065, let me hold again

When I heard this, I felt so numb and strange, so I was busy withdrawing my hand. But his strength was so great that I couldn't pull it back. And, in no time, my hand was on his wet, slippery cheek.

As if by magic, my heart ached as soon as my hand touched his cheek.

He let go of my hand at this time, but I didn't struggle to retract my hand, but followed the feeling of groping his face little by little, fingertips running over his thick eyebrows, long eyelashes, he seemed to have his eyes closed, and warm tears kept rolling down his eyelashes...... I didn't dare to grope his eyes any longer, so I turned to the bridge of my nose, the high bridge of my nose, and the slightly upturned tip of my nose, the well-defined lip flap, and the pointed chin...... On the chin, there is also stubble that the hands......

These touches gradually outlined a vague face in my mind, but this blurred face, and the touch between my fingers, are so familiar, so familiar......

Familiar with my slowly retracted hand, I didn't dare to touch his face, but unconsciously, tears slipped down my cheeks, and then from my chin, dripping down my chest, hot tears, let me come back to my senses, "I used to ...... Have you ever touched your face like this before? ”

It was not his voice that answered me, but his large, warm hand, which squeezed my hand tightly, as if to his lips, and kissed me softly.

It frightens me, because it's just as familiar to the point of heartache. I took a few deep breaths, thought of Xuyun, and hurriedly withdrew my hand.

Suddenly, his voice of loss and suppressed sadness came, "You used to caress this face in the dark like this. ”

"Dark Night......" I grasped the point, panicking, "what the hell are you trying to say when you come to see me?" ”

"Xiaohe, I don't want to scare you. I hope you will uncover all the mysteries by yourself, so that the day you learn the truth, you will not be unbearable. That's what I'm going to say to you. ”

Ruan Qing's words were very gentle, but it made me feel that there was some indescribable depression hidden in it.

"Mystery?" I was stunned for a moment.

"Not bad. It's all your mysteries about me, to Zhao Xuyun, to Xiaoyu, and to yourself. He replied to me.

How does he know that I've always been confused by this?

"You're right, all mysteries are really only for me to solve by myself, because no one is willing to solve the mystery for me, whether it is you, Xuyun, or even the villagers in Ruan Zhai." When I said this, I took a deep breath, looked up at him, and said, "So, I'm going to solve the first mystery myself now!" ”

At the end of the sentence, I jerked the cloth covering my eyes away, ignoring the dazzling firelight, and looked at the face in front of me!

My first mystery is, what is Ruan Qing's appearance, and why does it feel so familiar to me?

As soon as I untied the strip of cloth on my eyes, my vision was very blurry, but I didn't dare to blink, for fear that in the blink of an eye, he would turn away and prevent me from solving the mystery in my heart. But I was mistaken, and he stood there motionless until I could regain my sight and see his face clearly.

When I saw his face clearly, my breath suddenly stagnated, and my heartbeat skipped a beat! Good...... What a handsome face!

Even if the white hair is shawl, even if the thick eyebrows are gray and white, it does not affect his appearance at all. His facial features are more three-dimensional than Xuyun, looking at my eyes, he is more obsessed than Xuyun, and the moisture under his eyes, with the slight trembling of his eyelashes, has turned into crystal tears and flowed out, which made my heart ache so much that I couldn't breathe normally, closed my eyes, and didn't dare to look at his face again.

"You...... You and I really didn't have anything to do with each other before? I closed my eyes and asked him calmly. But the trembling voice has betrayed my mood at this time.

Although I asked him, I already had the answer in my heart. He and I definitely didn't just know each other, or have a general friendship. Maybe I have amnesia and can't remember what happened with him. However, neither my heart nor my feelings have lost their memory of him. Their feelings tell me that I must have had something with him!

Both he and Xuyun thought that I was too vulnerable, thinking that once I came into contact with the so-called truth, I would collapse. That's why I never told me the things I did badly!

Now, I have guessed that I must have given myself to Xu Yun in order to get the so-called ancient recipe in his hand. And Xiaoyu may really not be Xuyun's child!

Because of his appearance, he is almost exactly the same as Ruan Qing!

Don't you have the answer in your mind? I will not answer you again and hurt you. ”

After he said this, I couldn't hold back the feeling of depression in my heart anymore, turned around, covered my mouth and turned my back to him, and cried.

So that's really the case! Xiaoyu is his child! Xuyun has been lying to me...... Everyone is lying to me!

I felt like a fool, living in what Asahi Yun had compiled as a so-called "happy" life. Laughed at by everyone!

Seeing this, Ruan Qing walked over, stretched out his hand and put it on my shoulder, I almost reflexively brushed his hand away, held back tears, and choked up: "Tell me, why did you stay in the cellar for two years, and why...... Why is it that Xiaoyu is indifferent when he shouts Xuyun's father? Did I hurt you, or did Xuyun take the blame? Gotta tell me! ”

I turned my head to look at him again, but suddenly I saw that he was the same as me, his face was covered with tears, and my heart was broken, "Don't answer me...... Don't! I'll check it out myself......"

At the end of the sentence, I wiped the tears from my face, turned around and left.

After walking a few steps, I found that this is a cave, and there is an arched stone gate in front of it, and as soon as I got closer, the stone gate "boomed" by itself, and sank into the ground and opened the door. I didn't bother to study it, but walked over it and fled from here.

But in the woods at the door, I met Zhu Xun and Zhu Qian sitting on the stone, and when they saw me coming, they didn't say anything.

I just walked briskly and ignored them.

At this time, I was asking myself a sentence in my heart, why did Ruan Qing stay in the cellar for two years? I had a relationship with him and even gave birth to a light rain. How did he watch Xuyun live with me and Xiaoyu? His eyes tell me that he loves me no less than Xuyun. Every time I was like that with Xuyun in the yard, how could he stand it?

What the hell is going on here?

I wanted to know, and suddenly I was so scared to know! Therefore, just now, I didn't wait for Ruan Qing to speak, and I had already escaped.

How am I going to face Xu Yun, face Xiaoyu, face Ruan Qing, and face all the people who know these things?

Thinking of this, my steps became faster and faster, from brisk walking, to fast running, and I just wanted to stay away from here, and farther away......

But after running a few steps, he tripped over the roots under his feet and fell to the ground, and he couldn't get up for a long time. I couldn't get up, I buried my head in the ground, and wailed and cried.

I don't know how long I cried, but I gradually lost my strength and fell asleep.

After falling asleep, I entered the dream again in a daze, this time, not a new dream, but an old dream.

It's still that embarrassing dream, but the appearance of the person who hugged me this time has become very clear, that is the face I saw just now, except that he is not white hair, not gray eyebrows, but thick black hair, dark and heroic thick eyebrows. There were no tears on his face, only a soft smile, and he called my name over and over again, "Little Lotus...... Little Lotus ......"

I happily stretched out my hand, closed my eyes, caressed his face, and felt him again and again.

In the dream, I loved him and cried out from the bottom of my heart.

But when I woke up, my face was full of tears, but the person was not lying on the ground, but was held tightly in his arms, the rich fragrance of flowers, and the familiar heartbeat sound, let me know who this embrace belonged to, I wanted to break free, but I had no strength.

He only raised his eyes slowly, and his gaze followed his slightly thin body in a black short-sleeved T-shirt to climb a little bit, until he saw the face in the dream.

After staring at each other for a moment, he smiled at me, "Awake?" ”

He didn't say much to me, only these two words, but there seemed to be a thousand words in his eyes covered by his long eyelashes. Let me see it, and it took me a long time to come back to my senses, "Why am I in your arms?" ”

Hearing this, he was stunned for a moment, and then the corners of his well-defined mouth rose even more, "I want to say, I happened to pass by and saw you fainting on the ground in the mountains and forests, do you believe it?" ”

I naturally didn't believe that he happened to pass by, he must have seen me run out and then catch up.

He loves to smile at me. What I dreamed of, and what I am now, is also.

I was heartbroken by his smile, and I struggled to get up, but he wouldn't let me, "You close your eyes, pretend to be asleep, and let me ...... Let me hold again. ”

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