122 Man is not dust in dust
We were taken to a rented house that wasn't much of a good one. The place is spacious, but there is no decoration, and there are only some essential daily necessities in it.
There was a young girl with black hair smiling at me, she was a very beautiful girl, the first time I saw her, it reminded me of Dong Jie's appearance when she played "The Family of Gold Powder", small eyes, small nose, small mouth, even the face plate is also small, in short, it looks so comfortable.
She wore a light blue blouse with a pleated skirt that dragged down to her ankles. Long, shiny hair was draped softly over the shoulders.
She and I looked at each other for two seconds, and immediately glanced at the old man shyly, and said to the old man in English, "He woke up just now." β
It's okay that I don't say it, but as soon as I say it, I'm shocked by the pleasant sound of a song, I've never heard a girl speak better than this girl, with a shallow voice, thin.
I heard her name from the old captain's mouth. Her name is Rice, a playful and ordinary name that seems very substantial.
She was the daughter of the captain's friend, and Rice's father was the one the captain had mentioned to us about going to other countries. It is conceivable that the fisherman's fate was not good, and he was shot dead by the coast guard on the spot at sea because he resisted arrest.
Rice doesn't have a mother, she's an abandoned baby, but she's soft on the outside and tough on the inside, and she's a very optimistic girl. Of course, these are all things that the old man told us later.
"What about people?" Fluent standard language naturally came from Shen Huanjiu's throat.
I turned my head to look at him, his eyebrows bulging into a small bag, and he seemed a little agitated. Because none of us knew who the young man with my picture would be.
The old man took us to the backyard and pushed open the creaking old Qin door.
When those eyes collided with me, I was instantly shocked: "You? β
Chen Haodong leaned on the bed, there were still many abrasions and bruises on his face, and it was believed that he also had a lot of them, but they were just hidden under his clothes.
Chen Haodong is such a rough person, his first reaction when he saw me was to cry. He held the back of his hand and kept rubbing away his tears, the corners of his mouth were flattened terribly, and he muttered to himself: "Am I dreaming?" Yes? Chen Haodong raised his head, his eyes stared at me for a long time, and he asked in a particularly unbelievable tone: "Fu San-year-old, is it you?" Tell Lao Tzu, is it you? β
"Yes...... I ......" I opened my mouth slightly: "No, why did you come to Thailand?" β
Chen Haodong's leg was injured, he lifted the quilt and still couldn't get out of bed, and finally could only put it on the bed and said intermittently: "Shi went to that bastard, I didn't lie well, I really fucking pulled me into the water." My casino was shut down, and two died that night, one of them was Ah Fei, who was getting married next month. The fat man said...... Thailand is a man's paradise, so they sent me on a boat to escape for a while. I didn't expect Lao Tzu to meet the Shanghai police, and it was fateful that his brain was not broken! β
Chen Haodong's emotions were very excited, and his eyes dimmed after he said this: "The fat head was beaten to death." By...... Killed. β
Ten fingers with tiny scars were inserted into Chen Haodong's hair, and he scratched his head frantically, his shoulders shaking as if unconsciously. He is a person who values love and righteousness, although he suffered the loss of his friends when he was young, but he seems to have never eaten some money and wisdom skills for his brothers around him.
For some reason, a sentence that Shen Huanjiu once said suddenly flashed in my mind: No one can mix for a lifetime.
And the sudden change seems to verify this sentence.
Ah Fei, fat head, I've seen it, it didn't take long for people who were still alive to say that it was gone, and there was naturally a pity for life, but what lingered the most in my heart was actually a sentence: Why do good young people with hands and feet want to mix with the world, why don't they take a good road, why do they still step on it when they know that one foot in it may end in tragedy?
Suddenly I figured out that the reason was to survive and live for what I thought I was. I can't seem to escape, and I'm just as an executioner who pushes Shen Huanjiu to hell. My sentence of leaving, and the sake of the child, also subtly pushed Shen Huanjiu to today's situation.
"Fu three years old, are you really deaf? Lao Tzu is talking to you? Chen Haodong probably saw me staying and yelled at me unhappily.
Shen Huanjiu said indifferently: "It's better to break your tongue than to break your legs." β
"Shen Huanjiu, you know what a fart, my brother is dead, didn't you hear my brother is dead? Huo Pei is a grudge with the Shen family, I am the one who is unlucky, and you are gloating. Don't forget that you're a wanted criminal! You're not a boss anymore. Drag you than that! Chen Haodong's emotions were really excited, his eyes seemed to pop out, and the fist of his right hand slammed the bed several times.
I think if his leg hadn't hurt, maybe he would have rushed out of bed and Shen Huanjiu.
Shen Huanjiu stood beside me like a deep and unfazed mountain, and did not speak.
"Chen Haodong, this is not your territory, can you take it away first if you are so loud and shouting, Ah Fei and the fat head can't come back." I say.
Chen Haodong's clear eyes glanced at me, and then his eyelids drooped and he fell silent.
But his breathing was still heavy, but anyone with a discerning eye could see that he was holding it down.
Standing aside and silent for a long time, the rice said with a smile in her voice: "It seems that you are really friends, then it is the best, you are all your own people, and you will have a care in the future." β
"Fart."
"Fart."
This time, Chen Haodong and Shen Huanjiu had a surprisingly tacit understanding, and even the tone and time of exit were almost the same.
Suddenly there was silence again, to the point of embarrassment.
"Hey, who's that, can I still get my legs okay? What did the person who just knocked my leg rub and rubbed the cream on my leg and said to you? Later, it was Chen Haodong who broke the silence.
Rice covered her mouth and laughed, and said softly, "My name is Rice." β
"What do I call you? I ask you what to say. Chen Haodong always looks like a **** to other girls.
"The local doctor said that it was fine, it didn't hurt the bones, but the tendon strain was very serious, and it would hurt if you moved. Oh, I did a bamboo collapse a few years ago, and we'll carry you up in a while and go to your friend's to raise it. Rice bit her lip a little embarrassed: "You slept in my room, and there are a lot of people sharing here." Well, I've been sleeping on the couch for the past few days since you were asleep, and it was very uncomfortable. β
Chen Haodong seemed to be embarrassed, and his ears were red.
Come to think of it, a little girl's bed was let out, and he was still yelling at people just now, and he himself might think that this is a bit of a bastard.
"Girl, we don't know him well, you may have to find another way to stay with him." Shen Huanjiu coldly threw out such a sentence, and there was a calmness in his voice that was difficult to break.
Rice looked at me with a lot of things to say in her watery eyes, but she didn't say anything.
I stared at Chen Haodong and thought he would be quite weak. But I can't bear to let Chen Haodong see Shen Huanjiu when he is most helpless and uneasy.
Shen Huanjiu took my hand and said lightly: "People have seen it, let's go." β
The moment I nodded, it was not only ruthless, it was cruel at all.
Shen Huanjiu and I turned around, and suddenly heard an irritable male voice behind us shouting: "Fu three years old, do you really want to leave Lao Tzu?" I'm going to have a penny in my pocket and go without you? You wouldn't do the same with a dog. Why? β
I was stiff, and even if I didn't turn around, I could fully imagine Chen Haodong's expression.
Must gnash your teeth, must have scarlet eyes, must be ...... The breath is heavy and heavy.
An inexplicable sour sensation came up my nose and went all the way to the inside of my nasal cavity.
My footsteps didn't stop, until I walked to the very door, Chen Haodong put it to death and then yelled: "If you two really leave me here, I'll poke you out of the matter of hiding Thailand as a wanted criminal, don't think about a good day, anyway, I have no hope of living like this." Damn! β
Before I could react, the power in my hand was loosened, Shen Huanjiu turned around violently, pointed at Chen Haodong angrily and scolded: "How dare you kid say such a thing." I just have the measure of the sea, and I can't tolerate a man who has been with my wife to live together! Excuse me, if it were you today, would you also have this perverted measure? Damn it! β
I turned around, and the picture was pretty much the same as I had imagined. Chen Haodong was indeed panting like a lion.
But as soon as Shen Huanjiu's words came out, Chen Haodong stopped talking, and said to me with a glance: "Okay, okay!" There's a kind of man in this world called a spare tire, who comes and goes when he's called. Use it if you need it, and kick it away if you don't need it. Fu three years old, you tell me today, just with the love of Lao Tzu as your spare tire for so many years, should you also take me out of this bird place today. Chen Haodong's fingers pointed back and forth hard, his wheezing became heavier and heavier, but it didn't take long for his tone to soften, and he flattened his mouth and said, "Forget it, get out of Lao Tzu!" β
My hands hanging on both sides pinched my fingers hard, and there was a kind of powerlessness to tell you that it was wrong to do it, and it was wrong not to do it, and it was wrong to say it was wrong. Well, it may have been a mistake from the day of life.
For example, if I take Chen Haodong away now, it will hurt the heart of Shen Huanjiu, who gave up everything for me, and if I don't take Chen Haodong away, I will still be a ruthless and selfish bad woman in the eyes of others. I was stuck in place, and gradually began to make my breath a mistake, and every second of silence a sharp knife cut a small piece of flesh from my heart.
"Goodbye." Shen Huanjiu responded indifferently, and quickly added: "No, it's never again." β
When we walked to the door again, Chen Haodong shouted behind us again: "it all together." Wait! β
I don't know why, I always feel that Chen Haodong's words are just angry words, and I just want to bring back a little bit of face to myself in this embarrassment that I was not saved in the end.
Shen Huanjiu listened.
He sneered and said, "Do you think that now that you are a cripple, I will not dare to beat you?" β
Chen Haodong tilted his head, and his mouth whistled leisurely, but no matter how he disguised himself, he couldn't hide the fear in his heart.
I found out that Chen Haodong has actually become smarter, and he seems to be taking advantage of Shen Huanjiu's love for me to grasp the key points.
I knew Chen Haodong would win.
Because Shen Huanjiu cares about me, he still cares about the hard-won child in my belly.
I saw with my own eyes that Shen Huanjiu's facial muscles were trembling, and after trembling for a while, he looked at the rice grains: "Where is the bamboo collapse?" Find a few people to carry this waste up for me! This man's skin is already as thick as the city wall, and a bullet may not be able to penetrate it. β
Chen Haodong finally achieved his goal, he laughed heartlessly, as if he had completely forgotten the unpleasantness just now, and the expression on his face looked at the special recruitment.
But I felt like a stone fell in my heart.
No one knows, I can't bear to really throw Chen Haodong here, put aside those terrible memories, he has helped me many times, so much...... I can't count.
This time, Shen Huanjiu's personal opening is better than my pleading. And Chen Haodong really gave up on me, Shen Huanjiu is so smart, maybe the two of them can really release their suspicions in the process of getting along, which is not a good thing.
It's just that my worries seem to be just as inevitable.
Now that Shen Huanjiu has lost his former brilliance, I am really a little worried that Chen Haodong, a person who speaks without going through his brain, will hurt his self-esteem.
Sighing silently, I touched my belly, hoping that the baby could give us the strength to get through this difficult and erratic time.
Rice also helped to get Chen Haodong to the cheap hotel where we stayed. Before entering the door, Chen Haodong was stunned: "Did the go to the wrong place?" This place can live in people, but dogs can't live in it. β
My heart sank.
Sure enough, I'm really afraid of something.
Shen Huanjiu is tall, but is there still a giant living in his heart like before?
I stared at the silent and peaceful Shen Huanjiu for a moment, his eyelashes trembled several times, and the Adam's apple rolled slowly and hard several times, I thought he would be angry, but when he turned his head to look at me, I found that there was no brilliance in those dim eyes, his eyes were full of pity, and this pity happened to be given to me.
After a brief eye contact, Shen Huanjiu glanced at Chen Haodong, and said in a hoarse voice: "Boy, now I can only afford to live in this place, and I can't live in it." β
Chen Haodong was stunned for a moment, and then pointed at me and yelled at him: "Shen Huanjiu, you have a brain disease, aren't you, she is pregnant, you let her live in this kind of place?" What are you doing while you're still alive? β
I knew that Chen Haodong's starting point was for my sake, but this sentence was too harsh, and a flame rose in my heart in an instant: "Chen Haodong, can you say a few words?" If you do this again, don't blame me for turning my face and not recognizing people. β
I was really angry, my nostrils shrunk, and I was so excited. Because he was distressed that Shen Huanjiu was said so, tears almost rolled out, when did he ever suffer such contempt.
"Okay, okay, just don't talk about it." Chen Haodong gritted his teeth.
Rice grabbed Chen Haodong's arm, her eyebrows curled, and she said in her extremely pleasant voice, "I'll help you." It looks pretty good here, too. Well...... All you need to sleep is a bed, and you can sleep anywhere. Friends together, don't worry so much. In the past few years in Thailand, I have rarely made friends, and many locals look down on us Chinese and think that I am a foreign race, and now I am very happy to see so many Chinese. β
Rice is really a girl who loves to laugh, and she makes people feel so warm when she laughs.
"Then go in. Thank you, girl. Chen Haodong said to her angrily.
As we passed by the bar, the lady who was smoking a cigarette looked at us with a very disdainful look and spoke a series of Thai words that I didn't understand.
When I walked up to the second floor, my heart was pounding, I was afraid that Chen Haodong would spray Shen Huanjiu worthless when he saw two beds in a room, and his whole heart was in his throat.
Sure enough, when Chen Haodong saw Uncle Yao in the room, both of them raised their eyes: "This old man is in the same room with you?" ...... the hell you guys"
Chen Haodong stared at him, and before he finished speaking, he was covered by rice.
Rice smiled at me: "I have money." β
She immediately took out a stack of crumpled baht in her pocket, in all denominations: "My money is for you, I know where I can work, I will take your husband tomorrow." β
My throat dried up uncomfortably.
Shen Huanjiu's life trajectory seems to have really changed.
Uncle Yao is right, when he arrives here, he Shen Huanjiu is not a god, he is just a man who is so ordinary that he can't be more ordinary.
His eyes were red, and he looked at me with difficulty and pulled out two words: "Three years old, uncle is useless, let you suffer." β
Uncle Yao is a man who has eaten a lot of salt, and at this time he saved his son's dignity: "Girl, you put the money away, I don't dare to say it elsewhere, I still have a few friends in Thailand." Someone will pick us up early tomorrow morning and take us somewhere else. My son, will not be useless. β
Sure enough, the ginger is still old and spicy.
Uncle Yao touched his beard and looked at Chen Haodong: "It's you kid, why can't you get rid of it like a fart, and you come over with a lame leg to send someone under the fence?" β
Chen Haodong suddenly stopped making a sound, just biting his lip and couldn't say a word.
Rice refused to leave, and when I went to the bathroom, she pulled me aside and said, "Can you let us join you?" β
I was suddenly a little confused.
Rice laughed, with two shallow pear vortices at the corners of her mouth, she said: "I don't have any family and friends in Thailand, I finally saw the Chinese, and I want to be with you." Oh, don't worry, I don't mean to rely on you, I just want to make friends with you, I can knit by hand, I can make cakes, I have been supporting myself for the past few years. β
It's been a long time since I've felt the warmth of a same-sex relationship, and I don't know why, but I liked the rice at first sight, and I wondered if she would become friends with me in the future.
I didn't expect this proposal to be opened by her, and I have to say that I have always been lonely in terms of friends, and I am a little excited.
I smiled and said, "Okay, I don't have any friends in Thailand either." β
The rice grabbed my hand and shook innocently like a little girl. My smile didn't last long, and my wrapped hand quietly pulled out, and I suddenly said, "No." β
Rice opened her watery eyes and asked, "Why?" β
I frowned and said embarrassedly: "You should have listened just now, my husband is a wanted criminal, and Chen Haodong should be choked enough." You're with us, and maybe it's going to drag you down. β
Hearing my words, Rice covered her mouth and smiled: "What did I think it was?" I think there must be a misunderstanding in your affairs, and I believe that you are all good people. Having said that, it's just a fresh start, nothing. β
A gratuitous belief really touched me.
Rice has said that, I must be embarrassed to refuse this kind girl again. I giggled, and it was as if I had only met her today, but it suddenly seemed like I had known her for centuries.
On the way back to the room from the public toilet of the hotel, Rice told me something about Thailand, and she couldn't put it away as soon as she opened it, and finally, she asked me who Chen Haodong was to me.
I said embarrassedly, "It's my ex-husband." β
She froze, her whole face flushed.
I seemed to see something and asked tentatively, "Rice, do you like him?" β
I thought she was a girl as weak as her outside, but I didn't expect her to admit it very quickly, and she was very brave to say: "I have never seen such an interesting man, especially when he starts his temper, he is very manly, but sometimes he is very naΓ―ve, like a child." I seem to like him. β
I nodded.
At this time, Shen Huanjiu came out of the room with a basin, his mood was very bad, and he looked a little pitiful to be more precise.
I took two steps forward and asked him, "What are you doing with the pot?" β
Shen Huanjiu's long eyelashes trembled twice, and he said hoarsely: "I'll go get some hot water, you've walked a lot today, I want to wash your feet, soak it for a while, so as not to swell at night." β
After he finished speaking, he passed me, and I turned around and realized that his back was so lonely.
On the same day, Mi quietly paid for us and asked for two rooms, one for Uncle Yao and Chen Haodong to live in, and the other for her to live in.
The three rooms are closely connected, I don't know what the picture is in the other two rooms, I only know that the one where Shen Huanjiu and I live is flowing with traces of being crushed by life.
On the small bed, Shen Huanjiu curled up and hugged me, and the emotions that had been suppressed all day collapsed: "I knew that there would be today, I shouldn't have asked you to marry a poor ghost like me." But don't worry, I am the big tree for you and your children, and I will not fall and cannot fall. β
His breathing fluctuated so loudly that every time the air that fell on my back almost shattered me!
A banging knock broke our embrace.
Shen Huanjiu sat up: "Who?" β
"It's Lao Tzu."
I can still hear Chen Haodong's voice through the door.
"We slept." Shen Huanjiu replied irritably.
Chen Haodong still knocked on the door reluctantly: "Hurry up and open it." β
Shen Huanjiu lifted the quilt irritably, got out of bed and opened the door, and I quickly looked at Chen Haodong who was holding a rotten log. He said with a gloomy face: "There is a leak on the top of my room, and every drop falls on Lao Tzu's head, and when I go up to take a look, I know that the place on the third floor facing Lao Tzu's bed is his mother's toilet." My room is still so small, this is an abuse of patients, no, I will sleep in the same room with you today, and there is a bed anyway, right? β
"What are you farting kid on?" Shen Huanjiu raised his hand and pointed to his nose.
Chen Haodong shook his head and shook his head: "I don't care, if you don't let me sleep in your room, I will stay at the door and knock until dawn!" β
Some people, you reason with him, and he plays hooligan with you.
The next second after Chen Haodong finished speaking, Shen Huanjiu smashed his fist over, Chen Haodong fell to the ground with a bang, I got out of bed and walked over quickly, and immediately saw Chen Haodong with blood coming from both nostrils.
He wiped the nosebleed from the back of his hand over and over again, and looked at me.
Shen Huanjiu stepped on Chen Haodong's face, slowly crushed it and said, "I have come to this point because I am planted, but even if I am low to the dust, my bones are still hard." He leaned down, grabbed Chen Haodong's hair and hit the floor, and added: "I know you have always disobeyed me in your heart, okay, now our starting line is the same, it's better to see who will turn over first at the same time, damn!" β
Chen Haodong's nosebleeds were rising, his face still looked like he couldn't be killed, and the corners of his mouth twitched and said, "Come on!" Do you think Lao Tzu is afraid of you? Hehe Shen Huanjiu, reality will tell you, what the hell are you! If I can't support my wife and children, I will take care of her and her mother in the future! You honestly fuck off! β
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