After saying this, he tightened his arms, lowered his head, and wrapped me tightly in his arms, his body trembling slightly, and tears ran down his chin and dripped down my forehead. I felt the sadness in his heart, so I stopped and let him cry silently while he was struggling.

After more than ten minutes, I reached out and tugged at his clothes, "Let go of me." I can't breathe. ”

Actually, I wasn't breathless, but I was embarrassed that he was holding me like this.

When he heard this, he let go of me. When I was free, I quickly put my hand on his shoulder and stood up.

When I got up, I looked around and realized that I was still in the forest before, and he was just hugging the root of the tree sitting next to him. The moon is not as round as last night, but it is still bright. The moonlight leaked through the cracks in the trees, leaving a mottled shadow on his body, and he couldn't see his appearance clearly, but the tears on his face flickering with the moonlight made people sad.

Silently staring at him under the moonlight for a while, I calmed down and said to him: "I'll go back first, Xiaoyu is home alone, I'm not at ease." But before I go, I want to ask you a question, and you have to answer me honestly. ”

"If it's a question about how I left your mother and son to go to the cellar, I said it, and I can't answer it for the time being. You'll have to figure it out for yourself. He said with a hint of firmness in his voice.

"I know you're not going to tell me this, otherwise, you're meeting me for the first time...... No, you told me the first time you met me in the cellar. I would like to ask another question. "I don't expect to get the answer to this question from him or from Xuyun's mouth.

"What's the problem?" He stood up abruptly, blocking the little moonlight in front of me, and giving me a suppressed momentum.

He is taller than Xuyun, at least 1.9 meters. This made me face him even more oppressively.

I subconsciously took a step back and kept my distance from him when he approached, "I want to ask, how did you get out of the cellar?" I remember, you once told me that you would never leave there for the rest of your life. ”

I actually want to ask if Xuyun really wanted to kill him, and he had to escape as a last resort. However, when the words came to my lips, I could not ask. Because I really don't want to think so badly of Asahiun!

No matter what happened to Ruan Qing and I before, and whether it was true love or not, but now I really love Xu Yun......

"If he can give you happiness, I'm not going to come out and embarrass you. But he couldn't...... He was more cruel than I thought. Whether it's Da Zhuang's death, or whether he wants to kill me, these are not his goals! Even if I don't do it for myself, I want to live for your mother and son, and the innocent villagers of Ruan Zhai. So, I came out. When he said these words, he was calm. It's like saying something that's none of his business.

But when I heard this, I panicked, "What is it called killing Da Zhuang and you are not his purpose?" So what else is his purpose? ”

"Don't ask me. You are now, in love with him, and I say something that will only make you more uncomfortable. As long as you are mentally prepared, there will definitely be a vicious fight between me and Zhao Xuyun, and when the time comes, even if he loses, I will not hurt him. I also respect your choice. Ruan Qing said this very seriously.

"And what if you lose?" At this time, I am concerned about this. Because, unconsciously, I already cared about him.

When he heard this, he turned away and stopped looking at me, "If I fail." I'm going to die. But Zhao Xuyun will take you and Xiaoyu to live a good life. In a sense, I won too. ”

He said he was going to die......

My heart ached, and I endured the discomfort in my heart, and said to him seriously: "I don't know what you want to fight between you and what the purpose is, I only care about one thing." None of you shall die! ”

Dropping this sentence, I didn't wait for him to react, so I walked quickly along the forest path and left.

It wasn't until I walked out of the forest and came to the hillside behind me that I didn't feel his gaze on me, and then I turned around and looked towards the forest, but my mood was not as complicated as before.

They have their choices, and I have mine. I will no longer be trapped in the gentle lies compiled by Asahi Yun like I did before. I'm going to figure out all the mysteries and re-choose my future with Xiaoyu.

When I returned home, Xuyun had not yet returned, and Xiaoyu was sleeping peacefully in his small bed. Seeing this, in order to verify what Ruan Qing and Zhu Xun said, I took a flashlight and went to the cellar.

I want to see if there are any corpses in the cellar!

If there is, then it means that Zhu Xun is not lying, Ruan Qing left the cellar, it was really because Xu Yun wanted to kill him, of course, Ruan Qing said that he came out of the cellar because of me, Xiaoyu, and the villagers of Ruan Zhai. Although he didn't tell me why he came out for us, it must have something to do with Xuyun.

When I came to the door of the firewood room, the firewood room that had been burned to the ground and only its outline was swaying in the night wind, as if it was about to fall at any moment. I was a little scared and paused, but then thinking about what Zhu Xun said, I suddenly mustered up the courage and walked inside.

He said before that I was stupid, that I couldn't think about things with my head, and that I would always only deserve to live in Xuyun's lies. I don't want it! I don't want to live on anyone's lies!

There was still the smell of burnt firewood in the firewood room, but there were no more fireworks. The door to the cellar was burned and turned so hard that it could no longer be closed. I know that no matter how powerful the Gu worm is, under the fire, it will no longer exist. So, I was relieved and bold to open the cellar door with my hands. didn't go down recklessly, but shone a flashlight inside......

At first, I didn't see anything, but when I got to the last circle, I found that the cellar was very deep, and at the end was a blackened wooden cabinet with a lot of ingredients on it. Rice, flour and the like, and a white plant that grew on the walls, with few leaves, as if it had been pulled off. Is this the whole picture of the cellar?

Did Ruan Qing survive in such an environment for two years?

I thought of the picture of him here before, and I withdrew my gaze from that side, and my heart was a little depressed, for whatever reason he had entered the cellar, and to be able to live in such a harsh environment for so long was enough to prove how determined he was.

It doesn't look like there is a corpse inside, but I'm relieved, in this way, Xu Yun is probably not what Zhu Xun said he said, right?

I was about to take the flashlight back, but suddenly, the light of the flashlight fell on the position under the door, and I immediately shone on the corpse of a man with anklets on his feet and a bloody body burned!

I picked up the flashlight in fright and crawled out of the firewood room, but even if I ran out, I still had the terrifying picture I had just seen in front of me!

At the same time, a voice in my heart was saying, there are really corpses, there really are! Xuyun lied to me, lied to me......

I don't know if I ran into the firewood room when I ran into it, but when I ran to the front yard, the firewood room that burned only the frame was burned, and suddenly "clang" a few times and collapsed.

In the quiet of the night, it was very abrupt, I was startled, then turned around, silently looked at the ruins of the collapsed firewood house, my heart became colder and colder, I couldn't stand holding my arm, still couldn't relieve the cold.

In the end, I didn't know how I walked back to my room, only that when I came back, I collapsed on the bed as if my whole body had been drained of my strength in an instant, and I couldn't get up again.

Xuyun really lied to me all the time! and Mao Zhu and Ruan Zhai colluded with everyone to lie to me!

I'm a fool, a fool he toyed with!

It's strange that at this time, I didn't cry. Unlike the moment I saw Ruan Qing's appearance before, I couldn't hold back my tears.

"Zhao Xuyun, what kind of person are you?" I closed my eyes, clutched the quilt beside me, and asked myself in a trembling voice, "What kind of person have I been sleeping with for two years?" Bai He, Bai He, I'm afraid you don't know your husband as well as Bai Xue, right? ”

It was uncomfortable for a long time before I pulled the quilt and wrapped myself in it, trying to find some warmth to ease the cold on my body. But even if it was so hot and sweaty, the chill in my heart couldn't go away.

I don't know how long it took, I heard the sound of the door opening outside the house, and slowly the familiar footsteps walked in, my body stiffened, the whole person woke up, and Xuyun came back!

How do I deal with him? Just pretend to be asleep tonight and don't face him!

"Xiaohe, are you asleep?" He walked to the side of the bed and carefully pulled away the quilt around me, "Why did you wrap yourself so tightly?" All sweating. ”

While I was pretending to be asleep, he reached out and gently wiped the sweat from my forehead and sideburns. Then he seemed to pick up the book he usually reads on the bedside table and gently fanned me.

Such a move made me clench my teeth and feel extremely depressed. He loves me so much, why should he lie to me like a fool?

"Uh-huh......" I couldn't hold back, and I began to cry, whimpering in my throat.

"Xiaohe, what's wrong with you?" When he heard this, he nervously put down the book, picked me up as soon as he could, and shook my body gently.

I could hear the worry in his words, and I opened my eyes and looked at his familiar face in a complicated way, but my heart became more and more unfamiliar with him.

"What are you crying about?" He didn't get a response from me, his brow furrowed in worry, and his breathing was uneven.

I knew that if I didn't respond to him, he would be in a hurry to check my pulse. So, taking a deep breath, he choked up and said to him, "I...... I had nightmares. ”

"Oh......" he breathed a sigh of relief instantly, "I was shocked, I thought something was wrong with you, it turned out that I just had a nightmare!" What kind of nightmare is it that scared my wife into crying? ”

"I dreamed that ......" I was uncomfortable because of his deception, but he was coaxing me without knowing it, and I felt even more uncomfortable in my heart, choked up, and cried and continued, "I dreamed that you lied to me...... Xuyun, why are you lying to me? ”

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