184 Warmth is followed by torment

When I heard the news that he was going to get married, I only felt as if my heart had been hit suddenly, and the dull pain made me lean against the door in despair, my throat was tight, and I couldn't run out immediately, so I could only listen to him finish the phone......

He hung up the phone and looked back at me, there was no much surprise on his face, the tenderness of last night was gone, his eyes were still cold, so strange and distant, it seemed that he had forgotten our madness last night. He casually put on his clothes and pants, glanced at me indifferently and said nothing. After I looked at him for a long time, I asked in a trance, "Do you want to talk to Gu Minyi...... Getting married? ”

"Something that has nothing to do with you, don't ask." He threw these words out to me coldly.

I was dazed, and the familiar chill hit me again, and I was cold from head to toe, and even shivered slightly...... Trying to control my emotions about to collapse, I secretly took a deep breath and let out a trembling and extremely unnatural laugh, "Well, congratulations." Let's clean up and come down for breakfast, it's getting cold. ”

When I turned my head, I went out in despair, and I walked staggeringly...... Thinking of my initiative to plead and dedicate myself last night, the overwhelming sense of humiliation overwhelmed me again, my nose was sour, I wanted to cry but I couldn't shed a single tear, at this time, I always felt that I had to have a little sadness and dissatisfaction, it was just a disgusting hypocrisy...... I don't have the qualifications and position to blame him for anything, all the mistakes are my fault, and it is I who have caused today's dilemma.

In addition to the pain and humiliation in my heart, I inevitably began to feel inferior. I suddenly felt that Gu Minyi, who I have always disdained to compare, is actually much better than me, at least, she is a 'normal' woman, she can give him a bunch of children, she has loved him physically and mentally clean for 20 years, she has no unpleasant background, she has no other shortcomings except for jealousy of me, she understands him, is considerate of him, tolerates him, and is crazy about him...... Compared with Gu Minyi, I am so unrecognizable~

My mind was full of scenes of them getting married, I was sluggish and dizzy, my soul was almost gone, I wandered from the kitchen to the living room, and from the living room to the kitchen, I didn't know what I should do, I took the cup to the water dispenser to get some water to drink, and pressed the button of the boiling water in a trance, because I was in a state of fugue, and I didn't realize that the boiling water was full of cups, until the boiling water overflowed from the cup and scalded my fingers, and the pain made me scream, and the glass fell to the ground and shattered!

Jiang Feng came out of the bedroom and happened to see this scene, he just stood there and frowned slightly, without further movements...... Yes, he actually watched me being burned but didn't have a concerned expression at all, a long, long time ago, he would have rushed over and squeezed my hand for the first time, all kinds of distressed and nervous treatment of my wounds, it would never be as indifferent as now, indifferent to even a stranger is not as good as ~

"......" The pain in my heart has made me forget the pain of being burned, I walked to the kitchen faucet and flushed some water to the hot place, I wanted to take ice cubes to cool the compress, but my heart was really depressed and uncomfortable, and I didn't have the strength to toss. When I came out of the kitchen, I saw that he was already walking towards the door, and he hadn't even eaten a bite of the breakfast I had made.

The sudden chill after the carnival is the most torturous.

I stood there stiffly, staring blankly at his departing back, unable to say words to stay, unable to find an outlet to vent, unable to scold him, unable to beg him, unable to recall the past, unable to look forward to the future, every cell in my body was occupied by humiliation and helplessness...... I was defeated in front of him. It turned out that I was so ridiculous. I used to think that he was like a kite in my hand, no matter where he flew, I dragged the string in my hand, I could always pull it back, I could always control him, and I never worried that he would drift away, because the control was with me...... It wasn't until this moment that I realized I didn't know him well.

Seeing that his back was about to disappear at the door, I couldn't help but go out, put aside the last bit of self-esteem, and asked lightly, "Do you want to come in the future?" ”

He paused, turning to look at me...... With a slight sneer in his beautiful and deep eyes, he said mockingly, "Later? I'm afraid I won't have time to come in the future, I have two weeks to get married, if you want to 'want', it's best to ask me out within these two weeks, and after this half a month, you will never appear in my world." ”

Before I could chew on his words, he had already gotten into the car and left. The car started quickly, and this time he was really gone.

Back in the house, I sat slumped on the sofa, the whole person was numb, my heart was already full of holes, and it wouldn't hurt to add another wound, the sense of frustration and decadence made me have no strength to entangle those details to torture myself, and my consciousness was spinning, and the picture in front of me was also gray......

I was used to this kind of low ebb days, and I didn't continue to decline, and when I was a little better in the afternoon, I sent a text message to Zhou Kaicheng: Kaicheng, I'm sorry last night, that message was not sent by me, please don't get me wrong.

In less than two minutes, Zhou Kaicheng quickly replied to me: It's okay, I know.

Looking at these few words, my heart warmed...... Zhou Kaicheng is always so understanding, neither asking too much, nor sensitive, with the indifference and calmness that a man of his age should have.

Lao Hu's case has not progressed, and the relationship has made me so embarrassed, no matter how strong I am to hold on, I still can't avoid insomnia all night long, every day is so boring, and the gap in my heart is getting bigger and bigger...... I kept my phone turned off, trying to shut out the whole world, and if it weren't for the fact that Lao Hu was still in the detention center, I really wanted to leave this gloomy city again.

Four or five days later, in the afternoon, I gathered myself up and prepared for a trip to the office. When I just went downstairs, I heard the sound of someone knocking on the door outside, and my first reaction was Zhou Kaicheng, so I quickened my pace and walked down, walked to the door and opened the door.

"......" My shocked heart trembled, I thought it was in a dream, subconsciously opened my eyes wide, and shouted in astonishment, "Old Hu? ”

"Cancan," Lao Hu called out my name in surprise, this real voice, real smiling face, pulled me back to reality.

"How did you—"

Lao Hu pushed open the door, pushed my back as he came in, and asked a little strangely, "Don't you know?" ”

"Know what?"

"I thought you fished me out of the detention center," Hu said, limping through the door.

"No," for a while, I was puzzled and surprised, confused, I didn't know what was going on, but Lao Hu appeared in front of me from the sky, looking at me with a smile on his face, and the sudden joy made my heart that had been withered for a long time suddenly jump.

"I'm still wondering why you didn't come to pick me up, I don't know yet." Lao Hu sat down on the sofa.

I quickly poured a glass of water for Lao Hu and found him a pair of slippers for him to change. At this moment, no matter how he came out, he asked him how he had been in the detention center in the past two months, whether he had been beaten, whether he had been tortured to extract a confession, whether he was hungry and cold, and so on, and observed him from head to toe, and found that he had not changed except that his hair was shaved very short, and his mental state was not bad.

"Don't worry too much, it's not like I haven't been in prison before, I eat and drink well every day, and I haven't suffered any flesh and skin, and the injuries on my body have also healed in the infirmary there," Lao Hu said lightly, and suddenly looked at me with some seriousness, "Cancan, I know you will definitely find a way to save me, but I've always been worried, have you compromised with Han Qiaojuan again?" donated bone marrow to her daughter, and what evidence did she submit to the police to release me? ”

"No," I shook my head resolutely, and sat down beside him, holding him by the arm, "I can't be held hostage by that crazy woman anymore...... During this time, I was indeed communicating with a lawyer, but I was a little frightened to see you suddenly appear, and I didn't know what was going on. ”

Lao Hu said, "This morning, the police informed me that the leaders of the city procuratorate and procuratorate had re-examined my case and determined that I had been wronged, that I could go out, and that the police would compensate me as soon as possible according to my situation." When I came out, a young man who claimed to be a lawyer drove me up, and he said that he was entrusted with my case, because he had collected a surveillance video as evidence, and monitored the real scene at the time of the crime, proving that I had not killed anyone, so he cleared my name. At the time, I thought that you had submitted this evidence, so I didn't ask too much, and wondered why you didn't come to pick me up in person, but let a lawyer pick it up. ”

Hearing this, I felt a sigh in my heart, "That lawyer, really didn't say who entrusted me?" ”

"Nope. We didn't communicate much, he dropped me off at Lin X West Road and left, and I took a taxi back to you by myself. ”

I nodded thoughtfully......

The surveillance video of this first scene, except for Jiang Feng, I am afraid that there is no second person in the world who can provide it...... I didn't expect him to be so efficient, and it took a few days to solve my two-month heart disease, I thought that even if I persuaded him to provide this video as key evidence, at least I would have to wait until a few months of trial to make Lao Hu have the possibility of being released from prison, but I didn't expect that he directly found a lawyer to submit the case to the procuratorate, and without going through any cumbersome processes, he got people out~

The mood is mixed.

I excitedly picked up my phone and wanted to call him, at least say something. I typed in his phone number one by one, paused for a long time, but couldn't dial it out, and I finally put down my phone when I thought of his harsh words that morning......