169 Misfortune cries to me

Zhou Kaicheng's words made me feel more guilty, and I couldn't help but say, "You want me to live well, I also hope you can live well, your current conditions, it is very easy to find a good woman to marry, why waste time for me, you are also in your forties, you really can't wait any longer." ”

"Why, you must think that I should get married," he said with a wry smile, "I have never been married in my life, what marriage is like, I have experienced it a long time ago, and I have never planned to jump into this besieged city again, just like now, how good it is to be free and easy." ”

"But don't you want a baby? You are now in the prime of life, your life is full, and you can live well alone, but when you are old, having a child of your own is always a psychological sustenance, a new hope, isn't it? ”

"Probably," he still smiled bitterly, "but at my age, there is really no need to have another child, and when he is born, I can't be sure if I can live until he is self-reliant, hehe." ”

"......" I didn't respond.

"Yuncan," he suddenly squeezed my hand again, looked at me with deep eyes, and said with some eagerness and helplessness, "If you are still alone at the age of 50, then let's get married, and we will also have a companion in our old age." ”

My heart trembled and I smiled at him, "Okay." ”

"It's a deal."

"Hmm."

That afternoon, not long after Zhou Kaicheng left, when I was about to go upstairs to rest, Han Qiaojuan suddenly walked into my living room again, and Sister Tao symbolically stopped her but couldn't stop her at all. I saw that her whole person was depressed, walking tremblingly, she usually wore exquisite makeup, she was without makeup today, her face was extremely pale and haggard, her eyes were red, and her eye bags were thick, as if she had aged more than ten years all of a sudden.

"Cloud ...... Yun Can ......" Her voice was hoarse, her eyes were full of sadness, and she was a little afraid to look at me, "I ...... I ......"

I'm not in the mood to speculate about what kind of routine she is, so while coldly instructing Sister Tao to drive people away, she went upstairs-

"No," Han Qiaojuan immediately grabbed me, her whole body was trembling, she wanted to do something with me but she couldn't say anything.

"Yuncan, Mom, please have mercy on me, don't go, listen to me finish speaking," she choked up as she spoke, looking at me with tears in her eyes, "I'm ...... this time I ......" She shook her head, unable to say any more, just trembling and crying.

I have never seen Han Qiaojuan so painful and vulnerable, and I can't help but pause a little more, wondering if she wants to act? Are you playing the bitter card? If it's acting, she can really win the Oscar, and I was stunned when I saw this tearful look.

"What the hell are you trying to say?"

"I-I beg you, Yuncan, I really have something big to ask you this time," she said incoherently, "Xiaowei...... Xiaowei is sick, very sick, I think, only you can save her, I beg you to ......"

As soon as I heard her mention Sun Hanwei, I couldn't listen to it at all, and indifferently dropped a sentence of "Find a doctor when you're sick, don't look for me!", and then left again.

"No, Yuncan, don't go, I beg you, I really beg you, my mother was wrong before, she did too many wrong things, she was very wrong, and now retribution has finally come," she became even more uncontrollably painful, grabbed my hand tightly, and said in a trembling voice, "Xiaowei, she ...... She was found to have ...... Leukemia, you have to change the bone marrow to have any hope of cure, you are also Xiaowei's sister in blood, and the doctor also said that you have the greatest hope of matching her bone marrow, so I ...... Please save her, Xiaowei is still so young, I really can't watch her die......"

When I heard the words leukemia, I felt a sigh in my heart!

Han Qiaojuan is joking, right? How could this kind of disease, which can only happen in the news and bloody TV series, befell Sun Hanwei? Sun Hanwei is so energetic, why did he get this terrible terminal illness? I was neither sad nor happy, I just felt a strong and unreal feeling of fantasy, and I couldn't believe it for a while, and I always thought that she was still playing the emotional card and wanted to reconcile with me......

"Yuncan, I have only two children in my life, you and Xiaowei, but if I have some other ways, I don't dare to bother you, but I'm really desperate now, every day I see Xiaowei lying in the hospital dying, I can't hold it anymore......" Han Qiaojuan looked at me with blurred tears, "Mom has done a lot of things to hurt you before, you can punish me and vent on me, but can you save Xiaowei......"

"yes, your daughter really has leukemia?" I asked.

"I also hope that the doctor misdiagnosed, but the result is the same after running to several hospitals," Han Qiaojuan trembled and took out a few report sheets from her bag, "Look, these are the test results...... What kind of sin have I done, I want to repay her, if I have this disease, I will kill myself, but she is my child, I can't give up on her! ”

I glanced at the reports with Sun Hanwei's name written on them, and the results of the reports were all medical terms that I couldn't understand, but what I could be sure of was that Sun Hanwei really changed this disease!!

The news was so shocking to me that I was stunned for a few seconds...... After all, it is a terrible terminal illness, and I still feel a little pity for Sun Hanwei at this time. Soon, however, the pitiful sensation of tremor faded away, and it became a no-feeling...... Yes, hearing that Sun Han is suffering from leukemia is like seeing someone I don't know sick on the news, except for a brief sigh, it has nothing to do with me.

"You go," I didn't intend to laugh at her, but said lightly, "If you want to save her, the most important thing you should do is to find her a famous doctor all over the world, instead of wasting time and expressions with me." ”

Heh, she actually wants me to change her daughter's bone marrow, I don't know if she is a fool herself or thinks I am a fool.

"Cancan!" Han Qiaojuan saw that I had no room for negotiation here, she knelt down in front of me with a plop, grabbed my shirt, and shouted excitedly, "Mom kneel down for you, I owe you in the past, and now I regret it a thousand and ten thousand, I know that God is punishing me......" She was already crying breathlessly, "But ...... You see I'm really desperate, you are my daughter, Xiaowei's sister, really only you can save her, just this time, don't be so ruthless, really, there is no blood feud between us, you saved her, Xiaowei will also be very grateful to you, in the future, you will have an extra sister, one more relative, isn't this good, in fact, Xiaowei has been in Japan since she was last released from prison, because she has long known that she was wrong, and has long been reflecting on repentance, please, let go of the previous hatred, help your sister! ”

I never thought that Han Qiaojuan would kneel at my feet one day and beg me so humbly...... I have to say that her painful and helpless appearance still makes me feel a little pleasure. Sure enough, it was thirty years in Hedong and thirty years in Hexi, thirty years ago she thought I was her shame and wanted to bury me alive, but thirty years later, I became her daughter's only life-saving straw, it seems that there is really a karmic reincarnation in this world.

"Han Qiaojuan, you can leave after the bitter love drama is over. I still regret your daughter's illness, but if you want me to change your daughter's bone marrow, you know best whether I will agree. With that, I violently threw her hand away.

But she dragged me to death again, with great strength and a very firm attitude, "Cancan, I know that it will be a bit difficult for you to let go of your previous prejudices against me for a while, you need a while to accept it, but Xiaowei's condition really can't waitβ€”β€”"

"Say no more!" I couldn't listen to her chatter anymore, and stared at her coldly, "It's endless, isn't it?" How many cents does your daughter have to do with me when she's sick and dying? Can you get down on my knees and shed a few tears and say something bitter? After so many years, have you figured out the relationship between me and you and Sun Hanwei?! I'm telling you, if you still want some dignity, don't say a word, hurry up and get out, don't bow to me until you die, I still admire your backbone! Get out of here! ”

"No," she shook her head vigorously and cried bitterly, "where do I need dignity, as long as I can save Xiaowei, I can also take my life...... Without Xiaowei, I want nothing now, dignity, face, face, money, all useless, as long as Xiaowei's illness is cured, I want her to continue to live......"

After so many years, hearing the kind of love and doting on Sun Hanwei in her words, I still have a subtle feeling of 'jealousy' in my heart...... I even thought, if it was me who was sick and needed Sun Hanwei's bone marrow help, would she Han Qiaojuan cry for me so much, and would she force Sun Hanwei to come to me? Promise to know what it is without thinking about it. Then, my anger burned again, and I couldn't help but kick her away!

"Can't you hear it!" I couldn't help yelling at Han Qiaojuan, I just felt that her behavior was not begging me, but insulting me! After ruining my whole life, she can still use this face to beg me to save her daughter, what the fuck did she think of me? Isn't that a serious insult to me?!

"Han Qiaojuan, don't say that I have a deep hatred with you, even if there is no hatred, I will never be able to donate any bone marrow to your daughter! Since you love her so much, go and watch her for two more days while she is not dead, and don't come to me to pollute my eyes!" Sister Tao, give me a strong point and kick her out! ”

After saying that, I rushed upstairs, and Han Qiaojuan was dragged out of the door by Sister Tao, and then locked it.

I lay in the bedroom for most of the day, all kinds of uncomfortable and indescribable nausea...... As soon as I closed my eyes, it wasn't Han Qiaojuan's cold eyes and ridicule of me many years ago, if it wasn't for Sun Guanghong's obscenity towards me, or if it was Sun Hanwei's foul language scolding me, it was not Han Qiaojuan's heart-rending plea just now...... When I was lying down at night, Sister Tao went upstairs and told me that Han Qiaojuan was still outside the door and didn't leave, and it seemed that she was still waiting for me. In fact, she stayed up all night outside the door this time, and kept sending all kinds of intercession text messages to my mobile phone, but I ignored them.