The moment I heard the verdict, the courtroom was quiet, and He Yu's expression didn't change much, but I felt my heart fall to the bottom...... 3 years, compared to the original thought of more than ten or twenty years, is a great 'favor', but when I think that he was not acquitted, he still had to serve his sentence in prison as a criminal, lost his freedom, and his life has this kind of black history that cannot be erased, it is unacceptable for a while.

Three years, more than a thousand days and nights, not too long and not too short, is a kind of torment for anyone who originally had freedom.

After the verdict of the trial was announced, when He Yu was about to be taken away by the police, Duan Qian rushed ahead of me, and was the first to rush up to say goodbye to him, choking with tears and saying, "I'm sorry, I still couldn't get you out, Dad and grandma are really angry, it's useless for me to say anything, you take good care of yourself in prison, I will come to see you often, I'll wait for you to come out." ”

Immediately afterwards, Lin Xiping also told him with a sad face, "He Yi, fortunately, it's only 3 years, not 30 years, you reflect on your behavior in it, I don't blame you, but I am very disappointed and sad about you, your father (Duan Zhicheng) will mediate again, I hope you will not be depressed and degenerate in prison in the past few years, and cheer up again." I'm not going to give up on you yet. ”

Seeing the reluctant goodbye to his mother and daughter, the concern between the eyebrows in his eyes was no different from that of his wife and mother-in-law, and He Yu was also kind to say goodbye to them, and actually called Lin Xiping 'Mom', looked at Duan Qian again, and said lightly, "Thank you for your understanding, take care of yourself." ”

I also quickly came to He Yu, but my throat seemed to be stuck and I couldn't say anything, just looked at him excitedly, and he finally moved his eyes to me...... What made me even more frustrated and puzzled was that he didn't have the words of reluctance to me as I imagined, and he didn't even look at me with such strong feelings, he was very calm and plain, as if he had lost his memory and didn't know me.

"Yuncan," he finally spoke, his voice was particularly low and sad, "protect my child, let him know that he has a father, and when I come out, I hope to hear the child call me father for the first time, can this simple wish satisfy me?" ”

My heart was torn apart, my eyes suddenly became hot, and I said incoherently, "Okay, I promise you, I'...... I never thought that you would go to prison, and now it's useless to say anything, just ask you to survive safely in these few years, I will wait for you. ”

He smiled bitterly, "Don't wait for me, although 3 years is not long, it is also dozens of months, and no one can predict the future." But I plead with you all along, protect my children, and protect yourself. ”

At this time, Zhou Kaicheng also patted He Yu's shoulder and said a few words of encouragement.

He Yi, who had been bored and didn't speak, also walked over, low and frank, "Brother, I only know the truth about your departure now, I don't know what to say, I feel very uncomfortable, especially when you and my sister just got married, and she is pregnant with a child, you suddenly encounter this kind of again, hey, you stay in it well, it's only 3 years, you should travel abroad." I'll take care of my sister. Do not worry. ”

He Yu nodded, his eyes swept to everyone, and he smiled indifferently, "I didn't expect that I was so depressed to this point, and there are so many people who care about seeing them off, and they are content, you all go, it's just a few years in prison, I can bear it." ”

In this way, He Yu was taken away in a police car, watching him gradually move away, my heart was blocked, on the one hand, I was worried about him, and on the other hand, I was also 'indifferent' to me before he left, yes, in my opinion, he snubbed me, obviously with some emotions towards me. Needless to say, the root cause is still because of the divorce. When Duan Qian sent him the divorce agreement I signed, she must have made up a lot of lies with him, such as telling him that I divorced him because he was going to prison and didn't want to be trapped; Tell him how ruthless I was, forcing him to divorce when he needed comfort the most......

I didn't care about these at the time, but when I really felt He Yu's hurt expression when I parted, I realized how much the signed divorce had affected him...... I have been holding this depression in my heart, I walked out of the door of the court with Zhou Kaicheng and He Yi in a trance, and when I was going down the steps one by one, I was still thinking about He Yu in despair...... At this moment, someone suddenly kicked me in the calf, and because of distraction, I stepped on it in a sudden fright, and my body fell backwards out of control!

At this critical moment, He Yi beside me didn't think about it, and just threw himself behind me, and when I fell, he just fell on him, and I was hugged by him, so that I didn't hit the steps or slip down......

I was so scared that my heart was about to jump out, I was so nervous that I was trembling, it didn't matter if I fell and hurt, the main thing was that I had a child in my belly......

"What's going on?" After Zhou Kaicheng reacted, he quickly helped me up, and looked at me nervously with a frown, "Did you fall somewhere?" Do you feel sick to your stomach? ”

It took me a long time to recover and shake my head, and my legs were weak when I was helped to stand up. I hurriedly asked He Yi again, "Did you fall in pain?" ”

"I'm fine," He Yi patted his ass and stood up, "It just scared me, but fortunately I reacted in time." ”

I thought of someone kicking my leg just now, but when I looked back, I didn't find any suspicious person, and when I looked forward, I just found that Duan Qian turned around, and the thief's eyes collided with me, almost at this moment, I was sure that she did it! She pretended not to know anything, took Lin Xiping's hand and continued to walk forward.

I was shocked into a cold sweat, and I was still in a state of uncertainty, and it was not easy to find her to theorize what I hadn't seen with my own eyes, so I just froze in place.

After He Yu was sentenced to prison, although I no longer had to think about how to save him like some time ago, as if the dust had settled, my heart had not yet settled, and I was always depressed and uneasy every day, and I was haunted by all kinds of worries and couldn't breathe smoothly.

On this day, Zhou Kaicheng came to my house again.

"The child is three months old," he said of the child in the casual conversation.

"Well, almost."

"Since you are pregnant with a baby, you have to pay attention to your mood and diet, I see that you are so thin, and there is no blood on your face, you have to make up for it." His words are full of warm and mature flavor, and they are very measured, which makes people feel a little comfortable feeling of being accompanied.

"He Yu's three-year sentence is not long, if you behave well, maybe you will be able to come out in a year or two," he further comforted, "The most important thing for you at the moment is to raise the baby with peace of mind, and don't think about other worries." ”

"Good. Thank you for your concern. "It's been a long time since I've been alone with him like this, the house is empty and there is no one else, only me and him, although we haven't even sat together, but that faint ambiguity still surrounds us.

"Are you still alone?" I asked.

He smiled helplessly, "yes,"

"Don't you feel lonely?"

"Of course, when I'm with you, I feel 'lonely', but with other women, it's 'lonely'."

I couldn't help but laugh, "Is there a difference between loneliness and loneliness?" ”

"Of course there is a difference. Haven't you heard the saying that 'loneliness' means that others don't want to take care of you, and 'loneliness' means that you don't want to take care of others. He raised his deep eyes and looked at me fixedly, "That's why I said, when I'm with you, I often feel very lonely~"

These ambiguous words made me a little unnatural, but I felt the helplessness and desolation in his words, and I felt a little sorry for him...... After a short pause, I asked softly, "You're not too old, so you really haven't thought about getting married again, having children or something?" ”

"Oh, it's not like I've never been married, I've experienced everything I should have experienced, there's no need to jump into that pit again," he said, taking a bottle of wine from my wine cabinet, and considering that I was pregnant, he only took one glass, poured half a glass into it, and lifted his neck to take a sip.

After drinking a few glasses of stuffy wine in a row, he opened his heart and confided in me, "In the past few years, the women around me have almost never stopped, there are things you have seen, you have not seen, and they have one thing in common is that they look a little like you...... But I always get tired of getting along for less than half a year, heh, in the end, I always want to find your feelings in them, but I can't find it. In this world, there is only one Lu Yuncan. ”

My heart fluttered slightly, and I unconsciously wrung my hands, avoiding his fiery gaze, which was even more unnatural.

"Actually, I don't know what I have about you to waste your time......" I smiled self-deprecatingly, "I have such an unspeakable background, and I am so old, and I am not a gentle and kind good woman, and I will not be a good wife if I get married, a typical broken flower and willow, if you want to talk about appearance, you can grab a lot of beautiful women than me among those women of yours, so, don't be sad for me, take back your heart, otherwise it will put pressure on me......"

Now that I am being chased and intercepted by this man and saying all kinds of love words, I just think it's a little ridiculous. I remember when I was a child, when I had nothing, none of the men around me said they loved me and just wanted to pay attention to my body, including Chen Guifang's son Lu Chao, as well as the man Chen Guifang found later, and Han Qiaojuan's husband Sun Guanghong, all of whom only wanted to possess me...... Later, I left Han Qiaojuan and went to work in the factory, and all kinds of dick men around me dared to say that they wanted to chase me, and some men invited me to eat a bowl of noodles and wanted me to trick me into bed, for no other reason, just because I was inferior and timid at that time, no money and no power, and no matter how beautiful I looked, I was despised. Therefore, He Yu is the first man in my life who really loves me and treats me well, and he happens to be the type I like, so we came together without any foreshadowing and lived a life full of love and water.

Now that I think about it, the arrival of the child also indicates that my fate with He is not over.

I decided to make up my mind and wait for him for 3 years.