159 Break again and the heart is dead

Although my venting briefly shocked him, his face did not show the slightest shame and remorse, but became more gloomy, his expression became more and more terrifying, and his eyes were as sharp as knives, and then he clamped my wrist and said-

"If you want to be selfish, I'm afraid there will be no more selfish and cold-blooded woman in this world than you Lu Yuncan," he glared at me, gritting his teeth, "You feel very hurt, don't you, I'm hurt more than you!" Who slashed whom last time? Do you think I'm really going to have a big deal with you because of my mother? I'll tell you now, the root cause is because of your disloyalty to me! Why can't you divorce him, because you never thought of breaking off with him, you especially enjoy the pleasure of wandering between two men! The first time I went to Sweden, but after two months of separation, I was looking for you all over the world and was in a hurry to go crazy, and when I fell into the valley and almost fell to my death, you were lying under him and turning the clouds and rain; The second time I broke up, I was also half dead in pain, and before I could recover my strength, you slut quickly lived with him, and even got pregnant with wild seeds! You said, in the past two years of acquaintance, in addition to relying on me to love you and constantly stabbing me with knives, even if you have done something to prove that you love me? Have it?! ”

Listening to him shouting these words aggressively, my head was buzzing, all kinds of emotions were mixed together, and I couldn't think about it, I just felt that my heart was blocked, and my whole body was uncomfortable, in order to make him disappear in front of my eyes immediately, completely disappear in my life, I looked him in the eyes, "Yes, you're right, I don't love you!" From beginning to end, I was just toying with you, using you, enjoying you, and it was because I didn't love you and didn't care about you that I casually slept with other men! Do you think I really can't get pregnant, because I don't want to keep your seed at all, I've been taking medicine, and now you don't have the slightest use value for me, please get out of my world!"

As soon as he finished yelling, he raised his hand and slapped me!

"Chickens are nobler than you," he said through gritted teeth, glaring at me with bloodthirsty eyes, the fire in his eyes threatening to devour me in almost a second!

After less than ten seconds of eye contact, he didn't attack me further, turned around and went out, slamming the door out!

Staring blankly at the door, I was not so lost that I broke down and cried, I didn't fall to the ground with weakness, on the contrary, every nerve in my body was numb, there was no sadness, no pain, no pleasure/feeling, no joy, my heart was cold and hard, as if there was nothing to shake.

After all these years, I still have nothing.

I huddled under the covers and slept until I woke up at noon the next day, still groggy. I was in a good mood, but because of his harassment, I am now stuck in a haze, and I can't get out, and the more I want to adjust, the tighter I entangle myself. A woman like me really doesn't deserve children, and she doesn't deserve happiness.

Life has been quiet for more than a week, and he will never appear like a ghost in a corner of my room again. At this time, Zhang Suxiao came to my house again.

She wore heavy makeup, but she still couldn't hide the bruises on her face, as well as the haggard and pale on her face, and even her walking was very crooked, and she looked like she was very injured.

"Mr. Lu, I know you're pregnant, congratulations, what's the due date?" She reluctantly squeezed out a smile and asked as soon as she came.

I didn't answer her questions, kept staring at the bruises on her face, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" ”

"Hehe, it's okay," she avoided talking, and quickly took out a piece of paper from her bag and handed it to me, "I came to you this time to ask you about resignation, this is my resignation application, you can sign it first." ”

"Why do you want to leave your job?"

"Do you still need to ask, Song Sicun's wife came to the company last time, and it is said that she still spoke disrespectfully to you, I am really sorry, and I have never dared to apologize in person. You also know that my business has been spread in the company, and it has affected your reputation, and where do I still have the face to stay anymore. She smiled bitterly, "Actually, I have expected such a result for a long time, blame myself for being too greedy, and I admit it." ”

"What the hell is the wound on your face?"

"I was beaten by my son and his father, he found out about my cheating, not only did he not agree to the divorce, but also beat me to death, trying his best to torture me and humiliate me......" Speaking of this, Zhang Suxiao's desolate eyes were full of tears, and she choked up, "He not only beat me, but also used a lot of perverted methods to humiliate me, so perverted that you can't imagine it, I almost didn't resist suicide, the most painful thing for me is that he humiliated me in front of my son, and told his son again and again, saying that I was ...... In short, I scolded a lot of foul language in front of the child, my son was scared and cried, and he still had to force the child to watch, really, I was really desperate physically and mentally at that time...... In the middle of the night, I watched the brute lie asleep on the bed, and I dragged my scarred body to the kitchen to get a kitchen knife, and several times tried to kill him and cut off his head...... However, I couldn't help but think that my son would become a fatherless and motherless orphan in the future, and I didn't know who would adopt and abuse him~"

I was so frightened that I was in a state of astonishment for a long time, looking at her in a daze.

"So where is the matter resolved now?"

"Now the divorce can't be separated, the child was sent by him to his hometown parents, the child is not allowed to meet me, if I want to divorce, he asked me to give all the property in my name, including three houses, two cars, shares in Yuncan Company, as well as a restaurant I invested in, and more than two million deposits on the card to him, otherwise he will not leave, and he also took a photo of me and threatened me...... I am now in a stalemate with him, and I can promise to give him property, but the custody of my son must belong to me, and he still refuses, saying that unless I give him another 10 million 'mental damages'! ”

"Does Song Sicun know?"

"I don't know, I didn't say a word to him, I have cut off contact with him."

I didn't ask any more, so as not to affect my mood, but seeing her broken appearance, I still felt sorry for her, and I didn't say some of the words I wanted to say to hit her, but just sighed, "If you cheat, you cheat, why make yourself so embarrassed?" ”

"I can't understand that you will have feelings for a creature like a married man, and you can't understand that you will remarry a domestic violence man, and even more incomprehensible, you have been with me for so long, and you will make yourself such a failure in this kind of thing."

"Hey, you're not me, you can't understand my helplessness at all-"

"Don't I understand? Song Sicun is a married man, a married man is poison, everyone knows that you can't touch it, you have to touch it; And your so-called husband, who has been domestic violence against you again and again, you didn't collect evidence to kill him, but said that in order to give your children a complete family, you are subject to him again and again, is this your 'helplessness', or is it stupidity in your bones? ”

She couldn't say it now.

"Okay, I don't want to say anything else, I will sign first when I leave the company, on the surface, I will fire you and Song Sicun on the surface, let you avoid the limelight first, I will pay you the salary every month, you take care of your injuries now, and then solve your mess wholeheartedly, I can provide financial help here, but don't embarrass me again."

Zhang Suxiao nodded, but was still worried.

Although she is very pitiful, but this is also her own doing, it has nothing to do with me, I don't want to interfere more, not to mention that I am powerless now. Yes, I am now avoiding all people and things that affect my mood, I just want to recuperate alone every day, go to prenatal checkups regularly, and make all kinds of preparations for the birth of my child next year, and at the same time, I am also waiting for He Yu to be released from prison in a few years.

Sometimes, when I go to the prenatal check-up and see other women accompanied by their husbands or family members, it is somewhat sad. I am alone now, I have no relatives, no friends, the only person who is looking forward to the birth of a child with me is not by my side, when the time comes, to give birth and raise children, unlike others who have mother-in-law and mother and two families around, can I handle it myself, am I ready to be a mother? The more I think about it, the more bleak it becomes.

The next day, Zhou Kaicheng called me again, saying that he wanted me to go to his company and picked me up at my home in person.

After coming to his office, he closed the door, asked me to sit down, poured me a glass of warm water, and said with a smile, "The main reason for you to come here is to tell you some things that He Yu explained." ”

"I'm a little surprised, and I'm a little expectant," what else did he tell you? ”