187. As you wish!
Ye Zhan frowned, it could be seen from his expression that he had noticed something.
After a long time, he asked lightly, "As you wish!" ”
My heart is a little relieved, and now at this time, I hope to be able to make him feel loved with my two children.
However, just when my eyes fell on the cholera-era love beside Ye Zhan, I became inexplicably depressed again.
When did he pick up the book again?
I didn't even know he had brought the book to this place.
From a very early period, he has been reading this book, and now, he is still reading, does he still want to kill Gu Tingsheng?
As soon as I think about this, my heart is like a big stone pressed against it, so heavy that it almost suffocates me.
I didn't know how to persuade him at all, and I was thinking, if two men were really the same and you were dead, what could I do to avoid the greatest harm?
Ye Zhan's paranoia made it impossible for me to reverse it.
Gu Tingsheng also has Gu Tingsheng's pride, so he will naturally go all out against Ye Zhan.
They are all the best of the best, and I really don't know where things have gotten and how to get it back.
I don't want anything to happen to Ye Zhan, and I don't want anything to happen to Gu Tingsheng.
Seeing that I was silent, Ye Zhan walked in front of me, and his black eyes became deeper at this moment.
"Wei'er."
I was replaced from my thoughts at this time, I looked up at Ye Zhan, and I forgot what I was going to say.
"When are you leaving?" He asked in a low voice.
"Where are you going?"
"Didn't you say to see the kids?"
I subconsciously patted my chest, it was I who proposed to see the child, but I was distracted just now and forgot about it.
"The second brother said that he would go whenever he wanted, and the two children should be missing us."
He didn't stop for a moment, and after my words landed, he began to pack his things.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, we got on the bus back to the city.
Ye Zhan drove the car intently, and I sat in the co-pilot thinking about my thoughts.
He didn't ask me what happened in the morning, maybe Ye Zhan already knew about Gu Tingsheng seeing me.
In fact, I didn't think I could hide it from him, Ye Zhan's wisdom, as long as I showed a little bit of something wrong, he could notice it very carefully.
What's more, I have been absent-minded since I came back, so he must have guessed that I met Gu Tingsheng.
"Second brother, can we talk?"
I finally picked up the topic, because the things that should be faced will have to be faced sooner or later.
Ye Zhan snorted: "You say." ”
I took a deep breath, looked at Ye Zhan and said seriously, "Can the second brother let Gu Tingsheng go?" We have two lovely children now, and you have me, so why do you have to get into a dead end? Let him go, we live happily together, isn't it? ”
Ye Zhan still drove the car steadily, he didn't answer me, but took out a cigarette from his pocket.
He rarely smoked, but now that he's picked up again, I don't know what he thinks, and all I can do now is convince him.
Ye Zhan won't lie to me, of course, he won't coax me, he's always been such a person, doing his own thing.
"Second brother." Seeing that he didn't speak, I called him again.
Ye Zhan spit out a thin puff of cigarette and replied with two words without hesitation: "No." ”
My heart thumped, and I was choked by something at this moment.
At this moment, I had a feeling of suffocation, and my head felt like I had been slapped with a stick, and my mind was blank, and I didn't even notice that Ye Zhan's speed had accelerated.
I looked at the rapidly receding trees outside the window, I didn't know what to say about my mood at this time, in short, I wanted to lose my temper in front of Ye Zhan for the first time.
However, I didn't dare, and my feelings could only turn into silent resistance.
At noon, after we settled down in a hotel, Ye Zhan asked me what I was eating, and I didn't answer.
He helped me order my favorite dish, I don't speak, and he doesn't take the initiative to stir up the topic.
I didn't think I was feeling depressed, so I went to the hotel bathroom halfway through.
I took a handful of cold water and wiped it on my face to try to calm myself, but the irritability in my heart still swelled up, and it made me feel the urge to smash things.
In the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror and asked myself over and over again what I was supposed to do.
How can I dispel Ye Zhan's thoughts, and what can I do to get a result of both worlds.
However, in the end, I didn't find the answer.
Ye Zhan was still waiting for me in the restaurant, but I left directly through the back door of the hotel.
I wish I could be calmer because I can't panic.
The wind was whistling and blowing on my face like a knife that cut the flesh painfully.
This time, I didn't bring anything with me, my phone and my bag.
Walking on the depressed street, I suddenly forgot what I was going to do, did I want to use my disappearance to distract Ye Zhan's attention?
Also, he ...... Will it come to me?
Or even if he came to me, would he let me see him behind me?
I don't know if Ye Zhan is following me, but if he wants to find me, it's a matter of minutes.
In this way, I wandered aimlessly through the streets alone, and by the end of the day, I could not tell where I was coming from and where I was going.
Ye Zhan, Uncle Gu, how can I avoid such a battle?
Looking at the strange scene around him, Oh's heart was like a bare tree trunk blown by the wind, and his heart was left with a resolute desolation.
I finally got the love I wanted, and I also got Ye Zhan's response, but I still can't let go of my tight heart, why?
I don't know.
I repeatedly thought about the story of love during the cholera period, the love of three people, destined to have a tragedy.
And Ye Zhan and I, Gu Tingsheng, are just like the stories in the same book.
Cut constantly, tidy up and messy, no matter how you deal with it, there will be an injury.
I wanted to minimize this damage, but Ye Zhan wanted to get rid of one.
I don't know how Ye Zhan will react if he leaves him alone in the hotel, but now I really don't want to hear the words that can't be in his mouth anymore.
I can't afford that.
I've always thought I'm strong, but now I've found that when things happen, I'm just backing down and just running away.
Suddenly, a little boy on a bicycle passed me by, and a sharp brake sound sounded in my ears.
I didn't notice that the bike had crashed into me impartially.
The moment I fell to the ground, a long figure quickly ran over from not far away, and he called my name urgently: "Wei'er, how are you?" ”
It was Ye Zhan, it turned out that he had been following me for a long time, and it turned out that he had been silently watching me behind my back.
I shook my head, trying to struggle to my feet.
At the same time, the little boy also put down the bicycle and said apologetically: "Little sister, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, I didn't expect you to stand there still." ”
Ye Zhan raised his head and looked at the little boy coldly.
No matter what time it is, the aura that comes with him will make people feel fear from the heart.
The little boy was so frightened that he immediately took a step back, and it could be seen that he was really shocked by Ye Zhan's momentum.
I hurriedly said, "You go, I'm fine." ”
The little boy wanted to pick up his bicycle, but under Ye Zhan's coercion, he looked at me again: "Sister, my car is ......"
I stood up with Ye Zhan's support and motioned for the little boy to leave.
After watching him ride his bike away, I reached out and patted the dust off my body.
Ye Zhan took off his windbreaker and wrapped me tightly.
What I wanted to say was choked back under his silent gaze.
He picked me up from the ground and walked back steadily, and in the end he didn't ask me why I had sneaked out alone.
I think Ye Zhan understands me, and his lack of asking doesn't mean that he doesn't care about me at all.
On the contrary, he knew very well what was going on in my heart, so his silence was a response to my slipping away.
Ye Zhan's steps were very steady, and in his arms, I seemed to be hiding in a very safe place.
Especially now, when he held me tightly in his arms, his eyes deep and with a hint of imperceptible love.
He loves me, and I love him, so there's no such thing as the one that has to be removed, is there?
The wind was still whirring, inadvertently blowing the hair on his forehead, and his handsome face immediately appeared before my eyes.
I reached out and stroked his face gently: "Second brother." ”
"Yes." He replied in a low voice, deep and powerful.
I didn't know what I was supposed to say, and in the end, I just made a clumsy excuse: "I have a sore foot." ”
His pace quickened a bit, and after nearly ten minutes he dropped me into the hotel and opened a room.
Actually, my foot only had a slight sore spot, because when I was knocked down just now, I did twist it.
But what I didn't expect was that when I took off my shoes, my ankles were red and swollen.
The redness and swelling look like it hurts your muscles and bones.
I reached out and touched my ankle, but it didn't hurt much if I didn't touch it, but now I reached out and poked it, but it hurt my heart.
Ye Zhan walked in from the outside after a while, holding a tube of bruise ointment in his hand, and then sat down in front of me, grabbed my foot without saying anything, and then gently smeared the ointment on my ankle round by round.
The movements were not ordinarily gentle, as if they were a rare treasure in his hands at this moment.
It didn't take long for the whole bedroom to smell of medicine.
After Ye Zhan helped me wipe the ointment, he whispered, "Pay attention to safety in the future." ”
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