I leaned over to take a look, and it turned out to be a familiar couple bowl, one black and one red, with a pair of swans kissing each other on it, and the whole was very beautiful. Jiang Feng and I bought it by chance at a ceramic shop when we were shopping before, and we fell in love with each other at first sight and bought the bowl. After buying it back, we used this pair of bowls for daily meals, he used the black one, and I used the red one...... But then Sister Tao accidentally broke my red bowl when she was cleaning up the dishes and chopsticks, although I didn't blame Sister Tao, but I was still very distressed, and I went to the ceramic shop with Jiang Feng again, but the same style was out of stock, not even other colors, since then, Jiang Feng has not used his black bowl again...... Although this is a small episode, I haven't mentioned it much, but every time I open the cupboard, I always feel a little missing, but what I didn't expect is that at this moment, I suddenly saw my red bowl of the same style appear here again, a little shocked.

stared blankly for a long time, with mixed feelings in my heart, and became more and more congested......

"This is what you and he used before?" He Yu had a calm face, and asked while taking the two overlapping couple bowls.

"......" I didn't answer him, turned around and went back to work.

But I was just about to take the chopping board to chop vegetables, but I heard a cracking sound, I turned around to look, only to see He Yu actually threw the two bowls into the trash can and broke them!

Seeing the debris lying in the trash can, my heart throbbed, but I couldn't help but say nothing, turned my head and went back to my own work...... But soon, He Yu hugged me from behind me, put his hands around my waist, hugged my body very tightly, the breath in my ears was also very hot, and I kissed wildly in my hair in a daze, and the voice was so depressed and painful, "Can, I can't stand it, every corner of this house is full of traces of that man, I really can't stand it, from now on, I want you to belong to me completely, I want you to cut off this section between you and him, I want you to only remember my ......"

The blows of the past few days have made me depressed and drowsy, and I did not resist the closeness of He Yu, and let him vent his emotions on me, and let him say those intoxicating words...... My whole body was very numb and painful, and I couldn't tell the tangled and embarrassed, like my soul was out of my body, and I couldn't feel that I was still alive.

After all, I still gently pushed He Yu away in this chaos, and I didn't have the energy to do anything, so I simply went upstairs and closed the bedroom door alone. Yes, every corner of this house is Jiang Feng's breath, even if the traces of his life are cleaned up, the memory he left in my mind has long been ingrained and is about to explode. Once I close my eyes, all the past events that happened to him in this room will come to me, stinging every nerve in me~ Even at this time, what I have hidden in my heart is still the beauty he left me, as well as his seductive eyes, everything he has touched me...... He can't replace He Yu, but he is also irreplaceable by He Yu, he is a unique character in the world, sometimes like a god, sometimes like a demon, mysterious and naïve, from the first time he met me, he has completely captured me, until now, I realize that in the two years we have known, I have lost him in the real sense for the first time!

I fell into bed again and cried myself, because of that complete sense of loss, emptiness, and disillusionment...... A heart is torn over and over again like this, and the thoughts are frozen in the dark negative imagination, and they can't turn around, and they can't get out, as if the rest of their lives will disappear like this day after day, and they will never get better.

Not only did Jiang Feng's injuries inflict on me from time to time, but He Yi's condition made me fall into a state of anxiety every day, and I lost more than a dozen pounds in less than a month.

One afternoon, when He Yu was discussing with me that he was going to replace He Yi's kidney, the attending doctor suddenly called us to his office and said with a smile, "I have great news to tell you, He Yi's kidney source has been found, and he can receive a kidney transplant immediately!" ”

I was refreshed, "Really?? How was the kidney source found, are you sure, and can it be operated on immediately? ”

The doctor said lightly and calmly, "Yes, the kidney is donated by a brain-dead patient, and it is a complete match with He Yi, if the operation goes smoothly, the postoperative maintenance is proper, and there is no rejection, it can be maintained for more than 10 years, which is a very fortunate result compared to other uremia patients." ”

"Brain-dead patients?" While He Yu was excited, he couldn't help but ask suspiciously, "Is the other party donating for free?" Who are the relatives of the deceased? ”

"This-" the doctor smiled, "This is actually not the point, in short, the source of this kidney is completely legal, and the most important and most fortunate thing is that it can be matched with He Yi, and it is fully eligible for transplantation, and we will arrange surgery as soon as possible." ”

The doctor said this, and He Yu and I didn't ask about the kidney source for the time being, because what we were most concerned about at this time was He Yi's operation, and we were suddenly immersed in the joy that He Yi was about to be saved, and told He Yi the good news.

With the kidney source, you can save He Yi without sacrificing He Yu, this sudden change makes me overjoyed, my heart that has been dark for a long time is like opening a window, and the sunlight outside suddenly floats in, illuminating my whole person, I was uncomfortable, and those discomforts disappeared with the arrival of this good news.

Because the retention time of the kidney is limited, in order to ensure the survival rate of the transplant, the kidney transplant is usually completed within 24 hours. And according to the doctor, this is a difficult operation, and there may be a variety of uncontrollable accidents, He Yu and I waited anxiously outside the operating room, highly concentrated and tense, walking around, nervous but afraid to express it. He Yu pretended to be calm but continued to smoke, while I kept drinking water and ran to the bathroom several times, but I didn't dare to take a breath...... After waiting for five or six hours, the door to the operating room finally opened, and the doctor easily told us that the operation was a success.

Because of his young background, He Yi had no complications after the operation, and seemed to be 'alive' again, the pain disappeared, and his mental state changed greatly, showing a long-lost smile, and he was discharged from the hospital after recuperating for a period of time. However, the three months after surgery are the most dangerous, you have to wear a mask when you go out, you can't go near crowded places, and you have to take anti-rejection drugs for a long time, which has the side effect of reducing immunity, especially the lungs are the most susceptible to infection...... In order to let He Yi cultivate well and not enter the ghost gate for the second time, I put aside everything and made a special trip to stay at home to take care of He Yi, so that he could stay at home like a pregnant woman in confinement, and he was not allowed to go anywhere, I also called Sister Tao back again, and made him eat with her every day according to the nutritional recipes given by the doctor, and fed him more intimately, I was afraid that something would go wrong with him and let me fall into hell again.

Because he had just undergone surgery, he took care of food, clothing, housing and transportation, and another difficulty was the problem of him taking a bath, when he was in the hospital, He Yu helped him wipe his body, I wanted to arrange He Yu to assist him in bathing at home, but He Yi refused.

"Sister, I've already said what I should say in the hospital, I don't want to have anything to do with this He Yu anymore," he straightened his face slightly, and said in a cold voice, "You also know that I can't stand the stimulation now, you'd better not let this person shake in front of my eyes, otherwise I may have another seizure." As for bathing, if you're really worried about me, you'll wash me yourself! ”

"......," I choked on, "why don't you hire a male nurse?" ”

Indeed, he has just undergone surgery now, when his immunity is the lowest and his body is the weakest, and the surgical wound has not healed. Since he clearly stated that he didn't want to meet him, I didn't want to disobey his will and make him unhappy and affect his cultivation......

"Who wants any hellish male nurses," He Yi said disdainfully, "They are all bad old men and dirty men in their forties and fifties, don't they take advantage of me when they bathe, and I'm not paralyzed in bed and can't move, and if you want to serve me in a bath, you have to find me a woman, and you have to be young and beautiful." ”

I thought about it, no girls came to visit him during his illness, and he probably didn't have a regular girlfriend, so it was really hard to solve.

He Yi looked at me for a while, half-serious and half-joking, "Sister, I think you should help me wash, you haven't bathed me, it's not a big deal, aren't we a family?"

"Don't be too kidding," I glared at him deliberately, "do you have a girlfriend?" ”

"Yes, it's called Lu Yuncan." He's even more sassy.

He has now changed his kidney, his illness has healed, and although he has matured, he still can't change that kind of personality that is out of tune.

"That's it, I'll ask Sister Tao to wash it for you," I thought about it, Sister Tao is 46 years old this year, she has been married and had children, and She Yi is usually as familiar as mother and son, and she once served Jiang Feng, who was hospitalized, and wiped Jiang Feng's body, a woman of her age should not have so many scruples.

"Don't," He Yi stared at me more closely, "You are my sister, didn't you say that you love me the most, I am now fragile like this, you treat me as a patient, as a newborn baby who needs to be raised, just help me take a bath, isn't it too much?" ”

"......" I choked.

He also deliberately threatened, "Anyway, my body will not be shown to men and old women, only for you to watch such beauties, if you don't help me, then I have to wash it myself, and when the time comes, I fall in the bathroom, I am injured, I am infected, and I will return to the pre-liberation overnight, don't regret it!" ”