Shen Jialan stood there, she was still her.

But Tang Yuyan took a few steps back, his face pale.

He opened his mouth to speak, but for the first time he found that speaking was such a difficult thing, as if he had a thousand pounds of weight hanging from his mouth.

However, even if he opened his mouth to speak, Tang Yuyan was still sad to find that no matter what he said or did, he would become ridiculous and pale at this moment.

Even if—

Apologize.

And Shen Jialan, who was opposite Tang Yuyan, didn't see where to go better than Tang Yuyan's face.

Although Shen's mother has passed away for two years, when she mentioned this incident, Shen Jialan was still depressed.

She has never told anyone that in the past two years or so, many late nights, when she lies in bed, she always thinks of Shen's mother and her childhood, and then blames herself and feels guilty until dawn all night......

But compared to Tang Yuyan, no matter what, two years have passed, and Shen Jialan's impact after mentioning this matter is far less than Tang Yuyan's.

So even though she was a little sad, she still raised her head and looked at Tang Yuyan.

Just looking at it, she couldn't help but bite her lip, with a little shock on her face.

Shen Jialan had never seen Tang Yuyan like this.

In her impression, what she has seen the most is Tang Yuyan's resolute expression.

No matter what happens, he can always keep his face unchanged, and he will not have any panic, which makes people feel stable and trusting at a glance.

But now, what did she see on Tang Yuyan's beautiful and admirable face?

Dazed!

I don't know how to make up for a big mistake!

Such Tang Yuyan made Shen Jialan feel a little distressed.

Shen Jialan never said it, because she was afraid that he would blame himself and feel guilty, so even when she filed for divorce, she would rather bear all this by herself than choose to tell him.

But today, because of the recent incidents, Shen Jialan knew that if she didn't tell her about it, Tang Yuyan would not give up on her at all. She didn't want to dwell on it anymore, so she chose to talk about it.

When she said this, Shen Jialan was relieved for a moment.

She had been carrying it alone for too long, and she was almost out of breath.

But when she saw Tang Yuyan like this, she suddenly felt that she was a little cruel to tell him all these things!

She shouldn't have told him!

It's none of his business, it's not his fault, and he doesn't want to!

"It's none of your business, Yuyan." Shen Jialan whispered to him, "I don't blame you. ”

I just can't get past that point in my own heart.

There is no way to accept you anymore.

That's all.

But it doesn't mean to let you carry it.

Hearing Shen Jialan's words, Tang Yuyan looked down at her.

Shen Jialan lowered her head, and Tang Yuyan couldn't see her expression.

But he knew that her expression must not be much better than his own.

How could it be that it didn't have anything to do with him!

How could you not blame him!

Tang Yuyan thought about it, and hooked the corners of his lips with some self-deprecation. Didn't speak.

He didn't want to let Shen Jialan comfort him in turn at this time.

He's sorry enough for her!

Tang Yuyan didn't speak, and Shen Jialan didn't speak again.

The two of them just stood silently.

The evening breeze blows gently at night, still carrying the coolness of the night.

Maybe it was because of the change in mood, when the evening breeze blew, Shen Jialan actually felt a little cold, and raised her hand to hug her goosebumpy arm.

"I ......"

"I'll send you back."

The words of the two came out at the same time, and Shen Jialan closed her mouth.

Hearing Tang Yuyan say that he wanted to send himself back, Shen Jialan lowered her head and did not refuse.

……

Tang Yuyan walked beside Shen Jialan.

There was silence on the road, and the street lamps on both sides of the road stretched their figures, touching each other on the ground.

The road ahead, with the streetlights arranged, is bright, and there is no end to the road, almost giving people the illusion that they will go to the end of the world.

But Shen Jialan and Tang Yuyan, who were walking on this road, both knew that there was an end to the road. They all know that maybe this is the first and last time they walk side by side on the road in the middle of the night.

There will be no more opportunities in the future.

Neither Shen Jialan nor Tang Yuyan spoke, silently looking at the road under their feet, carefully and properly storing their state of mind at the moment.

……

No matter how reluctant he and her were, the street lights in front of him are getting fewer and fewer after all, and the road that seemed to have no end in sight has finally come to an end.

The already silent atmosphere suddenly became even more deadly!

Tang Yuyan looked at the distance less than ten meters in front of him, and suddenly grabbed Shen Jialan's hand and wrapped her hand in his palm.

"We haven't walked like this for more than five years, and we didn't expect it to be like this when we walked again. As I first walked, I kept thinking about how good it would be if there was no end to the road. ”

That way, we can go on forever.

But, what a pity, there is an end to the road.

It's as if our relationship has finally come to an end.

Tang Yuyan said, a thin light flickering in his eyes.

He really didn't want to let go, he didn't want to let go of Shen Jialan.

However, he knew that he had no reason or right not to let go.

The current road is the last chance for him and Shen Jialan to be so close.

After tonight, they will really break off.

Because, no matter how hard he tries, they will never be able to go back to the past!

Because, no matter how much he corrects it, Shen's mother will never come back.

Between her and him, there will always be a heart knot that cannot be opened!

Tang Yuyan felt that his heart was very painful, and when he found out that Shen Jialan was determined to divorce and say goodbye, he didn't feel so painful! When Shen Jialan rejected herself again and again, it didn't hurt so much!

Because at that time, he felt that he still had a chance.

But now, no, there is no chance.

……

Shen Jialan was originally a little struggling, but when she heard Tang Yuyan's words, she looked up at him and saw the wetness in his eyes, and her heart suddenly hurt as if she had been pricked by a needle, and she didn't struggle anymore.

"This is the last time we're holding hands, right?"

Seeing Shen Jialan looking at him, Tang Yuyan tried hard to raise the smile on his face, but he couldn't hide his loneliness and heartbreak.

Shen Jialan closed her eyes and did not speak.

She thought that she shouldn't feel anything, but seeing Tang Yuyan like this, Shen Jialan was surprised to find that her heart was hurting.

It hurts, it hurts, it hurts, and I can't breathe.

Shen Jialan bit her lip, letting the pain in her lips numb the pain in her heart.

……

"I've arrived."

The last few meters of the road finally came to an end.

Shen Jialan looked at Tang Yuyan, who was still holding his hand tightly, and whispered.

Hearing Shen Jialan's words, Tang Yuyan grabbed Shen Jialan's hand and tightened it unconsciously, and finally slowly put it down.

Shen Jialan turned around and was about to go upstairs, but Tang Yuyan said quietly behind her, "I'll send you up." ”

The figure with his back to Tang Yuyan paused, and did not refuse.

Tang Yuyan sent Shen Jialan upstairs.

The two stopped in front of the door, and Shen Jialan lowered her head and found the key in her bag to open the door.

Tang Yuyan stood there, looking down at her.

When Shen Jialan couldn't see it, there was nostalgia in his eyes.

With a "click", Shen Jialan, who turned the key, opened the door.

"Would you like to go in and sit down?"

When Shen Jialan looked up at Tang Yuyan, Tang Yuyan's gaze had already returned to calm.

Hearing her invitation, Tang Yuyan just smiled calmly: "No need." ”

He was afraid that he would be reluctant to leave when the time came.

"Goodbye, then."

Shen Jialan entered the door, stood at the door and turned to him.

"Goodbye."

Tang Yuyan smiled softly at Shen Jialan.

The goodbye to each other is very relaxed, but they all tacitly know that this "goodbye" is their goodbye to each other's past feelings.

From now on, the nine-year past of her and him has finally become a thing of the past!

Shen Jialan looked at Tang Yuyan, and Tang Yuyan also looked at her.

After staring at each other for a few seconds, Shen Jialan finally closed the door.

Tang Yuyan looked at the door and slowly closed it in front of him, always with a smile on his face.

He hoped that no matter what, the memories he left for Shen Jialan in the end would be good......

Inside the door.

Shen Jialan, who closed the door, leaned against the door with her eyes closed, and slowly slipped to the ground.

The heart, which had been aching all the way, seemed to have finally reached its peak of pain at this moment, and every breath was a throbbing pain.

She raised her hand, caressed her heart, and exhaled slowly, but her eyes slowly turned red.

It wasn't until this moment that Shen Jialan realized that she didn't have any feelings for Tang Yuyan.

At least for now, her heart aches because of him!

Outside the door, Tang Yuyan had been standing there quietly and had not left for a long time.

After a long time, he tilted his head and tugged at the corners of his mouth, looked down at the closed door, and sat down slowly against the wall.

In fact, he still has a plane to catch in a few hours, and there is an important announcement tomorrow.

According to reason, Tang Yuyan should go back to the hotel to sleep, so as not to delay tomorrow's work.

But now, Tang Yuyan doesn't want to go back to the hotel, he just wants to stay here.

He didn't know when the next time he would be able to get so close to her, so he wanted to stay as long as he could. Although it was cold and cold here, his legs were numb when he sat down, and Shen Jialan would not see it.

However, Tang Yuyan still wants to stay here.

This may be the last time he can get so close to her.

……

Tang Yuyan sat in front of Shen Jialan's door for a long, long time.

When Wenge's call came, he took out his mobile phone and was surprised to find that it was already four o'clock in the morning.

In a few moments, it will be dawning.

This made him subconsciously glance at the closed door.

At this time, she must be sleeping.

Tang Yuyan thought about it, and pressed the rejection phone a little upset.

This is the first time that Tang Yuyan has refused to call without turning off his phone.

He wanted to stay here a little longer, no longer catch a plane according to the schedule, and go to the announcement.

Wayward once.

It was about the time when Tang Yuyan would refuse the call, but after Tang Yuyan refused the call, the phone did not ring again.

This made Tang Yuyan put the phone back in his pocket without looking at it.

However, it didn't take long for the phone to ring again, and there was a feeling of unforgiveness!

In the early hours of the morning, in this quiet corridor, the unrelenting phone calls are particularly irritating!

Tang Yuyan wanted to block Wenge's mobile phone number for a moment, or turn it off!

However, he took a deep breath and finally picked up Wenge's phone.