183 Let's start over
He looked at me in a daze, his hand touching the handle of the shifter, and before he knew it, he had just snapped the forward gear back into neutral gear......
"Come back, stay with me tonight, and we'll catch up," I whispered to him.
Jiang Feng parked the car and had no intention of leaving, but he refused to get out of the car for a long time.
I opened his car door, leaned over and unbuckled his seatbelt, holding his hand, "Come down." β
"......" He still didn't move.
When I was about to reach out to him again, he broke my hand away in a bad temper, got out of the car with a lot of resentment, and reluctantly returned to my living room.
I also entered the living room, and when I didn't know where to start, my eyes noticed Jiang Feng's broken mobile phone in the corner...... The phone was broken, but his calling card was still usable. So, I picked up the broken mobile phone, ready to take out his calling card, and at the same time found that there were two cards in his mobile phone, I stared at these two cards in a daze, and then secretly put one of them in my own mobile phone to try it, and found that the number displayed on it happened to be the number that sent an anonymous text message to Zhou Kaicheng~
It turned out that he had long known that I had been kidnapped by Han Qiaojuan, and he also knew the specific location of the captivity, and he came to that place to watch in person, but he just didn't want to come to save me in person, and refused to expose his close attention to me, so he sent an anonymous message to Zhou Kaicheng and asked Zhou to rescue me~
Knowing this fact, I turned to look at his tall, strong and somewhat lonely back, my heart that had been cold for a long time suddenly melted, and my mentality changed dramatically in just a few seconds, I only felt that the blood in my body was boiling, and my reason flew away, and the feelings that had been suppressed for a long time made me unable to control myself and walked behind him and hugged him.
"......" He froze a little, and let me hold him in a daze.
But in less than a minute, he forcibly broke my hand around his waist and lifted my ...... I didn't give up, I went around to him again, stretched out my hands and hung them tightly around his neck, looked at his eyes with enthusiasm, looked straight at him, carefully observed every part of his handsome face, and said in an almost pleading and trembling voice, "Jiang Feng, don't resist me...... You're the man who really walked into my life, and I don't want to say 'I love you' to you, these words are too superficial to express my complicated feelings for you...... I admit that the fundamental reason for being with He Yu at the beginning was to take revenge on you, I can't stand your deception and hurt, especially when I have completely surrendered myself to you, you charged me with hurting your mother, do you know how desperate and sad I was at that time? β
His eyes flickered, his gloomy expression loosened slightly, and he looked away a little......
I held his cheek again, stroked his stubble with my thumb, and continued to explain to him lightly, "The last time you were sick, I came to see you every day, but I was holding my breath in my heart at that time, and I didn't want to forgive you so easily, so I could only hide outside the ward every day...... However, seeing that Gu Minyi takes such meticulous care of you, I don't think there is any need for me to appear again. I still had a little bit of a high idea, thinking that you would come to me again, but I didn't expect that what I was waiting for was the news that you and her were going to get married...... You're going to marry her......"
"Shut up!" He lifted me up again, turned sideways to the side, the emotions in his eyes began to be unstable, and he gritted his teeth and sneered, "Lu Yuncan, do you think that you can trick you into what you want from me with this trick?" Don't TM dream! β
I walked up to him again, forcibly grabbed his cheek, and said firmly, "Yes, not only do I want you to help me this time, but I want you to come back to meβ"
"Say no more!"
"Come back, I miss you, I want you," after saying emotionally, I kissed him on the lips again and turned it to his ear, "Kaede, I think about you every day, I dream about it, let's start again, okay...... So the unhappiness is in the past, I still want to be your woman, marry you, and have children for you......"
"Don't talk about it!" He resisted me in disgust, but his breathing became noticeably heavier, and there was anger and confusion in his eyes.
"I finally succeeded in divorcing him, you wait-" I ignored his reaction, and in this chaotic atmosphere, I quickly went upstairs to dig out the divorce certificate with He Yu, and ran to him again, "Look, I divorced him, and it has nothing to do with it anymore, in the future, you are the only man in my world~"
"......" He couldn't hold back a little, immediately turned around, and scolded unwillingly, "I've never seen a cheaper woman than you, and I've actually given you this kind of opportunity to be cheaper again and again, I'm fucking sick!" β
I couldn't hear his cursing clearly, I couldn't see what his expression was, my mind was confused, and my mind was even more confused...... I couldn't stand it anymore under this chaotic and painful torture, and I broke his face and covered him with my own lips!
He let me attack for a few seconds, grabbed my arm hard, and pushed me down on the sofa rudely...... He came up to me, wrapped his arms around my head, stared at me with fiery eyes, and gritted his teeth, "Lu Yuncan, I really want to kill you immediately!" How can there be such an odious woman as you in the world, cold-blooded, hypocritical, selfish, shameless, and useless at all, but she can still control my joys, sorrows, and sorrows, except for killing you, I really can't find a way to break free from your shadow......"
Next, instead of killing me, he had an indescribable storm with me...... We went from the living room couch to the drop to the carpet and then to the room and then to the bathroom...... Their clothes and shoes were scattered all over the floor, and there were indescribable marks in the corners and corners of the room...... After two hours of indescribable madness, we both lay down on the boat, so tired that our bones were falling apart~
He pillowed his head with his hands, closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, the anger on Jun's face had long since disappeared, and the whole person seemed very calm.
I lay on his chest, listening to his powerful heartbeat, my fingers gently scratching his chest, "At this time, do you still want to leave me?" β
He still had his eyes closed, but he grabbed my hand and kneaded it for a while, never speaking, but put his arms around me and pressed him closer......
In such an atmosphere, it seems that there is no need to delve into the meaning of what our actions just meant, there is no need to recall the past, there is no need to hope for the future, at least at this moment, we are all happy.
As I was warm, my phone rang at an inopportune time. It's 12 o'clock in the middle of the night, and it should be more urgent for someone to call at this time, so I had to get out of his arms, reach out and touch my mobile phone, and find that the caller ID is Zhou Kaicheng!
At this time, when I saw Zhou's sudden call, my heart was still a little shocked, and the tenderness and sweetness just now were also 'awakened'...... Seeing that Jiang Feng still had his eyes closed and didn't see Zhou Kaicheng's name, I pressed the phone on mute, didn't answer, didn't hang up, and put it back on the bedside table.
The phone rang for a while and hung up, but when I was about to get up and go to the shower, I found that the screen was lit up again, and it turned out that Zhou Kaicheng called again. Probably because I was just out of danger, he didn't worry about me personally in the middle of the night, and when he saw that I didn't answer, he was even more anxious to call again...... Thinking of this, I took my phone
After looking at it, I was going to wait for Zhou Kaicheng to hang up again, but the bell kept ringing, and it was inconvenient for me to answer, so I could only hang up by myself and start editing the text message: Is there something? It's too late I'm going to rest, I'll talk about it tomorrow.
After the text message was edited, I was about to send it, but I didn't expect Jiang Feng behind me to snatch the phone!
He directly deleted the text message I edited, and wrote only one word: Get out! , and then clicked send, and sent the word to Zhou Kaicheng's mobile phone.
Seeing his childish approach, I was still a little upset...... Zhou Kaicheng called late at night, and he didn't mean anything else, purely to show concern, what would he think if he received this kind of message from my mobile phone number to him at this time?
However, now that I have taken this step tonight, I don't have the energy to dwell on these little things anymore, so I reluctantly said, "If you don't worry, then just block all the contact information about Zhou Kaicheng on my mobile phone." β
He glared at me and ignored me.
The whole warm atmosphere was a little chilly because of Zhou Kaicheng's call.
Late at night, we were all tired, and we fell asleep not long after leaning together, and when we woke up the next day, I found that his sleeping position was still the same as before, always squeezed into my arms, with long legs on me, breathing evenly, and sleeping soundly...... There was a bit of a trance, as if the heart-rending past that happened between us was just a dream, there was no encounter, no children, no Jiang Yiru, no Lao Hu, no Han Qiaojuan, no Gu Minyi, he and I were about to get married.
It's early in the morning, my mind is clear, and my body is not tired, but my mood is still heavy.
Let's face it.
I gently pushed him away and got up to make breakfast. After working for half an hour, making two sandwiches, beating soy milk, frying eggs, and setting them on the table, seeing that he still hadn't moved, I pushed open the bedroom door and called him.
We slept in the bedroom on the first floor last night, and we didn't have to go upstairs, I pushed the door open and found that he had gotten up, standing by the window to answer someone's call, and didn't seem to notice my arrival, and I was also standing at the door, waiting for him to finish answering the phone.
I wasn't interested in hearing what he had to say, but his next sentence shook meβ
He replied to the other party on the phone, "The engagement ceremony is going on as usual, you can discuss with my mother what you need to prepare, I'm very busy these days, and there is nothing else to bother me." β
Therefore, he is on the phone with Gu Minyi, so he is still going to get married......