"Fu three-year-old, you don't deserve to be so happy!" The familiar voice pierced through her ears, different from the hysteria in the past, she was so calm and frightening, if it weren't for the voice, I still recognized it, and at this moment, I couldn't believe that the person standing in front of me would be Wang Yue.

After Wang Yue said this, her wrist shrank back slightly, and I knew that Wang Yue's wrist retreated because she was not ready to let me go. On the contrary, it was just a process of borrowing, and the next second the fruit knife in her hand would definitely pierce my belly violently.

I was anxious to protect the calf, and I reacted quickly and took several steps back until I crashed into Chen Haodong's arms. At the same time, Chen Haodong's scolding came: "Be careful." Damn, dog brains. ”

Wang Yue rushed towards me, Shen Huanjiu held her wrist steadily, his hand rose and fell, and a slap slapped Wang Yue to the ground, snapping, the sound was terrifying.

Shen Huanjiu doesn't hit women, but this time he shot unusually fast.

The fruit knife in Wang Yue's hand fell out of his palm, and Shen Huanjiu's toes kicked lightly, and the thing spun into the corner like a high-speed spinning top.

"Shen Huanjiu, it turns out that you are nothing more than this, aren't all men who beat women bad?" Wang Yue lay on the ground and covered her face, her voice as cold as ice.

Shen Huanjiu squinted his eyes lightly, and his voice was very faint: "Oh." ”

It can be seen that Wang Yue was a little shocked by Shen Huanjiu's answer.

I left Chen Haodong's arms early, staring at Wang Yue, whose face was half collapsed, I frowned and said, "What are you doing here?" Why do you say I don't deserve to be happy? ”

Wang Yue glanced at me, and then stared straight at Chen Haodong. She didn't mean to get up from the ground, and she had a kind of posture of breaking the jar and breaking it.

She closed her eyes, squeezed out tears, and said to me with an unusually cold heart: "If you are not worthy, you are not worthy." ”

At the end of the voice, it was as light as an air current.

Wang Yue slowly buried the ugly face that was already unsightly with both hands, the fingertips were just against her forehead, and the upper and lower knuckles at the joints were folded at a right angle, as if with great strength, she wanted to use one finger after another to chisel out a big hole in her own head.

She wilted and said, "Help the three years old, you must think that I am vicious in your heart, what about yourself?" What's so good to go? Let me go to sleep, I paid attention to you, right? Don't tell me it's not. ”

Suddenly, I was speechless.

She's right, it's me.

Because the hatred hidden in my heart is gathering sand into a tower little by little, I hope Wang Yue is not doing well, no, I hope she is doing badly. There are also a patchwork of reasons that I would suggest to Shi Xiang, the kind of advice that I couldn't even think of at the age of sixteen.

That's probably the after-effect of time.

I feel more and more that everyone has angels and demons living in their hearts, and when angels defeat demons, it feels good. When the demon defeats the angels, it feels evil.

Probably because I had a tiger in my heart at that time, sniffing the roses.

Holding my stomach, I took a small half step forward.

"So what? Did he sleep with you? "I don't know when it started, I couldn't even say a word of warmth to Wang Yue, the exit was straightforward, even if it happened to Shi Xiang and her, I don't really care too much about it now.

Wang Yue buried his head and smiled coldly: "When I quarreled with Shi Qu that bastard, I fell to the ground head-on, and it was very heavy. My face is all down now, he doesn't want me anymore, so love is fake. Don't be delusional about being like me, people who seem to love me to death will still treat me like a baby. Are you satisfied now? ”

Perhaps because of the excitement brought by this sentence, Wang Yue got up unexpectedly, and the hatred in his eyes burned like a fire.

Chen Haodong protected me behind him and did not speak.

And Wang Yue didn't take two steps at all, and ate a very powerful slap from Shen Huanjiu again, visually, her face seemed to be even more crooked.

Shen Huanjiu, who was standing tall, said lightly: "I don't have the habit of beating women, but if anyone wants to bully my wife, it doesn't matter if I am a bastard." Got it? ”

Wang Yue's tears kept falling, she looked at Shen Huanjiu, looked at me, and finally locked Chen Haodong with her gaze.

She said: "Chen Haodong, if time could go back, I would never waste another second on a scumbag like you." I'm sorry for myself, Chen Haodong, what I'm sorry for for so many years is not Fu San-year-old, it's no one else, it's me, it's me! It's me...... ...... yourself"

Wang Yue was so sad that the whole person was faintly trembling.

The feeling of despair that feels like falling into hell enters the eyes of each of us.

I was silent.

They were also silent.

There was no sound but crying and the wind of the night.

If only time could go back?

This is probably the most useless sentence.

There is no turning back in anyone's life.

At this moment, Chen Haodong took a step forward, bent down and slowly helped Wang Yue on the ground up, and said patiently: "No one is anyone's own, it's quite miserable to see you at this time, but just because I'm not yours, there's no need to pay for your misery." It's like the three-year-old hillbilly, she doesn't have me in her heart, I'm not who he is, and he doesn't have to pay for my stupidity. If it doesn't work, let's live well in the future, the road is still very long. ”

Wang Yue stared at Chen Haodong for a long time, and then she sneered, sneered, laughed miserably, smiled bitterly, and all kinds of feelings came over and over again, and then stumbled around, and then walked away like a ghost, completely engulfed by the night.

Chen Haodong crossed his hands on his hips, sighed long, and glanced at me and said, "Are you scared?" Idiot. ”

Shen Huanjiu silently hugged my waist and said a little furiously: "You also scolded the idiot?" ”

Chen Haodong cut his mouth, and the whole person revealed arrogance, he pointed to his nose calmly and chicly: "The original match, the original match, do you understand?" You're a second-hand at best. Damn. ”

Shen Huanjiu raised his hand and pointed at his nose: "Boy, if you dare to mention this again, I'm afraid you'll have to try the taste of broken eggs again." ”

"Huh." A sound of air coming out of my nose slid into my ears.

No one knew that the similar verbal confrontation before felt completely different.

I wanted to laugh a little, but I didn't expect Shen Huanjiu to suddenly put his lips to my ear and asked very sexily: "What's that...... Scarewn? Idiot. ”

The corners of my mouth twitched, and I was speechless.

"I'd love to hit you." I looked at Shen Huanjiu and said.

"Oh. Where do you want to fight? Shen Huanjiu's voice was filled with an obvious laugh.

I don't know if it's a relationship with Chen Haodong for a long time, this will make Shen Huanjiu's face look like a hooligan.

Without waiting for me to say anything, Shen Huanjiu picked up my wrist openly and put it on his face, and asked in a hoarse and sexy voice: "Slap in the face?" ”

I had some cold hands that immediately dyed Shen Huanjiu's temperature, he stared at me for a moment, and then slowly moved my hand to his chest: "Hit here?" ”

About a month ago, we began to sleep in separate rooms from time to time, firstly, Shen Huanjiu had not slept in meat for too long, and the old man around me was not steady, and secondly, he said that he was worried that he would not sleep well, and when he fell asleep, he would habitually arch his legs and press on me, in case it was not good for the child.

So much so that I was seduced by him like this, and I had goosebumps all over my body.

"Don't fight this? Could it be ......" Shen Huanjiu seemed to be deliberately manipulating me, and put my hand on his abdomen, I could experience that proud tightness through the fabric.

"Damn, you did it." Chen Haodong spoke irritablely.

Shen Huanjiu is really a complete bad guy, just ignore Chen Haodong's words, the joy of can't wait to publicize that he is the final winner can't be destroyed by anyone.

He placed his palm on top of my head, bent his waist slightly, and two thin lips fell like a dragonfly on my heavenly spirit cover.

What a romantic picture, but in the end it ended with a sentence: "Three years old, didn't you wash your hair yesterday?" "It cracked.

"Really? I smell it too. Chen Haodong suddenly approached.

Shen Huanjiu pushed people away: "Damn, is it itchy for your kid not to be beaten." ”

Chen Haodong put his hands in his trouser pockets, his body shook slightly, and he smiled facelessly on his face, but he said an unusually calm sentence: "Bastard, you two have a good time, this journey is not easy." ”

My eyes changed repeatedly on the faces of Shen Huanjiu and Chen Haodong, two men of the same height have been opponents for so many years, but this will seem to be a little sympathetic.

A final battle of eyes has also subtly softened.

This is a kind of maturity that is clear about the common principles of accidents.

Shen Huanjiu, who starts with the word three years old, and Chen Haodong, who has experienced ups and downs in life but is the same age as me, have all become sophisticated.

"Dead spare tire, you too. Don't keep talking like that, the good girls will be scared away by you in the future. Shen Huanjiu lightly punched Chen Haodong in the chest.

A few months later, Shen Huanjiu had been out of the detention center for a long time, and the bank cards, company licenses, etc., had been unfrozen one after another after we returned to China.

On the day I gave birth, the temperature was unusually high, and I was admitted to the hospital early to give birth.

Considering the previous miscarriage, Shen Huanjiu specially invited experts in this area for my childbirth to serve me in childbirth, but my mental state is getting worse and worse, and I often wake up crying when I am close to the due date.

Then what greeted me must be Shen Huanjiu's doting and gentle care. Sometimes it's an arm hug, sometimes it's a gentle kiss.

He always asked me what I dreamed about.

I couldn't bear to tell him that what I dreamed of was either a blood collapse that didn't go well in childbirth, or a picture of a previous child.

Tonight, I wasn't really feeling better.

I'm not afraid of the pain of giving birth at all, I'm afraid of something that touches my head.

The doctor said that I was too nervous, and that the indicators of prenatal check-ups were good in the past, and the uterine cavity had already returned to normal thickness. The doctor told me over and over again that it would be fine. But I'm still worried.

The rainstorm outside the window seemed to irritate me even more.

Shen Huanjiu put all the cleaned cherries in a glass bowl, he sat on the edge of the hospital bed, held the bowl in one hand, picked up a cherry in the other hand and put it to my mouth, and said in a commanding tone: "Open your mouth." ”

I looked at him with a frown, and said bitterly: "There are still five days left in the due date, Shen Huanjiu, I have no appetite." ”

He stared at me, and with a toss of his right hand, he threw away the cherry in his hand, threw it into his mouth, and after two chews, he pried mine open with his mouth, and sent the juice to my lips and tongue little by little.

I was stunned.

Afterwards, he asked me with a smile: "Do you want me to feed you the rest?" As he spoke, he reached for a few pieces of paper from the bedside table to wipe the spilled cherry juice.

I quietly glanced at him: "Shen Huanjiu, you are playing hooligan with an excuse, don't think I don't know." ”

He disagreed, and said unabashedly: "I have to wait a month for you to do it after the production." Damn it. ”

In front of me, Shen Huanjiu became less and less able to hide his thoughts and body restlessness.

When I saw him like this, my mood was inexplicably cloudy, and I covered my mouth and laughed.

Laughing and laughing, a small bag came out of his swollen belly, sliding without any track.

"Uncle, he moved, moved again!" I swapped.

"Really?" Shen Huanjiu lifted my hospital gown, and the round belly and the black lines that stretched a few inches below the navel were instantly exposed to the air.

Shen Huanjiu saw the restless slippery bag, and he chased him with his hands excitedly, but the guy in his belly was really a naughty ghost, and Shen Huanjiu's hand could not always have a very positive touch with him. Shen Huanjiu's fingers slipped, and the small bag in that place disappeared and reappeared in another place.

", I'm your father." After a few times, Shen Huanjiu became a little petty, and cursed in a low voice: "Be honest." ”

As if he understood Shen Huanjiu's words, the child suddenly gently puffed out of his fingers, and Shen Huanjiu was proud: "That's it." ”

I watched Shen Huanjiu, who was smiling lowly, sliding the child with his fingers, and a different kind of happiness grew from my heart.

My love with Shen Huanjiu is like an out-of-print movie, and Chen Haodong's dedication to me is the most piercing polish in this movie.

It won't be long before I will have one more divine identity, a mother of children. Shen Huanjiu and I will have to bear the price of growing old from then on.

Because children will grow up, we as parents will grow old.

Shen Huanjiu said: "We don't have a childhood, we don't have too much family warmth, our children must make up for the happiness we have lost." ”

I looked at him and didn't speak.

Suddenly, love and hate, right and wrong, no longer matter.

We all hope to have a good life in the days to come.

Not for others, only for yourself.

Whether it is Shen Huanjiu or a child, it is because of what he wants, so it has become extremely important. He, too.

Two days before the premonition period, the fetal movement is suddenly abnormal. The doctor said it was time for a caesarean section.

I was caught off guard, after the doctor examined me, I was pushed into the delivery room, at the door of the operating room, I took Shen Huanjiu's hand in fear, and refused to let go.

"Can I get into the operating room?" Shen Huanjiu's chin was bowed, his expression was unprecedentedly dignified, and his thick black eyebrows couldn't be unraveled at all.

The doctor wearing the blue mask shook his head: "It's okay to have a normal birth, but not surgery." Oh, there's someone else in the operating room doing cervical surgery, so don't pull at the door. ”

Hearing this, I nervously squeezed Shen Huanjiu's hand even harder and asked, "The child will definitely be healthy, right?" ”

He laughed and said, "I thought you would be more worried about the pain." Thank you, give me a baby. Don't worry, I'll be waiting for you outside, I'll be the first to see you when you come out. ”

I didn't have anything to do, I slowly let go of Shen Huanjiu's hand, and the moment the door of the operating room closed, my cold sweat quickly fell. Watching the various utensils begin to prepare, I unconsciously started to tremble.

"Don't be nervous, you won't feel too much pain during the procedure. By the way, it may be a little uncomfortable for the child to pull it out for a while, so just bear with it a little at that time. "The doctor comforted me as he prepared.

I know that this doctor is an authority in gynecology, and many high-risk pregnant women have successfully delivered under him, and I don't worry about his skills, and I start to think over and over again in my head about whether the child will really be healthy? Questions like whom, but as the anesthetic penetrated my spine, none of these thoughts came to pass, but was unusually calm.

I lay on the operating table, looked at the eerie and cold ceiling, listened to the clattering of machinery, and began to imagine what would happen when the child came out.

Just thinking about it, looking forward to it, the child was born.

After the doctor treated the filth in the child's mouth, he carried the child's feet and shook them in front of me: "Men and women, see clearly." ”

The small pendant hangs down the crotch of the child's pants, and the red little face and facial features are hanging upside down.

The cry is loud and looks particularly energetic.

I cried, I couldn't stop the tears, and I couldn't even speak clearly in excitement: "It's a man, it's a man." ”

When I was pushed out of the operating room, I immediately saw Shen Huanjiu, whose head looked like a loofah, the doctor had already dressed the child in the hospital's exclusive clothes, and the child was handed to Shen Huanjiu, he was not even good at hugging, and his stiff and twisted posture looked not to mention how funny.

The doctor said, "Mr. Shen, congratulations, mother and son are safe." ”

Shen Huanjiu nodded, licked his dry lips, and said to me, "Little girl, you are awesome." ”

The after-effects of joy turned out to be a series of pains of all kinds.

The first night I returned to the ward, the postoperative pain was a little unbearable, and in order to recover quickly, the doctor advised me not to hang up the pain relief bag, so that night, pain and happiness alternately tormented me again and again.

Shen Huanjiu said to me with special self-reproach: "When I was pregnant with Shen Chu, I still had expectations, if we could have another child, now I have dispelled this thought, once is enough for you." ”

I didn't have anything else to say but giggle.

On the second day of delivery, Chen Haodong came to the delivery room, and he slowly approached me with a bouquet of bright red roses.

As he approached the bed, he looked at me first, then turned his gaze to the cot next to me.

Shen Chu slept peacefully, Chen Haodong stretched out his finger to press a few times on his face, and scolded in a ruffian manner: "Why does this little thing look so ugly?" If you inherit Lao Tzu's genes, you will definitely not be wrinkled like a mouse. Damn, it's ugly. ”

I didn't have much strength, and I didn't bother to argue with him while lying in bed, and I knew better that Shen Huanjiu would argue for me.

In his sight, Shen Huanjiu quickly swept away Chen Haodong's hand, and scolded angrily: "You know a fart, the doctor said, it is a relationship soaked in amniotic fluid, and it will soon be beautiful." After a pause, Shen Huanjiu seemed to have found an entry point for ridicule, raised his eyebrows and said, "It's you, is there something wrong there?" Wasn't it because I kicked it out a few years ago? ”

The best way to deal with Chen Haodong may be to challenge his dignity.

Shen Huanjiu's calm words made Chen Haodong furious, and he glared at Shen Huanjiu fiercely: "You have a problem, Lao Tzu is very good." ”

"Checked?" Shen Huanjiu's smile was even stronger, and he wanted to add fuel to the fire.

Chen Haodong lowered his head slightly, coughed a few times dullly, and said: "Ahem, I know that Lao Tzu checked it a few days after Fu was three years old and pregnant, and everything is fine." I just don't have a relationship with her. ”

After Shen Huanjiu, Chen Haodong walked to the head of my bed, he pursed his lips and said to me: "Just know that you are fine, now that the child has been born, you are ready to be your old woman." ”

Chen Haodong's bangs hung on my forehead, one by one was very dazzling, he was very rebellious, and his face was full of that kind of expression, who still rarely you.

This is the Chen Haodong in my memory, not only handsome but also impulsive and hot-blooded, he is a young man with limbs as brains, and he is also a person who jumped in the air and rushed to me, but finally painted his 'head' on the stone like Wang Yue and Shen Yan.

He accompanied me throughout my adolescence, from my teens to my twenties, and even now, I have become Shen Chu's mother.

I hated him, thanked him, and used a lot of complicated emotions on him, but I didn't love him.

The hand that had inserted the needle was raised weakly by me, and I slapped him on the arm very lightly and lightly, and I couldn't say a word.

Chen Haodong saw that I didn't speak, and he didn't embarrass me in the end.

The smile on the corner of his mouth swayed even higher, he looked down at the position of my chest, and asked in a desperate manner: "Fu three years old, are you not wearing a bra, and your breasts are so high." It seems to be big. ”

This is obviously a phrase to be found.

But Shen Huanjiu didn't argue with him anymore, just stretched out his hand and pulled my quilt to the place where my neck was.

He asked seriously and seriously, "Have you thought about what you will do in the future?" ”

Chen Haodong shook his head.

"Don't have anything you want to do? You are like this now, you don't have a house, you don't have a car, and you can't get the money out of the card, which girl is willing to follow you? Otherwise, I'll go squatting for a few years, and I'll still be a good man when I come out. Shen Huanjiu said.

Chen Haodong waved his hand: "If you want Lao Tzu to squat in a circle, you might as well kill me directly." ”

"So what are you going to do in the future?" Shen Huanjiu continued to ask.

In fact, Shen Huanjiu can live well if he gives Chen Haodong a few dollars casually, but this idea has been stifled by us, Chen Haodong will never ask for our money, and more importantly, he doesn't want to accept anyone's help casually.

Chen Haodong thought for a moment and sneered: "How should Lao Tzu live." ”

At that time, we all thought that Chen Haodong would have a hard time, and it might be like this for the rest of his life. If you're lucky, you'll be in this cruel society, and if you're unlucky, you'll probably be caught in jail one day to pay for his crime of illegally opening a casino.

Shen Huanjiu asked him, "What do you mean?" ”

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