me, but he doesn't ask for me...... Thinking of this, and looking at his always indifferent eyebrows, I suddenly found that he was even more lonely.

"Kai Cheng, there are some things that I have to make clear to you," I sat on the sofa, not daring to look him in the eye.

"Well, you say."

After taking a deep breath, I said with difficulty, "I am very touched by your kindness to me, but I am also very guilty, but it is not a way to go on like this for a long time, because I can't give you what you want, and it will only cause you deeper damage over time." ”

"......," he sneered, "you know what I want?" ”

I glanced at him and didn't answer.

"Do you really think that I am like other men, and I want to possess you by being nice to you," he said, still sneering, "and if I really have such a purpose, I will not look back when you refuse it for the first time." There are many kinds of feelings in this world, just like I do to you, I like you, but I don't necessarily grasp it in my hands, or I just want to be good to you, I want you to be okay, I want to see you happy and perfect, and I feel comfortable in my heart. ”