When she heard Tang Yuyan say that he owed her a wedding, Shen Jialan was a little moved.

For a moment, Shen Jialan was tempted, so tempted that she couldn't help but feel that everything seemed to have happened.

She and Tang Yuyan did not divorce, Shen's mother did not leave with regrets, and she was not disheartened with him.

But she soon came to her senses, and the truth was that everything had happened, and even her feelings for him were not as deep as they used to be.

There is no way they can go back in time.

Therefore, Shen Jialan lowered her head and said to Tang Yu with a chuckle: "What are you crazy about?" ”

The reaction was extremely cold.

Hearing Shen Jialan's answer, Tang Yuyan hooked his lips self-deprecatingly.

He didn't know what else he could say, and even the awakening seemed to have become wrong when everything had lost the best opportunity to make amends.

Tang Yuyan didn't want to accept this result, but he reluctantly found that he seemed to have no other way than this result.

This couldn't help but silence him.

Shen Jialan also acted as if she hadn't heard anything she said, and quietly looked at Song Sijia and Xu Ran on the stage.

The surroundings are lively, and you can vaguely hear everyone praising the beauty of the bride-to-be and the grandeur of the groom-to-be.

Only between the two of them, the silence was terrifying, as if the sound of breathing, was also vivid.

……

Shen Jialan tried her best to make it seem as if she was not affected by Tang Yuyan's words, but it was impossible to say that there was no impact at all.

After the engagement ceremony, when Shen Jialan was walking on the street at night, Tang Yuyan's words appeared in her mind again.

He owes her a wedding.

In fact, when she just got married, Shen Jialan was indeed looking forward to the wedding.

The process of proposing marriage is so simple, if only there was a wedding.

But she soon found that Tang Yuyan, who began to debut after getting married, became popular very quickly, and he could give her less and less time.

The fact that they are married cannot be revealed, let alone hold a wedding.

Shen Jialan was a little disappointed. But seeing that Tang Yuyan always looked tired every time she came back, she couldn't bear to complain.

Occasionally, I can't help it, and I will mention it to him in the form of a joke.

Probably because she mentioned it in a joking tone, Tang Yuyan never took it to heart.

Slowly, Shen Jialan even began to stop looking forward to the wedding. She only hoped that he would be able to give himself some time at work.

But even that, he couldn't do that.

Many nights, she slept with a chill on her pillow and woke up with a chill.

But if you change to any woman and endure such a marriage, you will probably go crazy, right?

Even if your other half is a superstar who is enough to make most of the girls in the whole country scream and go crazy.

Shen Jialan felt that her endurance was okay, at most she was just disappointed and no longer looking forward to it, at least she hadn't gone crazy yet.

If it weren't for Shen's mother suddenly passing away with regret, she might not have given up so soon.

After the divorce, Shen Jialan made a plan that if it wasn't for Shen's mother, would she divorce Tang Yuyan.

The answer is – not at the time, probably for a while, but eventually for a divorce.

Three years, five years, when she is really tired and can't hold on, and she no longer has the feelings she has been nostalgic for many years, she will eventually choose to leave in style.

It's just that this time broke out in advance because of Shen's mother's matter.

Is the love deep enough, not enough, otherwise how would you choose to leave.

Isn't the love deep enough, enough, otherwise how can you be so desperate and still choose to persevere?

This is the answer that Shen Jialan has asked herself many times.

It's paradoxical, but that's what it is.

……

Chuckling and shaking her head, Shen Jialan cleared these chaotic thoughts from her mind.

She hadn't considered the problem between her and Tang Yuyan for a long time.

These are only often considered in the first year of her divorce.

But in the second year, Shen Jialan was already used to the existence of Tang Yuyan, so she no longer thought of these.

That's why she questioned that she might not have such a deep love for Tang Yuyan.

She loved herself more than she loved him.

But maybe today's night was too beautiful, or maybe Tang Yuyan's words were too tempting, she actually began to think of these things again.

Shen Jialan closed her eyes and took a deep breath of air.

The cool breeze at night was mixed in the air and was inhaled into his chest by Shen Jialan, which was cool, soaked into his heart, and unexpectedly addictive.

She just closed her eyes and walked casually in the silent square.

The toes unexpectedly stepped on a piece of softness, Shen Jialan opened her eyes, and then chuckled.

It turned out that she had accidentally stepped on a lush lawn.

And on this lush lawn, there are two pigeons.

As if sensing her approach, the two pigeons walking on the grass turned their heads, staring straight at her with round eyes, and "cooing" in a very cute way.

Shen Jialan was moved by these two cuties, and her childlike innocence was still a little lost.

Throwing down the bag in his hand and taking off the high heels under his feet, Shen Jialan stepped into the lawn barefoot.

The evening breeze, the pigeons, the lawn, accompanied her tonight.

……

Tang Yuyan stood in a place that Shen Jialan couldn't see in the distance, looking at her quietly.

In the soft lawn, Shen Jialan walked on it, smiling happily, brighter than the brightest star in the night sky.

This made his lips curl involuntarily.

But within a few minutes, I heard Shen Jialan exclaim.

It turned out that a thief saw Shen Jialan's bag thrown on the lawn, and tried to take it away, but was just seen by Shen Jialan.

The two were at a stalemate, and the other party took out a knife from his arms and gestured at Shen Jialan.

When Tang Yuyan saw this scene, he was so shocked that he rushed over in an instant.

……

"Be honest with me! Let go, give me the bag, or I'll scratch your face! ”

The other party took a knife and threatened Shen Jialan viciously.

Shen Jialan watched the knife stabbing towards him, and subconsciously closed his eyes.

Just when she thought the cold knife would cut through her face, she heard a scream from the other party.

When she opened her eyes, the other party had been beaten and was lying on the ground holding her heart and couldn't get up.

Next to him, Tang Yuyan stood there panting, very embarrassed, but he was handsome, even more handsome than when he was on the stage. Shen Jialan, who was still a little scared, looked at him like this, and couldn't take his eyes off it.

Seeing Shen Jialan looking at him, Tang Yuyan also looked at her.

The two of them looked at each other fixedly, and Tang Yuyan's eyes flickered, like diamonds, with light, so bright that people couldn't take their eyes off.

He suddenly stretched out his hand and hugged her in his arms in Shen Jialan's gaze.

Shen Jialan's body was still trembling slightly because she was afraid.

For Tang Yuyan's embrace, she did not resist, snuggled in his embrace, and her heart slowly quieted down.

"Jialan, shall we remarry?"

In such an atmosphere, Tang Yuyan suddenly had the courage to pronounce this sentence.

No one knows how scared he was at that moment!

Tang Yuyan didn't even know how he rushed over, and he didn't know how he knocked the other party to the ground.

All he knew was that in that moment, he was sure of his heart.

He wants her to be by her side!

Even if there was something he did in the past that was not good enough, he will change it in the future.

As he spoke, he looked at Shen Jialan with bright eyes.

Shen Jialan's heart was beating fast, I don't know if it was because she was afraid, or because she was bewitched by Tang Yuyan's words, she looked at Tang Yuyan in a daze, a little speechless.

Shen Jialan and Tang Yuyan just stood there like that.

The night is hazy, starry, neon lights flashing, and the lights are red and green.

Everything is the background of the two.

They were standing there and the atmosphere was just right.

It was so good that Shen Jialan, who was in Tang Yuyan's arms, almost nodded in agreement with him.

However, a handicap is a handicap.

Shen Jialan finally turned her face away, without the previous indifference, nor the previous categorical determination.

Her voice was low, as if it would be blown into the air by the evening breeze.

"I'm sorry. I can't say yes. ”

Hearing this, the brilliant diamond was instantly covered with dust, and Tang Yuyan's eyes suddenly changed from bright to gloomy.

The stark contrast softened Shen Jialan's heart.

But Shen Jialan still bit her lip and pretended not to see it.

Tang Yuyan was a little unwilling, he still stared at Shen Jialan, his eyes were deep.

His persistence made Shen Jialan take a deep breath and make up her mind to tell what she had never told him in her heart.

Maybe it's best to make it clear, at least not to waste each other's time.

"My mother died, you know?" Shen Jialan looked at Tang Yuyan, she was laughing, but it was even more ugly than crying: "You don't know, right? How could you possibly know, you were so busy that you didn't even have time to hear the news of her death. ”

Shen's mother died?

Tang Yuyan's first reaction was shock.

He had never heard Shen Jialan mention it.

However, when I calmed down and thought about it, I was not very shocked.

This year, he went to Shen Jialan's parents' community many times, but he never saw Shen's mother. Even when Shen's father was hospitalized, he had never seen Shen's mother.

At that time, Tang Yuyan was a little surprised, but he didn't think much about it.

However, when Shen Jialan said it at this moment, Tang Yuyan's heart felt as if it had been crushed by a boulder, and it hurt terribly!

He didn't know what a dereliction of duty!

A lot of emotions began to surge, and Tang Yuyan asked in a hoarse voice, "When did it happen?" ”

In fact, Tang Yuyan had already vaguely guessed it, but he wasn't sure.

Because he was afraid, he was afraid that Shen Jialan would definitely make him not even have the courage to continue standing here.

But he was disappointed.

After opening his mouth, the rest of the words seemed to be less difficult.

But even so, when Shen Jialan mentioned it again, her eyes were instantly moist: "When you are on your world tour." ”

Shen Jialan said, raising her eyes to look at him: "So, Tang Yuyan, do you think we have a chance to get back together?" ”

"It's impossible, you give up!"

As soon as I see you, I will remember that incident, and I will not be able to forgive myself and I will not be able to forgive you!

Shen Jialan didn't say this, but Tang Yuyan understood what she meant.

At that moment, Tang Yuyan didn't know what to say about himself.

He stood there dumbfounded, his body a little cold and terrifying.

He couldn't imagine what kind of mood Shen Jialan was in when he was on the phone to tell him the news, when he was busy and didn't even answer the phone, he was alone to bear those pains!

He couldn't imagine what it was like to see the scandal between him and Jiang Qianlan when Shen Jialan was immersed in the pain of losing his mother!

Go to pieces? Be downhearted? ……

There has never been a moment when Tang Yuyan was more desperate than now.

Because, he clearly knew that it was impossible for him to be with Shen Jialan.

Everything he thought was wrong seemed so insignificant in the face of this mistake!