In the face of He Yi's request, I had no other way, so I agreed to help him take a bath, no matter what, he is now in the critical recovery period after surgery, I really can't take it lightly.

In the bathroom...... No matter how much I treat him as a child in my heart, but in the face of He Yi's adult man's body, I still don't pinch it, and his face is a little red when he was a child before...... I try my best to put aside those psychological obstacles, just treat him as a patient who can't take care of himself, carefully avoid his wounds after surgery, and wipe his body and bathe him~

If He Yi had always been a child in my eyes before, and now, when I got close to him naked, I really realized that the child in the past has grown into a big man, one meter eight tall and big, because he is young, and because he is sick, he is relatively thin, and his figure is a tall and thin type, not as burly and strong as He Yu and Jiang Feng, but the manly aura on his body is more or less uncalm.

In the end, I washed his face with a towel, and I needed to tiptoe a little to be able to touch his face in slippers, and intimately wiped every part of his face, and found that his eyes were full of vitality again, but I was a little moved... I have to say that He Yi's eyebrows and demeanor are still somewhat similar to He Yu's face, especially the eyes and mouth, which are almost poured out of a mold. Once upon a time, in the purgatory-like days when I lost He Yu, it was He Yi, who looked similar to him, who gave me some spiritual comfort, and gradually survived...... I still don't dare to think deeply, is He Yi's role here all these years a 'relative' who has been dependent on me for many years, or another incarnation of He Yu?

Just when I wanted to get into trouble, He Yi suddenly hugged me, and his strength was still very strong......

"What are you doing," I tried to push him away, but he hugged me tighter with his other hand, a little flustered and awkward, just hugged me tightly, and his breathing was very short, "I ......"

I considered his current physical condition, and I didn't strongly resist him, so I let him hold him.

"It's not the first time I've hugged you like this." He said emotionally and emotionally, "But it's the first time I've held you like this without clothes, and you don't dare to be angry with me while I'm half-dead now, I'll tell you the truth, my feelings for you have not been very pure...... Especially now, I even have a little bad thoughts and want to kiss you...... But I have to hold back and endure it, because I can see it very thoroughly, it will never be possible between us, even if there is no Jiang Feng, no He Yu, no Zhou Kaicheng, it will definitely not be my turn...... Then maintain the status quo, as long as you still treat me as the closest person forever, I am still very happy, no matter how long I can live in the future, when I think of you worrying, I will not live this life in vain. ”

I couldn't help but hold his young face and look at him seriously, "He Yi, don't always say such negative things, remember, you are my own brother, the most important man in my mind, I always put you first, if I don't have you, I don't know how to live the rest of my life...... So don't think too much, take care of yourself, and be healthy. ”

He Yi wanted to say something, but he smiled reluctantly and took my hand away, "Okay, I know." ”

*

Because of He Yi's rejection, He Yu also promised me that he would not appear in front of him, and every time he wanted to come to the house, he had to call me in advance, and only 'quietly' came to visit He Yi after sleeping, while visiting He Yi's postoperative recovery, but also to meet me.

On this day, a few of He Yi's good classmates came from Beijing to visit him, Sister Tao made a table of dishes to entertain, and I followed the party all morning, when I happened to receive a call from He Yu, saying that he would ask me to go out. Seeing that He Yi was chatting happily with his classmates, I couldn't get involved, so I went out temporarily.

He Yu asked me to have an afternoon tea, chatted about some things, and after a brief stroll, I went to his villa with various routines. When he first came back from Sweden, he arranged for me and Jiang Wanru to live here, at that time the villa was still empty and spotless, uninhabited, just an ordinary property of his, but now, it is full of the smell of home, and he seems to live here permanently.

"I used to dream of buying a big villa for you to live in, and later, when I had the ability to buy a villa like a cabbage, there was no sense of surprise," He Yu leaned on the sofa, clasped his hands to his chest, and remembered the past with a deep face, "I am still most obsessed with the years of living in a rental house, I remember that at that time, we rented a single room, and the rent seemed to be 150 yuan a month, cooking and sleeping in a broken room with peeling walls. In the summer, there are cockroaches crawling around the cabinets, there is a simple wardrobe of fabric with broken zippers, and there is a hard bed made of planks and bricks...... I have to get up at 6 o'clock every day, walk for more than ten minutes to get to the bus stop, and I am always picked up and pasted on the window pane during the morning rush hour...... At that time, I was poor, but it was my happiest time, because no matter how broken the house is, but you live in it, it is the best decoration; No matter how small the stove is, it is the most beautiful thing in the world to see the back of you cooking for me; No matter how hard it is to squeeze the bus, with you holding my waist and snuggling in my arms, I feel that it is more comfortable transportation than the first class cabin of the plane...... In short, no matter how bad and embarrassed I am, you will adore me, give me the gentlest encouragement and hugs, and naively say that I should stop working and play at home, and you say that you will work hard to support me...... I have never seen a woman as beautiful and strong as you, who seeped into my blood like poison in those years and controlled me forever...... So in the face of other women, I can't lift the slightest desire, not even physical desire, my heart is full of your Lu Yuncan's name, you make me crazy, paranoid, unreasonable......"

When He Yu said this, he stared at me deeply, and his eyes were burning so hot that they were about to burn me......

I couldn't stand such a strong stare, and my originally calm heart had already been disturbed by him, so I had to turn around, but as soon as I turned my head, I felt my body take off! He picked me up, walked into the room on the first floor, kicked the door shut, and threw me right on the bed!

After the wind and rain, he lay on the head of the bed, his big hand caressed my smooth shoulder, looking comfortable and contented~

"Chan, can you give me a clear attitude?" He said faintly, "Since He Yi was sick to the present, I have been suffering from gains and losses every day, sometimes I can feel you, sometimes I feel that you are still far away, like seeing flowers in the fog, making me unable to understand your heart, even if I enter you, I still can't figure out your true thoughts...... Give me a definite answer and make me feel better, okay? He almost pleaded.

I have had an unforgettable past with this man, I have been a veritable husband and wife, I have loved each other deeply, I have owned each other, and I am used to each other's bodies...... Therefore, every time I faced his strong attack, I couldn't resist it from the bottom of my heart, and I admitted it after half pushing and half pushing...... Moreover, when a woman reaches my age, after having such an experience and mentality as me, I feel that that aspect is not very worthy of protection, but it is similar to the nature of eating, and it seems hypocritical to care too much.

I was always in a state of numbness and confusion, and I spoke weakly, "He Yu, I said that we will never go back to the past, even if we can share the same bed and sleep like before, we still can't go back, really." ”

He fell silent, and in the silence, the heartbeat in his chest was visibly disturbed.

"I didn't want to go back in time with you," he said, struggling, "why go back to the past when you have suffered so much from the past?" I just want to start over with you, start a new married life, and let me make up for my past regrets,"

I smiled wryly, "Why be so persistent, you probably don't know yet, I can't actually have children, and I'm not suitable for marriage at all." Moreover, I'm not as 'clean' as you, I've been in love with other men, it's not fair to you, give up. ”

"I don't care," his hand subconsciously hugged me, and confessed firmly and warmly, "I want you as a person, I only want you!" He looked at me with blazing eyes, "Yuncan, the lost ecstasy you gave me is enough for me to forget my body happily, how can I ask for more!" Please stop torturing me and officially return to me, so that I can hold on to you and enjoy the dream life of having you, even if it is only for one day, and I will die without regrets......"

Facing his sincere eyes, my ethereal heart was suddenly caught by him.

I reached out and touched his cheek, fixed my gaze at the face that had intoxicated me, as if I felt pity for him, and leaned over and kissed him...... When he came into contact with my tenderness, he was instantly ignited......

When the kiss was dark, suddenly the door was pushed open!!

We both looked up and saw that it was Duan Qian who appeared at the door.

Duan Qian stood there, her face was pale with anger, her whole body trembled, her hands clenched into fists, "......"

"Ah!!h She soon broke down and let out a scream, bent down and took off her high heels and threw them at us on the bed!

The shoe hit me right on the head, and a piercing pain hit me...... And at this time, Duan Qian flew over like a crazy woman, wanting to tear off the quilt on our bodies, crying bitterly and scolding me for being a stinky watch, and scolding He Yu for why she didn't kill her

I wasn't distracted by her intrusion in the slightest, picked up the high heels she threw over, smashed them in the face, and scolded coldly, "Get out!" It's not always time I'm in a good mood to watch you go crazy! After scolding, I took the clothes around me and put them on in a hurry.

"You!" She pointed at me even more frantically and shouted, "Lu Yuncan, you are a complete cousin!" You sleep with this man one moment, and you sleep with that man the next, what's the difference between you and the chicken! After scolding, he scolded He Yu again, "You obviously know that she is such a dirty woman, a bus, and messing around with her, do you have something wrong with your brain?!" You tell me, what is there worth your nostalgia for her kind of goods, you say! ”

"Enough! Let you go, can't you hear? Get lost! He Yu turned over and got out of bed and violently pushed Duan Qian towards the door, pushed her out of the door, pushed her to the ground, and then closed the door heavily!