186. Wei'er, are you happy?

My second brother and I live in this paradise-like place, coarse tea and light food, and a simple life can no longer be simple.

After nearly three months, the second brother's condition gradually improved, and by now, he is almost better.

Now the second brother no longer has a psychological barrier, and he has found his former self.

Really, I'm glad I did.

It's just that I don't know why, Ye Zhan has become mysterious since a few days ago.

Sometimes he would go out for most of the day, but when he came back, he would talk to me as usual.

Or sometimes they would silently hug me and then be silent.

Ye Zhan is not a man who talks a lot, so many times when we are together, I take the initiative to provoke a topic.

Then, he occasionally replied to me with a word or two.

At noon, I made a fire to cook as usual, and then the two of us ate together, he looked at me, I looked at him, and I instantly had a feeling that silence was better than sound at this time.

I pushed the stack of cabbage in front of me in front of Ye Zhan: "Second brother, we will always leave here, I'm afraid I want to ask you if you are reluctant to come here?" ”

Ye Zhan's deep eyes flashed with an unclear meaning, these days he seems to have his own thoughts, his own decisions.

I saw it clearly, but I didn't ask him what he was thinking.

Because I know him, if he can tell me, he will say it without me asking, but if he doesn't want to say it, I just ask, and he won't say it.

The second brother is such a person, it doesn't matter about the feelings and relationships between us, he will always have his own thoughts, so to a large extent, I will choose to support his decision.

Because we have come to this point, it is really not easy.

He took a piece of braised pork and put it in my bowl, and his sexy and deep voice sounded in front of me: "Eat more." ”

My heart is sweet, my Ye Zhan cares about me very much now, and he is not ordinarily good to me.

Thinking of the cold Ye Zhan in the past, I felt that the man in front of me now was a fake Ye Zhan.

How many times I couldn't believe it, and when I saw that familiar face every morning, I believed that it was not my dream.

I put that piece of meat in my mouth, and everything Ye Zhan made was delicious, and even if it was a simple thing, it could also make a good taste.

Because he is very serious in what he does, and serious men are very handsome in everything he does.

I looked at his face close at hand, and suddenly I was stunned.

Ye Zhan glanced up at me and said in a low voice, "Eat." ”

I nodded, burrowed my head and began to chop rice.

Actually, I'm curious about what he's thinking these days.

To say that you are not curious is false.

At noon, I put my clothes in the creek and washed them.

However, just as I was about to walk back with the tub, I suddenly saw the man on the other side of the woods who had haunted me.

He was wearing an army green uniform, and he just stood there, looking at me with deep eyes.

The autumn wind blew the hem of his clothes, and at this moment, my eyes suddenly moistened a little.

No matter how long it has been, no matter how much things have happened, Gu Tingsheng will always be so domineering.

I've thought about seeing him again countless times, but I never thought he'd find it.

The wooden basin in his hand fell to the ground with a click, and all the clothes inside fell to the ground.

The maple leaves swept by the wind flew in front of my eyes, and it also made me feel like a dreamlike feeling for the man in front of me at this moment.

"Uncle Gu." I tried my best to choke up, but my voice still trembled a little.

After so many things, we have been entangled for so long, and now that we meet again, he still makes my heart ripple.

This man once gave me unforgettable love, but we are inseparable after all.

He walked slowly in front of me, his boots clattering on the ground.

I quietly reached out to wipe away the tears overflowing from the corners of my eyes, looked up at him, took a deep breath and opened my mouth again: "Is there something wrong with Uncle Gu?" ”

I knew he was coming for me, so I got straight to the point.

Gu Tingsheng just looked at me like that, his gaze was not only domineering, but also a trace of doting that made my heart ache.

I don't know when our relationship became what it is now.

However, I have only one heart, and after giving it to Ye Zhan, there is no way to give it to Uncle Gu.

So I'm destined to hurt one, and Uncle Gu can only be regarded as my regret.

"Wei'er." He whispered my name, and when he had said that, he seemed to want to reach out and pinch my face, but he withdrew his hand.

Then he took out a cigarette from his coat pocket, lit it, and took a leisurely puff.

Through the thick smoke, I couldn't seem to see his face clearly.

I don't know why, I always felt that he came to me for something, but what it was, Gu Tingsheng didn't seem to know how to talk to me.

What is he hesitating about?

Or rather, what is he taboo?

I don't know.

"Wei'er, are you happy?"

After a long time, Gu Tingsheng asked slowly.

I nodded and replied, "Yes, I am very happy, Ye Zhan is very good to me, and we are really happy together." ”

Although this happiness is based on Uncle Gu's unhappiness.

I felt guilty and didn't know what to tell him.

So, I chose to be silent.

In fact, the most hurtful thing is not sorry, but silence like mine.

"Wei'er, you've grown up."

Gu Tingsheng suddenly came to such a sentence, and his words made my heart even more sour.

The tears that were originally held back burst out of my eyes in an instant.

Uncle Gu, at this time, I'd rather you didn't say this to me.

You see, I have always lived so selfishly, and after I hurt someone, I still hope that he can watch me happy unharmed, this is my selfishness.

Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand to wipe the tears from my face, and then his big hand stayed on my face for a moment.

Just like before, the love and pity in his eyes still made my heart throb and ache.

At this moment, I wanted to say to him, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but in the end, it could only turn into a silent silence.

This silence hurt Gu Tingsheng, and it also made me want to find a place to curl up.

You can pay back the money you owe, but if you owe love, you can't repay it in this life.

"Why are you crying?" He asked in a low voice.

Under this leisurely autumn breeze, his voice became unnecessarily ethereal, dreamlike, and made me feel so unreal.

"I didn't cry, I just got sand in my eyes."

I know that my eyes must be red, and at this time, I am stubborn and at a loss.

Gu Tingsheng smiled softly, and finally, he said lightly again: "Wei'er, I know that you are very good with him, but I still can't help but come to see you, and after personally confirming that you are really doing well, I can rest assured, you may think I am stupid, my dignity told me again and again not to come to this trip, but in the end I still came." ”

I can't put into words how I feel at this time.

I cried silently before his words, I still came.

Actually, I don't want to cry so that I feel like I'm a green tea, but, I'm really at a loss.

Because I suddenly realized a problem.

Ye Zhan's inexplicable disappearance not long ago, and now Gu Tingsheng's appearance, tell me an iron-clad fact all the time, that is, the two men have started a life-and-death battle again.

So Gu Tingsheng came to see me before this war started.

Ye Zhan's stubbornness made it really difficult for me to accept, he was even able to hide from me and plan something outside, and then when he went back, he just gave me the illusion that he was just walking around.

"Uncle Gu, why can't you be peaceful? Why do you have to live or die? I don't want that, I think you're all doing well, you know? ”

My voice was very low, I thought that after Ye Zhan's condition improved, I would usher in my happiness, but now I got the sign of a storm.

It doesn't matter anything else, it's just a war between two men, and I can't do anything until this war starts.

I didn't even dare to tell Ye Zhan to let him let Gu Tingsheng go, because I couldn't reverse his decision.

He loves me, I love him, but his thoughts are never something I can control.

Because Ye Zhan is such a man.

"Wei'er, now it's not like I can make peace if I want it, this time the war was provoked by Ye Zhan, I can only fight, I am a man, a soldier, and I have my own beliefs and ideas, so I ......"

He didn't go on, but I got it.

Gu Tingsheng is also a proud man, and he never allows anyone to step beyond the territory of the tower for half a step.

I suddenly understood the reason why he came here, so it made my heart feel like I was pressed by a big stone in an instant, and the inexplicable feeling of suffocation made me feel so powerless.

Gu Tingsheng stretched out his hand to straighten the clothes on my body again, and finally, he looked at me deeply, as if at this moment, he wanted to see me into his heart, and after a long time, he whispered: "I'm leaving, take care of yourself." ”

With that, he strode away.

I stood still, staring at him in a daze, until he disappeared at the end of the path.

And my vision is getting blurred more and more.

What am I crying about?

Who am I to cry?

When I went back, Ye Zhan was already sitting on the bamboo chair in the living room, and when he saw me come back, he looked up at me and asked lightly, "Where have you been?" ”

"Do the laundry."

His eyes fell on the dirty clothes in my basin, and his brow furrowed deeply, but he didn't ask me again.

I put my dirty clothes aside, walked in front of him, took a deep breath, and asked calmly, "Second brother, shall we go and see the child?" ”

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