I was stunned.

Shen Huanjiu and Chen Haodong are like enemies of fate, which are incomparable to Huo Peiyi, Uncle Shen, and Shen Yan. Is the hostile fate that leads them to this kind of hostility the old grudge of the previous generation or the feelings of this generation? No one can tell.

I grabbed Shen Huanjiu's arm and struggled to stop this sudden brawl, and Shen Huanjiu glanced at me, his eyes quickly turned to Chen Haodong, and he said: "How bloody is reality, I don't want to gamble on your wife and children anymore." If I can't afford it now, I'll try to raise it, money is the most useful and the most useless, you kid figure it out, it's people who control it, otherwise it's no different from other paper. ”

Shen Huanjiu possessed himself, helped Chen Haodong up, and then stuffed the fallen rotten wood stubble into Chen Haodong's hand, and said lightly: "Let's go, I'll go to your room and move the bed to a different position." It's true that I don't like you, but since I got you half-crippled, I won't leave you alone. ”

I am very glad that Shen Huanjiu can still say such things in the days of abuse, which is also the maturity that his age has given Shen Huanjiu that Chen Haodong will never be able to catch up.

A handsome and ruffian boy is certainly attractive, but once he reaches the age of twenty, once he is no longer a blank slate, the ideal man must be like Shen Huanjiu.

I took a step forward, stared at Chen Haodong, who was being held by Shen Huanjiu with an unnatural face, and said, "You rest early, don't move around if you have nothing to do, your leg has been injured once before, and now it is just a tendon, if you take care of it for a few days, it will be fine." ”

Chen Haodong stared at me for a while, and the whole person didn't look convinced: "Hmm." ”

Early the next morning, Uncle Yao's friend picked us up. We are a group of people who live in other people's homes and have no financial resources.

A week later, Chen Haodong's leg was better. I have to say that rice is very good to Chen Haodong, and the fruit is always served to Chen Haodong's room first. When Chen Haodong rushed her, she always smiled and said: Then you rest, I won't bother you.

Then he came and ran around and asked him what he liked and what he didn't like.

To add, I first told Mi Fan about my current relationship with Chen Haodong before she was willing to ask me this. But when I asked Mi Chen what to do if he couldn't fall in love with her, Mi said: How can there be so many lovers who eventually become married. It's okay.

I was stunned. Then ask the rice: What if you don't end up together? Won't it be sad and sad?

Rice shook his head: No. I like him just as a feeling, and being sad and sad is also a feeling. One person can make another person feel, and it's good to laugh and cry. The most fearful thing is that in fact, a person lives to the end, and there is no way to have mood swings in front of anyone, which is the saddest.

I nodded in understanding.

Uncle Yao's friends had lost their enthusiasm for us, and they often said that the economy had been bad recently, and the meals were expensive.

Having grown up in a humble family, I understood all too well what these words meant.

I quietly begged rice to teach me how to weave, hoping to take advantage of my pregnancy to do some work to relieve the tension of my livelihood. Rice was very enthusiastic about teaching me, and after I managed to destroy five hand-woven bags, I finally came up with a decent thing.

We gathered around a small wooden table, and Rice casually asked, "During this time, your husband went to look for a job, and he didn't find a suitable one?" You have a baby in your belly, but it's not suitable for this, it's not good for your eyes. ”

Rice's words made me extremely embarrassed, I know Shen Huanjiu too well, he is arrogant, and the pride in his bones cannot be completely smoothed out by life. He doesn't know how to do ordinary work, but it doesn't seem that ordinary work will be given to a Chinese man of different ethnicity who has no identification.

This is like a vicious circle, constantly grinding Shen Huanjiu's willpower, and it also puts more pressure on him as my husband and the father of my children.

When Shen Huanjiu pushed the door in, I hurriedly pushed all the knitted things on my table to the rice seat.

Rice gave me a stupid look, quickly understood, and nodded at me.

Shen Huanjiu walked over and stood beside me with his tall body.

He was an extremely intelligent and sensitive man in some ways, or perhaps I was a weak man who always felt that the way he looked at me was like a ray to the heart.

"You're back?" I collected my fear and smiled at him.

Shen Huanjiu's big hand was silently stretched out and placed on the door of my head: "Are you busy? ”

"No, it's me, I'm too bored to make things up by myself to get here at the age of three, by the way." Rice's little eyes smiled and squinted at a slit, making a round for me.

Shen Huanjiu pulled the corners of his mouth very weakly, and said lightly, "Oh." ”

He looked me straight and said lightly to Rice, "I want to talk to a three-year-old." ”

Rice's arm was thin, and she picked up a bunch of things on the table and said awkwardly, "I'll go out first." ”

As the door closed, I pretended to stand up naturally and asked, "See you every day, how can you say so much?" How is this? ”

Shen Huan's eyes were like starry nights, and he grabbed my hands.

I hurriedly clenched my fists, and Shen Huanjiu broke my fingers one by one, staring straight at the small scars on the fingertips that were strangled by bamboo and rattans.

"How?" Shen Huanjiu's Adam's apple rolled, and every word in his mouth seemed so difficult.

"I didn't pay attention, I don't know." I tried desperately to hide my uneasiness with a smile, and I tried desperately to withdraw my hand.

Shen Huanjiu used his strength faintly, so that no matter what, I couldn't escape the confinement of his hand.

After Shen Huanjiu swallowed a mouthful of saliva, he said hoarsely, "I got a job." ”

"Really? What works? "I had a little bit of excitement in my heart.

Shen Huanjiu didn't tell me, and a very soft laugh came out of his nose: "You don't have to care." ”

He let go of his hand, raised his hand to unbutton the top of his shirt, took a few deep breaths, and sighed: "The salary is paid daily, and I will accompany you to the hospital for prenatal checkup in a few days." All right? ”

He said that he was so humble, he would be like this, he must still feel deep down that he was sorry for me, and he failed to let me live an ideal quiet and not bitter life.

My eyes were wet uncontrollably: "Uncle." I'm not that delicate. I'm fine. ”

Shen Huanjiu smiled and said lonely, "I have something." ”

He then raised his eyes and stared at me tightly: "A man should be a breadwinner, shouldn't he?" If you can't afford to raise a wife and children, it's useless for a man, isn't it? So, I will definitely support our family, otherwise what are I doing alive? ”

Two rhetorical questions in a row hit me straight to the heart. He seems to have agreed with what Chen Haodong said.

I have to say that Chen Haodong does not have Shen Huanjiu's burden in many aspects, and after he has good feet, he is also running around like Shen Huanjiu, no one knows what he is busy with, but he is penniless and has money to buy cigarettes and smoke every day, and it is no surprise that he has found a way to make a living.

"Look at what you said, you are the father of the child, of course you have to live, and you have to have a reason to live?" I grabbed his arm and shook it slightly.

Shen Huanjiu stared at me for a moment, his thin lips pulled embarrassedly and said, "Oh." ”

He encircled me in his arms and held me so carefully. I even felt that he was very detached when he hugged me this time, and he was not tight at all.

At the moment when he wanted to let go of me, I hurriedly tightened his waist: "Shen Huanjiu, what kind of job have you found, why don't you say that we are husband and wife." ”

Shen Huanjiu kissed me softly on my heavenly spirit cover: "It's a good job, don't worry, I'll take a nap." ”

He gently pushed me away, then washed up and lay down on the bed.

He slept against the wall, and kept a position motionless all of a sudden, I don't know if he fell asleep or not, at dinner Chen Haodong asked Mi to call us down to eat, Mi said that all the dishes tonight were bought by Chen Haodong, let us hurry downstairs.

My face froze, and I quickly waved my hand and said, "I'm not hungry, you can eat dinner." ”

To be honest, I've been very cautious lately, for fear that everything around me will hit Shen Huanjiu's dignity.

"You're not going to eat dinner, are you?" Rice licked her lips, frowned and said, "If you don't eat it, the baby wants to eat it." ”

I know that Rice really cares about me, and I am pregnant, so I am naturally a vulnerable group. If someone like me has one in his stomach, even strangers will take more care of it, let alone rice.

I wanted to refuse again, but Shen Huanjiu suddenly got up from the bed, arched his right knee, and said without anger: "Why don't you eat, I'm hungry." ”

He stepped off the bed in a dashing way, walked to my side, gently held my shoulder, and said lightly, "Go to dinner." ”

My heart jumped and I squinted in disbelief at the tall and handsome man beside me, the corners of his mouth turned up, as if he didn't care.

Rice's little eyes bent into a small moon again: "Well, let's go, there are many, many dishes today." He's in the kitchen, so I'll help him first. ”

After the rice finished speaking, she turned to leave, and the long pleated skirt swayed gently with her ankles as she walked, which was particularly beautiful.

"Let's go." Shen Huanjiu said to me in a calm voice.

It is basically the same as what the rice said, Chen Haodong didn't know where to get the money, and bought a lot of expensive ingredients, for several days, maybe Uncle Yao's friends wanted to save money, and the dishes they ate were all vegetables, and they were all the same kind every three or five times. As boarders, none of us said anything, but I believe that everyone's taste buds are actually a little numb. Coupled with the fact that my morning sickness is getting worse and worse, Chen Haodong's starting point for this meal must be good, it's just ......

At dinner, Chen Haodong took off the two legs of the chicken, he didn't care about the eyes of anyone at the table, and directly threw the two chicken legs into my bowl, and said without yin or yang: "Big belly woman, finish eating for Lao Tzu." Drink some soup later and make up for it. ”

My face instantly became hotter, and it was getting hotter and hotter, and I looked down at the two chicken thighs in the bowl that had been torn to a point that didn't look good, and snapped, tears falling into the bowl.

Shen Huanjiu handed over the tissue and seemed to pretend to smile naturally: "Why are you still crying?" This kid bothered to give you good food, and you just ate it. ”

Seriously, my heart hurts so much, I don't know if it's the psychological bias caused by pregnancy, I think it's useless for me to live, I especially want to die, I die, and many things are over.

Of course, the thought just flashed through my mind. I have to be responsible for the inheritance of life, so that the baby in my belly can come into this world safely.

"Look, all the men in your family are shouting at you to eat. Help the three-year-old, hurry up. What do you see you've lost weight? "It's good to die, Chen Haodong said with an indifferent look.

Shen Huanjiu was particularly silent, he seemed to be calmly holding a chopstick dish, but Chen Haodong said: "The surname is Shen, I thought you were the kind of person who didn't eat the food that came to me." I didn't expect that one day you would be reduced to eating what Lao Tzu bought. Interesting. ”

I snapped and put down my chopsticks, and even my breathing began to fluctuate: "Chen Haodong, is it necessary for you to talk like this?" Yes, it's your credit for eating this good meal today, if you're really good to me, please don't say this kind of thing in the future, okay? ”

I swooped to my feet, and at this time, Shen Huanjiu suddenly grabbed my hand and pulled me to my original position, and said lightly: "Don't fight with your stomach, he will lose a few words, and I won't lose a piece of meat." Someone once said that bowing your head is not admitting defeat, but to see the road under your feet clearly. ”

Shen Huanjiu scooped a bowl of soup for me, and his face was as calm as water, making people look as if he didn't have any emotions at all.

Rice is very kind, and this will enter her heart and eyes in any drama. She laughed to herself, telling us interesting stories about her childhood to ease the atmosphere, but without exception, no one could laugh in this atmosphere, and finally Chen Haodong said: "Shut up, annoyed to death!" ”

Rice blushed and shrugged her shoulders: "Hmm...... It's not funny, let's all eat. ”

The next night, when Shen Huanjiu came back from his first day at work, his festering palm managed to freak me out.

"What the hell are you going to do? You have to tell me today. "I burst into tears.

He smiled disapprovingly: "Oh, there's a construction site not far from the next door, and it's just hiring people over there, so I'm ......"

I cried out before I finished listening to these sentences, and beat Shen Huanjiu's chest with both arms, and scolded one after another: "Are you crazy? That's not the job for you at all, how can you do that? ”

My heart was completely broken, although I was not afraid of hardship, but I couldn't bear to see Shen Huanjiu like this.

Shen Huanjiu raised his hand to wipe away my tears, and said slowly, "It should be." ”

I understand his psychological gap. But if Shen Huanjiu has a little capital, I believe that he can be reborn in Nirvana, but sadly, it is only in the word capital.

Uncle Yao has some friends in Thailand, but it is difficult to protect himself from making soap last time, and some of them can't find anyone to relocate, so he finally found someone, and finally began to dislike the trouble brought to him by our group of people.

The cruel reality really changed Shen Huanjiu, he began to understand that he was not so important to the world, and he also began to know that some people accompanied him had nothing to do with who he was.

When we had dinner in the evening, it was still Chen Haodong's food, and he suddenly said that he was going to move out, and he had already found a house, so let's move out together.

Before we could speak, Uncle Yao's friend opened his mouth first and said, "Okay, it's okay to move out, my son has to come back after a while, it's really inconvenient for such a large group of people." ”

Uncle Yao was silent, he looked at the people at our table, and said loudly: "I'm sorry for you to take care of it during this time, and we will move in the next few days." ”

The man was busy pouring wine for Uncle Yao, and said with a smile: "What's polite, send charcoal in the snow between friends, it should be, it should be." ”

After a meal, no one spoke again.

In the evening, Rice came to our room with playing cards, and she followed Chen Haodong, I understood at once, Rice is an introduction, and the person who really wants to talk to us is Chen Haodong.

Shen Huanjiu glanced at him lightly, took a sip of steaming white dry water, and wrapped his hand in white gauze, not to mention how uncomfortable it was in my heart.

"Let's play cards." Rice said embarrassedly, "Four people, just right." ”

Chen Haodong pulled the rice in his hand and flicked it very skillfully in his hand and said, "If you don't live with me, you want to let your wife sleep on the street?" Didn't you hear that the dead old man in this house looked like he was going to chase people? Shen Huanjiu, what the hell are you ambitious? ”

Shen Huanjiu's long eyelashes trembled slightly, and he took another sip of water and said: "You kid bothered, I will quickly find a place to live, now that your legs and feet are better, if you guess correctly, you have also found a way to make money, you take your Yangguan Road, and I will take my single-plank bridge." From now on, they will be well. ”

"You!" Chen Haodong looked speechless for a moment. His eyes clearly revealed that he was reluctant to part with us. After about a few seconds, Chen Haodong said again: "Are you true or false?" Can it really be done? ”

"Really." Shen Huanjiu replied lightly, glanced at me, and smiled warmly.

Chen Haodong coughed lightly: "Why don't you join me, I recently found a good thing, which can be bought and sold, and the profit is not bad." ”

I don't think anyone would have thought that Chen Haodong would say that.

Shen Huanjiu put down the cup and lifted his lips lightly: "Thank you for your kindness, no need." ”

"Don't fucking give a shame, Lao Tzu will help you, it's all for the sake of helping the three-year-old fool." Chen Haodong blew up.

Shen Huanjiu was still not angry, hooked his lips and said, "Go out." ”

"Shen Huanjiu, she is your wife, it's my business! What do you love? Chen Haodong grinned and cursed, all the cards in his hand were smashed to the ground, and he turned around and left.

Mi repeatedly bowed and apologized to us, and went out to chase Chen Haodong.

I turned my head to look at Shen Huanjiu and asked him, "You must be uncomfortable, don't hold on, if you are sad, I will lend you my shoulder." ”

Shen Huanjiu shook his head and said seriously: "Three years old, you are wrong, my shoulder is where you should lean." No matter how difficult it is in the future, I will also be to rely on you and your children. ”

These were the last words Shen Huanjiu said to me that night.

After that, he walked to the window and stood for hours at a time.

The next morning, Chen Haodong's room was empty. Uncle Yao's friend told us that Chen Haodong had moved out before dawn, and he handed me a piece of paper with Chen Haodong's mobile phone number and new address written on it.

"He said that he would only tell you one person, and another girl came to ask in the morning, but I didn't say anything."

The piece of paper fell into my palm, and the man turned and went about his own work.

I stared blankly at the words on the paper that were distorted like a flying dragon and a tiger, and Chen Haodong also wrote a sentence on the paper, if he can't control you, he will definitely come to me. You know?

In the afternoon, Uncle Yao found me, and he seemed to be unable to speak several times, and I realized that something serious might have happened, and immediately asked, "Dad, what's wrong?" Is something wrong? ”

"I just went to the construction site to see it, and the workers over there said that Huanjiu was no longer working, and when I asked again, they said that Huanjiu had found another job."

To be honest, I thought that the work on the construction site was not suitable for Shen Huanjiu, and it should be a good thing for him to find a new job, I don't know why Uncle Yao looks like this.

I have some foreboding.

"Changed for what?" I asked.

Uncle Yao's brows bulged into a big bag, and his voice was unusually heavy: "Muay Thai is very famous all over the world, and there will be some small local trials in many places every month, but these competitions are usually very irregular and particularly bloody, but the first place can get a good bonus, which is enough for Huanjiu to make a comeback." ”

Uncle Yao broke the sentence several times before he finished speaking. And I, with a chill passing through my body, grabbed Uncle Yao's arm, and asked in horror: "So, did he go there?" ”

"That's what the workers say." Uncle Yao stared at me sharply with a pair of old eyes.

I saw the tears in the old eyes flickering faintly.

"Do you have an address?" I asked in fear, and then bit my mouth hard.

Uncle Yao nodded: "Yes." ”

He raised his hand to look at his watch: "At the beginning of tonight, I came over and asked you if you want to go with me to have a look." He is so desperate to try to give you a good life. Are we going to give him a chance to see what he is using to love you? He's not as straightforward and passionate as that kid, but he's definitely the one who loves you the most in the world. ”

Tears flowed silently down the corners of my eyes and into my mouth, full of bitterness and saltiness.

My time in Thailand has not been long, but I have understood a lot of truths and seen a lot of relationships. Uncle Yao said before he brought us here that the owner of this house accepted Uncle Yao's help when he was most depressed, although it was a small favor, but now that others have turned over, Uncle Yao is down, is there really someone who will repay the grace of dripping water? Maybe there will be, but not this time. The difference between taking us in and whether or not you really want to help us get through the difficult times has already been made clear in every bit.

Therefore, a lot of other people's good is built on their own good time. The same is true for many couples in their relationships. How can there be so many unswerving deaths, but countless catastrophes are coming to fly separately.

My mouth was already shaking, and I cried and laughed: "Dad, you just said, you just said that those games are irregular......"

Uncle Yao opened his mouth: "Many of them died on the stage, and it has become a Shura field for many people." I've heard that there are still many fighters who accidentally died on the stage with a foundation in Muay Thai, let alone him, and Huanjiu doesn't even have any foundation in Muay Thai. ”

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