When Xu Yun heard this, his body stiffened obviously, and a trace of weakness flashed in his eyes that looked at me, but it was fleeting, and he quickly returned to his normal look, "What do you really think about in your dreams?" ”

"But you said that the dream I had before was true."

"That was the dream before. Not every dream is true. Xiaohe, you have to distinguish between reality and dreams. Don't confuse the two and hurt the feelings between us. Xu Yun said this, reaching out to brush the hair from my face, and his voice was gentle.

Although it was a mild tone, the sentence was full of indisputable warnings.

If it had been before, I would certainly not say anything more, but nodded at him, nestled in his arms, and indulged in his pampering.

But now, I just think he is very fake, even the pampering action of brushing my hair makes me a little unbearable, "Then you say, will you lie to me?" ”

When I asked that, I looked him in the eye and didn't want to miss a single detail.

His eyelashes turned slightly, his pupils rolled in a circle, and then he said, "Yes." ”

I thought he would say no, but I didn't expect him to think about it for a long time and admit it to me directly!

My heart was stung by the word, "Why did you lie to me?" Didn't you say that the most important thing between husband and wife is to trust each other? ”

"Deception is also divided into good intentions and bad intentions. Indeed, husbands and wives need to trust each other. But more importantly, on the basis of building on the well-being of both sides. If my honesty hurts you, or even makes you leave me, I will hide it from you and even deceive you for the sake of you and this marriage. It's like you concealed my meeting with Ruan Qing before. Aren't you just trying to treat me, and you're afraid that I will misunderstand you and ruin this marriage, so you have to do it? In the same way, I would do the same when I encountered something similar...... So, I understand your previous concealment and forgive you. Xu Yun said to me very seriously and honestly.

In this long sentence, he just told me that he does sometimes hide from me and deceive me, but it is all for me and this family. The implication also revealed that he forgave me for what I had concealed because of understanding. If I encounter such a thing in the future, I should also understand him......

I'm not stupid, I can understand what he says.

But......

"However, if your deception or concealment hurts others, I can't forgive you!" As soon as I said this, tears flowed from my eyes again. He didn't respond to me, just looked at me with a complicated expression. I took a deep breath and continued, "Xuyun, I love you. I don't want to lose you. That doesn't mean I can't. So, whether it was in the past or in the present, if you have hurt others by deceiving me, or if you are about to hurt others. I hope you do it in moderation. ”

He looked away from me, as if he was pondering my words.

Seeing this, I continued: "Starting tomorrow, as you said, I will first solve the Gu for Da Zhuang, and then solve it for the villagers. Until it's all done, no matter what happens, we have to get out of here. ”

I love him so much that I'm willing to give him a chance and give myself a chance. If he agrees with me to do this and dispels the purposes mentioned by Ruan Qing, I would rather be a fool for the rest of my life, stay by his side, live in the world of his lies, and accompany him to play a happy life for the rest of my life.

It's just like this, it seems to be unfair to Ruan Qing. But between the two of them, I can only choose this. Not for me, but for the light rain. I really can't imagine how he would feel when he suddenly learned that he was not Xuyun's child one day.

Hearing this, Xuyun reached out and touched my cheek, sighed deeply and said, "Isn't this originally planned?" I agree with you to solve the Gu for the villagers, but you really have to let Da Zhuang try it first, we can't joke with the lives of the villagers. After you can really get rid of the Gu on the villagers, we can leave here without any worries, it's too late for me to be happy, where can I disagree? ”

He was so cautious about my Gu release, and besides, except for Da Zhuang who was brutally killed by him, he may not care about the villagers, but he definitely treated them seriously and conscientiously. Sometimes, when the villagers couldn't afford to buy medicine, he paid for them in advance. Such a him, I really don't believe that he will be the hypocritical, cunning and ruthless bad guy in Zhu Xun's mouth!

Perhaps, the killing of Ruan Qing was forced by him.

Perhaps, he concealed that my Xiaoyu was Ruan Qing's child, and it was also because he compensated me. It is very likely that I betrayed myself to Ruan Qing in order to get the ancient recipe in Ruan Qing's hands, and after getting the ancient recipe, Xuyun knew the truth and felt guilty about me, and then married me and accepted Xiaoyu......

Thinking about it this way, Xuyun is not a bad person.

It's just that the only thing that makes me wonder is Ruan Qing, why did he go into the cellar? also said it was for me and Xiaoyu.

"Xiaohe, did you really become so suspicious because of that dream just now?" Xuyun suddenly asked me this question when I was watching him think about something.

When I was asked by him, I looked away with a weak heart, "It's not." ”

"And what's the reason?" Xuyun asked.

"And ...... Also because I suddenly remembered that many people said that Xiaoyu is not like you, like Ruan Qing, I am a little scared. fear that he is not your child; I'm afraid I'm not so pure; I'm afraid I'm really ...... with Ruan Qing"

"Nope! Who dares to talk nonsense with you! Who is it? As soon as Xuyun heard me say this, he immediately became angry, pinched my arm, looked at me with red eyes, and asked angrily.

When I saw him so excited, I knew that maybe it was a pain in his heart, and I touched it, and he was so angry. I finally understood why he was always so angry that I mentioned Ruan Qing, so sensitive and suspicious.

Naturally, I couldn't tell him who said it, so I just lowered my eyes and stopped looking at him, "Granny Dai just admitted that she missed Xiaoyu...... There are also many people who have said that I don't remember who it is. ”

When Xu Yun heard this, he pinched my arm tighter, "If you don't say it, I can guess who it is." They are all Ruan Qing's people, and they will naturally do whatever it takes to separate our husband and wife. Even such a non-existent thing is taken out and said. Don't believe it! You just need to remember that you have always been my Zhao Xuyun alone! You are mine, and Xiaoyu is also mine. Don't think much about the rest. ”

"Okay." lest he be more excited, I can only follow him helplessly.

Looking at his performance, it was already clear to me that he was making a fool of himself. I thought that as long as no one said it, and he didn't say it, it could be treated as if it hadn't happened. I feel very sorry for him, how did he hypnotize himself in the past two years? How can you treat Xiaoyu as your own? After all, Xiaoyu's father, Ruan Qing, is his rival in love.

I finally understood why Zhu Xun said that the hatred between Ruan Qing and Xuyun was incompatible, and it was impossible for Xuyun's character to let go of such hatred.

"Alright. It's not too early, so let's rest first. Xuyun then adjusted his mood, put me back on the bed, and covered me with a quilt. Turning around, I went to the closet to find a change of clothes.

Looks like I'm going to take a shower. I didn't say anything more.

But he took a shower for a noticeable amount longer than he had taken before, and, when he came back, he looked so tired that he lay down and fell asleep with me in his arms.

Just in his sleep, he shouted my name as he did before, and repeated over and over again that I was his. When I heard this before, I didn't think anything of it. But now that I hear it, I feel distressed. He was stimulated by what happened to me and Ruan Qing!

I don't think there is anything wrong with him and Ruan Qing. It's me who is wrong. They shouldn't be attacking each other anymore because of me, I have to get out of here with Xuyun quickly.

That night, I didn't sleep until dawn.

Then I got up early and made breakfast. When he came out, he glanced at the firewood room and saw that the pillars that were pressing on the cellar had been removed. It suddenly became clear that the reason why Xu Yun took a bath for so long last night should not just be to take a bath. The charred corpse was also examined and disposed of by the way. It's just that I don't know if he was deceived by Ruan Qing and them, and mistakenly thought it was Ruan Qing's corpse.

Because I wanted to figure this out, after breakfast, I tentatively said to Xu Yun, "By the way, Xu Yun said that Ruan Qing was taken away by his people, will he come back?" ”

Xu Yun glanced at me, his gaze was a little cold, "If you don't want to die, naturally you won't risk coming back." ”

probably felt that there was something wrong with what he said, so he hurriedly added: "The villagers hate him so much, and when they see him appear, they naturally won't let him go." If he wants to calm things down, he won't come back. But if you risk coming back, you can only be full of hatred and return all these years of humiliation......"

I was touched by what he said. I always doubt my husband, why didn't I doubt Ruan Qing? He also told me before that there must be a vicious fight between him and Xuyun, which clearly means revenge, and obviously it will not settle the matter. What to do?

"Daddy, who is Ruan Qing?" Xiaoyu listened to us and couldn't help but interject curiously.

Knowing this question, Xuyun immediately gave him a fierce look. This frightened Xiaoyu hurriedly got into my arms, and I didn't dare to look at him.

I hurriedly patted Xiaoyu's back, glanced at Xuyun's expression, and saw that he was still angry, so I hurriedly said: "Xiaoyu, adults speak, children don't intervene in the future." ”

"Zhao Chenyu, you listen to me. Your father's surname is Zhao, and you must listen to what your father said to you. I'll tell you right now who that Ruan Qing is. He's the big villain in this stockade, and there's no one who doesn't hate him. He killed a lot of people; He's damn ......."

"That's it!" I really can't stand him slandering his biological father in front of Xiaoyu like this, doing so will make me feel that he is very despicable! So, interrupt him violently.

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