125 Man is not dust in dust
Chen Haodong is a rough and informal person, and he knocked off three skewers of meat in one mouthful.
The rest of the one was divided evenly and handed to me first, then to the rice.
"Help the three years old, I'll bake you a few ribs to eat." Chen Haodong glanced at me.
I didn't speak.
Behind him, Rice shouted with a smile: "Can you bake me a few pieces too, add some spicy." β
Chen Haodong turned his head and glanced at her: "I bake pregnant women that is special care, you don't have long hands." β
The dialogue between Chen Haodong and Rice seemed to make me feel familiar, and the fragments of memories were fragmentary, sometimes broken, sometimes very complete. Today, it seems that everything can be a joke.
It dawned on me that another year was approaching, and 2015 was coming soon. A new year, a new beginning.
I can find a shadow of myself six or seven years ago in the rice. If someone had asked me at the time, what is love? Probably my answer will be that love is the one who can see the person I like every day, and the person I like is the one who can change my heartbeat.
But now if someone asks me what love is? I think my answer would be to love is to not even burp and fart in front of a man, and not worry about separation in the face of any ups and downs of life. No one cares whose bank card they want to hand over to whom, and there is no need to become distancing in order to manage interpersonal relationships other than lovers, and only two people can become a world.
I couldn't help but raise the corners of my mouth when I stared at Shen Huanjiu, who was standing by the fire and Chen Haodong competing for spices and ingredients, and even standing.
It seems that everything is teaching me the way to be a human being, and all of them have a meaning of existence, even if it is a terrible experience, it can still turn out flowers in my heart and make me sensible.
"Rice, you said that they were a couple in their previous lives, and they will be enemies in this life." I was still staring at the smoking corner, unconsciously muttering to myself.
There was no response for a long time, and I turned my eyes to find that the seat for the rice was empty.
When Chen Haodong came back to his seat, he glanced at where Mi was sitting, and I said, "She seems to be gone." Did you just say it in too heavy tone? β
Chen Haodong crossed his hands on his hips, raised his eyes and said, "It doesn't matter. What's the matter? β
I know that he has always been chic in removing feelings, and he has this attitude towards girls, and it seems that rice is not the special one.
I thought that rice would continue to appear in front of Chen Haodong in a few days, and then chased after him with a smile, but what I didn't expect was that rice didn't go to Chen Haodong for a long time. But she would often contact me and bring me some fruits and food that local pregnant women would eat, not too expensive, but her heart was full of heart, which often warmed my heart.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, rice that had not appeared for a long time suddenly broke into our meal with a fruit basket. Five hours ago I invited Rice to join us for the New Year, and she refused, and now she suddenly appeared, which made me very happy.
I stood up with my belly stretched out for almost four months, and pulled the pestle to me in her favorite pleated skirt of rice by the door.
Coincidentally, Chen Haodong sat across from me. So much so that the seat of the rice was exactly at a fifteen-degree angle directly in front of Chen Haodong.
The handsome Chen Haodong just glanced at the rice, and then lowered his head and asked, "You don't seem to have appeared for a long time." Are you busy in love? β
Rice bit her lip and said, "Yes." β
Chen Haodong didn't answer, and stuffed a chopstick dish into his mouth.
Shen Huanjiu said: "Are you jealous when you fall in love with rice?" β
Chen Haodong replied: "Fart." How...... How can it be? β
Noises like this have never been heard for a long time, as long as Shen Huanjiu and Chen Haodong look at each other, the two male creatures will launch an attack mode at any time as if they were ready to compete. But once I saw Chen Haodong smoking Shen Huanjiu and Uncle Yao downstairs, and he said teasingly: "Don't pretend, I saw you secretly smoking with a three-year-old on your back several times, and I was so uncomfortable that I took it." **What a hair. β
Shen Huanjiu scolded with a smile: "You little bastard pays attention to me all day long, what do you want to do?" β
Shen Huanjiu took the cigarette and smoked it to the butt in a few puffs. Chen Haodong sneered: "I hope you die early, I'll take over." Come on, come on, give Lao Tzu a few more, die early and be born early. β
I remember Shen Huanjiu said with a gloomy face: "Get out." β
And last week, Shen Huanjiu accompanied me to go for a prenatal checkup, and Chen Haodong somehow followed, and as soon as the two men met, there was a sign that they were going to fight.
"My wife's prenatal checkup, what are you doing here?" Shen Huanjiu's face darkened in the corridor.
Chen Haodong hung his body on the wall: "Lao Tzu came to see frequent urination and urgency, can you manage it?" β
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Shen Huanjiu and I were speechless.
On that day, Chen Haodong and I simply collided with each other, and it seemed that there were a thousand words hidden.
His thoughts were abruptly cut off by Uncle Yao's words.
"Girl, it's been a long time, how are you doing?" Uncle Yao's impression of rice was also very good, he took a sip of wine and asked with concern as an elder.
Rice laughed and her eyes were like the two crooked moons, and she replied softly, "Thank you uncle for your concern, I, I'm fine." β
"Are you still eating this meal? You patronize and chat, and the spit doesn't all have to fly into the bowl. Chen Haodong's exit is a sentence that destroys the atmosphere.
I glared at him fiercely, "Can you speak well?" Today is Chinese New Year's Eve. β
Chen Haodong's nose let out a contemptuous snort: "Okay, okay, pregnant women are the biggest, whatever you say is what you say." β
Rice didn't seem to care about Chen Haodong's attitude, she still smiled, and talked to everyone at our table, but she didn't say a word to Chen Haodong.
Except for me and the rice at the table, the old men seem to have nothing else to do except drink and talk together, Chen Haodong himself is an incompatible guy, he didn't take long to drink himself, drunkenly shook his head and said, "I really want to go back to China." I didn't go to my father's grave on the winter solstice this year. The weeds on the dead old man's grave are quite high. Poor old man, who gave birth to such an indisputable person as me. β
"Are you in a hurry to go back?" Rice finally took the initiative to say something to him.
The corners of Chen Haodong's mouth picked up evilly: "Hurry, I'm used to being in China, and I really don't have any feelings here." β
Rice choked up a little and asked, "What do you want to do when you go back?" β
Chen Haodong burped, raised his eyelids and said: "You can do anything, you don't touch pornography, gambling and drugs, and you don't take your brothers anymore, hiccup, even if it's to be a railway worker, or to dig coal or something, it's okay." Find a daughter-in-law and give birth to a litter of cubs. β
"What are you looking for?" Rice asked a little smugly.
Chen Haodong glanced at me, and then said, "Find someone who is not as old as Fu San, who will not wait to see me." Hehe, the most important thing is that I have to ...... Love her. β
"What would you like? Quiet? Barbaric? Big grin? Or is it gentle? The sound of rice is getting softer and softer.
This question seems to be curious not only about rice, but also about everyone at our table.
Chen Haodong is a madman in love, and he used all the craziest love on me at the craziest age. Many people love once and hurt once, and they will never love easily again, and they will never be easily hurt again.
What about Chen Haodong?
Who will he go hand in hand with in the future?
It's a mystery.
Chen Haodong's bangs hung down, his upper eyelashes also drooped, and he said drunkly: "I want to find a mature girl who can teach me to be a man." By the way, you can take me to the hospital on a small tricycle when I have a fever. β
I, with mixed tastes.
Rice came to me once after Chinese New Year's Eve, and she said that the wedding date was set.
In April, 2015.
Uncle Yao is a very knowledgeable person, and he still has a group of die-hard people in China, who have entered Shen Yan's nest one after another, becoming the secret stake of their father and son, and quietly collecting a lot of evidence of Shen Yan's crimes. But no one expected that the person who finally gave Shen Yan a fatal blow was Shi Fu.
Shi Fu tried every means to drag someone to bring a message to Shen Huanjiu, he said: "He doesn't like to owe favors. β
It's a very short, but sharp sentence.
When I gossiped about how he and Wang Yue were doing, there was no response.
Time flies like a white horse, and when the smell of spring in Beijing is the strongest, everything recovers, not only giving hope to the plants on the ground, but also to people.
Shen Huanjiu's abolition of Shen Yan's legs was dealt with lightly because of Shen Yan's evil deeds. Chen Haodong's case also faded away, and no one cared about it anymore. It seems that it will be a matter of time before we leave Thailand. It's two or three months, and it's April and May, and it doesn't seem to be enough to attend a rice wedding.
I was very melancholy in my heart, so I took the hand of the rice and asked, "Do you really want to tie it?" Do you love him? Have you figured it out? β
Rice smiled softly: "What's the use of love?" The person I like doesn't like me, and it's good that he annoys me for a long time. My white fiancΓ© is very gentle, make do with it. β
When I heard this, my heart ached, I believe that no woman will be willing to make do with the word 'make do', and it is self-evident how much helplessness this compromise contains.
There are too few people in this world who can be smooth sailing in their relationships.
"Or, think about it again." My throat was a little tight, and I couldn't tell how uncomfortable I was.
Rice shrugged: "No need. How many times can a girl be tempted in her life, I tried, but he didn't accept it. Then I can only choose the person who accepts me. I'm fine, it's a good thing to get married, I'm quite happy. β
Later, the rice is gone.
Whether what she said to me was a lie or not, I have my own set of opinions.
The pleated skirt swayed under my eyes until it was gone.
A week before the rice wedding, we were finally able to return home.
I told Chen Haodong about the rice, he didn't speak, and the endless silence seemed to make me feel that the rice was a little different from Wang Yue's girls who had been chasing him.
"You have to give up on her, or you don't want to stay. It's been a few days since the wedding, and I asked, it seems that the rice hasn't been registered with the relevant units, and her situation is special, and the embassy needs to approve the relevant procedures. So...... There is a chance. I said.
Chen Haodong shook his head, and glanced at me with a slanted look: "She is good." But ......"
"But what?" I was holding my bulging belly, and I was so anxious that I almost jumped to my feet.
Chen Haodong smiled evilly: "Forget it, it's nothing." I'm just a bastard, a prodigal, and it's good not to harm her, and the time to meet is not right. β
"Forget it?" I can't help but feel sorry.
Chen Haodong pursed his lips: "Fu three-year-old, she and I didn't get to that job, but there is still something missing." Maybe I'm used to pestering you, and I always feel that something is wrong in my heart when I change people, and I can't say what's wrong. β
Hearing this answer, I was so uncomfortable that I couldn't do it.
I said kindly, "You know best about the two of us, don't you?" Don't be stupid, okay? β
Chen Haodong took a deep breath: "It's not stupid, I can't tell." You leave me alone, take care of the children, take care of yourself. You're lucky that you didn't kill someone like me with your own hands. He choked up slightly, and said incoherently, "What, has the child's name been choked?" β
"Hmm. Shen Huanjiu said that if a boy is called Shen Chu, a girl should be Shen Xin. Shen Huanjiu said, which means that the original intention is not negative, and it is used to let me and him remember the bits and pieces along the way.
"Yes, it's pretty nice to the ear." Chen Haodong smiled with one hand in his trouser pocket, and then pointed to my stomach: "Go back and discuss with your old nine and let him recognize me as a godfather, can you do it?" β
My voice choked up.
"You fart me when I fart. I'm talking nonsense. Chen Haodong sat on a scrapped motorcycle, with one foot on the bottom and the other on the bottom, and his dressing style was completely different from what Shen Huanjiu liked.
Oh, yes, he didn't always cut his hair diligently, he didn't seem to have combed his hair when he got up in the morning, his hair flew up to the sky a few times, his beard was much thicker, and he looked decadent and dirty. But because of this, people don't know how much older they are than before.
The day after talking with Chen Haodong, we got some documents from China, and the relevant units urgently summoned us to fly back to China. Chen Haodong's situation was different from ours, and he decided to take the risk by water, and the person who took him back was the old captain who crossed us.
Chen Haodong left before us, and when he left, I informed Rice, but Rice didn't come to see him off.
Chen Haodong seemed to be deliberately delaying time, but then he jumped on the boat and finally waved goodbye to a group of us who loved and hated it.
It was very windy on the shore, and Shen Huanjiu's suit hung on my shoulders when the boat was far away, and my shoulders were a little heavy due to a series of problems such as workmanship and materials.
"Let's go, we're going to catch a plane too." A hoarse voice crept into my ears.
I nodded, and finally turned away from the shore with Shen Huanjiu.
The plane took off, landed, and we returned to the country without any problems.
The reporter who came out of the hatch had already received the news and was surrounded by the police car, and Shen Huanjiu hugged me tightly, for fear that the chaotic crowd would hurt me and the child in my belly.
Fortunately, with the help of the police officers, we were able to get into the police car.
In the cramped interrogation room, the past is vividly placed on the table one by one.
The police officer said: "Okay, you, Mr. Shen, everyone has gone abroad, and you know how to turn the tables for yourself." In fact, after your disappearance, several domestic inspection experts have slowly touched Shen Yan along Xiang Xiaoyang's case, and the things you provided are simply treasures. β
I pursed my lips and said anxiously, "My husband wasted his legs, is it really okay?" β
The officer looked at me: "To be honest with you, normally the situation is quite serious. However, Mr. Shen provided so much useful evidence, and there was also a last resort for his violence, when his life and safety were threatened...... Ahem, in short, we were hanged by the top in a few serial cases, and now we have finally solved the case. Mr. Shen's grievance point in the detention center for half a month is already lenient, and the sentence he should serve cannot be escaped. β
"Okay." Shen Huanjiu smiled lightly, and his voice was as steady as Mount Tai.
It wasn't as serious as I thought, and I secretly breathed a sigh of relief.
Because Shen Yan was involved, Huo Peiyi did not escape, because Huo Peiyi was provoked by Shen Yan, he was sentenced to seven years, paying for the mistakes he had made with the fear in his heart on the grounds of revenge.
"Have you sent someone to another department now? I want to take a look. Shen Huanjiu asked.
"Yes, I was in the detention center a few days ago, and now I am in prison. One is waiting to be shot, and the other is already serving his sentence. If you want to look at people, I'll write you a phone call, it's my old friend, I'm a squad leader in it, and when the time comes, you can go over and contact him. By the way, prepare to prepare, choose a time, and Mr. Shen will have to report inside. After the officer finished speaking, he quickly wrote down a string of numbers and handed it to Shen Huanjiu.
"Thank you." Shen Huanjiu thanked me steadily, got up, and walked out of the office with me.
In the car, Shen Huanjiu took a slow stance, and one of my hands was on his lap: "You want to go in, I'm still in a hurry." β
Shen Huanjiu drove the car steadily, and he said lightly: "It's like a dream." β
"What is like a dream?" I frowned.
He didn't look at me, looked straight ahead, and spit out three cool words to me: "My way." β
On the same day, Shen Huanjiu did not rush to see Shen Yan, and the relevant units unfroze our bank card and returned the house to us.
Shen Huanjiu hired three aunts and it took several hours to clean up the villa. The thick ash on the furniture seemed to hint at how long we had been walking.
I sat on the sofa, and after the aunts left, Shen Huanjiu closed the door of the villa.
His tall, long body approached me, then sat down beside me, and lifted my feet to his own lap.
Due to the pressure of my weight, my feet would swell as I sat for a while, and when my fingers pressed against my ankles, I would immediately chisel out a very deep finger mark that I couldn't bounce up for a long time.
Shen Huanjiu lowered his head and meticulously helped me massage, and there was a warm touch flowing through my skin. The strength is right, the weight is right, and even the air is suitable.
"In the past few months, you have suffered a lot with me. Did you have any regrets when you were in Thailand? Even for a moment? Shen Huanjiu still bowed, still didn't look at me, and added impatiently: "Tell me." β
I said decisively, "If you're pointing to the emotional aspect, I'd say, no." β
The movement of rubbing my ankles stopped, and Shen Huanjiu finally looked up at me and said, "Oh." β
I thought his answer was quite stupid, and I couldn't help but knock on his heavenly spirit cover: "Shen Huanjiu, in fact, I have long wanted to tell you, every time you say oh, you feel like a brain-dead." β
His eyes were clear, he smiled, and replied angrily: "Oh. β
I put my feet down, moved my buttocks, and held Shen Huanjiu's face: "Uncle, if you are not mistaken, you will get married on Friday, right?" β
Shen Huanjiu half-squinted his eyes and thought for a moment: "Well, it's Friday." Don't worry, I've got the gift ready and it will be delivered on her wedding day. β
"Really? What do you have in store? Isn't it a gift that will cause her to run away from marriage? "In my heart, Shen Huanjiu has a lot of ideas, and it's not completely impossible for him to suddenly want to take care of things.
My expectant eyes quickly swung into Shen Huanjiu's eyes, and he looked like he could see through my thoughts, and suddenly gave me such a sentence: "Three years old, you may be disappointed." What I sent was just an oil painting, it was a painting of a boat, and Rice's father died because of that sea, and her father couldn't be there when she got married, so it was my other intention. β
Shen Huanjiu's faint tone made me seem to imagine the picture of tears when I received a gift at a rice wedding. But no matter what, I'm still a little disappointed.
Shen Huanjiu sighed slightly: "Chen Haodong chose to give up on her, not because of you, but because that kid is really mature." But as a man, I'm sure the kid will regret it one day. β
"You say, is it really impossible for them? Chen Haodong is not allowed to rob the marriage? "My eyes widened, and I wasn't so desperate.
Shen Huanjiu stared at me for a while, and then said, "I am a man, and men understand men's psychology better. Competitiveness and competitiveness are the norm, but when facing feelings, when a man reaches a certain age, he may not be as brave as a woman, and he will think a lot. β
"You mean, Chen Haodong and Rice don't have a chance?"
Shen Huanjiu thought about it, and hooked his lips helplessly: "I don't know." I don't think it's 90 percent possible. β
Endless disappointment crept into my heart, how I wished that Chen Haodong could be with rice. People are alive, and they can have a few opportunities to meet a good partner, but when the time is not right, the feelings are not deep, and it seems that in the end it has become more or less an excuse. The real reason is that the later relationship is different from the beginning, from hysteria to whether you have to have it or not.
The next day, I accompanied Shen Huanjiu to the prison.
Shen Yan was in a wheelchair, obviously incapacitated, but his hands were still handcuffed.
I thought that when Shen Yan saw the picture of Shen Huanjiu's electric flint, I didn't expect that the reality was completely different from what I imagined.
No matter what Shen Huanjiu said, Shen Yan laughed. That bleak and regretful laugh.
Shen Yan, who used to play with people between applause, had his hair shaved very short, almost bald. Wearing a dazzling yellow jacket, he is really the same as before.
Shen Yan never said a word, to be precise, except for the creepy laughter, he didn't even have a single other note. He was silent, staring sharply at Shen Huanjiu until the end of the prison visit, and then he was pushed away by the police.
Shen Huanjiu rubbed his eyebrows and bones, and leaned back on the back of the chair tiredly.
Puzzled, I asked, "Why didn't he speak?" β
Shen Huanjiu rubbed his temples and said in a dull voice: "His temperament is sometimes harder than a stone. People who are about to be shot, there is nothing to say when you think about it. It's useless to say anything, it's over. β
Heavy words smashed on my heart, Shen Yan and Huo Peiyi both paid the price for their actions, what a big thing in theory. But I could see that Shen Huanjiu was not so excited, not even a little happy.
"Are you going to meet Huo Peiyi?" I asked.
Shen Huanjiu shook his head: "No need." β
After a long, long time, Shen Huanjiu stood up and asked me condescendingly: "The most extreme result of contempt for social order is crime. At the age of three, the most obvious and extreme result of contempt for the emotional order is to make trouble for yourself, right? β
I was speechless for a moment.
He pulled me up and said lightly, "Three years old, I love you." Because the order of my feelings is that when I love you, you love me. On the contrary, the result of forcing it to lose his mind is likely to be the same as Shen Yan, thankless, ruining his youth and life. β
I don't know if what Shen Huanjiu said is the truth, but one day later, it seems that everything is beginning to verify this sentence.
Chen Haodong came to the villa to report our safety that day, and it happened to be the time of the rice wedding, and the rice knew that we were worried about her, so he specially asked his white husband to find someone to shoot the whole wedding process on the spot, and then transmit it to China.
Shen Huanjiu left Chen Haodong to have dinner at the villa, and Uncle Yao didn't go out to watch an open-air movie at home at night, and the two men each had a can of beer and stared at the computer screen with me.
On the screen, Rice is wearing a snow-white wedding dress, and I also saw Rice's white husband for the first time. She looks delicate and is also very tall, and her eyes and golden hair look out of place no matter how you look at it.
I don't know if it's because the mood of a pregnant woman fluctuates too easily, but when I saw the rice wedding video, I suddenly cried, and the tears flowed quietly and silently.
I didn't even know why I was shedding tears, I cried inexplicably.
But neither Shen Huanjiu nor Chen Haodong noticed that I was crying, I quietly glanced at Chen Haodong's reaction, the corners of his mouth were slightly curved, as if he was smirking at himself.
"Chen Haodong, what are you laughing at?" After quietly wiping away my tears, I immediately asked.
He glanced at me and said, "Beautiful." Not to mention, these little eyes are really good-looking. It's her husband's high nose and blue eyes, and it's weird to look at. β
Chen Haodong looked away, then poured a whole can of beer in his hand into his throat, followed by another can, and drank it all in three seconds.
When he wanted to open the third can, Shen Huanjiuyi slapped his palm on the can, and said calmly: "Boy, there are times when you regret it." β
Chen Haodong proudly swept away Shen Huanjiu's hand and said, "Can't Lao Tzu live without a woman?" I don't think I know Lao Tzu. With such small eyes as rice, I Chen Haodong grabbed a lot of them on the street, and I couldn't wait to kneel and lick Lao Tzu. β
"Really?" Shen Huanjiu sneered.
Chen Haodong pursed his mouth, and his face was not good at all.
The atmosphere somehow fell to a freezing point, and the sudden knock on the door shattered the atmosphere.
I said, "It should be Uncle Yao who is back, I'll go open the door." β
I walked straight to the door, and as soon as the door opened, a knife that flashed cold light was aimed at my bulging belly.
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