158 Extreme venting on him
For the next few days, I spent the next few days recuperating at home, gradually accepting the fact that He Yu was in prison, and single-mindedly returning to the anticipation of the arrival of the child. After 3 months of pregnancy, the fetus has basically stabilized, and the vomiting is not as serious as before, and the appetite is stronger than before, but after examination, I now have some symptoms of anemia and need to take medicine to improve.
The company is mainly handed over to other shareholders to take care of, and occasionally I will take a look at it when there is a major decision, and Zhou Kaicheng will also attend the company's high-level meetings from time to time because he is the major shareholder of Yuncan, so I don't need to worry too much about it for the time being.
These days, the weather is good, and I often go to the outdoor lounge chair at the back of the villa to close my eyes and bask in the sun, read a book, and by the way, dispel all the gloom in my heart. One afternoon, I was outside in the sun for a while, and the single looped Miriam Yeung's "Goodbye 2-chome", and gradually felt a little hot and sleepy, so I walked back to the house. He Yi went back to school early because he was busy with graduation, and the nanny at home, Sister-in-law Luo, was temporarily sent by me to other employers, and only Sister Tao was left, but at this point, Sister Tao went out shopping again, and I was the only one left in the house.
I changed my shoes at the door and walked directly upstairs to prepare to go back to the bedroom, but as soon as I reached the corner of the stairs, I raised my eyes and found Jiang Feng sitting on the steps, looking at me with a gloomy face.
I was a little startled by the suddenness of his appearance, but soon the anger in my heart burned brightly...... I hinted that for the sake of my children, I couldn't conflict with anyone anymore, and I didn't have any more emotions that stirred up, so I took a deep breath and endured, "What is the matter with you coming here?" ”
"I'm going back to my own home, do you have an opinion?" He started playing scoundrels with me again.
"......" I endured again, I had already seen through his routines, and I wouldn't mess around with him.
I ignored him and continued upstairs on my own...... But he got up and followed me all the way into the bedroom. I just treated him as air, didn't look at him, didn't have any positive communication with him, lay in bed and then took a maternity magazine to pass the time.
He remained silent, took off his shoes and went to my bed, lying down beside me...... I couldn't calm down anymore, my eyes were fixed on the magazine, but I couldn't read a word, and I suppressed several impulsive outbursts, and when he was cheeky and forcefully moved over and leaned against me, I pushed him like an electric shock, and said in a low and cold voice, "Don't touch me!" Then, I closed my eyes and calmed down again, "Duan Peifeng, I can't be angry now, I don't have the energy to deal with your vexatious trouble, please be kind and don't come to harass me, I can't stand your toss!" ”
He snorted disappreciatively, "I didn't scold you, I didn't beat you, why did I toss you?" ”
"Your appearance in front of my eyes is torture for me,"
"Isn't that a good indication that you have an unforgettable affection for me?" He hugged me even more unscrupulously, leaned into my ear and said, "If you don't love me anymore, just smile at me, you can laugh easily, I believe you don't love me anymore, if you can't laugh, then don't be stubborn with me." ”
At this time, I really couldn't laugh, and I didn't have the strength to push away his aggression...... This man is domineering, strong, naïve, selfish, and superficial, and never considers the feelings of others, unlike Zhou Kaicheng and He Yu, who can still be reasonable, he belongs to the kind of person who can't be justified at all, so I have no other better way than to deal with it in silence.
He leaned over and kissed me on the cheek, I didn't resist, I didn't close my eyes, I didn't look at him, my face was calm, cold like an ice sculpture, and I let his soft lips toss and turn on my face, anyway, I didn't give any reaction, not even a look of disgust...... Under my indifference, he couldn't raise his interest, and left me irritably, and lay down on the other side of the bed.
I was still reading my book silently, with no expression on my face, but my heart was not at all at peace, and I felt more and more unable to breathe when I stayed in the same space with him like this. Irritably, I threw the magazine aside, I got up and went out to go downstairs, and at the same time I took out my mobile phone and called Sister Tao to ask when she would come back?
"Are you home?" Sister Tao was still a little surprised, and said, "Jiang Feng called me and told me that you went to his place and were going to eat outside, I thought I would go to Huizhou if I had nothing to do, and a cousin of mine was over there to help her son and daughter-in-law take care of the child, the child turned one year old today, she had already notified me that I had to go, and I am already on the way to set off now." ”
When I heard this, I got angry, "You are my family's nanny, I have an arrangement for me to tell you, why do you listen to an outsider?!" With a low roar, I hung up. This is the first time in my life that I have lost my temper with Sister Tao, not that she is not allowed to ask for leave, but that she should not be on Jiang Feng's side. Sister Tao has long known about the emotional entanglement between me and Jiang Feng, she knows that I have broken up with Jiang Feng, but she still 'reports' my movements to him from time to time, making it like his 'eyeliner'.
While sitting in the living room sulking, he went downstairs to the living room again, raised his eyes and looked at the wall clock on the wall, "It's 5 o'clock, I'll go make dinner." ”
"......" I didn't answer.
The next thing I heard was him busy in the kitchen, and I sat on the couch staring at the TV absentmindedly, not trying to stop him, because I fundamentally refused to communicate with him, and I couldn't do whatever he wanted...... I wanted to drive to the restaurant outside for dinner, but considering the health of the child in my belly, I still dispelled such thoughts, plus it may be after three months of pregnancy, I don't want to be hungry now, the fruit snacks stored at home are gone, I smell the fragrance of Jiang Feng's stir-frying, and I really have a strong appetite.
Patience all the time.
After more than an hour, he put a few dishes on the table, prepared the dishes and chopsticks, and called me to eat.
As if I hadn't heard, I continued to sit on the couch and watch my TV...... My heart has been entangled to the extreme, if I go to eat, there is always a little bit of compromise, if I don't eat, my stomach is already rumbling now, and it is not good for the child.
After thinking about it, I still walked towards the kitchen, planning to get some food for myself, but he quickly came over and grabbed me, "There's no need to be angry with me, I don't want to buy you with a meal, since you are hungry, come to eat, and when you are full, you will have the strength to continue to hold on to me~"
Me, "......"
Standing in place and secretly entangled for a long time, I finally held back this breath, sat down at the table with an expressionless face and pretended to be generous, and glanced at the words he made, there are crispy shrimp, pork ribs, and wolfberry slippery chicken, which are relatively light, and it still looks so colorful, fragrant. He is young and short-tempered, but his cooking skills are so exquisite, I don't know who he learned from, and he is about the same as a professional chef. No matter how much I hate him, at least my heart is calm when I smell the smell of these vegetables.
"Eat more, each dish is made specifically for you, a pregnant woman." He sandwiched a piece of pork ribs in my bowl, and the gentle look in his eyes that I had not seen for a long time made me have a delusion, as if there was really a simple quarrel between me and him, as if he was able to soften my heart through the flattery of these details......
But after all, I still can't pass the level in my heart, his cold-blooded and ruthless insult and expulsion, that unforgettable hideous face, I will be touched when I think about it a little...... So I barely took a few bites of rice to pad my stomach, put down the dishes and chopsticks and went upstairs again. Yes, it would be a shame for me to be so 'peaceful' with him, and to ask me to eat the food he cooked for me willingly.
Closing the bedroom door, I sat on the sofa chair, my mood inexplicably plummeted, I didn't sit or stand, I especially wanted to smash things, I wanted to breathe on the balcony, but I found that my heart was getting more and more blocked, I finally fell on the bed and pulled the quilt to cover my head, but this strong feeling of depression did not disappear, so I had to get out of the quilt again.
I don't know how long it took, but he pushed open the door and came to me again, and his tall body stood in front of me, staring at me in a daze, and did not speak, but slowly sat down beside me, and put his hand on my shoulder again—
"Don't touch me!" I let out a roar and shook his hand away like an electric shock.
He paused again, his fiery gaze sticking to me impenetrably, and my mind was like a roller coaster running over many things that had happened since I met him, and this unbroken and chaotic feeling made my whole heart more and more chaotic and painful...... At this time, he suddenly held my cheek rudely, and came over to kiss me, and the hatred and complaint accumulated in my heart about him erupted like a volcano, and I no longer cared about the comfort of the child, and resisted him with all my might, until finally I slapped him hard!!
"Duan Peifeng, what I regret most in my life is that I met you scum!" I felt my heart tremble violently, and I stared at him deadly, "What face do you have to beg me for forgiveness?" Do you know what I hate about you the most, not because you slandered and betrayed me at the beginning, but because of your indifferent attitude! You cut people to the point of blood, causing people to lose half their lives, and in the end you just make a small statement that you are wrong, and you feel that the person you cut should forgive you...... So you don't care about the mistakes you've made, you never reflect on the damage your own shameless behavior has done to me, you just blindly play those childish tricks with me, I've had enough! Get lost! Get out! I gave it all in, and I yelled at him and pushed him away, but I couldn't push his burly body.
Although my venting briefly shocked him, his face did not show the slightest shame and remorse, but became more gloomy, his expression became more and more terrifying, and his eyes were as sharp as knives, and then he clamped my wrist and said-